Blaine still laid there with his arms wrapped around his lover. He thought about the closure they got last night. Kurt had asked him to touch him. This was a big deal. Only a few hours earlier, Kurt had been attacked by Paul. Blaine had led Kurt into the bedroom after Kurt asked.

Last Night

They stood at the foot of the bed Blaine’s arms wrapped tightly around Kurt.

“Kurt are you sure you want this?”

“Blaine. I want you. I want you to touch me and make me remember you and not him.” A tear strayed from his left eye.

“I don’t want you to do anything before it’s time.”

“B-But Blaine. I do want you. I want to touch you too. My heart is just aching from need, but I don’t think I can satisfy my need until I feel ready to let go of the physical part of what happened tonight.” Kurt was as strong as Blaine had ever seen him. He spoke with conviction and sincerity. “I sometimes feel like my heart is breaking when I look at you or when I touch you. Tonight was sad and special at the same time. Please.”

Blaine sighed. “You have to promise me to stop me if you ever feel like you are not in control. I just couldn’t take it if you felt like what I was doing to you was wrong.”

“I promise. Now you better be kissing me really soon.” Kurt smiled and it was genuine. That was enough motivation for Blaine to move his lips closer ultimately kissing Kurt gently on the lips and deepening quickly. Blaine was panting and whimpering into the kiss. He felt like his heart was going to burst out of his chest. Kurt bit on Blaine’s lower lip moaning into his lovers mouth. “Blaine, please. I need you. I need you to touch me now, please.” Kurt was begging for this as if he needed it to live another second.

“Oh.. Kurt. Baby, I need to get this off.” Blaine removed Kurt’s tee shirt and threw it toward the dresser, but missed. Kurt removed Blaine’s shirt a second later. Kurt was making hasty movements and had already reached for Blaine’s pajama pants slipping his hands into the back of his pants and squeezing Blaine’s firm ass. “Ungh” was the response Kurt received for this and he pushed them down Blaine slipping his feet out of them.

Blaine pulled away from the kiss and with one swift move, pushed his pants and boxers to the floor. Kurt kicked them off to the side not giving a damn where they ended up. Blaine stopped and looked Kurt in the eyes. Kurt gazed into Blaine’s eyes with unwavering affection. Blaine needed to see this in Kurt’s eyes if he was going to continue. Kurt didn’t break from those beautiful hazel eyes that loved him so much. Blaine took Kurt’s hands and led him onto the bed. He wrapped his arms around Kurt rubbing his back gently. They didn’t need to talk. Their eyes on each other baring the truth within their hearts.

Kurt reached behind his back and took Blaine’s hand and moved it to his erection. “Please Blaine. Make him go away. I need to look at you and feel your hand on me. I need to know that it’s you touching me.” Blaine began to move his hand up and down with the firm hold that he so often used with Kurt. He knew how much Kurt loved when he took his thumb and swirled it over the slit at the top of his head and down the underside of his head, so he did this over and over again between pumping him gently. Blaine watched Kurt’s eyes intently hoping that the pain of the attack was being removed from this memory.

“Kurt, I love you. I love you.” Blaine felt the need to repeat these words to instill in Kurt’s mind, his hand and his voice. Blaine could see the darkening in Kurt’s eyes. Only Kurt’s boyfriend would know what that meant. “You are mine baby. I am the only one who loves you like this. Come for me, baby. Please come for me. I love you. I will always love you and you will always be mine. Let go Kurt, I want to see you come and I want you to look at me when you are coming.” That was enough for Kurt to let go. His eyes closed feeling the orgasm just right there. “look at me Kurt. I need you to see me. I did this, no one else. I love you and your body, no one else.” Kurt opened his eyes as he reached his peak.

“Blaine. Oh God. Blaine. Blaine. Blaine. Mmmmhh, hmmm. Blaine.” Kurt was spent. He fell asleep almost immediately after, but not without saying something. “I love you, Blaine. Only you can do this to me.” He smiled and for that moment Blaine was content that he helped to fix Kurt and make him whole again.

Blaine kissed Kurt’s head and continued to enjoy the sunlight and the feel of Kurt in his arms. Kurt’s hair was a mess, but he was still absolutely gorgeous. Blaine didn’t dare move. He wanted to make sure that Kurt slept soundly. A lot happened last night. Blaine wanted him to be rested for the day ahead, but more importantly, he wanted Kurt to wake up to his eyes. As he sat savoring this peace he felt, Kurt’s eyes fluttered open.

“Blaine.. my Blaine.” He nuzzled into Blaine’s chest taking in the sexy, manly scent of Blaine. Kurt no longer smelled anything around him but Blaine’s wonderful aroma and felt nothing but Blaine’s rough skin and the stubble on Blaine’s face. With his eyes closed, he savored every bit of his Blaine. A smile creeped across his face.

“Did you sleep well Baby?”

“I knew you were here around me all night. I could feel you and smell you there and hear your breathing. That’s all I needed to sleep.” Kurt seemed quite happy considering the events of last evening. All of a sudden, panic shown on Kurt’s face.

“What is it, Kurt.” Blaine was immediately worried that something was wrong.

“I won’t be able to sleep without you Blaine. Tonight, when we leave this place, I won’t be able to sleep knowing that you aren’t right next to me.

“Sh-Sh Baby. I will see if I can make arrangements. Now don’t worry and lets get a shower.”

The shower this morning was not filled with sex, but rather filled with loving touches and caresses and most of all smiles and longing looks. Both Kurt and Blaine crossed a huge hurdle last night and were better for it today. Kurt changed and realized that only his clothes were brought. The only clothes Blaine had were clothes in his old room that were a bit older and the drenched ones from the shower.

“Don’t worry about me, Kurt. I will call the car and we can go back to the hotel for my clothes and stop for breakfast. I will call Mr. Shue and find out where they are and have us driven there.” Blaine got out his phone and called Jacque for the car. Michel was to be their driver and at their disposal as needed. Blaine was thankful. Anna did not have Kurt’s clothes from the cleaner, but advised that she would have the cleaner deliver it to their hotel. “Anna, can you have this place ready tonight in case we stay an additional evening? Clean linen’s is all we really need. Oh and I am calling for our car, so will you ring me when it gets here?”

“I will Mr. Anderson. You grandfather called to ask why we prepared the condo. You may want to call him.”

“I will. Thank you.” Blaine dialed his grandfather. “Hi Grandad. Yes, Kurt and I needed to use it last night. It’s a long story.” Kurt was out on the veranda again looking at the city. Blaine decided, that Kurt really belonged there. Right where he was. Blaine proceeded to the bedroom to finish the conversation. “Kurt was attacked last night at the school we performed at, Grandad. I got there just as he was starting to hurt him. I was able to get the guy off of Kurt and get a good punch at his nose. We needed to stay here to give Kurt the space he needed to get over this.”

“Unbelievable. And is Kurt alright? Was he hurt?” Blaine’s grandfather seemed to be sincerely concerned. This pleased Blaine to no end.

“Not outwardly, but the mental damage is the hardest part, Grandad. It was another gay man that took a liking to him. Earlier in the night he tried to get to Kurt, even though Kurt refused any advance that this boy made. I also talked to this boy at that time and made it clear that his advances were not welcome. The whole thing was just terrible Grandad. I was feeling like I let Kurt down. I am glad that they did call the police.”

“I will call the police station. What is the awful boy’s name.”

“Paul.” Just the thought of his name made Blaine’s body tense with anger.

“Blaine, use anything you need while there in Europe. You can use the car in any city, you know you just need to call, right?”

“Yes and thank you Grandad.”

“Blaine, I know I don’t get to see you very often, but it seems that you care deeply for Kurt, so I do to.”

“You don’t even know him. But thank you Grandad.”

“I really do want to meet him very soon, because he is good for you Blaine. In speaking with Anna and Michel this morning, it seems that, Kurt, has matured you considerably. The things they said about your strength and maturity made me so proud of you.”

“He is very special Grandad. I love him. I hope you can continue to accept that I am still gay and that I do love this boy. He means everything to me Grandad. Everything I am and want to be is because of him. I know it was hard for you to hear when I finally told you about me, so I do appreciate how supportive you are for someone you have never met.”

“Well, if you love him Blaine, then I’m sure I will too. I do love you, Blaine. Being gay was a shock to me, but all I really want for you is to be happy and strong. You are an Anderson and are meant to do great things regardless of who you love. If Kurt is the driving force behind you, then I will accept him.” Blaine felt tears in his eyes. Though all of his family knew he was gay and they all accepted it, he had always felt that deep down, they still hoped he would marry a woman and have children to carry on the Anderson family name. “Grandad, Kurt gives me the drive to be everything and more. He is such a strong and good person. I want you to meet him soon. And, thank you Grandad. I think we will be using the car service at least in a few places.”

“Just remember, your grandmother and I love you.”

“I love you guys too. Bye.”

Blaine had a huge smile on his face as he exited the bedroom and walked toward Kurt on the veranda. He dialed another number as he was coming up behind Kurt. “Jacque. This is Mr. Anderson again. We will need a car again today.”

“No problem Mr. Anderson. Michel expected that you might and said he would be available today. Will you be using the car the entire day?”

Blaine put his arm around Kurt and pressed himself close. Kurt leaned his head back against Blaine. “Yes, we will be using the car the entire day.” He closed up his phone and settled his other arm around Kurt. Kurt turned his head toward Blaine’s neck and Blaine kissed him gently on the cheek. He turned Kurt around to face him and gazed into his eyes. “I love you.” Blaine whispered across Kurt’s lips. Kurt sighed as he leaned forward into Blaine’s lips. Blaine kissed back deepening the kiss. He stuck his tongue out to taste Kurt’s lips and they were delicious. “I don’t think there will ever be a day when I don’t want to kiss you, Kurt Hummel.”

“I feel the same way.” Kurt had tears in his eyes as Blaine felt what Kurt was feeling. “Blaine, do you ever feel like your chest is being crushed, but from the inside out?” Kurt blushed.

“I feel it right now. I have felt it before after I had been thinking about you.” Blaine’s eyes were glassy and loving all at once. Blaine held Kurt so close against his chest gasping and sighing all at once. Kurt could feel the same ache in his chest and held on to Blaine just as tightly as Blaine held him. This feeling. It ached in the best way ever. Blaine and Kurt’s eyes met and there was an understanding. So this was what true love felt like. How could they not know what that was before. They stayed there for a few minutes just holding each other with their foreheads pressed together looking into each others eyes, breathing in each other and feeling each other’s heartbeats.

Blaine’s phone rang and they knew it was time to go. “I wish we could just stay here Blaine.”

“We have special things to do today and I am going to talk to Mr. Shue and Dean Royce because, we are going to be sharing a room from this point on, or we will just stay here.” Kurt smiled. It’s what he needed and Blaine knew that.

“Good Morning Michel. Can you take us to the hotel. I need to change and then I would like to go the nearest caf� and put some food into Mr. Hummel’s stomach.” Blaine held Kurt’s hand very tightly and kept Kurt very close as the walked to the open care door.

“You seem much better today Mr. Hummel. I apologize for meeting you in an awkward situation. I hope things have improved.”

“They have.. Michel, I’m sorry you had to see me in such a bad way.” Kurt held his hand out properly today since it would be the first time they truly met. Blaine was so proud of the way Kurt could handle himself.

Blaine led Kurt into the car first and then got in pressing closely to Kurt. Kurt responded without even thinking about it. His body needed to be close to Blaine. Their hands entwined and the heads tipped toward each other slightly turned so that they could catch glimpses of each other when they felt the need. When the car reached the hotel, they would not let go of each other for even a second. Kurt walked with Blaine to his room hands still clasped together. They released each other only for Blaine to take off the clothes he was wearing. Kurt picked out an outfit for Blaine without even speaking and started to dress him. Blaine and Kurt found each others hands as they put Blaine’s clothes on. They shared longing looks and sighs all through the process of changing Blaine and it all felt right.

They were back in the car heading to a caf� just around the block from the hotel. They sat outside at a table next to each other close together. Neither could tolerate the separation of a table of a table between them. They were just enjoying each other and gazing into each other’s eyes hands always clutched together. Blaine would brush his hand across his chest occasionally seeming to let Kurt know how much he ached for him and Kurt would lean closer to Blaine just making more skin to skin contact. That would be enough to ease the ache they could both feel. They were in their own little world today. All the pain of the evening prior to this ended with this deep intensifying love they were both feeling.

“Michel, we need to go to Montmartre today. I believe our glee clubs are presently supposed to be at Sacre Couer Basilica.”

“Certainly, do you know exactly where they will be?”

“No, but you can leave us near the Basilica, we will find them and Michel, I would like for you to carry out my plans for last night, tonight please.”

Michel looked confused, but then remembered. “Of Course!”

Blaine and Kurt were dropped off by their car and proceeded to climb the hill to the Basilica. There was no rush. As they started to make their way, they would stop occasionally and look for landmarks in the city. Blaine would point out the landmarks to Kurt. They were as close as they could get to each other. Blaine would occasionally rub Kurt’s hand and Kurt would squeeze back and brush his face up against Blaine’s cheek enjoying the rough skin. They finally found their way to the top and to their group with Stephan.

“Kurt. Hey buddy. Good to see you. Are you guys okay now?” Finn was genuinely happy to see his brother. He was worried about him.

“Yeah Finn. Thank you. You are the best brother!” Kurt hugged Finn tightly and whispered in his ear. “Thanks for being there.”

“Kurt, thank you so much. Rachel loved last night. I can’t believe what you guys did for me.”

“That’s what you do for people you love.” Kurt looked to Blaine and saw his hand brush across his chest yet again. Kurt leaned into Blaine so their cheeks touched. Kurt loved that Blaine needed him as much as he needed Blaine.

Rachel was overjoyed today after the night before. “Awww, look at you two. I didn’t think it was possible, but I think you guys officially are the most loving couple.”

“Kurt, I am going to talk to Dean Royce and Mr, Shue.” Blaine gave a squeeze to his hand before turning toward the 2 chaperones. “Mr. Shue, Dean Royce. May I speak with both of you?”

“Sure Blaine. Is Kurt doing better or is he covering up?”

“Kurt is doing better, but last night we also realized how it impacted me. I was dealing with so much guilt and he was dealing with so much weakness.” Blaine was sincere. “Kurt and I can’t be kept apart for the rest of this trip. Kurt is dealing with a lot of issues because of the attack. I need to ask if we can share a room. I’m not sure either of us would have slept without the other being there. I know that us being a couple makes it difficult to understand, but it’s really important. It was so important to both of us that we were together sleeping. It was protection, it was understanding and it was comfort that we both need to continue to deal with it.”

“Blaine, are you asking if we will let you room for the rest of the trip? Because, I don’t know if we can consciously do that.”

“If we get approval from our parents? Will you consider?”

“Perhaps.” Dean Royce finally said something.

“I will be honest with both of you. If we can’t spend the rest of the trip rooming, we are considering staying here in my Grandfathers home.” Blaine was firm and Mr. Shue knew that there was only 1 answer that was acceptable. “I am not doing this to force you to agree with me. Your decision is your decision and I do understand, but then I will need to make a decision that is in the best interest for Kurt and me.”

“Blaine, you do know that if we said yes, it would be like saying it is okay for all the couples to sleep in the same room. It would violate everything we told parents.” Mr. Shue looked like he was stuck. “I know you don’t understand this.”

“You do know that I will not do anything that will hurt Kurt more, and us being apart will hurt Kurt.” Blaine was angry because though they seemed to understand what happened the night before was horrible, they were not acknowledging the fact that they are, in fact, a gay couple that is very different most teenage relationships. Blaine was trying to explain that since they are gay, they are the only true people that could understand and properly be able to provide any level of comfort. “Mr. Shue. I know that Kurt has Finn, but Finn cannot help him the way I can. He can’t provide the understanding and comfort that I can. Not of the guys or even you and Dean Boyce can really relate to us. We are different and we know that. We are asking for a little latitude because of the situation.”

“I’m sorry Blaine. If Kurt continues to have problems, we can call his dad and work out a way for him to return home.”

“He would return home with me. I don’t go back on promises Mr. Shue and I promised him that we would be together this summer.” Blaine was resigned in his decision. “If this makes any difference, Mr Shue, were you and Dean Royce aware that I proposed to Kurt two nights ago and he accepted. I bought him a Tiffany ring and got on the knee and everything. We are technically engaged.” They didn’t need to know that it was a promise ring. The ring meant the same for both Blaine and Kurt. Forever.

“Kurt, we need to talk about something.” Kurt’s concern showed immediately because Blaine had gone to talk to Dean Royce and Mr. Shue about them rooming for the remainder of the trip. It must have not gone well.

“I can’t sleep without you Blaine.” Kurt didn’t wait for Blaine to talk and was already on the verge of tears. “I just know I can’t.”

Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt. “Don’t worry. We will figure this out. I promise. Tonight we are going to stay back at the condo. Okay? Let’s give them some time to think about it more.”

Kurt seemed to grow quiet and scared as they toured the Basilica with their friends. They remained close the entire time slowly forgetting that the night would soon be upon them and they would be leaving in a day. Then what? Blaine and Kurt were in their own world the rest of the day. Everyone noticed. Blaine was so gentle with Kurt the whole day. He made sure to always have a hand on Kurt. In some ways, Blaine did it to remind Kurt that he was always there, then you would see his hand or finger trail across his back or hand or face and that showed how much he love him.

Rachel snapped a picture of Blaine and Kurt as they were sitting on the steps outside. They were talking and Blaine had just brushed a piece of Kurt’s hair off his forehead and Kurt smiled. “Finn isn’t it beautiful?”

“Huh? Yeah it is.” Finn had no idea that she was talking about the 2 lovestruck boys.

They stood up to go for a walk, they had a few hours before they had to leave and wanted to wander around Montmartre. They were happy to be alone walking through the cobblestone streets and looking at random art scattered throughout the entire area. Blaine was really taken by a particular sketch that was made and asked the artist to sketch the 2 of them. They sat gazing at each other the entire time the sketch was being done. It was worth every cent for the time they had to just not say anything with words, only their eyes and hands. “I hope my hair looks okay.”

“You always look perfect. If you are worried about someone’s hair, did you forget who your boyfriend was.” The artist asked a question in french and Kurt immediately showed him the ring. Blaine asked if he could add that into the sketch so that it would be seen appropriately.

When he was finished, they admired what was done. “Oh my God, Blaine. This is incredible. We look .. We look..”

“Perfect, Baby, perfect.” Blaine kissed Kurt on the forehead and put the sketch in the protective tube and they continued hand in hand throughout the city. The walked to Musee de Montmartre and the grounds surrounding it. Then made their way to the famous Moulin Rouge. They couldn’t possibly come all the way here and not at least see it. They started their walk back casually continue to take in the sights together. The last few hours had been wonderful.

Back at the meeting place they caught up with Wes and David. “Hey you guys, we haven’t seen you since yesterday. We’re sorry about what happened Kurt.” Kurt had wished that Wes didn’t bring it up, but he was trying to be supportive so there was no way Kurt could get mad.

“We are going to head back to the hotel and get some things, but we are going to stay at my family place again tonight.”

“That would probably be best for you guys.”

“You know we have a concert tomorrow at lunch time. We are stopping at a school before taking the train from here to Lucerne. Blaine, you guys should be back at the hotel to travel with us to the concert.” Wes looked worried that they were not going to stay on the trip after what had happened.

“We’ll be there Wes. Don’t worry. I wouldn’t leave without telling you in advance.” Blaine suspected that Wes found out about his talk with Mr. Shue and the Dean. “What time in the morning?”

“The bus leaves at 9:00. You know Blaine, we do understand.”

“I know Wes, thanks for supporting us, but you know that no one can really help us get past this. We have to figure this out on our own.”

“Blaine. I just want to make sure you know that you’re not alone.”

Blaine had called the car and they had already loaded up all their belongings from the hotel and were headed back to the condo. Blaine and Kurt went up and Michel came along with their things. Kurt was in the bathroom getting freshened up. “Michel, can you get us the champagne and strawberries tonight when you pick us up from the Jules Verne.”

“Certainly Mr. Anderson. I will be here to drive you when you are ready.”