Missed you

After the quick goodbye’s, Blaine and Kurt were in the comfort of Blaine’s BMW. Kurt was barely sitting when Blaine’s lips became attached to his. The taste of Blaine, the smell of Blaine surrounded him. It was all Kurt needed right at this second. “I missed you.” Kurt whispered into Blaine’s breath. Blaine responded deepening his kiss. Blaine’s tongue reached out to Kurts looking for a response and found it. Their tongues intertwined and Kurt’s heart began to race. All the things they could share in Europe. Romance was something that Blaine was good at and Kurt could imagine all the ways that Blaine would make this trip unforgettable. It wasn’t only about the romance, it was about being alone and exploring and learning. European countries have always been more accepting of their lifestyle and Kurt wondered if he would feel safe and normal for once.
“What are you thinking about, Kurt?”

Realizing that he stopped kissing Blaine back, “Just Europe and us.”

“And your Stepbrother, The Warblers and the New Directions.” Blaine blurted out.

“You sure know how to kill a good daydream. I was just thinking how we would be looked at in Europe. I wonder if I will feel normal when we walk around together there. Don’t you ever wonder how it would feel to be truly accepted? I mean, I know with the Warblers and New Directions we are, but outside of the confines of our daily life, we are just not the norm and people make me feel like we are wrong with every look and stare that we get.”

“I should have known you would start digging deep into your psyche and over-analyze this. That’s why I kept if from you for a whole week.” Blaine took Kurt’s hand, “You know that I love you, and no matter what people think or say or do around us, it will never change the way I feel about you. About us. We are real Kurt. There will be a place for us.” Then his eyes are back to Kurt’s and Kurt does understand. How does Blaine always do this? One minute Kurt is upset, but with one glance he takes away all the pain. Blaine is right. He can worry about that later. Blaine is here and he wants to get back to the beautiful scent and taste that is his boyfriend. Blaine is in agreement as they fall into another wonderful kiss. Blaine kisses him so deeply as to pledge his undying love to keep him safe and protected from the world around him. It is almost too much for Kurt to accept and his head is spinning. He didn’t realize that his hands are immediately trying to reach Blaine’s body, reaching under his shirt to feel Blaine’s skin. There are few things Kurt wants more than this. The need to touch Blaine has taken over.

Blaine sensed Kurt’s need and was feeling it too. Ever since Kurt left Dalton, it seemed less than perfect. Blaine continued to hang out with his friends, but things changed. He changed. He had not realized how one person could give him a purpose. Blaine was tingling from Kurt’s touch and really needed this. He found himself reaching around Kurt’s waistband begging for permission to touch Kurt’s skin. A moan from Kurt as Blaine grazed the skin above his waistband confirmed his needs were the same. Blaine reached under Kurt’s shirt to caress his back ever so lightly. It sent chills up Kurt’s spine and Kurt was reaching into Blaine’s kiss more and more with every touch. There was need in his embrace and touch. Blaine knew what Kurt needed. He led his hands to Kurt’s nipple and ever so lightly circled it with his finger. Kurt actually backed away from their intense kiss and let out a moan and gasped for air. Blaine knew all too well he must be close. He unbuckled Kurt’s pants and reach in to grasp his hard on.

There was no turning back for Kurt. Why did Blaine care so much about his satisfaction. Blaine had already saved him. Did he deserve more than that? Wasn’t it his turn to serve a life of gratitude. What did he do to deserve this boys beautiful hands on him. He wanted to savor every touch, but when Blaine reached into his pants to caress his hard on. He knew it would be a matter of minutes until he would find a release. No matter how many times Blaine touched him, he knew he would never be able to control himself. Rubbing his hand down the shaft 3 times and it was enough to bring Kurt to the very edge. Thrusting against Blaine’s hand, desperately thrusting searching for the release he knew was coming. “I love you Kurt” whispered in his ear. A loud groan and gasp for air was all that he could manage to vocalize back. That was about all Kurt could handle. His heart racing as Blaine’s hand slid down his shaft one more time. Kurt let go of everything. He came long and hard. Blaine had a smile cross his face, like he has won some kind of prize. Kurt could never understand why Blaine loved him so much. Right now, all Kurt could think about was his heart beating.

“Kurt, you are so beautiful. I can’t even describe how you make me feel when I see your face just before you come. I never thought I could find someone, let alone, someone that would want me back. I can’t believe how much pleasure I could bring you and how much it excites me.”

“My turn to give you something, Blaine.”

“You already did. You gave me your heart. It’s all I ever wanted or dreamed of.”

“I need this too. I want to feel you. I want you to feel the release that you just gave me. Blaine was kissing Kurt again because that’s what you do when your boyfriend tells you he wants to touch you. Kurt was pulling Blaine into the passenger seat and rubbing his hips up to Blaine. He could feel Blaine’s hard on against him and he wanted to keep thrusting to give him that friction that they both knew was so exciting. Blaine was already so close to insanity. Kurt had seen it so many times now. Kurt reached down and rubbed his hard on over his pants and the friction and feel of his hand caused Blaine to thrust into his hand. He was already so close. So turned on by Kurt asking out loud to touch him. Kurt wanted to please him too. Rubbing firmly once…twice. He came with a loud growl.” It was an incredible sight to see Blaine’s face. He wondered what he looked like at that moment. Blaine always talked about how hot it made him feel. If it was anything like Blaine’s face, then Kurt knew why Blaine reacted the way he did.

Kurt was apologetic knowing that Blaine would have to deal with wet pants until they got to Kurt’s house. Blaine didn’t care. A soft caress to Kurt’s face and Blaine settled back into the driver seat to make the drive. They hoped to get home before Finn so that they could change.