He picked at his food finding that he wasnt hungry, when he looked into Blaine eyes he had felt something and he knew that Blaine had felt it to. He couldnt stop thinking about it.

"Are you ok?" His dad asked him and he looked up giving him a nod.

"How about you Blaine, are you ok?" Burt continued and Blaine looked up from his plate. Blaine had eaten a lot more than he had but looked to have about as much energy as he did.

"Yes sir," Blaine answered. He could tell that Blaine was nervous about being around his dad.

"You can call me Burt," his dad smiled. Blaine gave Burt a weak smile back before lowering his head back toward the table.

The rest of the meal was in silence and he gave subtle looks towards Blaine, he didnt know what he was thinking, Blaine wasnt even gay and even if he was he would go out with someone like him. The look must have been a fluke.

"Im going back to my room," Kurt said after he had helped clear the table. "Blaine are you coming?" He asked and Blaine nodded and started towards the stairs.

"Blaine you head on up, Kurt can I talk to you for a minute?" His dad asked from sitting on the couch.

Blaine gave a nervous look before disappearing up the stairs and he walked up to his dad.

"Yes?" He asked sitting next to him.

"Are you sure youre ok? Youve been unusually quiet," Burt stated and he sighed leaning into the couch.

"Its nothing," he said rubbing his eyes.

"You like him dont you?" His dad whispered and his brought his hands away from his eyes.

"What?" He said not sure that he heard right.

"You like him, I can see by the way you look at him".

"No I dont, I mean…maybe. Yes. I dont know," he mumbled not sure what to say. Yes he had feelings for Blaine but he didnt know what to do with them right now, because he defiantly couldnt tell him about them.

"Is he gay?" Burt asked and he shrugged.

"I dont know, but I dont think so but its so complicated," he replied standing up. "Its ok , I can deal with this on my own," he said and his dad nodded.

"I understand, just come to me if you need to talk bud".

He nodded giving him a thankful smile before walking towards the stairs. As he walked into his bedroom he saw Blaine sitting back on the edge of the sofa bed.

"Are you ok?" He asked walking towards him.

"I dont know anymore," Blaine said looking up water in his eyes.

"What are you talking about?" he asked as he sat down next to him.

"I cant," Blaine said laying down and curling in on himself as if he was having some kind of breakdown. Blaine started to sob.

He stood up and moved around making sure that Blaine was looking at him.

"Blaine, I need you to calm down and breathe," he soothed and Blaine started to panic tears flooding down the boys face.

"Kurt, I dont know what to do," he mumbled through his tears.

"I dont understand?" he said and Blaine sat up wrapping his arms tightly around his legs.

"Im gay," Blaine spat hiding his head in his arms.

"Blaine…Im not going to judge you. You know that Im gay too," he said softly.

"But what the hell happened earlier? What was that?" Blaine said more tears spiralling down his face.

"I dont know," he whispered.

Blaine looked up into his eyes uncurling from his position, he quickly leaned forward grabbing his shirt and crushing his lips against his.

He didnt know what was happening at first, but when he noticed his eyes widened and he pushed Blaine off. He liked Blaine but he knew that Blaine wasnt ready for something like this.

He fell backwards onto the floor and Blaine looked at him and hand over his mouth in shock.

"Shit," Blaine said standing up.

"Blaine wait," he said as Blaine gather up his stuff.

"Im sorry," Blaine said as he rushed towards the bedroom door.

"Blaine wait!" He yelled running after him.

"Im so stupid," Blaine said through clenched teeth running down the stairs.

"Blaine, please just stop," he said running down the stairs after him.

Blaine reached the door and before he could stop him he disappeared out of it, he ran out into the front garden and down the driveway.

He reached the road and looked left and right, as he looked right he could see Blaine running through the darkness.

He was about to run after him when he heard his dads voice.

"What happened?" He asked and he turned wrapping his arms around his dad. He felt tears fall down his face and he began to sob into Burts shoulder.

"Hes gay dad," he said letting his dad go.

"Thats good right?" His dad replied looking confused.

"No dad, I dont think hes all that happy about it," he said wiping his eyes.

"Oh," Burt said.

"I have to go after him," Kurt said hoping that he was just going to go back to the forest behind the school.

"I dont think thats a good idea in the dark," Burt said and he shook his head.

"I have to, if I dont come back then Ive just stayed at him house, I promise Ill be fine," he said and his dad nodded.

"Be safe," Burt said and he started to run the way that he had seen Blaine run.

He didnt want Blaine to be alone, defiantly not in that state.

He ran towards the school as fast as his legs would take him.

Once he made it to the school he didnt stop, running towards the back of the field.

"Blaine?!" He yelled as he reached the fence. "Blaine?!" He repeated deciding to crawl under the fence.

He walked in the forest. "Blaine?" He said walking to the place that Blaine had been the last time he was here. Nothing, there was nothing to say that Blaine had even come back here.

He sighed and walked back towards the fence, climbing under it before walking his way back over the field.

He was almost at the gate when he heard a voice.

"Hey queer, what they hell you doing here at this time of night?"

He spun around; it was the boy who had threatened him.

"Could ask you the same thing?" He replied backing away.

"Training, its near football season so coach is training me hard," the boy said smugly walking towards him.

"Thats nice, Ive got to go," Kurt said turning to run but the boy caught his arm.

"Not so fast, I told you Id get you back for shoving me, that made me look like an idiot," he growled.

Fear rose in his chest as he was thrown to the ground.

The wind was taken out of him and he gasped.

"Dont," he whimpered.

"This is going to be fun," the boys said and he moved in on him again.