He sat on the sofa opposite to Blaine watching him text away. He felt bad about keeping the fact that his long-time girlfriend was cheating on him with his manager. He didnt know why Jess would do that, if he had Blaine then he would never let him go but he assumed that it wasnt that easy.

Blaine looked up at him with a smile.

"I was just making sure that someone had taken the motorbike back to shop," Blaine said and he nodded with a forced smile.

"I didnt know you had borrowed it," he replied and Blaine nodded leaning forward on his couch.

"An old friend of mine owns a shop and he leant it to me," Blaine said.

"Thats cool," he said as he leaned back into the sofa. "You dont need anything do you? I always forget to ask," he continued looking up.

"No Im fine," Blaine said climbing to his feet and moving so that he was sitting next to him.

"You ok?" He asked and Blaine nodded his head.

"Yeah, just wanted to talk, get to know you a little more," Blaine said and he opened his mouth a little shocked.

"You do?" He said frowning.

"Yeah and maybe Ill tell you more about me," Blaine smiled and he smiled back. His smile was contagious.

"I told you a lot about me back in Ohio, theres not much more to tell," he admitted and Blaine shook his head.

"I can think of some things, for example, favourite colour, favourite food, favourite movie," Blaine said and he laughed.

"Right, you want to literally know everything," he said with a giggle. Blaine nodded.

"I dont understand why but ok, my favourite colour is baby blue because it matches my skin tone, my favourite food is pasta and my favourite movie is Moulin Rouge," he answered and Blaine gasped.

"I love that movie," Blaine said with excited eyes. He smiled looking into Blaines eyes, the more he looked the guiltier he felt. Blaine was amazing and he could do way better that Jess.

"Are you ok?" Blaine asked. He didnt notice that he had started to frown and his eyes had averted to the floor.

"I dont know," he whispered, he was panicking debating in his mind if he wanted to tell Blaine.

"Was it something I said?" Blaine asked and he looked up shocked.

"No! I swear it wasnt, its just…," he said his mouth not being able to create the words that he wanted to say.

"Somethings wrong?" Blaine asked looking nervous and confused.

He nodded biting lightly on his lower lip.

"I saw something and I know I probably should have told you about it earlier but I didnt want to cause any problems," he said stopping when he felt Blaines hand touch his arm.

"What did you see?" Blaine asked and he ran his hand through his hair hoping that this was the right thing to do.

"I saw…I saw Steve and Jess together," he said looking into Blaine eyes but he just looked more confused.

"And…?" Blaine said.

"They were doing stuff in Steves room, I could hear them kissing and touching one another," he said letting his head drop into his hands embarrassed to see what Blaine was feeling right now and about having to describe that his girlfriend was a cheater.

"Wait, she and Steve?" Blaine muttered and he looked up. Blaine looked both horrified and confused; he nodded putting a hand on Blaines leg.

"Im so sorry," he said.

"Thats disgusting," Blaine said screwing up his face. "Hes like ten years older than her," Blaine continued and he felt his face drop. Why didnt he care that his girlfriend cheated on him? Shock maybe?

"I know, Im sorry shes not who you thought she was," he said and Blaine looked at him.

"She said that she loved me," Blaine said going back to looking confused.

"I know," he whispered wanting to comfort him but for some reason Blaine didnt seem to need to be comforted. "Are you ok?" He asked and Blaine nodded.

"Im sorry that Im asking and I dont know how you deal with things but you dont look that upset that your long term girlfriend is cheating on you with your manager," he said putting it all on the line.

Blaine looked at him before looking at the floor. "Kurt, I have to tell you something," Blaine stated before looking into his eyes.

…

This was it; he would have to tell Kurt that Jess wasnt his real girlfriend. Though, he was still confused that Jess seemed to be so in love with him but would sleep with Steve, not that he minded who Jess slept with.

He looked deep into Kurts eyes.

"Jess isnt my real girlfriend," he whispered and Kurts eyes widened.

"What?" Kurt said looking extremely confused.

"Steve hired her to be my girlfriend because he didnt like who I really was," he said looking to the floor suddenly feeling ashamed of himself.

"I dont understand," Kurt replied.

"Im gay Kurt," he said getting to his feet. He couldnt look Kurt in the eyes; he didnt know he was going to feel like this as he told Kurt. He felt wrong, Kurt was so courageous and brave and he hid in the closet like a coward.

He walked towards the beds and climbed into the one he had claimed as his own. He was frustrated, what was Kurt going to think of him now?

"Blaine?" He heard Kurts voice moving up the bus.

He wanted to find the nearest window and make a jump for it, but considering he would have to pass Kurt to get to the nearest window he stayed put.

Kurt came into view and he looked up staring at the ceiling.

"Blaine, why did you run? You know I wont judge you for being gay," Kurt said kneeling down next to his bed so he was eye level with him.

He didnt look at Kurt; he just kept staring at the ceiling. "Im a coward, I wanted to be out and proud like you but I just couldnt," he said more tears running down his face.

"It was Steve wasnt it?" Kurt said and he turned to look at him. He nodded.

"He said that it would ruin my career, that I was disgusting and I needed to hide it," he said letting it all come out for the first time.

"Oh Blaine…," Kurt said and he felt him take his hand. "You have to fire him," Kurt continued and he shook his head.

"I cant he can ruin me, he can make me look so bad that I wont ever be able to do a show again and this is my life, I need music Kurt. You cant say anything to anyone, Jess is still my girlfriend for all you know," he said feeling a little desperate.

Kurt reluctantly nodded. "Of course, if this is what you want," Kurt said and he nodded.

"Thank you Kurt," he said and Kurt nodded.

"Is Jess a really good actor? Because she really looks like she loves you," Kurt said and Blaine let out a small laugh.

"No, shes totally thinks that were going to end up together someday," he said and Kurt raised an eyebrow.

"Wow," Kurt said with a little giggle.

He was glad that he was able to get this off of his chest, it was something that hed had to keep to himself for a really long time and it felt good to finally have confided it in someone, and it was someone who he fully trusted.

…

He couldnt get round the fact that Blaine was gay. He was shocked at first and then a little angry that he had hidden it from everyone, then sad because he knew exactly why he did it.

He left Blaine alone in his bunk and went back to sit on the couch alone.

He was going to keep this a secret for Blaine until he was ready to tell the world himself, there was no way that he could hide himself forever. He didnt even know how many people knew that he was gay but he was sure that it wasnt many.

He leaned back onto the couch and closed his eyes, there were so many thing going on his mind.

But he knew that he was going to try to help Blaine through this, whether it was something that his manager wanted him to or not, it was part of him and hiding it wasnt the answer. Though, he didnt want it to look like he was smothering him, or had a crush on him because even though he did, that wasnt even in the question right now.