He and Kurt walked through the dark, damp park. It must have rained while they were in the café. He was unintentionally giving Kurt subtle sad looks, he felt like his heart was tearing itself apart with shame. He couldnt believe what he had done.

Rachel and Finn had walked off and were now out of sight, and there didnt seem to be anyone else around leaving them both alone.

"Are you ok Blaine?" Kurt asked. The worried look on his face making his heart skip a beat, he had never been so ashamed of himself, he knew that he had made the worse mistake of his life.

"Well, you know, I-I really missed you," he replied his eyes still a little damp from his piano performance of teenage dream, a song that he cherished with all of his heart.

"I missed you too, and Im really glad that youre here. But youve been so emotional and weirdly sad; please stop pretending that nothings wrong," Kurt said and tears sprung into his eyes, watching as the same happened to Kurt. He had to tell him.

He took a deep breath, stopping suddenly turning to Kurt who had also stopped.

"I was with someone," he whispered. He watched Kurts face drop feeling like his whole world had fallen with it.

"Who was it?" Kurt said tears spilling over and running down his face.

"It doesnt matter who it was with Kurt, what matters is that I was by myself, I needed you, I needed you around and you werent there," he was looking at Kurt pained expression wishing with everything that he was that he could go back and change what he had done, but he couldnt so he had to deal with it.

"Im really sorry," he choked out tears streaming helplessly down his face.

"You dont think I havent been lonely? You dont think I havent had temptations? But I didnt act on it because I knew what it meant, it meant something horrible and awful…," he stopped talking, starting to sob.

"Im sorry Kurt, I really am," he knew that he had messed up, he knew as soon as he had done it. He never wanted this to happen. His heart was beating with panic at the thought of losing Kurt, his one true love.

Kurt turned and started to walk away from him, he sobbed, more tears falling down onto his cheeks sliding down with devastation.

He was about to run after him when he felt metal on the back of his neck and a hand on his shoulder. His eyes widened.

"Kurt," he yelled without thinking, fear taking over his body overwhelming him.

He watched as Kurt took a small look over his shoulder, before stopping turning fully ,paralysed with fear.

"Blaine?" he whispered just loud enough that he could hear him.

"Aw, it seems like you two queers have had a falling out, I could clear that up for you if you want?" The man had a low gruff voice that seemed to make Blaine shrink. He was aiming the question at Kurt, pushing the gun more forcefully into the back of Blaines head making his head jolt forward as he finished his sentence. He knew it was a gun, what else would it be.

"No, please stop," Kurt yelled taking a few steps forward. Blaines mind was all over the place, but he knew that he wanted to Kurt to stay safe.

"Kurt, just walk away, its ok," he said as the man behind him gripped on to his forearm.

Kurt shook his head.

"Please, Kurt," Blaine whispered wanting Kurt to leave, he felt like he deserved it after what he had done to him.

"What do you want?" Kurt yelled at the man, surprising Blaine.

"Well, I was going to take his wallet, but Im not so sure now," the man laughed, his breath brushing against his ear making him cringe.

"Please just let him go, Ill give you anything you want, please," Kurt said taking a couple steps towards them.

"Ok, lets start with your wallets and phones shall we," the man said and he could tell that the asshole was smirking. Blaine and Kurt slowly pulled out their wallets and phones holding them in the air.

The man snatched Blaines belongings out of his hands before staring at Kurt.

"Throw them on the ground and take a few steps back," the man demanded and Kurt followed the orders, putting them on the ground before taking about five steps back.

Then he felt himself being pushed forward until Kurts wallet and phone were beneath his feet.

"Ok, pick them up and if you try anything funny then Ill shoot your little queer friend here," Blaine felt anger bubble up inside of him.

"Dont call him that," he said without thinking more tears falling down his face as he bent down to pick up Kurts belongings.

He had them in his hands and was about to come back up when he felt a hand grab his hair pulling his head backwards, making him gasp out in pain.

"Dont talk back to me," he yelled outrage pushing the gun harder into the back of his neck.

He wanted to yell out that he was sorry but he wasnt so he just stayed quiet.

The man let go of his hair so that he could snatch Kurts items out of his hands.

"You know what, you queers arent even worth it, Im done," the man said with spite.

He felt hands on his shoulders spinning him around, before a burst of pain spread out across his face as the butt of the gun made contact with his cheek. He fell to the wet ground, and within seconds Kurt was by his side.

"Blaine, are you ok? Its ok hes gone now," he heard Kurts voice but he couldnt answer. He felt his stomach tighten and he pulled Kurt into his arms sobbing.

"Im sorry, Im so so sorry Kurt, so sorry," he yelled. He could feel his clothes turning soggy due the wet concrete but he couldnt care less.

"I know, I know," Kurt cooed sobbing with him, placing a kiss onto his forehead.

"Please, I cant lose you, you mean everything to me, Im so sorry," he sobbed and he felt Kurt tighten his grip on him.

"I cant lose you either, I promise well work this out," Kurt said letting go of him and looking into Blaines eyes.

Those beautiful eyes that could get him through anything, he knew that he didnt deserve a second chance but he was going to prove to Kurt that he was the only one for him.

"Lets go back to the apartment and clean you up," Kurt said standing before helping Blaine to his feet.

He could feel his face swelling painfully but he ignored it pulling Kurt into a tight hug.

"I love you so much Kurt," he said sobbing into his shoulder.

"I love you too, just never do that to me again," Kurt replied.

"Never, Im so sorry, youre the only one for me and you always were and always will be," he said and he hadnt meant anything more in his life.