I Need To Be Thinner
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I Need To Be Thinner: Chapter 9


T - Words: 1,096 - Last Updated: Jul 23, 2013
Story: Closed - Chapters: 10/? - Created: Feb 18, 2013 - Updated: Jul 23, 2013
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Hey guys, going to make this quick but I hope you liked the last one. And I'll be trying to update more often. So enjoy!

"Kurt.." Blaine's voice was soft and caring. "Let me see your arm". He finished and extended his arm to take Kurt's, but before he could Kurt had quickly stepped back out of reach.

"What are you doing?" Kurt snapped, with a appalled look on his face.

"There's something on your arm that I want to see" He said again this time a little more curiously.

"It- It's nothing, just this scratch I got last night at the club" The lie came so quickly to Kurt and he went back to his cooking. Blaine knew Kurt was lying and that he didn't was to continue the conversation but he knew better than to let this go.

"Kurt I want to see your arm" Blaine said gently, and then when he didn't respond Blaine started to get mad. "Now Kurt!" Blaine yelled.

"No" Kurt hissed. He started to walk away, but Blaine grabbed his arm and pulled him back forcing him to look him in the eyes.

"No Kurt! I'm tired of you constantly running away for me." Blaine yelled, and suddenly Kurt flinched.

That's all it was a small quiver in his eye brow, closing of his eyes and then glistening with tears as they was a long silence after Blaine let go of Kurt's arm, they just look at each other. Who knew that two people who loved each other so much could be so far away from one another emotionally.

Blaine hunched his shoulders, his face etched with confusion and hurt, "Are...Are you...Kurt did you think I was going to hit you?"

"..No" Kurt answered softly. Nothing in his voice assure Blaine. Kurt literally thought Blaine was going to hit him. Blaine, the man that would drop anything, anyone, the world, for Kurt in a second.

"We need to sit down...and actually talk...Kurt. Because I don't think I've ever felt so far away from you," Blaine's voice started to crack like it does when he cries, "It's like I don't even know you anymore...If you're mad, or hurt, or god forbid don't want to be in this relationship anymore you need to tell me. Okay? I can't just sit here confused as all get out and have you expect me to make everything better when I don't know what's upsetting you. So let's just sit down on the couch and talk...Please.".

"Okay...We'll talk." Was Kurt's only response and he walked into the living room.

Blaine took a deep breath running his hands over his face and through his hair. He just wanted to know how to get his old sarcastic, witty, hilarious, fun-loving Kurt back. This Kurt was mean, quite, almost apathetic to his own feelings and it was really starting to worry Blaine.

He stepped into the living room and sat on the couch right next to Kurt so there thighs were pressed against each other. Kurt tried moving over but was already near the edge. Blaine grabbed both of Kurt's hand with his, slowly dragging his thumb over the top. His gently guided Kurt's left arm into his lap and pulled up the sleeve. As the sleeve got higher and higher more red lines appeared, some faded and thin while other were darkred and still new.

"I'm sorry.." Kurt's voice was dry. When he looked up to meet Blaine's eye all that was there was pain. Not because Blaine necessarily was hurt by the thought that Kurt did in but more in the fact that he could believe he hadn't noticed it. First it was the eating thing, he had been so stupid to think after one week it would have all gotten better. But the idea that Kurt thought he couldn't tell Blaine...that hurt a lot.

"I'm not mad at you Kurt" Blaine replied bringing one hand up to cress Kurt's face. "Just tell me why?"

"Well it was mostly..." Kurt took a second to breath, " Mostly a way to pun- ppunish myself for eating so much." Kurt's eyes were pink and rimmed with tears. "I was- am really scared you are going to leave me and that,"Sniff, "I am not good enough for you."

"Kurt, if anything you deserve better than me-"

"No! Stop saying stuff like that just to make me feel better your just making it worse! Your always either throwing complements in my face or-"

"Kurt I'm sorry, please stop crying I hate to see you cry" Blaine stared to wipe away the tears that were steaming down Kurt's face, leaving his checks pink and sensitive.

"Or your...your being a drunk idiot..." Kurt finished his interrupted sentence.

That comment abashed Blaine but yet he was still confused about why Kurt was bring it up now.

"Wait..Did something happen yesterday at the bar?" Blaine asked

"N-Not necessarily at the bar.."Kurt stalled

"Okay then. At home. What happened Kurt?" Blaine was starting to grow angry about the fact that first Kurt hadn't told him about the real events of last night and how his continued to drag out telling him.

"Well you..you.. it's nothing Blaine, honestly lets just drop it"

No Kurt I'm not going to drop it. This is important, obviously something I did upset you I want to know what." Blaine insisted.

"Maybe if you stopped getting drunk you would remember how mean you are when you drink..." Kurt mumbled

"What?" Blaine questioned not hearing what Kurt had said.

"I said 'Maybe if you stopped getting drunk you would remember how mean you are when you drink'" Kurt barked.GodKurt thought moving his face and hands out of Blaine's and running them over his eyes,What was he going to do?

"Kurt please tell me what I did"

"Okay" And so Kurt told Blaine everything that had happened the previous night. About how they got home and Blaine being a little..frisky. How when Kurt denied him he could angry and finally about how Blaine had called him Useless and then went to the room and crashed. By then Kurt and Blaine were both sobbing, unable to hold back any longer. Kurt was resting against Blaine chest.

"I'm so sorry Kurt...so fucking sorry" Blaine cried.

"Blaine it's okay-"

"No it's not-"

"But it will be okay because I love you and I want to get better okay"

"Kurt, just... I love you so so much" And when Kurt looked up into Blaine's eyes the look there showed it was true and that itself made Kurt finally believe him.

So yay happy endings! Just want to mention that I am so thankful for all the lovely review you guys have left me, you all are so amazing!

Well not ending there will be more ;)


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