Dec. 29, 2015, 6 p.m.
My Heart's A Haven: The Shower
E - Words: 3,748 - Last Updated: Dec 29, 2015 Story: Closed - Chapters: 13/? - Created: Jul 06, 2015 - Updated: Jul 06, 2015 240 0 0 0 0
So, um, thoughts?
Kurt cracked his eyes open and immediately panicked because where the heck am I? He rubbed the sleep away from his eyes and looked around the unfamiliar room until his eyes landed on the man next to him, breathing softly, chest rising and falling gently. Blaine. Kurt smiled, remembering the events from the night before.
Kurt pulled away from Blaines heat after what seemed like forever just resting in his arms. Blue met gold and Kurt couldnt think of any other place that he would want to be. He felt tiredness wash over him and he yawned, pressing the back of his forearm to his mouth.
"You must be tired. Lets go to sleep," Blaine said, shifting Kurt so that he was being held bridal style. Blaine stood up and walked up the stairs to what Kurt assumed was his bedroom. Kurts eyes widened. They were gonna sleep in the same bed. His heart was beating rapidly and Blaine mustve noticed because he stopped in front of his bedroom door and looked down at Kurt.
"We dont have to do this if you dont want to. You can sleep in my bed while I sleep downstairs," Blaine suggested. Somehow, that seemed like a worse option. He shook his head and looked back up at Blaine.
"I trust you."
That seemed to be the right thing to say because Blaine was suddenly smiling softly and pushing the door open to reveal the most intimate part of his home. The place where Kurt would sleep. He wondered briefly if he would be overstepping if he slept in his bed but he shook those thoughts away. Blaine wouldnt allow him into his room if he didnt want to.
Blaine gently set Kurt down on his bed and whispered a "be right back" into his ear. Kurt nodded and rested against the soft pillows, closing his eyes but resisting the urge to sleep before Blaine returned. He evened his breath and sighed, snuggling into himself more deeply. This bed felt familiar. As if he dreamed of being here. Kurt punched himself mentally. That couldnt be.
He felt a hand tap his shoulder lightly and he opened one eye, looking up at the angel hovering over him. He felt as if he was being pushed off of a building and plummeting to his inevitable death. There was no possible way anyone could catch him at that force and speed. But right before he touched earth, Blaine swooped in a caught him, whispering soft nothings in his ear as he flew nowhere. Blaine saved him no doubt.
"I brought you sweatpants. I didnt bring you a shirt because I thought youd be more comfortable without a one," Blaine said, handing the pants to Kurt. He accepted them gratefully and stood up. He considered going into the adjoining bathroom to change but decided against it. Blaine wouldnt judge him.
He tugged off his jeans and pulled the sweatpants on, all the while keeping his eyes on the ground. He unbuttoned his vest and took it off, tossing it on the bed before he exhaled and pulled his white, long sleeved shirt off, tossing it next to the vest. Silence hung in the air while Kurt stared thoughtfully at the ground, waiting for a reaction. He could feel Blaines eyes on him but he couldnt place what he was thinking. He was just about to give up and chuck his shirt back on when he felt a warm hand resting against his waist and a warm body pressing closer to him. He felt the warm breath of his companion ghosting over his ear and he shivered, body going under.
"Youre so beautiful," Blaine whispered, voice like silk. And somehow those three words tore Kurt apart. He squeezed his eyes shut and reached to grasp Blaines forearms, needed some source of stability. He felt like he was floating in thin air, chest compressing tightly.
"Are you alright, my love?" Blaine asked and Kurt really shouldnt fall apart so easily at one little pet name. Blaine was ripping Kurt to shreds unknowingly and Kurt could do nothing but hold onto Blaine until his heart slowed down. Until he found a way to breathe again. He looked up into Blaines eyes, finding peace in his golden orbs.
"Im perfect. Thank you," Kurt smiled, pulling away from Blaine reluctantly and returning to the bed.
"Which side do you sleep on?" Kurt asked. He grabbed his clothes and folded them before putting them on the sofa chair in the corner.
"Left side," Blaine replied. Kurt closed his eyes again, reveling in Blaines voice. Kurt shouldnt be so turned on by him saying two words. He walked over to the right side of the bed and sat down, not wanting to lie down before Blaine. He looked over to the other man and watched him move naturally around his room, preparing for bed. He fluttered around his bedroom quickly until he was standing next to the left side of the bed clad in only a pair of boxer briefs. Kurt flushed and ducked his head down.
"Sleep Kurt," Blaine commanded lightly. Kurt nodded and climbed into the bed, burrowing underneath the warm comforter. Blaine followed suit shortly after, turning off the light on the bedside table. They lay in awkward silence for a few minutes until Kurt felt Blaines fingers tangling in his own, pulling Kurt towards him. Kurt bit his lip and scooted towards the dark haired man, resting his head on his chest.
"Goodnight, my love," Blaine said, running his fingers done Kurts bare back.
"Goodnight, sir."
And now Kurt was smiling stupidly behind his hand as he watched the man beside him sleep. It was the first time he felt unconditionally happy and peaceful. He seemed to feel that way a lot around Blaine. Kurt wasnt complaining.
He stared at Blaine for a little while longer before he seriously contemplated getting some help. Here he was staring at this half-naked man sleep, a man of whom Kurt has known for a whopping total of 6 days, ready to throw his life away just to make him happy, thoughtfully and seriously considering a future with him. Was that what he wanted? A future with Blaine as his Dom? He weighed the pros and cons briefly and all he could produce was a life with Blaine and nothing could strike that out.
A life with Blaine was better than a life at all and Kurt couldnt say no, no matter the consequences. Hell deal with those later. He sighed rather loudly, stirring Blaine awake. He blinked slowly, watching Blaine turn around, eyes landing on his. They stared at each other before Blaine reached out, pouting slightly.
"Cmere," he said groggily. Kurt found it adorable and Kurt seriously needed to control himself around sleepy Blaine. That seemed to turn him on a little too much. He obliged immediately, shoving his body toward Blaine until they were pressed close, no air escaping between them.
"I was afraid it was all a dream. Last night," Kurt whispered into Blaines chest. The rise and fall of Blaines chest was real though and he found comfort in his arms.
"Youre here with me now, my love," Blaine said, stroking Kurts cheek. He looked down at Kurt lovingly and Kurts heart throbbed in his chest. "Youre beautiful." Kurt smiled bashfully before looking away to hide his obvious blush.
"I love it when you blush," Blaine said making Kurt redden even further. Kurt couldnt help but blush around Blaine. He knew exactly what to say that made him babble and lose all train of thought.
They looked at each other longingly as if it were the last time theyd be able to see one another. They memorized each others faces, tracing each curve with their eyes. They sat there in silence until neither of them could keep their lips to themselves. They moved forward almost simultaneously and kissed fiercely. It started off soft and tender but quickly turned messier as Blaine angled his head to make it deeper. Kurt moaned wantonly and rolled forward until he was straddling Blaine.
Kurt let Blaine gain control of the kiss, only deciding to respond consensually. Blaine licked into Kurts mouth, exploring with his tongue. They both whimpered at the intrusion and pressed forward even more than they already were. Blaine rolled them over until he was hovering over Kurt, knees on either side of Kurts thighs. He grabbed Kurts wrists and put them over his head, holding them there with one hand. Kurt moaned.
Its our first try at bondage.
Kurt got impossibly harder at that thought and jerked his hips up looking for friction only to find that Blaines hips were higher than he thought. He groaned impatiently and looked up at Blaine, pleading with his eyes.
"Now now, dont get so frustrated. Is this what you want?" Blaine lowered his hips down to Kurts and rutted against him once before pulling away. Kurt screamed in pleasure and frustration. He wanted to get off so badly but Blaine was making it impossible.
"Please, sir. Ill do anything," Kurt said desperately. He twisted his wrists in Blaines hand, feeling his grip tighten in response.
"Tsk, tsk, baby. Do what I say or you wont come," Blaine said. Kurt looked up at Blaine and felt his entire face flush. Although he desperately wanted to come, he couldnt help but think this was the hottest sex ever. He moaned brokenly and lifted his hips again but Blaine was still so far away. He decided to give up. If he continued to fight against it, hell never be able to come, but if he did as Blaine told him, hell be rewarded. He went limp under Blaines gaze and closed his eyes.
"I need you, sir," Kurt said, surprised that his voice even worked. He turned his head and kissed Blaines arm, nuzzling into it. He felt Blaines grip tighten on his wrists and Kurt seriously wanted to cry out in pain because his cock was about to burst. He was so turned on, he needed friction. He looked up at Blaine and almost gasped because Blaine looked wrecked.
His eyes were darker than hed ever seen them and his cheeks were dusted pink. His forehead was moist with sweat and his curls were wild and free. He was the exact epitome of sex and Kurts brain went fuzzy with arousal.
"Kiss me, please, sir. I want you so bad," Kurt whimpered. That seemed to snap Blaine out of whatever reverie he was under because full lips were on his in an instant, both needing the touch of each others lips. Blaine growled into Kurts mouth and he sounded absolutely animalistic. Blaine finally lowered his hips to Kurts and grinded against him roughly.
Kurt screamed in pleasure because finally the ache in his cock was being relieved. He lifted his hips to meet Blaines and soon the room was filled with the grunts and whimpers of the two men. It didnt help Kurt at all that their bare chests were right up next to each others. It didnt help him at all that Blaine was only in a thin pair of boxer briefs which he can very clearly see the outline of his cock through. And it most definitely did not help at all that Blaines tongue was being shoved down his throat. The amount of control Blaine had over him shouldve been terrifying but it was nothing short of blissful ecstasy. Blaine had him in the palm of his hand.
Blaine shifted into a different angle and Kurt all but screamed in pleasure. He could feel the familiar heat in his lower belly and he chased after his orgasm with abandon, throwing caution to the wind as he met Blaines every thrust. Blaine looked at least a little collected above him, though his cheeks were flushed more than Kurt had ever thought was possible with him.
"Im- Im close, sir," Kurt said, whimpering loudly. Blaine lowered his head until Kurt could feel his sweet breath on his ear. He flicked his tongue over his lobe whispering, "come for me, sweetheart" and that was all it took for Kurt to come the hardest hes ever come, crying out. Blaine thrust against him a few more times before he grunted, falling heavily beside Kurt.
They were silent except for the heavy breaths they couldnt help but stutter out. Kurt felt more out of breath than ever before and frankly, he was high off of it. Post-orgasm was amazing. A lazy smile formed on his lips and he chuckled lightly. Is this what its like? Being intimate with someone you love? If it was, he didnt want it to stop.
"Whats so funny, my love?" Blaine said, seeming to finally find his voice. He shuffled over to Kurt and snaked his arms around Kurts waist. Kurt looked over and smiled softly.
"Im just thinking about how much I love this. Being with you," Kurt said gently, running his thumb across Blaines bottom lip. Blaine poked his tongue out and wrapped it around Kurts thumb, pulling it into his mouth and sucking. Kurt whimpered and pulled his thumb out slowly, watching Blaines eyes darken the slightest bit. He kept his thumb pressed against his mouth for moment before he replaced it with his own mouth, tentatively exploring with different amounts of pressure.
Blaine brought his hand up and tangled his fingers in chestnut strands, pulling Kurts hair roughly. Kurt moaned and pulled back, keeping his forehead pressed against Blaines.
"I love being with you, too. More than you know," Blaine whispered. Kurt sighed, smiling widely. Blaine grabbed Kurts hand and got out of bed, pulling Kurt with him.
"Cmon. Were gross, lets shower," Blaine said, walking to the bathroom, Kurt in tow. Kurts heart palpitated. Shower? Together? Some might say theyre moving ridiculously fast and that they should slow down but who knows? They could die the next morning and Kurt wouldve never gotten the chance to see Blaines gorgeous cock. That thought alone got him following Blaine eagerly, crossing the door to the bathroom with a racing pulse.
"Strip and hop into the shower. Im gonna go grab some towels and join you after," Blaine said, turning on the shower. He turned around and kissed Kurts cheek, smiling at him reassuringly before walking out. Kurt sighed, hooking his thumbs under the waistband of his sweats. He pulled them down swiftly and stepped out of them, exhaling loudly. This was no big deal, really.
He opened the glass door to the shower and got in, stepping under the warm spray. He moaned deeply, reveling in the tingling sensation of the water hitting his back.
"Should I be concerned about losing you to my shower?"
Kurt jumped and raised his hand to his chest, feeling a definite palpitation that time. He turned around, decisively avoiding Blaines lower region with his eyes.
"You scared me," Kurt said, face flushed either from the heat of the shower or the sudden feeling of exposure. Probably both.
"Sorry. It wasnt my intention to startle you," Blaine over dramatized. Kurt scoffed and finally let his eyes drift lower. He originally planned to just glance but once his eyes met its destination, he couldnt look away. His gaze seemed to lock in place and suddenly his lungs stopped functioning and his air supply cut off. Seriously. He stopped breathing.
God, sir, youre the most gorgeous man on this planet.
"I think Ill have to disagree with you on that," Blaine said and Kurt wanted to die because did he honestly say that out loud? He looked up and caught Blaines eyes on him, eyes drastically darker than before. He wondered briefly if he looked the same. Before he could form a response, Blaines hands were all over him and he was being pressed against the shower wall, water heavily pouring over them.
"God, Kurt. The things you make me feel. The things I want to do to you," Blaine groaned against Kurts neck and clawed at his back. Kurt whimpered and pressed forward, needing Blaine more than before. Was that a thing?
"Blaine, please," Kurt moaned loudly when Blaine touched his fingers against Kurts entrance, pressing ever so slightly.
"Shh, baby. Ive got you," Blaine said, sucking a bruise on Kurts neck, biting firmly afterward. Kurt helplessly scraped his nails over the tile behind him, feeling the overwhelming contrast of Blaines heat and the coolness of the wall. He thumped his head back and relaxed his body, remembering what happened earlier.
Dont fight it.
Blaines hands dragged over Kurts back and drifted up, reaching Kurts shoulders and massaging the muscles there. Kurt moaned, not realizing how tight he was. Mustve been the stress from the audition for the show. Blaine continued to press and tug at his shoulders until Kurt felt the knot release. He sighed in relief and finally opened his eyes, just noticing his eyes were closed in the first place. Blaine was looking at him hungrily, eyes still darkened. Blaine leaned forward and sucked Kurts earlobe into his mouth, nibbling it softly. Kurt groaned.
"Im gonna do something. Do you know what a safe word is?" Blaine asked, running his hands over Kurts sides. Kurts heart caught in his throat, and he nodded, not trusting his voice.
"Great. For now well just use stop for lack of a better one at the moment," Blaine smiled into Kurts skin and Kurt couldnt handle the amount of adorable that Blaine contained. He nodded again and nothing happened for a while. They just stood there, soaking in each others scent and feeling each others bodies move against their own. Then he felt his body turning in Blaines hands, chest pressed against the wall, nipples hardening against the cold tile. Blaines body pressed against his for a moment before he was snaking down, knees hitting the floor gracefully. Kurt gasped quietly. Could he be...?
He was rewarded with an answer when he felt Blaines hands spreading his cheeks apart and warm breath fluttering against his rectum. A tremor ran down his spine causing his hole to clench unintentionally. He heard Blaine growl behind him and Kurt couldnt human anymore.
He waited impatiently for Blaine to make a move. And God. Could he do something already? Kurt cried out in surprise when he felt a wet heat licking at his entrance, tracing the rim surely. He groaned and hit his forehead against the wall in front of him. He brought his hands up and clawed at the wall, desperately needing more. He tried pressing his hips back only to feel Blaines hands pushing Kurts hips forward, grip tight and unrelenting.
Blaine made his tongue as erect as possible and shot it inside of Kurts passage, swirling it around before retracting back, going back to tracing his rim. Kurt whimpered and groaned, reaching down to grasp his hard cock in his hand. His fingers only barely brushed the head of his dick when he felt Blaines hand releasing its grip on his hip to smack his hand away. He quickly pulled back and went back to clawing at the wall.
"Dont touch yourself. Youll come from my mouth only, understand?" Blaine pulled away from Kurts hole to bite at Kurts ass cheek, licking over it messily. Kurt screamed out and bit down on his lip, drawing blood.
"Y-yes, sir," Kurt replied quickly. Blaine continued his earlier ministrations, only this time he entered fully and didnt retract. He swirled his tongue around and sucked at the rim while his tongue continued its exploration. Kurt was a puddle of goo by that time and he honestly didnt think he would recover after that. His orgasm came overwhelmingly quickly and suddenly that Kurt didnt have time to warn Blaine before he was painting the walls with his come.
Blaine pulled out and kissed Kurts reddened hole before standing and pressing against Kurts backside, rutting against him until he grunted and came on Kurts ass. The water washed away the evidence, colder than before but still warm. They both stood with trembling knees, panting harshly through open mouths. Blaine pressed his mouth against the back of Kurts neck and sucked another bruise on top of the fading one from the night before at the bar.
Kurts knees almost gave out, but Blaine was right there and holding him up, whispering sweet nothings in his ear. He turned around in Blaines arms when he found stability, looking up into his liquid honey orbs.
"That," he paused looking for words. "That was.. extraordinary," Kurt finished, exhaling sharply. Blaine smiled and kissed Kurt tenderly, pulling back with a soft smack.
"Lets clean up. The waters getting cold," Kurt nodded and immediately missed Blaine warmth when he pulled away. He whimpered at the coldness that flooded him but pushed that away, deciding instead to grab the shampoo. They finished washing up and stepped out of the shower, drying their pruned bodies before walking back into Blaines bedroom.
"Im gonna go make some coffee. Feel free to borrow some clothes," Blaine said, tugging on a pair of boxers and walking out of the room. Kurt looked longingly after him until he disappeared. He sighed happily and padded to Blaines closet, shuffling through the array of clothes. It was difficult finding something that could fit him, but he eventually found a pair of joggers and a plain white t-shirt. He pulled them on before retrieving his phone that was left in the back pocket of his jeans.
There was a message from Steph asking him if he made it back alright. He considered telling her about Blaine and everything but decided against it. He shot her a quick yes and put his phone back in the pocket of his jeans before walking downstairs and to the kitchen. He saw Blaine at the table nursing a cup of coffee, sitting opposite an empty seat with a cup of coffee in front of it. He smiled shyly and shrugged over to the table, sitting down lightly before taking the mug into his hands. He sipped at it quietly before looking up from underneath his eyelashes. Blaine was smiling adoringly at him and Kurt looked up fully, eyebrow raised impressively.
"What?" Kurt asked curiously. Blaine smiled even more.
"I love you," Blaine said. Kurt almost choked on his coffee, hitting his chest with a clenched fist. He swallowed with difficulty and looked up at Blaine.
"You.. you love me?" Kurt asked timidly.
"Yes. Ever since I saw you for the first time," Blaines eyes sparkled and Kurts heart fluttered. It took a moment for it to settle in but once it did, Kurts face brightened and his smile widened until his eyes crinkled at the sides.
"I love you, too."
And then everything was brighter.