2 weeks had passed no call or txt from my husband. I have been having nightmares these past nights. I dreamt that Blaine was involved in an accident and he was in coma.
I was awakening from my thought when my phone rings.
“Hello?”
“Kurt!” Mercedes exclaimed. I can sense that she’s excited.
“Hey cedes.” I greeted back. I tried my best to sound happy.
“Are you here in Ohio?”
“What? Why would I be there?” I asked curiously, as I remember dad’s not celebrating his birthday this month and there’s no New Directions reunion so what’s the point of going to Ohio?
“I saw Blaine today at Lima Bean I thought you’re here too.” She said with the sound of hopefulness that she can see me.
“Blaine’s there at Ohio?”
“Yes, so are you here too?”
“Uhm no cedes, I’m still here in New York.” I informed my best friend. While I was busy making coffee for myself for the nth time just to release some stress.
“Then why you’re dearest husband is here in Ohio alone?”
“Blaine and me are having problems right now and we were separated for now” I honestly confessed to her.
“Aren’t you planning on going home? Now that you know he’s here.”
“I don’t think it will be a good idea cedes, he needs time and I have to respect that.”

Blaine’s POV

So I’ve been here in Ohio for two weeks, mending myself little by little. I’m in Lima Bean almost every day and the truth is I miss my husband so bad but I can’t go back to him, not yet I’m still not ready to see him and talked about our problems.
Now that Dad went back to Chicago I am always alone at home. I’m currently sitting in the corner having my 4th coffee this day when someone called my name.
“Blaine?”
When I turned around I was surprised to see Sebastian Smythe.
“Sebastian”
“What are you doing here in Ohio?” He asked as he takes the sit infront of me. He stills the same always aggressive.
“I’m on a break.” I said simply. How many times did I turn him down? And yet it’s like he’s still want to have a relationship with me,
“Well, I am surprised you’re not with your hubby for the first time.”
I suddenly became tense when he said it. I don’t want him to know what’s going between me and Kurt.
“Let me guess, so you two are having problems and separated for a while now that’s why you’re in Ohio alone while he stayed in New York.” He said with a smug.
What the hell, how did he know all of that?
“How” I didn’t even finish my sentence when he speaks again.
“I just know, upon looking at you. It’s like you’re whole world breakdown in front of you. I think I’m a psychic or something.” He says with a laugh.
“So I guess you’re married now.” I stated to him avoiding the topic of my marriage.
“No, I don’t prefer settling down”
“Still the same Sebastian Smythe.”
“And still the same Blaine Anderson, you know my offer still stands.” He told me with a wink. Okay, he’s flirting with me again.
“That’s silly, were not high school anymore.” I said with a fake laugh.
“I am serious”
“Come on Sebastian, You know I’m married” I told him as I was about to raise my ring finger then I realize I wasn’t wearing it.
“You’re not happy in your marriage, I can see that. And you don’t even wear your wedding ring”
“I can’t cheat on Kurt, yes we’ve been struggling but I know we can get through this. So stop telling me that Kurt’s not good enough for me!” I snapped at him as I leave the coffee shop. I was sick and tired of him and all his flirty acts.
A month has passed.
Blaine still hasn’t called his husband yet. Today he was sitting quietly in the park, when an old man sits beside him.
“You’re waiting for your kid?” The old man asked, he looks like he’s in his late 50’s.
“Uhm, no. I have no kid sir.” Blaine answered the old man with a smile.
“You should have one; they’ll bring out the best in you and will make the marriage stronger.” He suggested as he looked around like he was waiting for someone.
“Yeah, it’s just my partner and I haven’t talked about it.”
They were interrupted in their small chat when another old man arrived. This one is more fashionable than the first one and when Blaine looked at him he can see Kurt when they get old.
He was surprise to what he saw; the old man who was sitting beside him holds the other man’s hand. And they looked at each other. He knows that look, the look of love and adoration.
“I’ll go get our coffee” The second man said as he let go of his partner’s hand when he notice that they’re not alone.
“Okay,”
“Sorry, you have to see that.”
“No, it’s okay sir. You’re?” He didn’t bothered to finish the sentence because he knew he just want to make sure.
“Yeah, we both are. He’s my partner for 25 years we just came to Ohio for vacation. It surprises me, that you’re not disgusted by seeing 2 old gay men.”
“No, I mean I know how it feels to do that simple gestures and everything. Even you want to make him feel special in front of other people; you can’t because you need to consider others. Especially here in Ohio, they’re not too open about homosexuality.”
“So you’re gay too?” The old man asked with a surprise.
“I am.”
“Well, if you don’t mind me asking, where’s your partner?”
“He’s in New York, we were having some problems.” Maybe this old man will taught him something about relationship. And Blaine hoped that it will help him see the light to save his marriage.
“Problems are inevitable in marriage son. They made the relationship stronger believe me.”
“What if the problems cannot be fix anymore?”
“There’s no problem with no solution, all you have to do is communicate with each other and remind yourself why you entered to the relationship. Time will come you’ll learn to forgive because in the first place you love each other. Yes what’s done is done both of you made mistakes and we can’t undo it we wished we can but we can’t. But above all this one things for sure the problems are not worth it to lose the relationship you build for years.”
“I am afraid it will happen again.”
“Does he love you?”
“Yeah.”
“Then trust him, even it’s going to be hard. People commits mistake because something or someone pushed them to their limits that they can’t take it anymore. Remember this, It always takes two to tango.” The old said as his partner holding two coffees.
“Well nice talking to you son, and I hope you and your partner will figure this out.” Then the old man walked away with his partner.
Blaine stared at the old couple, they never hold hands anymore the way they did when they saw each other. The brush of their shoulders and the smiles they gave to each other are enough to show their love.
He wants Kurt and him to be like that to grow old together. But where they will start? It’s too broken to be fixed. He’s not sure if Kurt’s break up with the guy. Then he remembered what the old man said that this problem is not worth it to lose the relationship they build for years. He knows time will come that he’ll be able to forgive Kurt and the wound will heal. But for now, they have to take things slow like what his dad said going back to the step one.
And he was right this old man will give him a reason why he should fight and save his marriage.

Kurt’s POV

I am at home most of the time, busy reading the articles for the February Issue. Then one article caught my eyes this is for the relationship page, guess what the topic is.
INFIDELITY blaring out in front of me in red bold letters, it’s like I am being punished for what I did. When I begin to read the article my phone starts to ring without looking at the caller I.D. I picked it up.
“Hello?” I answered quickly, but there’s no response on the other line so I asked again when….
“Kurt” The voice uttered my name softly.
I know this voice, finally after ignoring me for a month he had bothered to call me.
“Blaine.”
“Yeah, I’m sorry for not calling you for a month.”
“I understand, are you okay?” What the hell, why did I ask that? Of course he’s not okay.
“We need to talk.” Those four words made me drop the article I am holding. I knew this day will come and I don’t know how to face it.
“Yeah” was all that I can say. I know I should be begging to him this time for all what happened but I know my husband he’ll not appreciate my sincerity if I do it over the phone.
“I’m coming home tomorrow.”
I don’t know what to expect tomorrow, a lot of things are running on my mind now. What if he’s filing a divorce? But whatever his decision is I need to respect that because it was my entire fault.
“Okay, I’ll be here tomorrow.”
“I have to go.” Blaine told me hurriedly
Then the line was dead. I don’t assume that he’ll come back to me just like that. I know my husband enough and this will not be easy but I’ll do everything for him to take me back.
But there’s no hurt in hoping that I’ll see Blaine here at home like the old times.