Jan. 18, 2014, 6 p.m.
One Night, One Mistake, Two Hearts: Patience
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A/N: I hope you enjoyed this chapter!!! This definitely has to be one of my favorite chapters yet.
The last line, ‘stick around’ is foreshadowing for the next chapter that is already started. I’m really sick right now, but if I get a bunch of reviews, I may just kick my ass into gear and get better faster and finish it as soon as possible! Please review! Love you guys! I really loved that bottom!Blaine by the way.
Please please please review! It would make me furiously abuse my keyboard with new chapters for you all in thanks!
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Chapter 24 - Patience
Blaine’s Pov 8:50 a.m
Coming over here today could not have been a worse idea. Sometimes I freaking wish my dad NEVER came home from his extended business trips. When he is home, he sends me to Savannah’s house.
She’s your family! You should WANT to spend time with her and your children!
But I had to be over here TODaY?! The day Savannah had family over to expose the big secret?
Savannah’s grandfather is the most terrifying man I have ever seen in my life. He has been yelling for the past 10 minutes about this whole pregnancy situation, and the things he is saying about Savannah and I are……. Let’s just say I think there is a reason he isn’t saying any of it in English.
I knew that Savannah was of mixed race. Her features are so distinctive, she had to be. Green eyes that were always green, not changing like Kurts; light brown hair; skinny, kind of big lips. She looks mixed.
Her dad is a tan, but light skinned still. I always thought they were mixed with black and white, but now, I know otherwise.
Her mom looks Mexican and White, and Savannah’s grandfather looks completely Hispanic, as does her grandmother.
I was standing near the back door of the kitchen while Savannah was seated by the couch in her dad’s arms, and her mom and grandfather stood across the room from me.
I was keeping my distance for good reason. I think if he got within arm’s reach of me, I’d be in some kind of danger. He is SEETHING with intense anger.
“Deja que se vaya a la escuela pública! Si hubieras mantenido en su casa, ella no estaría dando vueltas con estos putas!"
(You let her go to that public school! if you'd have kept her at home, she wouldn't be hanging around with these boys! (derogatory word for boys)!)
Savannah's grandfather spat every word of it, and it was directed completely at me.
I seriously doubt they knew that I could understand them, but I do, though his Spanish accent is very heavy, and kind of difficult to understand. But I got the gist of it.
He shot a disgusted look at me now, and I couldn't look him in the eye.
"No. Es un chico muy agradable! Este fue un accidente! Cometieron un error!" Her mom defended.
(No. He's a very nice boy! This was an accident! They made a mistake!)
Savannah was crying by now, and if I wasn’t terrified to touch her right now, I’d be comforting her, but right now, I am the bad guy, and I don’t want to get my arms cut off for touching this man’s granddaughter any more than I already have.
"Ella está ahí fuera es una puta y que están dejando que suceda!"
("She's out there being a whore and you are letting it happen!!")
The old man’s voice just got harsher and harsher the more he yelled.
Maybe I deserve it, but Savannah doesn’t. She is not a whore.
"¡Papá! ¡Basta!” (Dad! Enough!) Janah cried.
Harry was hugging Savannah’s shaking shoulders now and trying to calm her down, and I was staring at the floor, arms slumped in my upset.
This is a nightmare.
Janah sat down in a recliner and put her hands in her hair, and Harry joined in with the yelling this time. But it was Spanish they were speaking a minute ago, and now Harry sounded a little different. I still understood, but that wasn’t quite Spanish he was speaking. Portuguese maybe?
“Sogro, você está fazendo sua virada! Por favor pare de gritar!” (Father in law, Please stop shouting! you are upsetting her!)
“Bueno! Me alegro de que está molesto! Ustedes parecen estar tratándola igual que siempre, cuando debería estar en el castigo!” (Good! you guys seem to be babying her, when she should be in trouble!)
Savannah stood now, tears glistening her entire face, stomach sticking out in front of her larger than it was last week. She started pleading with her grandpa, and like her father, her Hispanic speaking sounded different than her mother and grandfathers.
“Avô, me desculpe te machucar, mas foi um acidente! Eu não sou uma prostituta, e Blaine não é um cara mau. Nós apenas fizemos um erro! Eu não queria ter relações sexuais! apenas aconteceu! Eu juro!" (Grandpa, I’m sorry to hurt you, but it was an accident! I’m not a whore, and Blaine is not a bad guy. We didn’t mean to have sex, it just happened. We made a mistake!)
"Mentiroso! Usted es una puta! Ter desonrado a família e esta não é a minha neta de ter um bebê em quinze anos!" (Liar! you have disgraced this family and no granddaughter of mine is having a baby at fifteen years old!), her grandfather yelled back at her.
Savannah let out another sob and that was all I could take. I walked over to the couch to be next to her, and I hugged her other side as her dad still hadn’t let her go. I couldn’t just stand by anymore and just watch her cry without doing something.
“Papa!” Janah shouted.
“Y él no es más que un hombre puta! (and he is nothing but a man whore!!)
With the cursing, her abuela came out of the dining room with a stern finger out. “Miguel!” She ushered the angry man out of the room. "Miguel! Cuida tu lengua! Justin te escuchará! ¡Vamos! Ahora!" (Miguel! Watch your language! Justin will hear you! Let's go! Now!)
Savannah’s grandmother shot back a look that was filled with apology. She quipped a quick, “He needs to take some time alone.” as she walked (or rather, pushed) her husband out of the house.
“I- I-I’m such a screw up! I’m sorry… I, Lo siente Papi….” Savannah sobbed. Now that her grandfathers no longer a threat to me, and grabbed her head and laid it on my shoulder. I stroked her hair, and tried to be reassuring, though I didn’t think I was being much help.
All of this stress can’t be good for the babies though, so I have to try.
“Shhhhh..... Lita Sophie es tiene razon. He’ll come around. He just needs some time to cool off mija. Shhh……Esta bien.” (Stop crying honey. Grandma Sophia is right. It’s okay.)
She just turned her entire body to bury her face completely in my chest.
I just stared blankly at her hair, and rubbed her back.
Harry put his hand on my shoulder and said, “Blaine, I’m sorry about all of the hostility. My father in law can be really harsh. He-…………. He’s just…….. really disappointed in you guys, but it’ll be okay. He just…. Doesn’t know you yet.”
I raised an eyebrow at him. That couldn’t even be more unlikely. And I guess they didn’t know that I understood everything that was said.
”Apprezzo che tu cercando di sminuire quello che ha detto, ma va bene così. Me lo merito.”
(I appreciate you trying to downplay what he said Harry, but its okay. I deserve it.)
Before I even finished talking, all three of the Lake’s were staring directly at me, their faces stricken with surprise.
“Wait..?”
“You understood all of that?”
“You speak Spanish??”
I would’ve smiled if the current atmosphere wasn’t so cloudy.
“Yeah. I understood most of it. But i- It’s okay, I understand him being upset. My dad kind of reacted the same way. Just….. Without the language…. And the cursing…”
Janah was shaking her head now. “Oh god! Blaine, I am so sorry. That’s incredibly embarrassing. You did not deserve to be spoken about like that. I sincerely apologize for that happening while you were here.”
I just shook my head as well in response. “Non devi chiedere scusa. Ha ragione. E 'colpa mia.”
I looked at their faces, and they all looked slightly confused.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t catch that first part…..What language are you speaking Blaine?”
I thought for a minute. I guess Spanish and Italian are a little more different than I thought. “Oh, Sorry. Um. It is Italian. I just said, you don't have to apologize to me. It seemed like they were insulting Savannah more than they were me, and that wasn’t fair at all. This is more my fault.”
Harry was shaking his head. “No Blaine.”
“Stop it Blaine! I a-already told you, this was b-both of our faults. We were both d-drinking at that p-party. Stop trying t-to take all of the blame! J-just stop.” She cried in between body wracking sobs.
“Wait, Sava-“
But, she wriggled herself out of my arms, and ran up to her room though before I could respond any further.
But I didn’t bother. When she’s this upset, there’s no getting her out of it.
“Leave her be……. I think she just needs some time to herself too.” Janah said. “She’s a lot like her grandfather actually. That’s why this so hard for them.”
I sighed and leaned my body back to the back of the couch. I threw my head back and closed my eyes. This is not how I imagined my Sunday going. Sure, it’s only 9 in the morning, but still, I have a feeling this is going to shape my entire day.
I rubbed my temples and with some amazing timing, Savannah’s dad returned to the couch with a water bottle, and a bottle of aspirin.
“So, Tu hablas italiano eh?” he said, handing me a tablet and the bottle.
I cracked a smile, and answered, with an added thank you for the pills. “Si, e Gratzi.” And I took the pill so fast, it’s not even funny. The last thing I want right now is this headache to get worse.
Sebastian had me working until midnight last night, and thankfully because of that, he gave me today off.
I have plans with Kurt later, and I really need to be okay by the time I get to him.
“It sounded like most of that was Spanish, but I had some trouble understanding you, Harry. And Savannah.”
Harry nodded. “Savvy and I speak more, Spantshuguese than actual Spanish. My dad was Puerto Rican but lived in South America, and they speak Portuguese there. But Janah’s family speaks Spanish, so because they are so similar, I never fully differentiated between the two languages to tell you the truth. It’s easier to just talk without having to think about which word means what. I mean, ‘please’ is the same in 3 languages. ‘Yes’ is the same in three languages. They all understand me. It works.”
I nodded. “I get it. I’m Italian, and I took Spanish in school so, I had to figure out all of the differences. It’s a pain to keep up with.”
Janah was intrigued now as she sat next to me as well. “Wait, Italian? I thought your mom was Asian… Wait, how many languages do you speak?”
Oh yeah. I forgot she knows my mom. “She is, my mom is Pilipino. My dad is Italian. Besides English, and if you count Portuguese since it’s so close to Spanish, 4. I speak Filipino, Italian, and Spanish fluently.”
“That’s very impressive for a 16 year old.” Janah said, sipping coffee that I wished I had some of.
I smiled. “Gratzi.”
“I hope that means your kids will all be Quadra lingual.”
I smiled. Thank god for them helping to lighten the mood. I really needed a smile. “Y tu contarre su questo.” (Oh you can count on that.)
Both of them laughed.
“So, I’ve never heard you guys or Savannah ever speaking Spanish before.”
Harry just nodded. “We usually don’t. Only under certain circumstances. When the grandparent’s come around. When one of the kids is in trouble. When we’re in public and don’t want people to eavesdrop. Haha.”
I smiled. My family is the same way.
I seemed to fit into this family just fine.
Well, kind of…..
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Still Blaine’s POV 12:50 pm
“Oh god!”
If I’d have known that Kurt’s parents would be gone this afternoon, I’d have brought a condom. I don’t think that I can handle not having Kurt inside me. If his fingers feel this amazing, I can’t…
I just can’t okay? I can’t.
“Kurt…. Jesus…”
Kurt had only one finger in my ass, and now that the burn was gone, all I could think about was it coming back for a while as he entered a second finger.
And I wanted it so bad.
“Kurt, I’m ready….. You can… Another one… Please.”
Kurt just looked at me from beside my shoulder, his eyes blown with lust; a dark grey that I had NEVER seen before.
Seriously, his eyes never got that dark. What does that color mean?
“You want more?’ he asked in a low voice, and I nodded breathless.
“Earn it Blaine. Say my name.”
………….Did he just tell me to………-
Oh. That look in his eyes…. The dark color….
I have been with Kurt for months, and I have seen the changing colors of his eyes. When we had sex for the first time, they went from a deep green, to a dark blue, but this gray, this gorgeous smokey color that seems so much more than beyond sexy, it is so new.
It’s dominance.
We have only had sex twice, and both of those times, I topped, and Kurt bottomed. This was my first time having Kurt with anything inside of me. And I have never felt closer to him.
“Kurt please!....”
I bit my lip and shifted a bit on the bed as another of his fingers prodded outside the first ring of muscle. He put it in, just barely past the fingertip and I hissed a little.
The slight burn, the tiny tickle, and the overwhelmingly tight sensation of Kurt inside of me is breathtaking.
I think I might most definitely prefer bottoming.
I let my teeth graze over my lip as Kurt pushed his two fingers all the way inside, tickling just the tip of my prostate in the process. My back arched a little off the bed, and I groaned.
“Oh god…. Kurt, again…..”
And the earth completely shattered as he pressed against it this time with pressure.
Beautifully amazingtastical pressure.
“Blaine, I want to hear you speak Italian…..” Kurt said in a breathy whisper.
We talked over lunch about my morning, and the complete shift in Savannah’s house to several latin American countries, and he was intrigued that I speak more than one language.
I don’t know where Kurt has gotten this current dominant state of mind, but I am not complaining. Not at all! It is almost unbearably hot!
I simply moaned as Kurt fingered me harder with each thrust, losing my trains of thought a little more with each second.
“Blaine, tell me what you want.” He asked, his fingers slowing, leaving my body literally shaking from the ever too slow drag of his knuckles.
“Please. More Kurt…. I want you inside me…. Please.”
But Kurt’s fingers stilled completely and I tried to catch my breath to ask what I did wrong.
“Kurt?”
“I just found out that you speak Italian today, and I want to hear some.”
And now my eyes were surely as dark and sexual as his are.
“Tell me what you want.” He added, and with a light nod of my head, his fingers began gloriously moving again.
“Dio! Sesso di me con le dita Kurt. Si prega di più difficile!” (God! Sex me with your fingers Kurt. Please harder! ")
I thought I might feel embarrassed talking to Kurt in a language that he couldn’t understand, but if the way that his fingers are now prodding my prostate with every thrust in is any indication, the embarrassment has been replaced with sheer amazement!
“More Blaine.” He said, slowing his fingers again.
I could NOT handle him not moving his fingers. I would give him ANYTHING he wanted, if it meant that he stayed inside of me like this and never slowed his fingers again.
“Voglio il tuo cazzo dentro di me!” I said, this time, moaning more than I was talking. I need him inside me. If his fingers can make me writhe like this, than his cock……..
“Oh God! Kurt Please!” I moaned, as that little bundle of nerves was pressed again. “Please!” I need his cock more than I need to breathe right now.
“Say it in Italian Blaine.” Kurt whispered into my chest, his breath tickling me in the most sensual way I’ve ever heard.
“Por Fevore! Per favore Kurt! Dio, per favore baby.”
Kurt thrusted me hard this time, causing me to moan a little too loud with the pressure on that spot.
How does he do that?
Every time, he hits it so effortlessly, and it’s beautiful. When I finger Kurt, I only press onto his prostate a few times in the whole time of foreplay because it’s not that easy to hit. But Kurt, and his slender, and blessedly long fingers hit that spot smoothly, with the perfect applied strength seemingly whenever he wanted to.
He is the sexiest human being alive, and I can’t be more incredibly amazed that he is mine.
All mine.
“Do you want me inside of you Blaine? Are you sure we’re ready for me to top?”
I am so much more than ready, I can’t even contain it. And he told me before we started making out, and fooling around that he wanted to top this time.
“Yes. I’m ready. Are you?”
Kurt nodded as he withdrew his fingers from me, and I sunk down onto them again right away. The absence was extremely uncomfortable.
“Blaine, honey I can’t give you my cock if you won’t give my fingers back.” He said, his fingers moving in and out of me again, slowly, but so good.
I threw my head back onto his pillows and exhaled a shaky aroused noise. I do want his cock, but his feels so incredible. His fingers are perfect.
“God, don’t stop. Please….”
Kurt smirked, his perfect teeth coming down to my mouth and nibbling my bottom lip. He followed that with a kiss and we made out, messy, wet, and completely shameless.
In the midst of it, his fingers came completely out of me, and when I bucked back down, they didn’t slide back in, all remnants of the lube all gone.
“Mmmmm….. Kurt…. I need you…….”
“Shhhhh…” He muttered, the hand that denied to re-enter me now up and scrunching into my hair, while the other gripped my waist so lightly, I felt like I was floating. “Patience mon Amor.”
And without Kurt even touching me yet tonight, my cock twitched, and was spilling over my navel. It was only a half cum, but still.
His French was nothing if not the sexiest thing to ever escape his lips. It obviously can make me cum without any prompting or foreplay to it.
Kurt raised his eyebrows, his hand leaving my hips to rub over my white streams of liquid, tracing the moisture over the slit of my head. “Oh, so we like when I speak Francais then?”
I nodded, my eyes now closed as Kurt massaged my still hard, and now aching for further release, length. I needed him to help me.
Dear God please yes.
“Well, I like it when you prier pour moi en italien….” (I like it when you beg for me, in Italian)
He does NOT need to tell me twice.
“Per favore fatemi venire Kurt. Ti sto I’m plorando.” (Please let me come Kurt. I’m begging you.)
Almost instantly, Kurt’s mouth was sunk down onto my length and he was bobbing up and down with a perfectly quick rhythm.
The last two times we had made love, it was completely romantic, and slow, passionate, and loving. It was exploring each other, stress free and beautiful. It was right.
This time, though it is still loving, with passion bursting at the seams, it is also different because it is desperate, and completely needed. I can even call it stress relief sex. I had a stressful morning, Kurt has been grounded, and we both were deprived of each other since recently. We needed each other. I need Kurt inside me as much as I need oxygen now that his tongue is circling the head of my shaft.
God, he needs to slow down…. I’m coming…
“Kurt! Cazzo, Kurt! Rallenta! Sto per venire!” I cried. I know that he doesn’t understand me, but that’s okay anyway because I can really care less if he stops or not.
“Kurt…… Arresto! sto arrivando. Kurt!” I moaned, but he just sucked harder.
The combination of his hot mouth, his tight, but somehow still gentle grip in my hair, and the sounds that his moist mouth made against my cock while he bucked me, were far more than I can handle for much longer.
“Cazzo!” I cursed.
And Kurt knows it, because as I moaned my swears, I felt him smile around my cock, and he cupped my balls in his hand, and squeezed. His gentle massage was all that I needed to put me over the edge, and I was finishing in his mouth. This is over in 3….2………..
I warned him though.
It was in Italian of course, but I still warned him.
He swallowed my seed with no hesitation, and popped off of me before sliding to lay beside me, propped slightly on his elbow.
Completely betraying my brain at the moment, my eyes slowly started to close. My brain was telling me to look at Kurt, tell him I love him, kiss his sweet lips, and then slide down the bed to return the favor to my PERFECT boyfriend,
But I felt completely overwrought with exhaustion, and was fighting to open my eyes back up.
I felt Kurt’s eyes boring into my face, and that got me to open my eyes, even if just the tiniest bit. He was wearing a smile on his face, and I let my eyes travel down his body.
He was very slowly palming himself through his own pants, but firmly too. Honestly, his hand looked a bit shaky. I need to help him release too.
And that sight and thought was enough to make me keep my eyes open to take care of him, I couldn’t tell you how long they would stay open for though.
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Kurt Pov
I have fooled around with Blaine quite a few times. He has ALWAYS turned me on. He has never once failed to make me cum, and he always does a DAMN good job at thrusting me senseless.
He turns me on so much more than I ever imagined being turned on.
But something about him speaking Italian….
It just… does something to me.
Right now, my hands feel very unstable, and I can’t help but touch him EVERYWHERE!
It’s not just that though. The thought of being inside of him, is……………..
I can’t explain it. It feels incredible. I feel like my length is twitching and shaking with nerves and anticipation to be inside of his tight heat. His ass squeezed my fingers so tightly, I can’t ignore the constant craving I have now to have my cock hugged the same way.
Does Blaine feel like this when he tops?
Its making me tremble, and I feel like my teeth are about to start chattering together if I don’t do it soon. That would be annoying. And embarrassing.
Blaine, don’t you dare fall asleep! I thought, seeing his eyes drift closed.
I wouldn’t tell him that of course. He had a very tense morning, and the best thing for him right now is probably sleep, and if I didn’t have a RAGING hard on right now, the only thing I’d be thinking about is Blaine getting a well deserved nap.
But, I do have a massive boner, and if it doesn’t get some friction soon, I might go crazy.
Blaine has been way too sexy in the past hour to leave me like this.
“Blaine…..” I moaned, cupping the head of my cock with my ‘won’t freaking be still’ hands.
He opened his eyes, and looked down at my groin before sitting up, and kneeling down in front of it.
The way his stance was, really made me just-
I can’t explain it, but I put my hand in his curls, and he didn’t need any prompting. He unzipped by jeans slowly, sensually, and he pulled them down just to the middle of my thighs.
He teased a little, caressing my inner skin and letting his warm breath ghost over my now bare erection.
“Blaine……… Dieu, Blaine s'il vous plait.” (God, Blaine, Please..)
Doing exactly what I knew he would do, his mouth met the base of my cock, and he took it like he had been waiting all night.
My head dropped back all the way as he took all of me in one suck, his mouth perfectly wet, and brilliantly warm mouth.
I could feel that he was going very slowly and he was definitely tired, but I still felt absolutely perfect. The sounds his mouth made as he took my cock deep were sinful.
Bucking my hips against his mouth, letting my head hit the back of his throat gently, so as not to choke him. I wanted to speed up even if just a little, but I was already close, and I want to be inside of Blaine when I come.
“Blaine, can I…. I want to be inside you.”
“……………….ok.” he replied, his eyes wide open now, his body laying back down to give me access to his entrance.
I was entranced for a minute by his tanned and lightly dusted with hair, lower body.
He has a sweet and musky scent that is very manly, and yet somehow feminine at the same time. I don’t know how else to say it without it sounding weirder. He smells like sweat, and woodsy moss, but still smells fruity, and fresh, with a hint of coffee and freshness on his breath.
It’s intoxicating.
I practically ripped my pants off of the rest of my legs, and crawled over Blaine, who was circling his entrance with his own finger now.
That’s my job…..
I leaned down hovering over my man, placing a hasty, and messy kiss, on the corner of his mouth, and accepting it and then some, he moved his chin up to give me better access. As our lips danced and slid together, I made damn sure to tighten my arms around Blaine’s waist, pulling him as close as he can. His body heat beneath me was just making me harder.
I need to feel him clenched around me, and soon.
I know not to rush. I know that he will need lots of time to adjust to me being inside of him, but I need to make sure I keep my cool. Despite me telling Blaine to be patient earlier, I have no idea if I will be very good at it.
With the two of us, lined up as perfectly as can be, Blaine’s mouth breathing heavy on my neck due to my being slightly taller, and my cock brushing lightly and eagerly against his ass, I was ready.
Biting my lip, I started to feel the nerves.
This is my first time topping. I’d be lying if I wasn’t worried that I’ll do something wrong.
And Blaine sensed it, because he grabbed my cock, and turned a little to get the lube from the side of the pillow.
“It’s ok Kurt. I’m ready for you. I want this.”
“Do I need a condom?” I asked. We discussed briefly the lack of our need to use condoms. I was a virgin before Blaine, and Blaine only slept with Savannah, who was a virgin when they slept together.
And, we’ve both been tested regardless and we are clean, so condoms are really unnecessary for us.
“No. I just want to feel you in me.”
I nodded thinking the same thing. I took the lube from him, poured some in my hand, and slathered up my achingly hard member, taking my time because touching myself in front of Blaine just feels…. Right.
“I love you Blaine.”
Blaine nodded to me, and grabbed my length in his hand, and pushed the head of it into his ass. He threw his head back and grabbed the bed sheets, moaning one long and drawled out sound, but he didn’t hiss.
Good sign.
So in one smooth, but very slow movement, I pushed myself in deeper, and began grinding down on him, my cock only halfway inside.
Blaine started to whimper, and it went straight to my head, giving me confidence, and need.
“Blaine,” I whispered, my hands massaging up and down Blaine’s torso, taking care to help him relax, He was trying to buck up harder onto my cock, but I wanted to make sure he was ready for more before letting myself go deeper.
“I want more Kurt. Please, I’m ready, more.” Blaine pleaded, his hips jerking desperately, trying to pull me in deeper.
I couldn’t deny him if I tried.
“Okay….” I panted, and I tangled my fingers in his curls before thrusting myself all the way inside of Blaine’s heat.
“Ah!” Blaine cried, and I stilled as his eyes were tight shut, and he stiffened under me.
“Are you okay?” I asked, cupping his cheek now with the hand that was playing with his curls a moment ago.
My other hand was holding his hip in place to stop him from thrusting up, because even though he is obviously in a little pain adjusting to my length, he is still trying.
"Yeah…, I’m okay. It’s just…… God Kurt, you are so…… I’m okay. I want more."
I sighed, worried if he really can handle more, but the look in his eyes told me he could. I cradled his head and brought my forehead down to rest against his, followed by a reassuring nod.
I started to snap my hips in and out at a normal pace, not too fast, but not able to control myself enough to go slowly.
Being inside of Blaine’s tight ass was absolute heaven, and I wanted nothing more than to pump him hard and cum inside of him. But the pace I was going seemed completely fine with Blaine who was panting heavy breaths with a moan thrown in every few seconds.
"Yes, just like this," he breathed out, his head on my shoulder, clutching my back as I rocked deep inside of him. “You- god, you are perfect Kurt.”
I’m not perfect yet. I decided that now it’s time to start teasing that spot.
My cock is longer than Blaine’s. It’s not as thick, but I can hit his prostate almost effortlessly, and drive Blaine completely crazy.
And I want to.
Though my body was pressed as close as I could possibly get to Blaine, my shaft wasn’t completely buried yet.
But it’s about to be.
“Oh god! Again!” Blaine cried, right as I snapped my hips into his pelvis as deep as I could go. Blaine whimpered repeatedly, his cock dragging wetly against his both of our stomachs creating glorious friction.
I stared into his amber irises as they filled with moisture, the look serving nothing but its purpose to give him exactly what he wanted.
“Please.” he cried again, and it made me realize I was probably staring for a while.
This time making love feels different than the last times. There is a new desperation and urgency now that wasn’t really there before. A quiet need to be sloppy, and imperfect.
Yet it is somehow still perfect.
“You feel so good Blaine. Perfect. And all mine.”
I thrust into Blaine as hard as I could, hitting that bundle of nerves again, earning me a gasp from my man, and as I thrust again, he moaned.
Hearing him moan was just the most beautiful sound ever, and I started to thrust repeatedly into him, hitting his prostate with every thrust.
“Oh! Yeah. Kurt, yes! Oh god! Harder! More!”
Every cry, pant, moan and breath Blaine let out drew me closer to this being over. My stomach was tight and my spine was tingling with anticipation as I bucked into Blaine, and by the way that Blaine began whining, he was close too.
And Blaine had come already so it had to be painful for him to need to come again.
“Blaine… I’m close….”
Blaine only bucked his hips up to meet my pelvis, pushing as deep onto my cock as he could get, and somehow his ass getting tighter around me, almost as if trying to drag the cum out of me.
“God, I’m so close…..” I repeated, this time following it with a kiss to Blaine’s swollen lips. I bit lightly at the tip, leaving it red and wet.
“Hauh!” Blaine moaned, feeling my hand start stroking his cock in between us. It had to be extra sensitive.
He needed to come. Before me. Because if he didn’t, I might not come, and after this, we both need to sleep.
“Let it go Blaine….”
And I could feel that my words went straight though him, leaving him a breathless, and shaking mess beneath me as he held tightly to my back, scratching it a little in the process, and moaning through his orgasm.
His sticky heat streamed out onto both of our stomachs, and that feeling was all I needed to finish too.
“Blaine……. Oah!”
I came hard, and it felt like a lot inside of Blaine’s heat, but I couldn’t control my hips that were still bucking of their own accord. I kept pumping him, the slick drag of his tight walls too amazing to stop.
I didn’t want to move. Letting Blaine go right now would be a crime.
Blaine panted out shaky, and exhausted breaths, his cock limp and shriveled, wet with his juices.
Though I was still pumping in and out at a sinfully slow pace, I felt myself growing smaller. I was getting limp inside of Blaine, and that forced me to withdraw from his ass, and sleepily and contently collapse at his side.
“I love you Kurt. So much.” Blaine said, clear as day. There was no hint of tired, or sleep in his voice.
“I love you Blaine.”
I tightened my hold, which never ceased, around Blaine’s waist pulling him as close as can be without being inside, and he wrapped himself perfectly against me to be the little spoon. Just in case someone comes home before Blaine and I wake up, I pulled the flat sheet up and over us to cover our lower bodies. It’s too hot for a blanket, but Blaine isn’t supposed to be here, let alone be here and naked in my bed.
I mean, sure, I’m already grounded, and my dad already knows that I’m having sex, so if he did happen to come home and catch us up here, I’d get an extension, and Blaine would be thrown out, but we’ll be covered so at least he won’t be scarred for life.
But they said they wouldn’t be back until dinner at six, and I have an alarm set for four so I’m not worried. We have time for a nice nap together.
Feeling tired, and perfectly satiated holding my boyfriend against me, both of our eyes drifted shut, as we started our first nap together. This perfect June afternoon in each other’s arms couldn’t be more perfect.
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Finn’s Pov
Spending the day with Savannah was completely……
Indescribable!
I seriously am dead certain that I am falling for this girl. And I am falling hard.
So, she has the morning from hell, and somehow, after crying on my shoulder for a half an hour, she is back to her bubbly and happy self, as it nothing is wrong.
Her grandparents mean a lot to her, and based on what she told me about her grandfather, they are very traditional. She doesn’t think her granddad will ever forgive her, but me personally, I think that someone who can stay mad at someone like Savannah, has no heart. She us the sweetest, most goofy, smart, pretty and fun girls I have ever met.
When I was with Rachel, all I could ever say about her was that she was talented, and she was sneaky hot.
With Quinn, all I could say is that she is hot, and has half of a good heart buried way way way deep down.
But dating them was more work than it was worth. After Quinn cheated on me, again!, I spent a lot of time talking to my mom. She told me that you shouldn’t have to work that hard to make a non working relationship work. It may not be as easy as breathing, but it shouldn’t be a constant battle to be in love with each other.
She is right. It shouldn’t be like that. It should be like it is now. Easy. Easy like it is with Savannah, who I’m FINALLY gonna be able to call my girlfriend. It took me forever, I know, but every time I worked up the courage to ask her to be my girlfriend, something got in the way. Blaine and or Kurt would come into the room. Mr. Schue’d come in to start glee club. My dad will call me and ask me to come into the tire shop. And whenever she and I were together, it’s was never romantic enough to ask her.
Today though, was completely perfect. I told myself that today, at the fair, before dinner, we would be official. I asked her on the Ferris wheel, which we thankfully got to still get on due to her pregnancy.
Savannah, I want you to be my girlfriend.
Of course, stupid me decided that I should take her to dinner tonight first, before giving her the bracelet I got her which would make it official official.
There were too many people at the fair, and I wanted the moment to be all about us.
But now I wish I had done it at the fair because Quinn was at the fair too, and she of course started to stir up trouble when she ran into us, ruining Savannah’s mood, and ruining everything!
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We walked past the skeeball game, me smiling like an idiot at Savannah clutching a huge monkey on her shoulders and leaning to take a bite of my chili dog, most of it staying on her face. I laughed so hard my stomach hurt as I leaned in to wipe the chili off her nose.
And no bigger mood killer could’ve happened than Quinn approaching us.
“Well, if it isn’t slutty McBarbie no boobs, and her pity pimp. Enjoying the first day of the summer fair? I mean, you can’t be having too much fun considering you’re as big as a house and can’t fit on any of the rides.” Quinn said, in the most innocent and sweet voice she could muster.
Savannah just glared, and I put my hand on the small of her back.
“Wait! No, that’s not it, you can’t get on any of the rides because you are preggers. That’s right! Wow Finn. Must really blow having to be at a carnival with a boring pregnant chick who can’t even ride the rides.”
“Quinn, there’s no need for you to be so spiteful. Let’s go.” Sam tried to pull her away. But with no luck.
“Why not? She thinks she can be as big a bitch to me as she wants because she is having a baby, but two can play at that game. I can be a bitch too.” She replied.
Savannah hadn’t done anything to Quinn except for call her selfish on the way to nationals. And it was completely justified. Quinn is selfish, and she completely deserved to be called out on it.
“Quinn, why don’t you just back off okay?” I asked.
“Savannah, if you want, Puck is single right now. I know you like to date my seconds, and since you’re already pregnant, he can’t really do much damage. I know Finn can’t really get the job done, and Puck is really good at taking Finn’s girls.”
God she is such a bitch! I would never hit a girl, but why the hell Sam puts up with her, I will never understand. I never thought I would wish to have Santana around, but I do. She needs to get slapped in the face, and I don’t want Savannah doing it just in case things turned into a fight.
Blaine would KILL ME if I allowed that to happen, not to mention, Kurt would disown me as a brother.
“Quinn, just please leave us alone, and go play with Sam. I mean seriously, why do you keep coming around me? You cheated on me, so go play with your boy toy, and leave me alone. Leave both of us alone.” I said walking closer to her, and staring down defensively.
Sam stepped in front of Quinn though and we stared each other down.
“Dude! Don’t get all in her face like that. That’s my girlfriend!”
“Well she keeps upsetting MY girlfriend, and I’m not dealing with it anymore, so leave us alone!” I shouted, and Quinn just bugged up her eyes and stepped back in front of Sam, facing Savannah’s wide and moist eyes.
“Oh! Did Finn finally work up the balls to ask you to be his girl? I thought he was smarter than to make that mistake again. Dating the loser girl. Shame….”
And something in Savannah snapped at that, because she lunged at Quinn, her monkey on the floor, and her arms pulling Quinn’s blouse.
“Savannah, stop! She’s not worth it! The babies!” I yelled, pulling her back behind me, and Quinn grabbing Sam’s arm and backing off as well, never having put a hand on Savannah.
I’m glad I was wrong about her being a big enough bitch to hit a pregnant girl, but still, her words are probably just as painful as her hands would be.
Sam and Quinn walked away just as a security officer approached us.
“Is everything okay?” He asked, more directed at me, as Savannah was following Quinn with her glare.
“Fine Sir.”
But everything really wasn’t fine.
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Now, at my front door after having an awesome day at the fair, until Quinn ruined it, I am feeling completely low, and the high ‘falling hard for Savannah’ feeling, was being crushed.
Did I say everything was easy with Savannah? Yeah no. That was a lie. It’s easy to like her. It’s easy to hang out with her, and play games with her, and be myself with her. But keeping her safe, is a whole other ballgame.
She’s really not ‘drama’, but her situation makes her attract a lot of it. I don’t do too well with drama, and even though she is so much more than worth it, she can’t deal with MY baggage with Quinn.
Well, at least not right now, she said.
“Finn, I like you so much. I can’t tell you how badly I want to hold you on my arm and never let any other girl come snatch you away. You’re so funny, and cute, and talented, and sweet, and amazing. I’d be the luckiest girl ever to be your girlfriend.”
Why did that little speech not make me feel good?
Because I know there is a ‘but’ that goes at the end of it.
“But?”
Savannah exhaled, and looked at the ground.
“I- I think that….. I think that boys are just- not a good idea for me right now. I’m not acting like myself. I’ve been really moody and kind of bitchy lately, and I don’t think it’s smart for me to be in a relationship while I am pregnant. I’m afraid I might…… Get into a fight with Quinn or something over you. I mean, you saw what happened today. And if I made an irresponsible choice like that today and you weren’t there to pull me back, who knows what would’ve happened. I can’t be like that while I’m pregnant.”
I understand.
Completely. I knew that Quinn really pushed her buttons, and she isn’t the type of person that would get into a fight, the she’s not the type to back off either.
The fact that Quinn is the whole reason for Savannah breaking up with me though, just makes me want her to fall in a ditch.
Well, she’s not breaking up with me, because we aren’t officially together, but still. It feels kind of like a break up.
Maybe a denial is a better description.
“So you’re saying that we shouldn’t date right now?” I asked, just to be sure of what she is saying.
She grabbed my hand and shook her head. “No. I still think it would be smart to date. We really like each other, and I don’t want things to change. You really make me smile Finn. And once the babies are born, and I’m back to myself, if you still want me to be your girlfriend, I’d be the luckiest girl in the world. I just don’t want to make it official.” She frowned. “…. At least not yet...”
I only half understood, and I think that she could see that on my face.
“What I’m saying is, we should keep dating with the intention of being together, but not be together officially until November. I don’t think I can handle the extra pressures of being a good girlfriend, and taking care of myself so that I can take care of the babies, and staying out of trouble, and keeping my grades up, and doctors’ appointments, and everything. I want to be able to be an awesome girlfriend to you, and be able to make out without my belly getting in the way.” She said with a chuckle, and a snort.
I smiled at that too.
I know what she is saying, She wants to be Finn and Savannah, not Finn and pregnant with some other guys babies Savannah.
…. I get it…… She doesn’t want to be Quinn.
“I want to be with you Finn, but I want it to be just me and you.”
I nodded, and pulled her in for a hug. “Okay.”
She clung to me tightly. “Are you mad at me?”
I shook my head Immediately. “Of course not. Savannah, you are doing the responsible thing. You’re way smarter than me. You’re right.”
She just held onto me, and looked up at me. She was wearing that amazingly gorgeous smile that I love so much. And it made me smile.
“4 or so more months to go. If you are really the right guy for me, you’ll still be here. Will you wait for me?” she asked grabbing my hand.
“You are more than worth the wait Savannah Lake. I’m very patient. Besides, dating from now until those babies are born, I’m sure you will have me wrapped around your finger by November. Am I right??”
Opening my front door, I took Savannah inside while I waited for a response.
She shut the front door, turned back to me, and kissed my cheek. “Stick around Finn Hudson.”
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