May 18, 2012, 1:17 p.m.
Easy Way Out: Just a Disguise
M - Words: 1,087 - Last Updated: May 18, 2012 Story: Closed - Chapters: 4/? - Created: Apr 26, 2012 - Updated: May 18, 2012 197 0 0 0 0
"Kurt, this is Blaine. My little brother." Cooper smiled as he introduced the two, watching them shake hands. He noticed the tremble in Blaine's wrist as he lifted up his hands. Cooper knew that he didn't want Kurt to see the scars.
"Lovely to meet you, Blaine." Kurt flashed a cute smile toward Blaine.
Blaine literally was paralyzed with Kurt's beauty. Kurt's face was perfectly figured, he had sharp cheeks and a clean chin. His hair was perfectly coiffed and was tinted with a honey-colored shade of Brown. His body was slender and fit, but Blaine noticed he was slightly thin. The arms on his body weren't as thick as they should have been, as well as Kurt's entire body. Anorexia. Blaine thought. What a tragedy, someone so beautiful shouldn't have to think like that.
"You too, Kurt."
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Kurt didn't want to tell Blaine yet that he'd be joining his Group therapy. He knew that he'd figure out eventually, and that was why Cooper had set them up. Cooper was a great friend so far, he was accepting and understood that Kurt had problems. Kurt knew that Blaine suffered from cutting, Kurt had a slight history with that aswell. However, Kurt stopped the self-harm when he noticed it made his arms look fatter.
Fat Fat Fat. Every inch of fat was plastered against Kurt's obese body. Everytime he put clothing on he felt like a whale, he knew he was too wide and thick.
He had to admit that he was nervous about meeting Blaine. Blaine was apparently good-looking (According to Coop) Which he actually was.
Blaine had lovely hazel eyes and a lovely body. But what was even better was his personality. Why can't I look like that? Kurt thought with hatred toward his own pear-shaped body. As soon as they met, Kurt was enamored with him. He felt a sudden crave to know everything about Blaine Anderson. He planned on doing so as well.
When they arrived at the ice cream parlor, Kurt ordered a vanilla sundae.
When the old, simple waitress asked if he wanted any toppings, he asked for none please.
Kurt slightly picked at his sundae, only placing one entire spoonful into his mouth. Logically, he planned a manipulation to make it seem like he ate more than he really did. He played around with the ice cream, making it melt quicker and kept the conversation flowing freely between them to keep Blaine and Cooper distracted.
But Blaine and Cooper knew, and that was okay.
"So you like to sing too, Kurt?" Cooper asked as he picked the cherry off the top of his chocolate mousse sundae.
"I do. I used to be in my old Glee club, but now I'm just taking some classes to prepare for college." Kurt smiled at Cooper and Blaine, watching Blaine lick his spoon.
He noticed that Blaine closed his eyes and sucked on the spoon tenderly, making sure to obtain all of the coffee-flavored ice cream.
Kurt thought he was suggestively licking the spoon on purpose.
"Blaine used to sing too, in the Warblers. He was great." Coop nudged Blaine's shoulder softly, then shoving another spoonful into his mouth.
"I was okay. I don't really miss it though, it was a lot of pressure.." Blaine sighed as he licked his spoon again. Goddamit, stop it! Kurt thought.
"It does take a lot of time." Kurt smiled at him again, picking his cherry off and sliding it into his mouth. Payback time, Kurt thought.
As soon as Kurt flicked the cherry into his mouth he regretted it. Stop you filthy fucking animal. Food is disgusting, if you want those new jeans you can't gain even a fucking gram.
Blaine watched as Kurt sucked on his cherry, strangling the fruit of it's colorful flavors.
"I dropped out Senior year though. I was tired of being called a Homo just because I enjoyed theatre." Kurt sighed, his mood instantly changing at the recollection of memories flowing into his thoughts.
"There's nothing wrong with being homosexual." Blaine shot back, a tone of hatred spiking his voice.
"I know there isn't. I'm gay." Kurt stared into Blaine's eyes, a hint of a smirk placed onto his lips.
"Oh. Me too." Blaine actually made eye-contact this time, taking in Kurt's amazing combination of colors in his irises.
"Hey, guys. I'm just going to go pay the bill and we'll head out, Kurt has to get rested for his first session tomorrow, right bud?" Cooper tightly gripped Kurt's shoulder as he hovered over the booth, patting his back as he descended without an answer to the lady at the front corridor behind the counter.
"What session?" Blaine questioned with a tone of curiosity.
"I'm uh.. I'm actually joining your Group Therapy. My first meeting is tomorrow, it's basically just an introduction kind of thing.." Kurt looked down at his sundae, toying with the spoon, easing it to melt faster.
"For what?" Blaine was honestly dumbfounded. Why would someone as perfect as Kurt need to go to the looney-bin like Blaine?
He probably had family problems, Blaine assumed. Nothing too serious.
"I actually am suffering from uh, anorexia. It's not bad.. I guess. Depression, really. Cutting.. you know. The usual." Kurt tried to smile up at Blaine with all of his might. He knew that Blaine would have to understand, he was agonized with the same pain Kurt went through everyday.
Blaine knew that Kurt had anorexia, he showed signs of it. But he thought against it. He wanted to believe that Kurt wouldn't hurt himself like that, because he knew that this boy had major potential in this World. Blaine pretended to not act like it bothered him. And really it didn't bother him at all. The only part that hurt Blaine's feelings was the fact that Kurt was damaging himself. Of course, Blaine destroys himself everyday, but that's different. Kurt is something special.
Maybe if you weren't so worthless, you two could have been something together. He would make a great partner one day..
Right then and there they shared a moment. Blaine instantly felt connected to Kurt. Kurt knew what it was like to be gay, to be tortured for that. For the hate crime he suffered for being who he wanted to be everyday. But there was something else to Kurt's story. More chapters that needed to be unvieled.
Kurt was so beautiful. He really was. Blaine had no idea why he was so intrigued with that thought, but it never left him. He felt the connection that day, and knew that he needed to search between the lines to know more about Kurt Hummel.
After all, you never learn much about a book from it's cover.