"You're a bad excuse of a dom Blaine!"

Blaine woke up. These nightmares started to come more constantly since his talk with Kurt. He hadn't had these flashback since he was thirteen! He refused to think about it, but his talk with Kurt made him feel like a horrible dom and it all came back to him.

Flashback

Seven years old, Blaine watched as his father "punishing" his mommy as he always did! He wasn't allowed to call her "mommy" or even acknowledge her, but Blaine was just a boy and he knew this woman is his mother and just watching her going through all of this was hurting his heart so much. He had to talk to her.

That's how his father found him. Talking to his mommy, trying to make her feel better and holding her tight. He found himself being snatched from the hug and thrown on the floor. His father ordered her to get out of the room and wait for him in the punishing room. Blaine never saw his father look that angry.

"What were you doing with the sub, Blaine?" His dad asked.

"I-I I was....I was just trying to talk to her" Blaine stuttered.

"Talk to her, huh? Well what a weak dom you are! You're NOT supposed to talk tour subs, they're her to just listen to your orders, please you and just bear your children! You can't just treat them as an equal, they're nothing but servants!" His father said angry.

"But...but dad, she's my...mommy" Blaine said weakly. This earned him a slap from his father.

"Mommy! Are you calling a weak excuse of a sub MOMMY??? She is nothing Blaine! A servant! Better get it into your small mind before you grow up and your sub thinks that you're just a weak little faggot and starts controlling you!" His father turned to leave and as he reached the door he turned back and said "you're a bad excuse of a dom, Blaine!"

end of flashback

Blaine was so confused. He didn't know what to believe, Kurt's words or his father's. he knew for a fact that many of the subs he had before loved his domineering ways, loved how he roughly handled them and made them feel owned for a night. Kurt however wasn't like the other subs, Kurt was his sub, his name was written on Kurt's wrist and Kurt's name was written on his. Blaine needs someone to talk to.