July 20, 2013, 3:14 p.m.
Soulmate: Chapter 13
E - Words: 1,073 - Last Updated: Jul 20, 2013 Story: Closed - Chapters: 17/? - Created: Feb 05, 2013 - Updated: Jul 20, 2013 825 0 0 0 0
They've just finished the glee club and Kurt was on his way to his car when he heard a familiar voice calling him.
"Kurt wait up!" Blaine panted as he was speeding up trying to catch up with Kurt.
Hearing the voice, Kurt couldn't help but speed up terrified from Blaine, thought a small part of him was demanding him to stop but no he won't listen to it!
However, Blaine was fast and he quickly caught up with Kurt and grabbed him from his arm pulling him towards his chest.
"I told you to stop, Kurt" Blaine growled. He knew he should play cool in order to get Kurt, but how dare this slave. How can he not obey Blaine? He was angry from the inside but he just couldn't act upon it if he wanted to get Kurt.
Kurt was frightened when he found himself against Blaine's chest, the touch was just making him weak as he wanted nothing but get on his knees and submit to the dom. The voice that was telling him to be strong was so small now and the one telling him to submit was so loud, how can a touch reduce you to that? Kurt thought.
Blaine released him and Kurt stood in front of him trying to get a hold of himself. When he finally did, he spoke in a firm voice "what do you want from me?"
Blaine's eyes darkened at Kurt's voice but he let it pass in order to get what he wants "I need to talk to you, can we go to Lima beans?" Blaine said
"Yeah like I will go with you anywhere or even I'll want to talk to you," Kurt said," leave me alone Mr. Anderson"
Blaine started to really get angry "Kurt give me a chance to talk to you! I know we got on the wrong foot before but now I want to talk Kurt" Blaine slightly raised his voice, then contained himself and pleaded -and Blaine never begged someone- "angel please, just one more chance?"
Kurt looked in those small pools of chocolate and melted into them, he quickly averted his eyes "okay okay but as long as it's in a public place"
As if a public place can keep you from me Blaine thought "yeah yeah we'll go to Lima beans, how about that?" Blaine said hopefully.
"Okay let's go, I'll follow your car," Kurt said.
"Thank you angel" Blaine said and kissed Kurt's cheek quickly, he had a half smile on his face when he noticed Kurt's blushing face as he put his fingers over the spot that Blaine kissed.
They arrived to Lima beans and after ordering their mochas, they sat in a table away from the crowd in order to be able to talk.
"So what did you want to talk about?" Kurt asked as he took a sip from his caramel mocha.
"I want to get to know more about you, isn't that what you want?" Blaine said.
"Well I don't know if I trust you enough, at all actually to be able to open up to you" Kurt said.
"Well I'm trying to gain your trust Kurt, that's why I'm trying to talk to you" Blaine said.
"Do you think that you can gain MY trust after what you did to me? You sexually abused me Blaine." Kurt whispered loudly, looking around him to see if someone had heard him.
Blaine didn't know what to answer on that, he knew that what he did was normal and that Kurt is just being a drama queen but he needed to go with what Kurt was saying in order to get his trust "well I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable Kurt, you're my sub Kurt and I'm a man with needs. I thought you're just playing hard to get" he knew he didn't sound reasonable but he's trying.
"Playing hard to get? Are you crazy Blaine?" Kurt said loudly but quickly lowered his voice when he noticed some people looking at them "I didn't even know you're my dom when you first...you know...did things to me" he stuttered.
"You weren't complaining then" Blaine said casually.
"I didn't know what's happening Blaine! I was in my subspace and you were...touching me, I couldn't stop you even if I wanted to" Kurt whispered loudly, he was just so angry at Blaine.
"Let's just put this behind us okay?" Blaine said.
"I really don't know about that Blaine, I can't forget what you did to me. I thought that my dom would be something else, that he'll be more loving and respecting to me" Kurt said.
Oh and we're back again to this shit "You know Kurt that this is only in the mov.." Blaine couldn't finish before Kurt was cutting him off.
"The movies? Blaine really? I've seen my parents and then my father and step mom, the love they have for each other that's what I've always dreamt of!" Kurt said angrily. He just couldn't talk anymore to Blaine as he felt that he couldn't get to him. Kurt didn't know what was in Blaine's mind and actually he didn't want to, he knew Blaine was bad news to him and the way he was thinking was just sick. Kurt just needed to stay away from Blaine until Blaine change himself or just go away. Kurt felt a sting in his heart for the thought, because though what Blaine did to him was sick and Blaine himself was sick but the thought of losing his soulmate was just hard for Kurt. The thought that he'd have to leave his soulmate is just so heartbreaking for Kurt, but he knows it's for his own good.
"I'm sorry Blaine, I just can't do this. If you don't believe in what I want then you won't be able to give it to me and I just can't live my life as a slave, that's not me...not the way I've been raised to. I have to leave I'm sorry." Kurt said sadly and stood up to leave.
"But Kurt..."
"No buts Blaine. It feels horrible for me to leave my soulmate, but I just can't be your slave! Soulmates complete each other Blaine, but you want to only dominate me and let me be your slave and I won't agree on that. I know I deserve better!" With that, Kurt left.
Blaine was left speechless he didn't know what to believe in anymore, his father and the way he brought him up with or Kurt and what he was saying to him. Blaine was lost.