June 8, 2016, 7 p.m.
Labyrinth Of Suffering: Chapter 17
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Kurt was giving him a glare when he tried to hide them from Kurt too embarrassed to show them but Kurt grabbed his hand and took the packets, reading the label. Shocked he turned to Blaine “I’m not ready for sex Blaine,” Blaine immediately stepped closer to calm Kurt down but Kurt was not having it. He stormed into the room and Blaine followed.
“Your dad gave me them. He had some in his pockets. I know you’re not ready sweetheart,” Kurt looked horrified at the mention of his dad as he turned to face him hands on his hips now “Don’t sweetheart me and try sugar coat it. You think I would believe my dad would just willingly give them to my boyfriend!?” Blaine didn’t know what to say if Kurt didn’t believe him, and he wasn’t used to seeing Kurt this angry, Blaine just shrugged “But it’s the truth,” Kurt shook his head and pointed a finger.
“My dad gave me the talk remember darling,” he poked Blaine’s chest with his finger and poked again making him walk backwards “He said on your 30th birthday it’s a great gift for yourself, you’ll have to come up with a better excuse then that Blaine – or wait….is it for somebody else?” Kurt now asked and Blaine’s eyes widened and he laughed awkwardly. “No! Kurt you’re acting silly,” Trying to reach out to him failed because Kurt just shoved him off.
Kurt huffed “I’m silly now am I?”
Blaine stared “Well now yes you are being a little – why would I lie to you?” Kurt shrugged and then stepped closer his eyes were filled with rage “Why else would you have –have those if you know I’m not ready! Why would you try to hide them from me?”
Blaine couldn’t believe this. “I hid them because I know you’re not ready and didn’t want you to think I’m pressuring you in anyway, can we just go back to unpacking please?” He knew better than to fight back and hurt people but he had to explain himself. Kurt looked hurt “You just admitted to having them so now you’re saying it was you and not my dad, stop trying to get out of this Blaine and admit that you bought those” He just shook his head “You’re twisting my words Kurt,” and went for the door. Kurt called out “Where are you going?!” Angry, Blaine threw the packets of protection into the bin on his way out.
He was too upset to say anything back. He needed to get away. What hurt was that he didn’t hear Kurt follow him. Blaine headed to class deciding it would be a good distraction. “Hey Blaine,” Wes said catching up to him as he walked in the classroom. He offered a weak smile “Hey,”
“How’s Kurt settling in?” David asked when Blaine sat down next to his friends. Blaine sighed “He’s doing fine,” Or he was until he saw the stupid condoms.
Wes and David shot themselves a look and Blaine just shook his head “I really don’t want to talk about this right now okay? It’s between me and Kurt,” Both boys nodded. “Heard you’re going back to the shelter tonight, looking forward to it?” David asked and Blaine forgot he had agreed to go back, but he smiled thinking about that. “Yeah I am,” it’d be another way to distract himself.
Blaine knew he couldn’t avoid Kurt all day. He had class with him in 5th period, but until then he was content spending the day focusing on his classes. Blaine was too mad otherwise to think of his boyfriend. He ignored the new texts he was receiving. He had checked the first one hoping Kurt would come to his senses but that wasn’t the case
Real mature walking away from a conversation Blaine
Blaine not willing to throw out his expensive phone out the window decided to just turn it off for the day.
He’d done everything right by Kurt, and he didn’t need to take this kind of treatment. His mother always taught him that especially after all the bullying.
Turns out Blaine didn’t have to worry about confronting Kurt in 5th period. The Warblers were told there was an emergency meeting and only Warblers were allowed the privilege of not attending class on some occasions.
Since Kurt wasn’t yet a Warbler Blaine didn’t have to worry about what he was going to say. Even though he knew he didn’t have a reason to apologise, he missed Kurt already.
They looked at him eager for his help and considering he hadn’t been there for a while he just smiled at them and broke out into song “Oh Yeah!” The boys joined him in on Misery. Which is exactly how Blaine felt right now, and he cheered “At Regionals! You met our opening number,”
The boys cheered and Wes asked them to quiet down. Blaine felt glad for the distraction but as he was about to step outside he muttered an apology not looking up at who he had bumped into until he saw the pale arm reach for his.
“Kurt?”
He glanced up and confirming his thoughts there stood his boyfriend looking very determined to get his attention. “We need to talk Blaine,”
Blaine shook his head “I just need to be alone for a while, please respect that,” Blaine tried to move past him. He looked at Kurt’s sad expression and then stopped for a moment “We will talk, I just don’t want to say something I’ll regret okay, just not now?” Kurt nodded appearing somewhat guilty. Good Blaine thought but then one more glance at Kurt and he just wanted to kiss the worry away. He held his ground though. Instead of kissing him he stroked Kurt’s cheek. “I won’t be in the dorm tonight,” Kurt seemed to think it was because of him as he hang his head he whispered “I understand,” He looked up eyes growing watery but stubbornly not letting the tear falls he added
“You were great in there Blaine,” Kurt whispered. Just as Kurt turned around he heard him say “I love you,” very quietly as there were boys rushing past them for the next class. Blaine didn’t get a chance to say it back as Kurt was gone now.
Blaine sighed. He got his phone back out and turned it on.
I’m sorry Blaine. I acted irrationally and I understand if you don’t want to speak to me but I’d like a chance to apologise
He looked at the next one
Please Please let me apologise I love you, I don’t want to lose you over this
Blaine felt horrible for turning his phone of now especially when he heard Kurt’s sobs on the voicemail “Blaine I talked to my dad, you were right. God I’m such a bitch I didn’t even give you a chance…please forgive me, please, I love you, I know you’re in the Warblers common room, I asked David. I’m coming to find you – I understand if you don’t want us to be together anymore, I just…I’m so sorry, I’m…I hate myself right now,”
Which must have been where he went before his next text
You’re amazing. You take my breath away. I don’t deserve you
Blaine ran then. He knew he had to go to his last class, but he’d apologise later if he had to, he found Kurt just as he was heading into his next class. He looked devastated and uninterested in what was going on around him as he watched while Jeff tried to cheer him up.
Blaine pulled Kurt out into the hallways a bit too roughly before he went inside the classroom. Kurt’s eyes widened “Blaine?”
Blaine just pulled him along and Kurt followed silently until they reached an empty closet. Blaine pulled him inside and closed the door. He kissed him just as Kurt was talking “Blaine I’m so Mph!”
Tears now running down Kurt’s face Blaine kissed them away “It’s okay,”
“No, it’s not. I failed you,” Kurt told and Blaine just kissed him again “You were right in some respect, I shouldn’t have just walked away like that, and you’re wrong you do deserve me, you deserve to be loved, and I do Kurt. I love you,” He kissed him gently now and Kurt sighed into it and he still appeared so upset by it all “I’m sorry,”
“I forgive you, now come on. I’ll escort you to class,” Blaine wiped his tears and kissed him one last time before taking him to his room. He looked at Kurt’s teacher “I’m so sorry mam for keeping Kurt from class, I was talking to him about joining the Warblers,” Kurt’s teacher smiled “Thank you Blaine, you better go to class, do you want a pass?”
Blaine nodded “Yes please Mrs Hollingsworth if you don’t mind,” Kurt’s teacher asked him how the Warblers were going and one of the boys shouted “Were gonna win Regionals this year, that’s how were going!” The students clapped and cheered and Blaine called out “Oh yeah!” and the Warblers in the room repeated the phrase “Oh yeah!!” and he laughed. The women laughed with them “Alright boys settle down, settle down,” He grabbed the green pass thanking her as Mrs Hollingsworth went to the chalkboard he saw his friends grinning and then his eyes went to Kurt and he smiled at the other boy and winked at him.
Some students snickered and he heard the teacher call out “Is there something you’d like to share boys?” She turned around and there was a chorus of “No mam,”
“I’d suggest being quiet and paying attention then, Blaine back to class,”
Blaine wasn’t one to disagree with authority and turned back outside.
I never said anything about joining the Warblers – Kurt
Do I need to convince you why it would be beneficial? – Blaine
Considering my behaviour this morning, I’ll do this for you, once again I’m so sorry – I love you xx – Kurt
I love you too xxoo now pay attention Mrs Hollingsworth knows our secret of hiding the phones under the table
Now you tell me, she just sent me a glare – Kurt
Blaine laughed and turned his own phone off while in his classroom. His teacher had arrived late so he hadn’t even needed the pass.