"Blaine can I ask you something?" Kurt said quietly. Blaine and Kurt were on their stomachs facing each other. Blaine looked a little uncomfortable, and he was thinking deeply.

"Yeah?"

"What...what are your nightmares about?" Kurt bit his bottom lip nervously.

Blaine lost his speech.

Kurt instantly felt bad.

"You don't have to answer, I just I just hate that you can't sleep so good, and it makes me sad,"

Blaine looked at him amazed at the way Kurt sounded so serious. He loved that Kurt was so worried about him and Blaine realised he could tell Kurt anything. He felt like he didn't have to hide around Kurt.

"I well, it's hard to explain, and I don't know honestly, I shouldn't."

"It's okay Blaine, people always have nightmares," Kurt understood.

"Yeah, I know, but I often dream that my mother she tries to kill me,"

Kurt gasped.

"I know it is bad, but when she punishes me for being bad, sometimes I'm scared, because she hurts me so bad, I'm afraid I'll die because I have so much blood and I just get so scared, and I don't understand what I do wrong, I don't know why I'm so bad Kurt," Blaine trembled.

Kurt grabbed his hand softly.

"You look fine to me, I don't think you're bad, where does she hurt you?"

"On my back and my stomach, no where on my arms or legs so people don't see, she doesn't like me at all," Blaine whispered.

Kurt crawled towards him.

"Doesn't it hurt to lay down?"

"Not really, you get used to the pain Kurt," Blaine honestly couldn't look at Kurt.

"You're perfect Blaine, and I don't care what your mother thinks, that won't change for me,"

Blaine finally looked at Kurt with such emotions in his eyes that a tear escaped.

"You need to stop being so nice to me."

"I like being kind to you Blaine you're so kind to me and I get funny feelings when I look at you, it feels nice tho," Kurt mentioned wanting Blaine to understand he is not alone.

"Like flutterflies?" Blaine premised.

"Flutterflies?" Kurt laughed. Blaine obviously mistaken Butterflies for Flutterflies. Kurt found it cute.

Blaine blushed.

"Those things that fly in the air and it moves around like that in your stomach, that's what they call them in the fairytales when the prince meets a princess," Blaine acknowledged.

Kurt chuckled.

Blaine looked at him adoringly.

"What?"

"Blaine, those are called butterflies, not flutterflies,"

"Oh," Blaine's face went to an extreme pink.

Kurt laughed harder.

"I am weird," Blaine admitted.

"Don't, I like flutterflies better, it's different,"

"Kurt can I can I give you an Eskimo kiss?"

Kurt's heart stopped.

"W what are those?"

"Well I saw it in a movie, and Ms Carole told me it's too show you really care about someone come here," Blaine argued.

Kurt shyly crept closer.

Blaine leaned in keeping eye contact with Kurt and rubbed his nose softly against Kurt's nose.

Kurt felt those flutterflies again as Blaine calls them and looked deeply into Blaine's hazel golden eyes when they parted.

"Oh," Kurt breathed.

Blaine saw Kurt staring at him with a wide smile and sighed.

"You should not hang around me,"

"Am I really that ugly?" Kurt asked.

That came out wrong…

"NO!"

"Then why don't you want me to hang round you?" Kurt whimpered brokenly. He hated to ruin a beautiful moment but his chest hurt when Blaine said that.

"Kurt, you should be with people like Finny and Cedes, people who do not get yelled at or in trouble,"

"But I "

"No, Kurt I know you really like me, but I'm not, I'm not good, and I can't let you be round people like me cause I don't want to hurt you, and I care too much bout you to hurt you, I don't wanna hurt you Kurt,"

"You won't hurt me Blaine, I trust you," Kurt begged. His 9 year old heart beating fast, worried at the outcomes.

He lost Blaine once, and he was going to lose him again because Blaine didn't think he was good enough. It made Kurt feel sad.

Blaine shook his head. He looked at the clock and sighed time was running out, he had to let Kurt go.

"I thought maybe… I could be your friend secretly…but my momma... won't like it Kurt and she says I'm bad, If I'm bad, I don't want you to be round me," Blaine declared looking down. He was doing this for Kurt.

He knew his parents hated him badly, and the way his mother acted when he told her about Kurt, he did not want her anywhere near Kurt, and she would have to know Kurt if they were together, because Blaine wasn't good at hiding things. At first he thought maybe…he could be friends with Kurt for a while, but the way Kurt looked at him, was like…he trusted Blaine not to hurt him, and Blaine wasn't sure if he could keep his promise not to hurt Kurt if his momma always said he was bad, his mother knew him better than anybody.

He always told the truth, and got punished for whatever he did wrong. That's how he was brought up. He was a terrible liar, and he would not lie about Kurt, he was too proud of him, but he would not let him get hurt him either, so he had to let him go.

Kurt felt the blow hard. He closed his eyes fighting the tears. Blaine didn't want him. He was ugly like Sebastian said, but Blaine was being too nice to admit it.

"Fine," Kurt got up with his eyes still struggling to fight the tears as he moved away.

"Kurt please understand, don't walk away, we need to talk about this, I don't want to hurt you,"

"I can't be with you, if you won't let me, and I won't let you say that you are bad, it hurts too much Blaine!"

"I'm sorry Kurt, I can't I'm,"

"I just wanted you to be my friend…but if you don't then it's fine…goodbye Blaine," Kurt trembled as he walked away sobbing. He didn't even let Blaine explain.

Blaine's mother came 10 minutes later and questioned why he was crying.

"Stop being such a baby Blaine, your 9 and a half years old now, control it!"

"S sorry mother,"

Blaine couldn't stop crying though all the way home. He had broken Kurt's heart; because he wouldn't let him get attached, but he couldn't be friends with Kurt as he would not let his mother hurt him, if she knew that Kurt was friends with Blaine. Blaine would take the bait instead. Blaine was not supposed to be loved, and he knew it, but deep down he would always love Kurt even if Kurt never loved him back, for breaking his heart.