Aug. 5, 2011, 12:51 a.m.
Confusion : Opening up
T - Words: 2,039 - Last Updated: Aug 05, 2011 Story: Complete - Chapters: 26/26 - Created: Aug 05, 2011 - Updated: Aug 05, 2011 824 0 0 0 0
"Sor….Sorry" Kurt's voice wash shy and broken and it made Blaine's heart ace. In response he just held Kurt tighter.
"Don't be sorry Kurt. I'm sorry, I should have told you about Kyle and the face he doesn't take others feelings into account"
Kurt sat there for the longest time not commenting, all while thinking about the pain laced in Blaine's voice when he spoke. Eventually Kurt replied "Will you…. Will you tell me what….what he did to you"
Kurt adjusted him self so he was now looking deep in to Blaine's pained filled eyes. Blaine just looked back at him and his appearance made he heart break. Kurt's once bright blue happy eyes were now dull and tired.
"Sure Kurt" with a small reassuring smile Kurt gave him, Blaine sighed he was going to do this even if it hurt. Gathering a moment to get the courage to talk Blaine began. "After I joined the warblers we met and I fell for him pretty quickly, I didn't even know he was gay. One day after practice he grabbed me and kis...kissed me hard" Kurt winched at that moment remembering Kyle's lips on his. "We began dating right away because I liked him so much and I thought he did to. After 3 months he began to grow cold towards me, then on our 3 month anniversary I decided to surprise him at this room with a rose before warblers. An when…when I walk into his room he was on top of another guy shirtless and wearing the most sickening smirk I had ever seen."
With the emotion he conveyed Kurt started to tear up "how could he do that to you" was all he could think.
With a quick intake of breath Blaine continued. "Once he noticed me he got off this other guy walked up to me kissed me on the cheek and simply said "Hey babe don't mind him he's just giving me something you wont! We still going out tonight?" I never felt more heart broken and without saying a word I left. The next thing I knew I was back in my room crying on Wes's shoulder while he calmed me down and called David.
Kurt looked deep into Blaine's teary eyes hurt flashing through them and before he could add anything else Kurt had him in a bone-crushing hug.
"I'm sorry he did that to you Blaine!"
"Don't be its over. Are…you alright? I mean after.." he trailed off.
"Bit shaken up after the whole Karofsky thing it just hits home you know?"
Blaine just nodded and pulled Kurt back into his lap neither of them said anything and they slowly fell asleep wrapped up with each other.
Blaine awoke when his roommate (Wes) walked into the room. Smiling at the two boys wrapped in each others arms he gave Blaine a how's he doing look to which Blaine just responded with a shrug.
Realising Kurt was still asleep he slowly took Kurt off him and walked over to his best friend, who quickly wrapped him in a tight hug.
"You okay man?" Wes asked fully concerned.
"Yeh just worried about Kurt" Blaine glanced back to the boy sleeping peacefully on his bed, he looked really beautiful without the fear or pain on his face he just looked calm.
Wes smiled at him self. He knew all to well how Blaine felt about there little spy. The room still very quiet apart from Kurt's soft breath reminded Wes it was getting late.
"Hey man its 8:45, sorry you know the rules-" Blaine cut him off with a "Yeh yeh, no students that are not roommates in each others room past 9. I cant wake him"
Wes just smirked and walked over to his desk "I'm sure you can think of something"
Before the sentence was even finished Blaine had Kurt in his arms once again. Making a mental note that Kurt was to light and needed to eat more he made his way to Kurt's room thanking Daltons numbers he didn't have a roommate.
Kurt woke up in his warm Dalton dorm room at 1am. Becoming very confused on how he got from Blaine's bed he reached for his phone.
He groaned instantly when he picked it up 5 new texts the first was from Mercedes it read "Good luck for tomorrow babe." The second was from Finn "Good luck with the first day bro" followed by another text from Finn that made him smile "Let me know if any prep boys are giving you hassle" Kurt decided informing Finn about Kyle would be a bad idea, and continued to read his fourth text from his network about discount Friday. The fifth text made Kurt smile so much it made his face hurt it was from Blaine a simply read "You feel asleep and looked to cute to wake, I set your alarm see you tomorrow for you first day I will meet you at 8 at you dorm. Sleep well x"
Kurt's love for Blaine grew even more after the days events. Not only had Blaine took care of him he opened up to him. Putting his phone away and a smile tugging at his lips Kurt feel asleep very quickly.
The next morning Kurt took a very long shower and slipped on his new uniform. While waiting for Blaine he took a long look in the mirror. Sure the uniform took all individuality away from Kurt but he did look very smart.
After pushing thoughts aside of what his day would be like he began to think back to yesterday. He practically had a break down in the common room and didn't even take notice that people other then his friends saw it.
Trying to forget these ideas he swiftly made his way to his radio and switched it on hoping to forget if people did see him.
The music playing did not work and caused knots in Kurt's stomach all because of the lyrics.
You could have been
The best that I've seen
Under the red light
Everybody knows you cried last night!
Everybody knows you cried last night!
With a very annoyed look Kurt almost smashed the radio when turning it off and when there was a knock on his door he directed his anger to whoever was on the other side
"WHAT!"
Through the thick door Blaine got slightly nervous " oh god is he annoyed I took him back here oh god" was all he could think
In a slightly squeaky voice Blaine responded "Its me Kurt"
Suddenly all Kurt's anger slipped away just for hearing Blaine's voice. He quickly opened the door and with an apology they made there way to breakfast.
"So the usual" was the first sentence that left Blaine's lips when they reached the lunch hall. With a smile and a nod Kurt left to find there usual table.
"Morning Guys" Kurt was relieved no-one was watching him that indicated they had seen his break down
All at once David, Wes, Nick and Jeff jumped up and tightly hugged Kurt
"Guys I need to breath" they all reluctantly pulled back and sat back down. Just as Kurt was about to ask Nick started talking.
"Sorry Kurt we were just so worried after yesterday we just… we knew Kyle was an ass but.." he trailed off and David picked up "yeh. He didn't do anything else did he its just your breakdown was kinda shocking to all of us.
Kurt literally paled he had only told Blaine about the Karofsky problem and know they thought I was overreacting with his breakdown. He tried to chock out words but at that moment a soft hand gently touched his shoulder.
"Blaine" Kurt let out a happy sigh and the others grew worried. "You don't have to tell them you know but it might be best."
Sighing Kurt nodded and simply smiled that didn't seem to meet his eyes. Giving Kurt a quick squeeze on the shoulder he took a seat.
Kurt closed his eyes and the others held there breath they really wanted to know why Kurt acted the way he did. Letting out a shaky breath Kurt began and explained everything the whole story about the bully right up to the confrontation all why staring at the table.
"Oh god Kurt I'm so sorry" was the only response Kurt received and that was from David. The rest just either hugged Kurt or squeezed his arm.
"Don't worry about it I guess its my fault" before any of them could react Blaine quickly turned Kurt's head to face his
"Kurt! don't ever think that,you don't deserve anything that's happened to you" he quickly gave Kurt a tight hug but it was cut short by the school bell.
Smiling a little more naturally Kurt got up holding out a hand to Blaine "Come on I don't want to be late for my first day." Blaine got up with him smiling as he did.
Dalton was hard! Was all that Kurt thought of while he walked to his room he was completely drained and just as he flopped onto his bed someone knocked on his door
Internally groaning Kurt answered the door to reveal Wes "Hi Wes" was all Kurt said in such a tired voice that Wes was concerned
"You okay Kurt"
"Fine just a long day, what can I do for you?"
"Well your audition was today and-"
"Oh god! I cant believe I forgot I mean after-" cutting off Wes he began to ramble.
"Kurt wow calm down I know that's why your audition has changed to tomorrow if your okay with that?"
Kurt gave Wes the greatest thank you smile he had ever given anyone "Thanks!"
Laughing Wes just replied with "Don't mention it, but hey will you come down to rehearsal? I was to introduce you to everyone"
"Sure let me get changed I will meet you there"
All the warblers were out of control after Wes had banged his gavel 3 times they still remained in there conversations
"I cant believe this" groaned Wes
David gave him a sympathetic look but still found it funny.
Blaine was talking to a young first year Warbler when the room became very quiet. Looking up he noticed David and Wes share a glance and a very uncomfortable Kurt standing beside the door
"Kurt!" Blaine quickly made his way over to his (rather hot looking in this skinny jeans) friend.
Kurt let out a thankful sigh "Hey, Wes wanted me to get to know everyone my audition is tomorrow now"
"Awesome well let go meet everyone" he gripped hold of Kurt's hand and Kurt's heart rate immediately quickened.
"Guys this is Kurt he will be auditioning tomorrow" with a wide smile Blaine gestured towards Kurt
A slow wave a shy "Hi" was all Kurt responded with while his eyes stayed on the back looking at another unfriendly face.
Blaine was taken back by Kurt's response and wondered what was wrong when it dawned on him. Kyle. Following Kurt's eyes he found they went straight to his ex.
Breaking the silence in the room many began to question Kurt
"So why is he here now!"
"Can he sing"
"What's wrong with you, you look terrified."
Nick and Jeff immediately got up and stood either side of Kurt and Blaine. They stared down at the others and simply said "So you can meet him, yes! And leave it" together.
Many didn't bat a eye at there capability to talk to a the same time but Kurt turned to them in disbelief. They both just shrugged.
Clearing his throat Wes spoke up "Well Kurt your welcome to stay"
Kurt quickly turned to face his friend as shook his head "Thanks but I have a load of homework you would think they would go easy on me because I'm new but oh well." Blaine glanced at Kurt from the corner of his eye
"Well see you guys tomorrow" He gave Blaine's hand a squeeze and walked out leaving many confused and one member at the back smirking.
"Well lets get on with today's rehearsal" Called Wes which caused many to let out frustrated noises.
Practise lasted forever and Blaine did wonderful as ever but he was very worried. Kurt seemed so tired and so nervous so unlike his usual self. Blaine left the thought as that as he headed to his room for the night concluding it was just first day stress.