Aug. 5, 2011, 12:51 a.m.
Confusion : I'm Not Jealous
T - Words: 1,073 - Last Updated: Aug 05, 2011 Story: Complete - Chapters: 26/26 - Created: Aug 05, 2011 - Updated: Aug 05, 2011 776 0 0 0 0
3AM Monday morning found each Warbler at the front gates, being lectured about the rules and events that they will have to follow. Eventually Mrs Harp ushered them on to the bus, and soon they were off.
"Hey Blaine?" Not 10 minutes into the journey a wide eyed Ethan was poking the soloist to get his attention.
"What do you want Ethan?" Blaine not being fully awake was slightly annoyed by the twins happy beam.
"Get Kurt I need to ask him something and he is to far away from me"
Blaine let out a sigh and turned to his boyfriend, his slightly annoyed face flattened the second he gaze out his boyfriend.
Kurt was fast asleep, leaning against the window with the newest copy of Vogue lying on his lap. Blaine turned back to Ethan and quietly explained Kurt was currently asleep, the twin smiled sweetly and sat back down.
Blaine continued to watch Kurt for the next 5 minutes before eventually falling asleep him self to the soft voices of his fellow Glee clubbers.
The next time Blaine woke up, Kurt was still asleep but using his shoulder as a cushion once again Blaine smiled sweetly as he began reading his book. He didn't realise the hateful look Kyle sent him or the worried glance Tom was sending Kyle.
After 2 hours they boys had made it to the dock and were now buzzing with excitement. Kurt haven't slept the whole drive was feeling very energized unlike and very grumpy Wes. After the boys met the head of entertainment, they learnt that they would play a show every night for the next 4 days and one lunch time show on the second day. With a smile the entertainer left the boys and soon conversation broke on what each boy would be doing.
Before either could move, Wes magically pulled out his hidden gavel and banged it on the closest solid object to which almost every boy groaned at.
"Ahh come on Wes we just got here"
"Yeh live a little"
"Please I think I'm going to fall asleep"
Wes smiled smugly, he loved being in charge okay, to be fair he was one of 3 but David wouldn't go against his best friend and Thad didn't really seem to care.
Standing on the platform preoccupied by the entertainment director, Wes addressed the boys.
"Well my humble friends I will let you got-"
Cheers erupted thought-out to room until Wes silenced them once again.
"But I wish to run through all our songs once before you enjoy the day"
The Warbler agreed with this and quickly got underway The Disney mix was a hit, according to David, they had put it together really well, Nick and Jeff's duet was perfect, and so was Kyle's and Tom's although it was like Kyle was singing with a lot of anger which kinda scared Kurt a little cause oh yeh they were sharing a room.
Practice was over in no time at all and each boy raced out the room as Wes shouted that they should meet in grand hall at 7PM for the first show but till then have fun.
Kurt and Blaine walked slowly towards the rooms they had been assigned hand in hand when Blaine noticed Kurt's stiffness.
"Kurt babe are you okay?"
"Y-yeh just you know.."
"Yeh hey if you want to swap then-"
"No! no I told you I want to fix it I'm just….nervous"
"Okay hun"
They reached the rooms in no time at all and parted with a long passionate kiss agreeing to meet up once they were organised. Kurt squeezed his eyes and inhaled deeply as he opened his room with the key card.
As he walked in the young boy noticed Kyle's bags on one of the beds and the shower on full power.
Sitting his own bags down Kurt let out a shaky breath as he sat down. He just seemed to sit there in a trance until his phone vibrated it, Opening the newest text he was slightly confused is was for Blaine, "What does he want, we just left each other." All thoughts were shoot down as he read the text. His face broke out into a smile as he read the words
Courage, And Love You!
Kurt was in such a love drunk he didn't hear the shower switch off or the older boy enter the room until he voiced his appearance.
"Hummel move your in my way!"
Shocked by the harsh tone Kurt jumped round to see anger and….pain in Kyle's eyes
"S-sorry" What the hell Was all Kurt's mind screamed in wasn't his fault Kyle was just being well Kyle! Coming to his senses Kurt looked deep in to Kyle's eyes.
"Look Kyle were going to spend the next 6 days together so whatever you want to say to me say it now!"
"Just move out my way Hummel"
"No! I get it you want Blaine and I have him! But is that my fault cant you move on!"
"Kurt that's not it shut up!"
Kurt was in such a tangent he didn't even realise Kyle called him by his first name. "You listen to me Kyle, I love Blaine he loves me and I'm sorry you hate that but move on please!"
"That's not it!"
"Then what is! Your clearly jealous of me and just want Blaine back, to whore yourself out again!"
"I'm NOT jealous of you!"
"Oh sure!"
"I'm not. I'm jealous of what you HAVE!"
The silence that followed was almost painful and Kurt just stared at back in a shocked confused trance. Eventually, Kurt found his voice. "W..what?"
"I'll admit it, I will never love Blaine like you love him, but he loved me and I want it back...the feeling to feel loved!"
"But…but all the guys you…you"
"Them? they were fuck buddies, yeh I know I'm an ass but….I just"
His voice broke off here because truthfully Kyle was confused, why was he an ass to Blaine, why was he so adamant to break up Kurt and his ex.
Kurt just became more and more confused as he watched the once bright sarcastic teen he met crumble into a scared fearful little boy. After what seemed like hours there eyes met and tears fell from both.