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Chapter 21,

I am coming,

Blaine closed his eyes ready to stab himself and end his life so he would be letting Kurt free from the hurts, pains and tears he gave him thinking that he never deserved that all at the first place. He lifted his hand to stab into his heart, but before anything else could have happened, he was pushed and pinned against the tree with a punch on his face, which made him whimper in pain.

"Fuck!"He opened his eyes whimpering in pain, but just got more startled when he saw the one who pinned him was none other than his best friend Puck.

"Puck, what the fuck..." He groaned as he pushed him away rubbing his jaw, though he could sense his friend was on his rang of anger as he started shouting,

"The fuck, what the hell do you think you were going to do"

"Leave me alone, Puck. And how the hell you find where I was? No you know what just leave me the fuck alone..." Blaine sneered straightening up himself and his clothes.

"LEAVE... Really, what the fuck were you gonna do... Are you gone crazy? You could have been dead if I wouldn't have stopped you." Puck snapped angry.

"That's what I wanted to do... kill myself, but where the hell you came from to stop me."

"Where the hell I came from is not important, but what the hell you were doing and were about to do was totally insane and crazy. Did you have any idea if something would have happened to you...? What on earth would have gone on Kurt?" Puck grumbled looking at his friend, who punched against the tree as he groaned,

"I did... I did and that is why I wanted to make it easy for him... I-If I won't be here then he would not have to face all the pains and bear the tears... and the troubles I gave him. K-Kurt would be free to live his life...He-" Blaine was cut off as Puck shouted,

"Oh for the God sake... You have gone crazy and out of your fucking mind... What do you think that you will just walk away from his life like that thinking that you will kill yourself and let him free will make him very happy with it..."

"Yes! It will..." Blaine shouted.

"Shut up! You have no idea then... Or maybe you still have not judged or know Kurt truly, that guy who is carrying your child, when you have been nothing but anassholewith him... But he still stayed with you with a thought that may be somehow you will get you out of the darkness you have surrounded around you, but you seem just so blind to notice that he cares for you that he wants to be with you." Puck said looking at Blaine who was looking blankly towards the tree.

"It's not true... He does not n-need me... Why would he want a person like me who have given him nothing but pains when he never deserved them at the first place...? All he can do is justHATEme because that's what I ever deserve..." Blaine frantic running a hand in his hairs.

"Oh really well then you are wrong there Blaine cause as far I saw Kurt, he is in a living hell after you left... He is worried sick, he can't stop calling for you and he is getting weaker everyday just because you left him all alone." Puck stated and that grabbed Blaine's attention as he looked up at his friend.

"W-What do you mean?"

"All I mean is that I went at your place and that's how I know everything that happened and you left and ran away, but what you didn't care for the man you left behind in shreds of tears who is fucking conceiving your child..." Puck groaned.

"You saw K-Kurt..." Blaine stuttered.

"Yes I did and thanks to you he is not in a very great condition"

*Flashback*

"Blaine! Man where you are" Puck shouted as he walked inside the mansion.

"Puck, what are you doing here dear?" Miss. Jane asked walking out of kitchen with a tray having placed a glass of blood in it.

"Hey Nan, well where is Blaine? I came to see him." Puck answered

"Blaine has left, he ran away 4 days back and we are all trying to find him out cause Kurt is not calming down." Miss. Jane said.

"What do you mean he ran away?" Puck queried confused.

Therefore, the old woman told him everything that happened, that how Blaine slapped Kurt and then ran away, and what Kurt's condition is now and all.

"How can he be such as asshole...? Blaine you are so dead with me for doing this," Puck said in an angry tone.

"How is Kurt?" He asked

"He is in the room I was gonna go give him some blood to drink because that boy really needs to look after himself knowing he is with a baby... But all he keeps saying is that he wants Blaine back and get him back." Miss. Jane interrogated as she walked to Kurt's bedroom with Puck.

As soon they got in, Puck got shocked to see how this all had effected Kurt. As he was lying in bed with tear strained cheeks and looked pale and that made him angrier on Blaine as he balled his fist and turned around.

"Nan, you take care of Kurt. I will go find Blaine now." He said n marched out of the room.

*Flashback over*

"W-What do you mean he is not in a very good...?" Blaine asked

"That Kurt is not at all ok... That poor guy is suffering and sick as hell all because his fucking husband left him without a word and didn't even bothered to listen or think of him or his child once... Because you got too much selfish to just end up yourself thinking it will all be ok after that, when the truth is that if you die, Kurt won't be able to live too." Puck sneered.

In the mansion,

Kurt ran in the bathroom and knee down to the toilet before he started throwing up blood and choking and gasping in between. Miss. Jane quickly came after him and started rubbing his back. While Kurt kept throwing up, his cheeks all tear strained and eyes puffy red with all the crying and restless nights he was unable to sleep.

"Kurt honey please, you need to calm down and relax its not good at all for you or the baby... You have heard the doctor saying clearly that if you keep on being restless like this and not drinking blood properly you can end up losing the baby and I know you would never want that..." Miss. Jane said concerned, as Kurt tried to stand up weakly on his feet as he choked out,

"I-I need Blaine... G-et me Blaine please..."and this was the last thing he said before he passed out and Miss. Jane caught him before he could fall down.

Back to the forest,

"But... However, why? Why would it bother him? He can live a life he dreams off because I can give him that..." Blaine said in a low voice.

"Because you fucking asshole you are too blind to see that KurtFUCKING LOVES YOU..." Puck shouted pointing at Blaine, who stepped back and fall down to his knees holding his head in his hands as he growled in frustration.

"I am such a fucking bastard! Oh God! What have a done...? I can never forgive myself..."

"It would be better if you leave the forgiving part on Kurt. Blaine look man..." Puck sighed as he knee down too and placed a hand on his shoulder.

"What has done is done Blaine. You cannot change the past, but at least you can look up for your present and future. Kurt is your present and he can be your future too... Just don't let him go man. Go back to him and talk to him please... That guy really needs you of all right now. Don't leave him alone like that; he won't be able to take that... Go back to him, he needs you." Puck said sincerely patting on his friend's shoulder.

Blaine stood up in his feet slowly as he mumbled to himself, "Kurt, I am coming..."

In the bedroom,

Kurt was finally awake now after he passed out in the bathroom and he was standing next to the open window in his room as he rubbed his belly bump, which was growing every day. Miss. Jane made him eat a little and also made him drink blood saying he has to take care if he want the baby to live and be healthy and safe.

"I am really sorry baby that your daddy is not looking after you properly and you have to suffer with daddy too... B-but your daddy really wants papa back... You daddy misses papa and I know you do too..." He said rubbing his belly and looked out of the window at the sky and suddenly started singing,

"I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

That don't bother me

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I'm OK

But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go

But I'm doin' It

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone

Still Harder

Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart

That I left unspoken"

Kurt kept rubbing his belly as tears streamed out of his already puffy eyes as he remember how Blaine left him all alone.

"What hurts the most

Is being so close

And having so much to say (much to say)

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do, oh.

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say (to say)

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you

That's what I was trying to do"he finished singing the song as years kept streaming out n he looked down at his baby bump n rubbed it lightly. And the next thing he heard was all but the familiar voice his ears were waiting for,

"Kurt"

He turned around to see the one person he was dying to see again to be close to him standing few feet away from him.

"B-Blaine"