Hey Guys, Hope you all are doing great. Well first I will say SORRY for taking long to update but I was really busy and stuck with some stuffy and didn't felt like worrying much although I tried. But now I am back.

And GOOD NEWS, I cleared my Fashion UNI entry test out of almost 2000 students :))) now 2moro is my Interview but I know I will blow it off doing great to.

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Glee S5 KLAINE will be back and I just hope that KLAINE kiss was not dream but be real.

IGNORE MY SILLY MISTAKES.

Chapter 15,

NOT READY!

"Guys" Blaine was shocked, surprised and a bit confused with what he was seeing. Just in case he was sure that he was not seeing things he rubbed his eyes, but still nothing changed. And to further prove that it was 100% real and that he was not seeing or making things on his own as confirmed and answered when Jeff practically jumped on him and launched himself on Blaine hugging him tight.

"Blainey, it's so good to see you. I have missed you so much. How are you?" Jeff groaned.

"I...I'm..." Blaine was startled, he didn't know how or what to say.

Jeff leaned back after a minute.

"Blaine, it's so good to finally see you, how are you man? We have all missed you a lot." Wes said as he gave him a buddy hug. And Nick and David followed him hugging Blaine next.

As the friends hugs were done and Blaine was still quite, because he had no idea what to say so he just stood there in shock and disbelief.

"Blaine" Nick shook his shoulder which brought Blaine back.

"Aren't you happy to see us after such a long time...? Didn't you ever miss us...? Don't you want us here still after, so long still" Jeff frantic in a sad tone which jerked Blaine. And the memories and the love he had for his friends hit him that he need his friends after all they were he had when he needed support and they cared for him, but it was Blaine who pushed them back when the Sebastian scene held and although they want to be there for Blaine, he shut himself up and pushed everyone away, but now he had a chance again to gain the lost ones back. His friend's once again came for him and this time he can't let them go back cause Blaine was getting tired of pushing the people love him back, because now was the time to get the lost ones back. He lost a long time ago when life played daunting and rough with him.

"I can't... I can't push them back again... But Why? I stopped caring then, why now u feels like I can't? Like if I pushed them this time I will lose forever." Blaine's thoughts were cut off when he heard Wes speaking.

"Blaine, talk to us don't you want us here still, do you want us to leave?" Wes asked in a sad tone.

"What! No... I... I mean no... It's not that... I-I am happy to see you all... I thought you would never want to meet me again... After, what I d-id with you guys." Blaine grumbled in guilt.

"No man, we can never feel that way, you forgot but, we don't that we are a family and we can never leave each other even if one try to it was not your fault we all know, so don't blame yourself." David said.

"Really" Blaine was surprised that he really was lucky to have such great friends that although after what his behaviour was with them they still want Blaine.

"Yes really, now give us a buddy hug we missed you like hell." Wes smiled.

"I missed you guys to." Blaine beamed and all the 5 friends leaned in a group hug. When they leaned back and Blaine invited them in, he saw Kurt coming back in the living room.

"Kurt, I want you to..." But before Blaine could introduce his friends to his husband Jeff all most shouted which was his ritual when he was excited.

"Kurti"

"Hey Jeff" Kurt said and Jeff stopper pouting in middle way and Kurt chuckled cause he know what made Jeff pout.

"My apologies, Hey Besti" Kurt corrected and smiled. And that made Jeff beam as he hugged Kurt. They leaned back.

"How are you, Kurt?" Nick queried.

"I am good, and you all."

"Well great now." David answered.

"Oh and how is our Little Blainey." Jeff grilled eyeing Kurt's flat tummy.

"Fine too." Kurt said shyly blushing a bit.

During all this conversation Blaine was standing confused thinking that how Kurt knows them all and his friends know Kurt. So he spoke out,

"Wait, I am confuse will anyone tell me, what is happening? How do you guys know each other?" Blaine demanded thoughtfully gesturing in between his husband and friends.

And everyone turned their attention in Blaine direction.

"Well Blaine, it's just that you should thank Kurt, cause of him we are here today... Not that we didn't wanted to, but whenever we tried you pulled away, so we kind of let own hopes down but, then yesterday Kurt came to us and he told us to come and meet you, he wanted to make you gain something you lose, so here we are." Wes stated.

Blaine didn't say a word, but just stared at Kurt with unreadable eyes and Kurt felt kind of uncomfortable and worried that whether Blaine wanted this or not or is Blaine angry that why did he called his friends without his permission.

"I...I think you guys should hangout after all you all meet after a long time. I will send some snacks." Kurt gave a small smiled and hiding his gaze from Blaine left the living room.

(Inside that Study room)

The guys sat comfortably in the low height comfy sofas opposite to one another as they chatted remembering their old times and moments and every time they dragged Blaine into a conversation he just nodded or said, 'Yeh' 'it was' 'hum' as if he was their but, his mind was thinking something else.

The guys felt that Blaine seemed distant and like in his own thoughts, so Wes began to speak putting a hand on Blaine's shoulder to get his attention.

"Blaine"

"Yeh" Blaine said quickly cutting out of his thoughts.

"Are you alright? You seem distant, I know that... may be its difficult for you after so long to mix up, but we are still WE" Wes groaned.

"I don't know... I don't have any fucking idea... I-I am confuse, Why you all still so nice to an ass like me. When I did nothing, but hurt you all with my messed up mind to" Blaine grumbled rubbing his temples.

"Blaine, this is what you have to not believe that, whatever had done is done... Past is past and we can't change it, so don't ruin your life just because past was not remarkable, you can always make the present and future shine... And we can never hate you because we all Love you." Nick stated and everyone agreed with him.

"Nick is right, Blaine past is past and it was not your fault, but now if you let go of things the people who care for you and love you will be your lose." Wes aforesaid

"I don't know what you all are talking about?" Blaine scoffed although he exactly knows what was going on.

"Look Blaine, we know what happened tore you apart and HURTED you and resulted you being like this not yourself but..." Wes was cut off.

"I don't want to fucking talk about any of this." Blaine snapped

"For how long are you gonna keep running from the past and everything, Blaine it's time to face the truth change yourself man. This won't give any good... You are not alone now and it's not only your life alone now, you are married to Kurt and his life is connected with you and more it less he is pregnant and you have a family to look after... But if you keep on showing this kind of non sense behaviour it won't help in any way." Nick stated staring at Blaine puzzled face.

"I don't have any FUCKING idea... I AM NOT READY FOR ALL" Blaine said bitterly.

But less they all or he knew that what he said not only his friends heard, but Kurt geared it to standing outside the room now with tears pooling in his eyes. Basically Kurt didn't come to spy on them to know what they were talking but, came to ask if they wanted anything else and to say something which now really didn't matter after what he geared Blaine saying, 'that I is not ready for any of this'

Kurt didn't say a word or even went inside, but ran in their bedroom with teary eyes. Blaine's words repeating in his mind again and again that, 'I am not ready for all this'

It was like life was playing with him. Whenever he thought that now for once everything will be fine and he will have a happy life something breaks his heart every time.

He ran in his room and lied down on his side of bed crying out letting his tears fall and letting whatever was hurting him from inside through flooding the gates out.

"Oh really Blaine, so you are not ready? Can you tell me when will you be ready? When you will lose everything? When you will be left alone? When you will be left with no one by your side? Or, When Kurt will have enough of you and will leave because you can't make a fucking decision what you want." Nick grumbled in angry now.

"He can't LEAVE" Blaine said instantly.

"And why is that so, when you don't know what you want, when you are not ready for all of this, then what is the purpose or need of him to stay and ruin his life with you... Just keep one thing in mind Blaine, that what happened in past was not your loss, but now in all this it will be you LOSS cause, Kurt will still have your child with him to live, but what will you have just Darkness and Loneliness to scream at." Nick snapped, although usually he was very polite and peaceful kind of person but, Blaine was not helping in this matter.

Blaine didn't say anything but just stared at his hands.

"Blaine, Nick is right, you have to see part yourself now, you are not alone now you have responsibility of two others on you." Wes said in a stern tone.

"I so agree with Wes and Nick, this is just not about you but, about others to who are now bonded with you." David agreed and said in a firm voice.

"Blainey, Kurti is really a good person, he is sweet, loving and kind forgiving heart, and we may not know him for whole life but, to tell that how a person is enough to judge with even a glare and all I saw in Kurt eyes was TRUTH, PURITY and CARE... He is carrying your baby. He n we your support and you just can't deny from it. Do you really want to lose him? You loss can be someone else gain." Jeff said I a sincere tone.

And Nick gazed at him with log and merriment.

"I-I don't... don't want to lose him... I can't let him go... I don't know but, I can't, he can't leave me." Blaine frantic.

Kurt gently placed a hand on his flat stomach where inside his and Blaine's baby was growing as he whispered,

"You are not... Alone Baby, I am here for you till my last breath. I d-don't care if you papa is ready or want us or you but, I know that I-I LOVE YOU THE MOST and I will never let you go."

"I don't want him to go"

"Then it's only you, who can decide what you want and that if you don't want to lose him, it's only on your hands." Wes aforesaid putting a hand on his shoulder.

The Guys got what they wanted to know from this conversation, that what Blaine feels for Kurt, but they wanted Blaine to feel and see for himself. It's only Blaine who can figure out his feelings for Kurt and no one else.

It was 10 PM at night, when Blaine entered in their bedroom. The Guys left at 7 PM as they had to travel back. Miss. Jane covered for Kurt's absence saying that he was tired so he went to bed and no one minded because they all understood.

So after they left Blaine got a call and he got busy doing some work, so he didn't get a chance to talk or see Kurt.

Now when finally he was in his room and decided to talk to Kurt Thanking him for what he did for him, he saw that Kurt was fallen asleep at his side if the bed and Blaine didn't feel like waking him up. So he decided that he can talk in morning. He quietly went in the bathroom and changed into his night-clothes and then went to bed switching off the lights, but lesser he knew that what he thought was wrong because Kurt was not sleeping, but was fast awake but was pretending to act like he was sleeping because he didn't want to listen or hear anything that what Blaine wanted or that if he was unhappy with what Kurt did for him cause Blaine words were still clouding in his mind.

'I am not ready for all this.'

And it was tiring and breaking up Kurt's heart into pieces.