Blaine woke up sometime later. It hit him that he lost his virginity to the boy hed been in love with for years. He glanced around and looked at his phone to find it was ten in the morning. Kurts phone started ringing and Rachels name popped up on the screen. Kurt was still sleeping so Blaine answered it. 

"Hello."

"Blaine? Where are you guys!?"

"Were...I dont actually know. Its some place Kurts mom used to bring him when he was little."

"Well Gabe finally left an hour ago. Are you guys alright?"

"Yeah. Were okay. Kurt is still asleep. Well be home soon I think."

"Okay. Blaine?"

"Yeah Rach?"

"Im really sorry about Gabe."

"Oh-thanks Rach but I dont want to talk about it. Listen Kurt is stirring so I have to go."

"Bye."

Blaine hung up the phone just as one of Kurts eyes popped open. "Good morning Gorgeous."

"Morning. What time is it?"

"A little after ten. Rachel called." Blaine filled Kurt in. Kurt raised his eyebrows in question. "She said Gabe left."

"Do you want to go home?" Kurt asked Blaine looking right at him.

"No. I dont."

"Do you want to come home with me?"

Blaine looked right at Kurt. "...No...I dont know..."

Kurt looked really hurt at Blaines response. Instead of replying he grabbed his sweats and pulled them on. Climbing off the air mattress he got out of the car. "Kurt wait!"

"Why? Seems as if there is nothing here for me."

"Thats not what I meant Kurt."

"What did you mean!? You told me loved me Blaine! Did you lie? Because I didnt lie when I said I loved you back." With that Kurt slammed the back door shut and climbed into the drivers seat. He turned on the ignition and started driving. Blaine pulled on his sweats and squeezed between the seats to sit beside Kurt.

"I didnt lie."

Blaines admittance was met with silence. That silence continued until they re-entered the city. "Where am I taking you?"

"Kurt, please talk to me."

"Theres nothing to say. Where am I taking you?"

"Home I guess. Ill just hope Gabe isnt waiting outside."

"You dont get to do that."

"Do what Kurt?"

"Nevermind. Forget it. Might as well forget about everything."

Kurt drove in the direction of Blaines apartment. "I dont want to forget about you Kurt." Kurt pulled up to the front of Blaines apartment complex and turned to face Blaine. Blaine reached over and grabbed Kurts hand. "I love you Kurt, but Im scared. I cant lose you if things dont work out."

"Youll never lose me Blaine. I love you too."

"Maybe we should just step back for a bit."

"How long is a bit?"

"Ill meet you for dinner at the end of the week? And I dont think we should see each other until then."

"And how will I know if youre okay?"

"Ill text you goodnight every day until then."

"Do I at least get a kiss goodbye?"

"Of course," with that Blaine leaned in and captured Kurts lips with his own. "Ill pick you up at eight on Friday okay?"

"Okay." Blaine started to climb out of the car when Kurt called after him. "Blaine?"

"Yes Kurt?"

"I love you."

Blaine smiled a little, "I love you too."

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For the rest of Sunday Kurt moped around his apartment. He stayed in bed for the most part and watched every sad romance movie he could find. Rachel tried to talk to him but he just told her to leave him alone.

Monday, January 2nd (Kurt):

"Kurt, I know you dont want to talk about it-"

"Im sorry Rachel."

Rachel stopped in surprise. She was expecting Kurt to throw her out again. She looked carefully at Kurt. He was sitting in his bed, pajamas on, criss cross apple sauce, with tear stained cheeks. "What happened?"

Kurt smiled a sad smile. "New Years Eve was probably the best and worst night of my life, but it was the perfect way to start the new year."

"Did you sleep with Blaine??" Rachel asked with a knowing smile.

Kurt turned red but answered her any way. "Yes Rachel, Blaine and I had sex."

"Was it good?"

"The best."

"So why are you here and not with him right now?"

"Because he doesnt know if he wants to be with me."

"Oh Kurt!" Rachel threw her arms around Kurt and they both cried. The day passed too slowly for Kurts liking but finally at eight Blaine texted him.

Good night Beautiful - Blaine

Good Night - Kurt

Tuesday January 2nd (Kurt):

Kurt decided to go see Isabelle and hopefully take his mind off the situation at hand, but of course, he just layed everything out for Isabelle who gave him a sad smile. "Kurt, give him a little space so he knows for sure he wants to be with you. Its better for him to take time and be sure than for him to rush in and doubt what you have."

"I know, I just love him so much Isabelle."

"He loves you too. And hell come around. I promise."

...

Good night Gorgeous - Blaine

Good night - Kurt

Wednesday January 3rd (Blaine):

You can do this Blaine. Just knock on the door. Blaine lifted his hand to knock after he mustered up the courage but it flung open.

"Blaine? Finally come crawling back?" Gabe spat, a smug look on his face. 

"Yes. I have come back, to get a few of my things I left here. Like my jacket hanging in your coat closet, the watch I gave you as an anniversary present, and the housewarming painting."

"Youre not really leaving me are you?"

"Yes. I am. Now please get that stuff."

"Fine. I dont want it anyway. I kept your coat because I thought it was so ugly I couldnt risk being seen in public with you wearing it. The watch is a cheap anniversary gift. And the painting, dont even get me started, for a gay man you dont have a very good aesthetic taste."

Gabe shoved the items into Blaines hands. "Thanks Gabe I really appreciate it. Oh and in case this wasnt clear enough, we are no longer dating."

...

Good night Love - Blaine

Good Night - Kurt

Thursday January 4th (Kurt):

Kurt was sitting on the couch with a bowl of popcorn on his lap. He hadnt left his apartment except to visit Isabelle and only after much convinceing did Rachel get him to shower. Freshly clean with water droplets running off his hair, Kurt stared off into space. He was broken out of his trance by a knock on the door. "Rachel, did you forget your keys agai- Blaine? Is it Friday?"

"No. I couldnt wait any longer. I had to see you."

Kurt stepped aside so Blaine could come in. Kurt barely reclosed the door before Blaine had his lips on him. Kurt led Blaine over to the couch never unconnecting their lips. He pushed Blaine back and climbed over top of him. Niether of the boys heard Rachel open the door and then slam it closed as she backed out. 

"Slow down Baby."

Kurt sat up and tried to catch his breath. "I missed you."

"I missed you too. You know I had a nice dinner planned out for tomorrow."

"We can still go."

"Okay," Blaine said with a small smile.

"So... you reached a decision?"

"Yes. I did. I left Gabe. He doesnt get a second chance. I also packed up all my stuff from my old apartment. You see Kurt, it took me a good many years to realize this, but I need to be with you. I love you. I dont want to wait anymore. And in true Santana/Diva fashion, I am announcing that I am moving in with you... Please say something?"

"Okay. Um, No Gabe doesnt deserve a second chance. It took me long time to realize the same thing. I love you too. I couldnt wait any longer even if I wanted too. And if you werent moving in Id steal you and lock you away."

Blaine smiled and kissed Kurt firmly. "Maybe you could lock me away anyway?" Blaine suggested with a waggle of his eyebrows.

"Youre a dork!" Kurt exclaimed and kissed him.

"But you love me," Blaine said and stuck his tongue out.

"That I do," Kurt replied and sucked Blaines tongue into his mouth.