Its now a year later and my scars almost faided away. I have one big scar across my hand. I dont think its ugly anymore. It makes me remember of what happened but I dont really care anymore. Im looking outside the window all day, crying with a cup of coffee. Last night was horrible, I forgot valentines day and Blaine had planned this whole day of surprised. But of course I was called into work in the morning, forgot that is was February 14th and got home late.

When I got home I saw Blaine sitting on the couch, there was cold dinner at the table next to presents. That was the moment I realized it was valentines day. I messed up. We had a fight, well it was more Blaine screaming at me. And he left with his phone and keys. I havent heard of him all night and all day.

I reach out to get my phone and try to call him again.

"Blaine please let me know if you are save. I miss you, I love you."

"Hi mom, have you seen Blaine? I cant find him. Please call me back."

"Joe, have you heard of Blaine in the past day? Please call me."

"Blaine, please. Im so sorry, I messed up I know. I need to know where you are."

"Rose, I messed up. Hes gone, I think for good. Please call me b-back."

"Blaine this is the 34th time I called, Pl-please c-call m-me ba-back."

"Blaine, p-p-please. I-I need y-y-you. Im so sorry, Whe-where are you?"

I call everyone I know, no one calls back except for Rose. I answer the second she calls. "Hes gone, I-I dont know where he is. I need him Rose, I cannot live without him. Hes my everything. I need to know where he is Rose. I know I messed up but why did he walked out? R-Rose." She talks to me about me calming down but I dont even understand what shes saying. "Rose, I had it all planned out, I got to his mom last week. Asked her for permission, went to the shop and got the ring. I was planning it, I was going to propose to him. But now hes go"- "You were going to propose to me?" I suddenly hear a voice.

Blaines voice. I turn around and see him standing close to the door. I throw my phone away and slowly walk toward him. "Blaine?! Youre b-back. I mi- where did you go?"

I walk closer to him, and he steps forward and pulls me into his arms. "At moms. Im sorry, I was so upset. Im sorry for yelling at you, and for walking away. I got drunk, and last time I did I promised you not to go home when I was drunk. So I didnt but after that I felt so ashamed, I woke up on my moms couch and I was so ashamed. I was scared you had left so I didnt go home. And so I stayed with my mom and then she told me all this stuff and about how you went to her last week and I didnt understand, she told me to go back to you and I did. And Im so sorry, I understand that you want me gone but please, I love you." He told me. I look into his eyes and I can just see him telling the truth.

"Yes." Is all I say. He looks confused at me and holds me closer.

"Yes what?" He whispers quiet in my ear. "Yes, I was, am, going to propose to you." I tell him. He steps back and looks into my eyes. "Are you serious?" He asks me. I nod. And we kiss.

His hands are around my back, I feel them going down. He puts his hand on my ass and he pulls me even closer. He picks me up and I throw my legs around his waist. He walks towards the bedroom and lies me down on the bed carefully.

I wake up with a warm feeling around me. Blaine is lying next to me. Naked. Naked Blaine. Oh Kurt no, dont think about naked Blaine. Naked Blaine. Shit, Im horny again. "Hmm, you want another round." I suddenly hear him saying. I nod and we go again.

A week later I know it is time. I just know. I had planned it all out but suddenly I feel like this is the time to do it. So I changed my plans.

"Babe, can you go into the bathroom please?" I yell from the bedroom. I hear him walking. I walk behind him and see how he stands still shocked in front of the bathtub. There are roses everywhere and candles around. He turns around and I nod at him. I take his clothes of and tell him to go into the warm water. I do the same and sit down in front of him. My back against his chest, and my legs between his.

"So why are we in the bathtub with candles and roses all around us?" Blaine asks me, I feel little kisses being placed in my neck and on my shoulders. His hands in mine, and I lean back against his chest. This is the most amazing feeling ever.

"Because I know how much you love bathing together. And I wanted to be romantic." I turn my head to give him a kiss.

When the water is cold we get out of bed and put some clothes on. "Why did I just hear the front door being closed?" I hear Blaine ask me.

"That was your mom, go look in the living room." I tell him before walking to the closet where I had put the ring. I pick it up and open the box once more, before walking into the living room. When in walk in I see candles and roses on the table with delicious diner. We began to eat, I know I have to do it now. So I get of my chair and walk towards Blaines, he looks confused at me. I stand next to him before speaking.

"So I decided to put a little romance together because I wanted to do something. And you probably already know, I know you do. I just want to say that I really love you, and you made me a better person. I remember the day we met, I had wet clothes on and you were the first person in forever asking if I was okay. And I knew from that day that I will always love you. The time that I didnt even knew you were gay I was crushing hard on you, and when you told me you wanted to kiss me I couldnt be happier. So why I planned all this romantic stuff is because I want to ask you something."

I take a breath and get down on one knee. "Blaine Anderson, my amazing friend, my one true love, my prince charming, will you marry me?"