March 12, 2016, 6 p.m.
A name without a face: Chapter 17: breaking emotions
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Hi guys, wanted to give you guys a new update before the end of this year. I wish all of you an amazing new year with lots of love, friends and amazing memories! I also hope to see all of you this next year to follow me in the trip thats called a name without a face. Thank you for this year of keeping up with me and my updates, some coming fast and some coming later. I wont be updating the next 3 weeks as I have exams but after that Im on a break and I promise to update! Please let me know what you think about this one though ;) Lots of love xoxo
Kurt looked at Blaine with his mouth widely open. He wasn't sure what to do.
Blaine was trembling as heavy sobs wracked his body.
Kurt carefully wrapped him into a hug, “it's ok. I'm sorry.”
Blaine shook his head, “you don't need to say you're sorry. It's just, I really care ok,” Blaine said between sobs.
Kurt just hugged him more tightly, “and that's ok. I would worry if you didn't if I'm being honest.”
Blaine let out a laugh escape his lips as his tears vanished.
Kurt held Blaine tight until the last tear escaped Blaine's eye. “feeling better,” he asked.
Blaine nodded, “yeah. I don't know what I came from.”
Kurt let out a chuckle, “oh I know. It's because you don't like to show your emotions.”
Blaine let out a chuckle and shook his head, “hey, don't go telling out on me. I might lose my image.”
Kurt started chuckling, “oohh there would be so many people I would be telling this to. I can't chose who first,” he added sarcastically.
Blaine lifted up his eyebrow, looking less threating with the red still marking his eyes. And then he was tickling Kurt until there were tears leaving his eyes.
Blaine let go off Kurt to lean forward and nip at his lips softly as he cupped his face with both of his hands.
Kurt leaned into the touch, clutching on Blaine's arms as he softly kissed him back. “I'm glad you come through,” said Kurt once Blaine let go of Kurt.
“Yeah me too,” whispered Blaine as he leaned forward once more to kiss those lips he had missed so much.
When Kurt and Blaine made their way back into the hallways, most students had cleared away.
Somehow they had forgotten the time as they had talked, laughed and kissed quite a bit. It had turned out to be later than they both had expected.
It was almost turning dark outside and Kurt was honestly feeling a little worried for Blaine to make the 2 hour drive back home.
“You sure you are going to be ok,” asked Kurt as he wrapped his arms around Blaine's neck once they were standing in front of the building next to Blaine's motor cycle.
“Yeah,” Blaine whispered against Kurt's lips as he wrapped his arms around Kurt's waist, “I'll be ok. You don't need to worry. I'll even promise to call you when I get home, how about that?”
Kurt still looked like he doubted it but still nodded his head, “ok. You better call me.”
Blaine let out a chuckle, “for you everything.”
He leaned forward and caught Kurt's lips in a last kiss, nipping at his bottom lip until he really had to let go.
“See you this weekend,” he asked as he moved his leg over his motor cycle.
“I promise. Be safe ok,” Kurt said once more.
Blaine nodded as he put his helmet on his head, “I will.”
And with that he trapped on his bike and started leaving the parking lot, leaving Kurt behind with a feeling of worry.
When Kurt made his way up the stairs, he found Jeff and Nick sitting at his door. Nick was holding a box which looked quite much like Pizza.
“Peace offer,” Nick said with a pout.
Kurt shook his head, “fine. Let's get inside. You are lucky I didn't have any food yet.”
Jeff chuckled as Kurt watch him fist bump with Nick behind him. Kurt could only roll his eyes.
The guys took a seat on the small couch standing in Kurt's dorm room as Kurt took a seat on his desk chair.
“So is there a reason why you guys have been waiting at my door,” Kurt asked as he looked at his watch, “for 4 hours.”
Nick shrugged, “we'd like to know who the guy was.”
Kurt let out a chuckle as he shook his head, “I told you, he is my boyfriend.”
Nick and Jeff both looked at him a little funny.
“What,” Kurt asked as he took a bite from his piece of pizza.
“It's just,” Nick started carefully, “the guys doesn't look much like what we thought what your boyfriend would look like when you told us about him.”
Kurt started to get a little defensive, “and how did you think he would look like.”
Nick had decency to blush a little. Jeff on the other hand started talking with his mouth full, “like a boy who walked out of a fashion magazine.”
Kurt shook his head, “that's so judgmental.”
“It's not Kurt, we were just a bit shocked,” said Nick once he had caught up again. “So how about you tell us a bit more about him.”
Kurt shook his head. Honestly he didn't want to tell them about his when he knew how they had thought. But on the other side, he always liked to talk about Blaine.
“When I grew up, I always had this name in the back of my mind with a memory of a little kid who named Blaine. He actually saved me from my bullies and was the only real friend I had when I was in kindergarten,” Kurt started with a soft smile, “but he moved away and I didn't know where he was anymore, didn't know his name. Just Blaine.”
“And then one day, there was this guy who walked against me when at school and his name was Blaine but honestly how could I know it was him. We figured it out a while later and let's say the guy had me fallen for him ever since,” added Kurt between bites from his pizza.
“That's actually cute,” said Nick.
“I know,” Kurt said with a grin, “he is the only person who had ever the guts to stand up for me in my whole life.”
Jeff frowned at that, “what about your other friends.”
“Let's say my experience with people had never been so great. I'm actually glad I found you two hanging around in front of my door, fighting who was going to be the first to see the newbie,” he said with a smirk.
Nick rolled his eyes, “I was still the first one to see you.”
“That's so not true Nick,” Jeff said as he slapped softly against the back of Nick's head.
Kurt rolled his eyes and took another piece of pizza. “And now you know it all, how about we watch a movie until Wes comes to check up on us.”
Jeff let out a sigh, “fine but I choose.”
“Euhm no,” Kurt said with a grin, “my room I choose.”
“But,” Jeff started but Kurt his look said it all and made him back away.
They ended up watching night at the museum on Kurt's laptop. A movie they all liked.
It was halfway through the movie that his phone started ringing.
Kurt pressed pause on the movie and picked up his phone. “Hi Blaine,” he said. “You got home ok?”
It was silent at the other side of the phone, “Blaine?” Kurt asked once more, panic slowly flooding up his chest.
“Hi, can't talk much. The door is standing open,” he heard Blaine whispered.
Kurt felt his heart hammer in his chest, “you are not going in there, you hear me. Please, go to my dad's. Sleep there for the night and go back with him in the morning.”
It was once more quiet at the other side. “Please Blaine,” Kurt said once again, “I can't bear the thought of you sleeping there when it's not save.”
Jeff and Nick looked up at him with a worried look in their eyes.
“I think someone is there still inside. I'm going to drive to your dads, just let him know ok?”
And then the other end of the phone turned dead.
Kurt started texting his dad immediately, asking him to keep him up to date and if he hadn't heard from Blaine in ten minutes to go to his place.
And then all he could do is wait. Jeff and Nick didn't dare to say anything as Kurt let his head fall against his hands.
Just hoping that Blaine had done as promised and not be the hero for once.