As the end of the year approach more stress fell on Blaine's shoulders. He watched as all his friends picked out colleges for the majors they wanted to pursue. But nothing grabbed his attention. He felt like he was starting to lose hope..Even Kurt knew what he wanted to do. Blaine was laying in bed one night, absently staring at the wall as Kurt practiced for his NYADA audition.





Kurt looked over as he stopped singing. "Blaine?.."





Blaine shook his head as he looked to Kurt. "Huh? Oh yeah. You're going to do so great."





"Are you okay?.."





"I'm fine."





"What's on your mind?.."





"Nothing really." Blaine sighed.





Kurt climbed in the bed and straddled Blaine's hips, sitting in his lap. "Are you sure?.."





"I don't know. It's just seeing all of you picking out colleges and what you want to do. You're so sure of it. I have no idea what I want."





"Well..You like singing in glee club.."





"Yeah, I guess. But that's mostly for you." Blaine said.





"What about acting?.."





"Eh. I don't think so."





"Why not.."





"I don't know. It just doesn't make me excited."





"What does?.."





"I don't know."





"Hmmm.."





"I just feel like maybe I'm not cut out for school.."





"That's not true.." Kurt said softly, rubbing over his chest.





"I just don't know what I want." Blaine said, looking up at Kurt.





"We'll figure it out.."





"Okay."





Kurt leaned down, kissing him softly.





"So, when is your audition?"





"Next week.."





"You're going to get in for sure."





Kurt sighed softly. "Thank you.."





"You're welcome babe."





"I love you.."





"I love you too." Blaine said quietly.





Kurt smiled lightly, leaning down to kiss Blaine again. Blaine sighed as Kurt pulled back. Maybe things would work out.





The next day at school was a college career fair and Blaine scoffed at the idea, going to sit on the couch under the bleachers. He couldn't take much more of this. It was all cliche and nothing grabbed his attention. He laid back and propped his feet up before lighting a cigarette.





Not long after, Quinn walked over with her half grown out pink hair. "What's up?"





"Not much..Just bailing on that lame ass career fair.." Blaine sighed.





"Not for you?" Quinn teased.





Blaine looked down, shaking his head.





"Me neither."





"Why not?"





"I'm having a baby." Quinn said.





Blaine raised an eyebrow. "So..No college?.."





"I can't afford it."





"Even with your rich parents?.."





"They won't help since I got pregnant again.." Quinn said quietly.





"Wow.." Blaine sighed. "That sucks.."





"I know. Why aren't you going?"





"I just.. Don't know what I want.."





"Well, you still have another year."





"Yeah I guess.."





"You'll figure out what you want to do."





"I don't think so.." Blaine sighed.





"Why?" Quinn asked.





"Nothing's for me.." Blaine shrugged, laying back.





"There's something. You just have to find it."





Blaine nodded although he didn't believe her.





Quinn sighed, laying down. "I'm so ready to be out of school."





"Me too...Kurt wants to go to New York.."





"Would you want to go there when you graduate?"





"I dunno.."





Quinn just nodded.





"Life sucks.."





"It does."





Blaine chuckled. "So..Hows the kid?"





"Healthy." Quinn smiled. "I know people think I'm crazy. But.. I'm actually excited."





"Really?.."





"Yeah. I feel like this time, she's mine.."





"That's great Q.."





"Thank you."





Blaine actually envied Quinn in a selfish way..She had a reason to stay here..He just couldn't decide.





"I think I'm going to join glee.."





"You should..It's kinds fun.."





"Really? I just.. I don't have many friends now and.. I'm going to need some as I get closer.."





"We'll get you some great friends."





"Thanks." Quinn laughed lightly.





"No problem."





That afternoon, Blaine walked into glee club with a very pregnant Quinn behind him.





Kurt smiled as they walked in. "Hey guys!"





"Hey." Blaine grinned.





Rachel hurried to her girlfriend. "Come sit by me. I'm so happy you're here."





Quinn smiled walking to sit next to her girlfriend.





"Quinn, we've heard a lot about you. Welcome." Mr. Schuester said.





"I'm glad to be here.." She said quietly.





"Do you have anything prepared to show is what you've got?"





Quinn's eyes went wide. "What, like singing?.."





"We all do it." Rachel said softly.





"Um...Yeah I guess.." Quinn said, standing.





She walked to the piano and began tapping out a simple melody before starting to sing.

"If you'll be my star

I'll be your sky

You can hide underneath me and come out at night

When I turn jet black

And you show off your light

I live to let you shine

I live to let you shine.."





Rachel watched her girlfriend in awe as the others looked on with surprise.





"But you can skyrocket away from me

And never come back if you find another galaxy

Far from here with more room to fly

Just leave me your stardust to remember you by

If you'll be my boat

I'll be your sea

A depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity

Ebbing and flowing

And pushed by a breeze

I live to make you free

I live to make you free

But you can set sail to the west if you want to

And pass the horizon, 'til I can't even see you

Far from here

Where the beaches are wide

Just leave me your wake to remember you by..." Quinn sang, looking to her girlfriend with loving eyes. Rachel blushed as her smile grew.

"Stardust..To remember you by.." Quinn finished, blushing lightly. The glee club clapped as she stood.





"That was so good, Q!" Kurt grinned.





Quinn blushed more. "Thanks.." she chuckled humbly as she returned to her seat.





Mr. Schuester thanked Quinn and started practice. Blaine couldn't get his head in the zone. With Kurt's constant talk of NYADA and plans for New York, he was extremely on edge. All it took was one comment from Mr. Schue about his balance for him to snap.

"Jesus Christ! I'm trying! Its like its never enough for you fucking people!" He yelled before kicking a chair and walking out.





"Blaine?" Kurt called nervously before following. "Baby..?"





Blaine continued down the hall, his shoulders squared and his head low.





"Blaine, talk to me." Kurt said, quickening his pace.





"What's there to talk about?" Blaine mumbled.





"Why you just flipped out?" Kurt asked. "What's going on?"





"Tired of dancing." Blaine shrugged.





"Is this about the college thing?" Kurt sighed.





"No.." Blaine lied.





"Blaine, you'll figure it out. We have a play coming up. Why don't you try it? Just to see of you like it."





Blaine sighed. "Fine, whatever."





"I'm just trying to help.."





"I know!" Blaine growled before sighing softly and lowering his voice. "I know.."





Kurt backed up a little. "I'm sorry.."





Blaine leaned back against a locker and slowly slid down.





"You can do this, I promise." Kurt said quietly. "You're not alone."





"I will be when you leave.." He whispered.





"No. There's still a few more glee members that aren't graduating. I'll be able to Skype. And you'll have dad."





Blaine shrugged, wiping his eyes.





"Come on. Take me for a ride on your bike. It always relaxes you."





Blaine nodded, letting Kurt help him up. They walked out and Kurt straddled the bike, wrapping his arms around Blaine tightly. Blaine revelled in the feeling of Kurt being so close. He drove for a while before stopping at an open field and climbing off the bike.

"Do you still have that blanket under the seat?" Kurt asked.





Blaine nodded and pulled it out before laying it across the grass. They laid down and Kurt cuddled up to Blaine. Blaine looked up at the few clouds in the sky and sighed quietly. He didnt know what he was gonna do without Kurt..

"Can I ask you something?"





"Yeah.."





"Promise me you'll stay at my house when I'm gone?" Kurt asked softly.





"Why?.."





"Because I don't know what dad will do without me. And I'll be worried about you too."





Blaine nodded slowly. "Okay.."





"I think it would be good for both of you." Kurt said softly.





"Me too.." Blaine admitted.





"Good." Kurt grinned, leaning in to kiss Blaine deeply. "I'm going to miss that.."





"Me too.." Blaine said sadly.





"We'll just have to do it as much as possible before I go." Kurt chuckled.





Blaine gave a sad smile, pulling Kurt down.





"Don't be sad." Kurt whispered.





"I'm happy for you.."





"Thank you. But I'm here now. I want to enjoy it."





Blaine nodded, kissing Kurt softly.





"I love you, Blaine."





"I love you too.."





Kurt smiled, cuddling closer to Blaine.





Blaine closed his eyes. He really didn't want Kurt to go.. But he couldn't tell him that. He pulled Kurt closer giving a shaky sigh.





"What's wrong?"





"I-I'm fine, baby.."





Kurt nodded as the sun started to set





"We should get home.." Blaine whispered.





"Wait.. I want to watch."





Blaine nodded, looking up at his boyfriend.





When the sun had set, they got back on the bike and headed home. Blaine was quiet through dinner.





"You okay, kid?" Burt asked as they were cleaning.





"Oh yeah..Just..Long day.." Blaine said softly.





"Alright. I'm here if you wanna chat."





Blaine nodded slowly as he started on the dishes.





"Kurt, you mind giving me a couple minutes to talk to Blaine?"





Kurt nodded, smiling at his dad. "I'll be downstairs."





Burt nodded, waiting for his son to leave. "What's on your mind?"





"Just tired." Blaine sighed.





"I know something is bothering you. You need to talk about something you can't tell Kurt?"





"I don't know.."





"You can tell me. Come sit." Burt said. Blaine gave a shaky sigh and sat at the table. "What's going on?"





"I have no idea..Its so much.."





"Talk to me."





"I have no idea what I want to do with my life..And..I don't want Kurt to leave.."





"I don't want him to go either." Burt sighed. "What makes you happy?"





"Staying here with Kurt.."





"Nothing can stop him. I admire him for that. But.. I don't know what I'll do without him here." Burt said quietly.





"I'll be here with you.."





"You better not leave." Burt chuckled. "I'm glad you'll be here. It'll just be hard not seeing him."





"I understand completely." blaine nodded.





"Is there anything that makes you relax and forget about everything? Other than Kurt?"





"Riding my bike.."





"Hmm." Burt hummed, thinking. Blaine looked up at Burt, biting his lip. "Do you want to go to school at all?"





"I have no idea.."





"Well. Why don't you work for me for a while until you figure it out? You can work on your bike if you need to. Help out. You might like it."





"I'd..Actually love that.." Blaine smiled.





"Good. Then you can save up. I'll help you. Maybe you'll wind up in New York too."





"Oh you..Don't have to pay me.." Blaine said seriously.





"If you're doing the work, you'll get paid. You'll earn it."





Blaine nodded shyly.





"It'll work out." Burt said softly.





"Thank you..I'm actually really good with cars so that sounds awesome.." Blaine nodded.





"You're welcome. Tell me when you're ready to start."





"I can start tomorrow afternoon." Blaine smiled.





"Sounds good. I'll see you after school." Burt said, smiling proudly.





Blaine nodded, thanking Burt before heading downstairs to Kurt.





"Hey.."





"Hey." Blaine sighed, pulling his clothes off and climbing into bed.





"You okay?" Kurt asked.





Blaine nodded. "I'm gonna start working in your Dad's shop."





"Really?"





"Mhm." He smiled.





"That'll be nice."





Blaine rolled on top of Kurt and sighed softly. Kurt smiled, leaning in for a kiss. Blaine giggled, turning his head away.

"What're you laughing at?"





"Nothing." Blaine smiled. "Your hair is just..Standing up." He giggled.





Kurt shook his head playfully. "I'm in bed. I don't care."





"You still look sexy."





"I doubt it."





"Whatever..If your Dad wasn't still up..I'd ride you so hard.."





Kurt closed his eyes as a moan escaped his lips. "Blaine.."





Blaine smiled wide, biting his lip.





"I don't wanna wait.."





Blaine chuckled. "Well..Then he'll hear me.."





"He won't be upstairs for like another hour.."





Blaine hummed. "Then take me.."





Kurt gripped Blaine's hips and thrust up. Blaine gasped quietly. "Ohh.."





"You wanna ride me, Blaine?"





"Yes..I miss you being inside of me.."





Kurt moaned as he pulled his shirt off. Blaine leaned down, kissing along Kurt's neck.





"Mmm, baby.."





"So sexy.."





Kurt explored Blaine's exposed skin. "So are you."





Blaine pulled Kurt's clothes off eagerly, devouring his body with his eyes.





"Fuck, I love when you look at me like that.."





"I can't help it.. You're fucking hot."





Kurt trailed his fingertips down Blaine's abs to the beautiful V that led to his growing member. "So perfect.."





Blaine shivered lightly, watching Kurt's hands. He wrapped his hand around Blaine, slowly pumping him. "Tell me why you want to ride me."





Blaine gasped before groaning softly. "Fuck...You..You're just so hot..I love..feeling you fill me up..you look so hot when you fuck me..So..Possessive."





Kurt scratched down Blaine's chest with his free hand. "Can't wait to see you fuck yourself on me."





Blaine arched his back, giving a low growl. "Yes.."





Kurt grabbed Blaine's throat and pulled him down. "Suck me. Get me ready, babe."





Blaine let out a loud moan, "Fuck yes.." He panted before sliding down Kurt's body. Kurt folded his arms behind his head as he watched. Blaine kissed around the base and slowly licked up the shaft.





"That's right, Blaine."





Blaine whined before sucking him into his mouth.





"Oh shit." Kurt moaned. Blaine bobbed his head slowly. Kurt breathed out through his teeth. Blaine smiled around Kurt, sucking harder.





"Fuck! Come on babe, sit on me." Kurt whispered hotly.





Blaine whimpered, climbing up Kurt's body..





"You're so good, Blaine."





"I love you.."





"I love you too," Kurt said, running his hands down Blaine's sides. Blaine lined himself up before slowly sinking down.





"Fuck, yes!"





Blaine whined quietly. "Kurt.."





"Just.. Hold on right there." Kurt whispered as Blaine took him to the base. Blaine nodded, looking down at his lover.





"You're so tight, Blaine.."





Blaine blushed, biting his lip.





"Move.."





Blaine moaned softly as he rose up and sank back down. Kurt's head fell back as he growled.





"Fuck me.."





Kurt gripped Blaine's hips tight enough to leave bruises as he thrust into him. Blaine let out a loud cry as he threw his head back. Kurt kept up his harsh thrusts as he smacked his lover's ass. Blaine reached up, pinching his nipples harshly.





"Shit, Blaine.. You like that?"





"Yeah.." Blaine smiled.





"Turn around.. I want to watch your ass."





Blaine nodded, skillfully spinning around, keeping Kurt inside.





"Work your ass on me." Kurt said lowly.





Blaine smiled, working his hips quickly. Kurt watched as Blaine moved expertly. "Holy shit, Blaine.."





Blaine smiled. "Fuck yes!"





"Your ass is so perfect."





The shorter sped up, moaning loudly. "Kurt..Baby..Ah!"





Kurt smacked his lover's ass as Blaine bounced on him. Blaine gasped, bouncing faster. "Yes!"





"Say my name, Blaine.. say it.."





Blaine whined loudly. "Kurt!..Kurt..A-Ah.."





"Ungh, yes!" Kurt growled. Blaine worked his hips, forcing Kurt deeper and deeper. Kurt moved with Blaine, bringing them each closer to their release.

"K-Kurt..I'm..I'm gonna come..Fuck me..Fill me, bruise me-ah!"





Kurt pulled Blaine down so his back was to Kurt's chest. He bit Blaine's neck as he slammed into him. Blaine arched his body perfectly as he let out a harsh moan and came. Kurt whimpered below Blaine as the tight muscles fluttered around him, sending Kurt over the edge. Blaine rolled his hips, moaning softly. "Fuck..I love your come in me.."





"You're so fucking sexy.."





Blaine smiled as his chest heaved. "So are you.."





Kurt kissed Blaine's neck softly. "I love you."





"I love you so much.."





Kurt hummed. "Now we have to hide down here all night."





"Why?.." Blaine giggled.





"There's no way dad didn't hear you."





Blaine blushed deeply. "Oh my god.."





"I know." Kurt laughed





"I'm sorry.."





"Don't apologize to me." Kurt chuckled.





"You're just so good.."





"Mmm, so are you."





Blaine smiled. "I love you.."





"I love you too."





Blaine grinned. "Good.."





Kurt yawned as he cuddled up to Blaine.





Blaine rolled next to Kurt and smiled wide. "Goodnight.."





"Night.."





Blaine kissed Kurt's temple softly before closing his eyes.