The next few months flew by. It took some convincing but Kurt got his dad to agree to the apartment the boys had picked out. The day of graduation was filled with happy tears and hugs, but that night, the party of the year was taking place at Christian's house.
Kurt walked out of his bathroom and looked to Blaine. "How do I look?"
Blaine's jaw dropped at the skin tight jeans and shirt that clutched to his chest perfectly. "Gorgeous.." Blaine whispered.
"Thank you." Kurt blushed.
"You ready?.." Blaine smiled.
Kurt nodded. "I am."
Blaine grabbed his hand, smiling. Kurt grabbed their overnight bag before they left. When they got to Christian's there were already a few cars there. Kurt shook his head. "His parties are so crazy.. You ready to go in?"
"Yeah." Blaine smiled. They walked in to the loud living room and found Sebastian.
Sebastian grinned, hugging them both. "Hey guys!"
"Hey." Blaine smiled.
"You guys want a drink?" Sebastian asked, walking to the kitchen with them.
"Sure." Kurt answered.
Christian was in the kitchen, pouring drinks when he saw Kurt and Blaine. He grinned. "Damn boys.."
"Like the outfits?" Kurt smiled as he turned for Christian.
"I do.." Christian grinned, running his hands up both of their sides.
Blaine blushed as he took a drink. "Thanks.."
Christian chuckled, kissing their foreheads.
"Oh! I love this song! Who wants to dance?" Kurt asked. Christian grabbed his hand and pulled him into the living room and Blaine giggled, leaning against Sebastian.
Sebastian chuckled as he wrapped an arm around Blaine's waist. "Want to join them?"
"Sure."
Sebastian smiled as they followed.
Kurt smiled at them. "How long has everyone been here?" He asked Christian.
"About a half hour." Christian said.
"So we're fashionably late?" Kurt giggled.
"As always." Christian smiled, placing his hands on Kurt's hips. Kurt smiled wide as he danced closer to Christian. "Have you guys decided when you're moving out?"
"A couple of weeks. When are you joining us?" Christian asked.
"Kurt's already packing." Blaine giggled.
"I'm sure he is." Sebastian laughed.
"We're really glad you asked us to move in.." Blaine smiled.
"So are we." Sebastian said softly. Blaine leaned up, kissing Sebastian softly. Sebastian smiled against Blaine's lips as they danced. The night flew by and the drinks flowed. The boys sat on the couch when Santana strutted over and sat on Blaine's lap.
"What are you doing?" Blaine chuckled.
"God, you guys are all just so hot." She laughed drunkenly. "And there's no other chair."
Blaine shook his head. "And you sit in a gay guy's lap."
"An extremely hot gay guy.." She smiled. "But if you're gonna complain," she grunted before standing. "I'll find another one." She smiled before sitting on Sebastian.
"I won't complain if my boyfriend doesn't." Sebastian grinned. Christian smiled and Santana wiggled her hips a bit to get comfortable. Sebastian went grew quiet as he felt something strange in the pit of his belly. Kurt and Blaine chatted with Santana, laughing happily as she wrapped an arm around Sebastian's shoulder.
Sebastian sighed. "Baby.. I need a drink.."
Santana pouted, standing and helping Sebastian up. "You're comfy Smythe." She giggled.
"Don't worry baby, I've got it." Christian smiled, getting up. "You get to keep your seat Santana."
"Good. Now sit back down, Smythe."
Sebastian gave a weak smile and sat back down before downing the last bit of his drink.
"You okay, Bas?" Kurt asked.
"Oh, yeah." He nodded as Santana sat back down.
"So, you're moving in with Hummel and Anderson?" Santana asked.
"Yup. We have a gorgeous apartment in New York.." Sebastian said, swallowing as he shifted a bit.
"Stop moving." Santana groaned. She wiggled around until she was comfortable again. "Room for one more?" She joked.
Sebastian bit his lip as he felt himself starting to get hard under the Latina. "I dunno.." he laughed nervously.
Santana narrowed her eyes at the Warbler as she felt Sebastian under her. She leaned in to whisper in his ear. "Are you sure you're gay? Does your boyfriend know about this?" Santana chuckled.
Sebastian swallowed as he whispered back. "Santana, this has never happened..Just..don't say anything.."
The Latina bit his ear lobe. "I'll keep your secret."
Sebastian shivered. "Fuck."
"If you ever want to try, you know how to find me." Santana whispered before standing and strutting over to Brittany.
Sebastian watched her walk away and quickly crossed his legs. He didn't like girls..He'd had girls all over him for years and he'd never felt that.. What the hell was that?
Christian came back and handed Sebastian a drink. "You want to go upstairs?"
"Yeah.." Sebastian nodded as he watched Kurt and Blaine walk off to dance.
Christian took Sebastian's hand and led him upstairs. "You look tense."
"Yeah..I just..You know how were always honest with each other right?" He asked, sipping his drink.
“Of course. What's wrong..?"
"Just..I dunno." He said, stepping into Christian's room.
"What is it, baby?" Christian asked. He sat on the bed and motioned for Sebastian to do the same. "Come here. Talk to me."
Sebastian sat down and leaned against Christian. He nuzzled under his jaw and sighed. "When Santana sat on my lap..I-I got hard.."
“Oh wow.." Christian said quietly. "Have you ever tried with a girl?"
Sebastian shook his head, sitting back. "I never..thought about it..I never wanted to."
"Maybe there's just something about her.. She does like to challenge you.."
"I-I don't know..I feel weird about this..And I don't want you to be uncomfortable either.."
"It is what it is, Sebastian. I can't give you what she can." Christian said. "You should figure it out before New York."
Christian searched his lover's eyes. "Are you mad at me?"
"No. Why would I be mad?" Christian asked, not meeting Sebastian's gaze.
"Christian..I'm being honest with you so I need you to be honest with me.."
"I'm not mad." Christian said seriously.
"Well, something's wrong.."
"I-I'm worried.."
"About?"
"We're about to move in together. What if I can't give you what you want?" Christian said quietly.
"Babe..I love you..You're perfect and amazing..I love fucking you and..Love when you fuck me even more..Just because I might be..bi..That doesn't change what we have.."
"I know. But you'll have that urge once in a while. That's not something I think I can do. I-I just have no interest." Christian said. "I think you should try."
"Try..S-sleeping with a girl?.." Sebastian asked.
Christian nodded. "Or fooling around. Just to see.."
Sebastian nodded. "Okay..And then what happens if I do like it?..What happens with our relationship?"
“I don't know. We talk about it." Christian said. "I won't leave you for that. Maybe we can work something out. Maybe you won't even like it."
Sebastian nodded again. "Okay..I love you, Christian.."
"I love you too."
Sebastian pulled Christian close and kissed him deeply. Christian gripped Sebastian's hips. Sebastian gave a quiet moan, wrapping his arms around Christian's neck.
"Are you sure..?" Christian whispered.
"Why wouldn't I be?.." Sebastian asked just as quietly.
"I don't know." Christian said.
"No matter what happens," Sebastian said softly before kissing Christian passionately, "I belong to you, Daddy.."
Christian couldn't stop the animalistic growl that escaped him. "I fucking love you."
Sebastian whined at the sound. "I love you too.."
"Kiss me."
Sebastian kissed Christian deeply, his body warm and his head spinning from the alcohol.
The next day, he was relieved not to have a hangover. Christian had to go meet his parents earlier that morning so he wasn't surprised to find the empty bed. Maybe while Christian was out, he should try his experiment today.. He sighed as he picked up his phone. He dialed Santana's number nervously.
"Hey Smythe." She answered. "Finally calling to tap this?.." she giggled.
"Were you serious last night?" Sebastian asked.
"About what?" Santana asked.
"That you'd... Experiment with me..?"
Sebastian could practically hear her smile. "When and where?.."
“Today. I don't really care where." Sebastian sighed.
"Why don't you come to my house now? I just got out of the shower.."
"Text me your address. I'll be there soon."
They hung up and Santana sent him directions. Sebastian took a quick shower and drove to her house. He couldn't believe he was about to do this. Part of him was nervous, but a little excited at the idea of trying something new. More of him was worried about how this would change he and Christian's relationship. But he couldn't repress his curiosity. That wouldn't end well for anyone. Santana opened the door in her bra and a thong. "I've been waiting."
Sebastian swallowed, his eyes roaming her amazing body. She was gorgeous. "Hey." He got out.
"Come in." She grinned. Sebastian nodded, walking into the house and following her.
Santana led him to her room. "So, what're you into?"
"Well..I don't know. I've never done anything with a girl before, so.."
Santana took ahold of Sebastian's shirt and pulled it off. "Let me show you."
Sebastian swallowed. All he really felt right now was nervousness. Santana leaned in and kissed him softly. "Don't be scared."
Sebastian nodded. Her lips were soft and the touch relaxed him. Santana set his hands on her hips. "We can go slow."
"Okay." He said, running his hands down the curves of her sides.
"That feels good." Santana said softly. She leaned in, kissing his neck.
Sebastian closed his eyes as his heart sped up slightly, he ran his hands around to her back and down to her ass. Santana moaned, pressing back against his hands. Sebastian felt something, but it wasn't the same arousal he felt when he was with men. It wasn't as strong. Santana grabbed his hair in her fist and pressed her lips to his. Sebastian gave a muffled groan as they kissed heatedly. Santana trailed her other hand down to his pants and palmed his dick. Sebastian placed his hand over hers, moving with her. Her hand was smaller, her fingers more long and elegant than he was used to.
She squeezed lightly. "You're not hard."
"H-Hang on.." Sebastian whispered, "I will.." he sighed. Why wasn't he hard? It never took him this long.
"What if I.." Santana started as she got on her knees.
Sebastian swallowed. "Santana..I-I don't know about this."
"What the hell? All I had to do was sit on you last night." She sighed.
Sebastian took her hand and helped her up. "I know..I'm sorry..After last night, I thought I wanted to..Fool around with you..I'm pretty sure it was just because I was drunk..And..Your ass is really amazing.." He said, rubbing down her back to squeeze it lightly.
"Have you ever fucked a girl?" Santana asked.
"No, I haven't." Sebastian said.
Santana shrugged. "I knew it wasn't me. If I can't get you up, no girl can."
Sebastian couldn't help but laugh. "I think I just like cock too much. But, if I didn't, you'd be my first choice. Maybe if I get drunk enough."
"Don't tempt me, Smythe. I don't think your hunky boyfriend would like that." Santana grinned.
Sebastian chuckled, pulling his shirt on, and giving her a light kiss. "Thank you, Santana."
"If you have any more doubts.." She chuckled. "Bye, Sebastian."
"Bye." He smiled before walking out.
Sebastian felt a weight lifted off of him. Relief came over him as he drove back to Westerville. Christian was probably home by now. The last of the stragglers from the party had left and Sebastian smiled as he heard Christian's music playing upstairs. He climbed the stairs and slowly opened the door to his boyfriend's bedroom. To Sebastian's surprise, he saw Christian was strumming a guitar and singing softly. He tried to be silent as he leaned against the wall and listened.
"If you'll be my star I'll be your sky You can hide underneath me and come out at night When I turn jet black And you show off your light I live to let you shine I live to let you shine
But you can skyrocket away from me And never come back if you find another galaxy Far from here with more room to fly Just leave me your stardust to remember you by.."
Sebastian felt so much in this moment. He was mad at himself for hurting Christian. Giving him this worry. But at the same time, Sebastian felt so loved. In this moment, he knew how lucky he was to be with Christian.
"If you'll be my boat I'll be your sea A depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity Ebbing and flowing And pushed by a breeze I live to make you free I live to make you free
But you can set sail to the west if you want to And pass the horizon, 'til I can't even see you Far from here Where the beaches are wide Just leave me your wake to remember you by..
To remember you by.." he finished strumming the last few chords and sighed softly.
"Baby.." Sebastian whispered.
Christian looked up with tears in his eyes. "Oh..I-I didn't see you.." He said, setting the guitar down and wiping his eyes.
Sebastian walked over and straddled Christian. He cupped his boyfriend's cheek and wiped his tears away. "I only need you. I don't want anyone else."
Christian nodded, his eyebrows kneading together as more tears came.
"Why are you crying?" Sebastian whispered.
"I'm sorry..I just..I got so scared..I don't ever want to lose you..That song..Just means a lot to me.."
"Shh. You have no reason to be sorry. I'm the asshole that got drunk and let that happen." Sebastian said seriously. "Santana has a nice ass. You know that. I was just drunk. It meant nothing. You are all I want."
"No..you're not an asshole.." Christian said seriously. "And I know sex is just sex..But..I don't know..I felt like if you ended up being bi and we couldn't share that together..You would find someone that you could share that with..A-And..I'm sorry.."
"I was scared too. I'm gay, baby. I promise. Well, I might wind up making out with Santana if I'm drunk enough." Sebastian laughed. "But you're the only one fucking me. We could even end our thing with Blaine and Kurt and I would still just want you."
Christian gave a teary laugh at the mention of Santana. "We don't have to end anything..I love you, Sebastian.."
"I love you too. I never meant to make you feel this way."
"It's not your fault..I'm glad you were honest with me..I just..I thought about it too much..So you..tried?"
"It was so awkward." Sebastian said quietly.
Christian couldn't help but laugh. "What happened?"
"We kissed. I grabbed her ass. She felt me over my pants. Nothing happened."
"Oh god.." Christian chuckled. "Well..I know I won't have a problem getting you hard.."
Sebastian bit back a smile. "I don't know. Maybe it's broken."
"Hmmm.." Christian hummed. "Let's take a look.." He said, unzipping Sebastian's jeans.
"Yes sir." Sebastian's said. Christian pulled Sebastian's member out and began to stroke him slowly. Sebastian gasped as he looked into Christian's eyes.
"You'll get hard for Daddy, won't you?.." Christian whispered.
Sebastian moaned as his cock twitched. "Yes.. Yes, Daddy."
Christian grinned, squeezing lightly and rubbing over the head with his thumb. "You're such a good boy..Daddy's good boy.."
Sebastian shivered, tightening his arms around Christian's neck.
"Talk to me, baby.."
"Even a simple touch from you.. Feels so amazing."
Christian smiled, going a bit faster.
Sebastian moaned. "Daddy.."
"Nice and hard for me.." Christian chuckled darkly. "That thick cock..all mine.."
"J-Just for you.. Oh fuck.."
Christian sped up, looking into Sebastian's eyes. "Tell me when you're close.."
Sebastian arched his back. "I am close already.."
Christian smiled, stroking him until he knew Sebastian was about to let go. He waited until Sebastian's eyes squeezed shut before removing his hand.
Sebastian gasped before letting out a loud whine. "Baby.."
Christian chuckled, biting his lip.
"Why?" Sebastian pouted.
"Cause I love seeing you like this.."
Sebastian kissed along Christian's neck. "Please.. I need you, daddy."
"I know you do.." Christian smiled. "Undress for me, beautiful.."
Sebastian quickly stood up and took off his clothes.
"You're such a good boy.." Christian said softly.
"Because I love you, Daddy." Sebastian said with dark eyes.
"I love you too baby..Do you wanna play with your toy?.."
Sebastian nodded. "Yes."
"Go grab it for me.." Christian said.
Sebastian walked to the closet and looked through the bottom drawer. Hmm.. Which did he want to play with? He pulled out a long, thick, purple vibrator and smiled. Sebastian stroked it slowly as he walked out.
Christian grinned. "Is that the one you want?"
"Yes sir."
"Bring it here."
Sebastian did as he was told and stood in front of Christian.
"Lay back on the bed..I'm gonna go to the kitchen and leave this next to the bed..If you don't be a good boy, Daddy will have to punish you.."
"You want me to wait? That's what a good boy does, right, daddy?" Sebastian asked innocently.
Christian smiled, standing and placing the toy on the bedside table. "That's exactly what a good boy does.."
"And if I'm good, I get a reward?"
Christian leaned down to kiss him. "Maybe.."
Sebastian kissed Christian again. "I do like your punishments.."
"We'll see if you choose to be good or bad.."
Sebastian bit his hip. "Okay.."
Christian kissed him once more before walking out of the room. Sebastian sighed and laid back against the bed. He tried staring at the ceiling but his eyes kept drifting back to the vibrator. He was so hard. He needed something..He shifted a bit as he stared at the long toy. Sebastian groaned. Fuck it. He'd go through any teasing Christian gave him. He needed to feel anything. He grabbed the vibrator and coated it with lube before spreading his legs and pushing the tip in. Sebastian moaned. It wasn't anything near what Christian made him feel. But it felt good. He tried to keep his voice down, but it was too much after he turned it on.
"Unh.." Sebastian gasped, arching his back.
"What do you think you're doing?" Christian said seriously.
"It feels so good.."
"Take it out. Now."
Sebastian pulled the vibrator out and turned it off. Christian walked over and sat in the chair. "Get up."
Sebastian listened. "I'm sorry, Daddy."
"Why did you not listen to me?"
"I thought you liked to punish me."
Christian chuckled darkly. "Bend over my lap."
Sebastian shivered. He loved when Christian spanked him. "Yes sir."
Christian watched as Sebastian did as he was told. "Why didn't you listen to Daddy?.."
"I like when you punish me.."
"Well, you're just a little slut aren't you?.."
"Daddy's slut." Sebastian whispered. Christian growled, bringing his hand down against Sebastian's ass. "Ah!" Sebastian cried out. His breathing picked up as he felt the sting settle. "Shit.."
Christian rubbed over Sebastian's ass slowly. "Count for me baby..to ten."
"One.."
Christian did it again, a bit harder.
"Two!" Sebastian got out after a long moan.
Christian grinned,"Good, baby.." he said before doing three quick swats. Sebastian counted to five as the rounds of his ass turned a bright red. Christian spread Sebastian's cheeks and smacked over his hole.
"Ungh! Yes!" Sebastian panted. "Six.."
Christian pushed two fingers into Sebastian, biting his lip. Sebastian lifted his ass for more. "Daddy.. Yes.."
Christian fingered him slowly, watching as his fingers went in and out. Sebastian squirmed in Christian's lap. "Baby.."
Christian pulled out and smacked his ass again. "Baby?"
"D-Daddy!"
"Count.." Christian said.
"Seven.."
"Good boy.."
Sebastian took a deep breath as he awaited the next smack. Christian reared his hand back before smacking hard. Sebastian had tears in his eyes. "E-Eight.."
"You okay, baby?" Christian whispered softly.
"Yeah.."
Christian gave Sebastian two more quick smacks. Sebastian counted the rest for his boyfriend. He wriggled in his lap. He'd for sure have bruises tomorrow. Christian rubbed over Sebastian softly. "That's good, baby.."
"Fuck.."
"Such a good boy..what do you want?"
"You're tongue.." Sebastian whispered.
"Go bend over the bed.."
Sebastian carefully got up and did what he was told to do. Christian got on his knees behind Sebastian and kissed along the bruising skin. Sebastian gasped softly. He spread Sebastian and licked over him slowly.
"Daddy.. Oh yes.." Sebastian arched into the touch. Christian moaned softly, pressing his tongue inside. Sebastian let out an obscene groan. Christian knew just how to drive him crazy. Christian gripped Sebastian 's thighs, growling as he fucked him with his tongue.
"Ah.. Oh, Daddy!"
Christian pulled out. "Oh, baby..I need to fuck you.."
"Fucking fill me. I need your cock."
Christian pulled his shirt and pants off. "Climb on the bed..On your back.."
Sebastian carefully laid on his back. "Come here."
Christian climbed on top of him. "You're so beautiful.."
"Thank you."
Christian kissed Sebastian deeply, thrusting down. Sebastian whimpered as he wrapped his long legs around Christian. "Fuck me.."
Christian lubed up his cock before pressing into Sebastian slowly.
"Ungh, yes!"
"God..Baby.."
"Fuck me."
Christian gripped the sheets before slamming into Sebastian. Sebastian wrapped his arms around Christian. "Shit!"
"God..You take me so good, baby..So tight.."
Sebastian whined at Christian's words. Christian ran his hand up Sebastian's thigh to his ass, gripping it tight. Sebastian moved his body in time with his boyfriend's. "Christian.."
"I-I'm close, baby.." Christian whispered against Sebastian's jaw.
"Me too.. I need it.."
Christian moaned at his words, reaching between them to pump him quickly. Sebastian pulled Christian's hair. His back arched wildly as the touch sent him over the edge, eliciting a delicious moan from Sebastian's lips. Christian watched Sebastian's face, grunting deeply as he filled his lover. "Fuck!..Ah.."
"Oh my..god.." Sebastian panted.
Christian kissed along Sebastian's jaw, his breathing heavy. "Amazing.."
"I love you.."
"I love you too.." Christian smiled. "So..Gay it is?" He chuckled.
Sebastian blushed as he laughed. "Yes."
Christian laughed lightly, pulling Sebastian in for a deep kiss. Sebastian smiled as they pulled away and cuddled against Christian's chest.
"We leave for New York soon.."
"A week from Monday.."
"You excited?.."
"Are you kidding?" Sebastian grinned. "I can't wait to wake up next to you every day."
Christian smiled as he rolled onto his side. "You're perfect.."
"You're perfect."
Christian kissed Sebastian softly. "I hear Kurt's pretty excited too.."
Sebastian nodded. "He packed already."
"I can't wait to live with you.."
"I feel the same way." Sebastian said softly.
Christian smiled wide. This would be perfect.
The rest of the week was hectic and filled with packing. They got everything into the movers' truck before they had to catch their flight. They said bye to their parents and let Kurt and Blaine take them to the airport. "We're really doing this." Sebastian said quietly.
"We are.." Christian said, holding his hand.
"I love you."
"I love you too.." Christian said softly.
Blaine smiled at his boyfriend. "You're ready for this, right?.."
"If we could go today, I would." Kurt said.
"It's a big step.." Blaine said softly.
"Are you having doubts?"
"No! No, not at all..Its just kind of scary." Blaine said, squeezing Kurt's hand.
Kurt nodded. "I know."
"All four of us living together should be fun.." Christian chuckled.
"Can't wait." Blaine smiled. They got to the airport quickly and Kurt could hardly contain himself.
"You better start packing, Blaine. I don't think Kurt can wait." Sebastian laughed.
Blaine laughed lightly. "I will.."
"When are you guys coming?" Christian asked.
"End of next week!" Kurt grinned.
"Can't wait. We should have some of the furniture moved in by then." Sebastian said.
"I'll miss you two.." Blaine smiled.
Sebastian pulled Blaine in for a hug. "I'll miss you guy too."
Kurt hugged Christian. "Go before you're late."
Christian nodded, kissing Kurt's forehead before he hugged Blaine. "Bye guys.."
"Bye.."
Sebastian hugged Kurt before they grabbed their carry ons and walked away.
Kurt sighed. "We'll be there soon."
"It's weird..How close we've gotten to them.." Blaine said.
"It is." Kurt said as they left. "I don't mind it."
"Neither do I. I like it." Blaine smiled. "I always think about what Christian said that night..That our kids will have four dads." He giggled.
"I hope so." Kurt chuckled. "Well.. Two dads and two like uncles. Four dads will be confusing."
Blaine laughed lightly. "True.."
"You should stay for dinner tonight." Kurt smiled.
"I'd love to.." Blaine said softly.