The next two months were a bit hectic, packing and finding movers. Blaine politely turned down the offer from his parents for the new house, and this time, they chose to drive to Ohio. They finally had everything packed. Finn flew to New York to help. He was driving the U-Haul while Blaine and Kurt took the car. Kurt seemed happy that they wouldn't be flying, but Blaine was a bit concerned with how long he would want to sit in the car.
They started the long drive, Blaine hoping everything would be okay. He brought a bag of books to keep kurt occupied, but Kurt sighed as he dug through them. "I've already read all of these.."



"All of them?" Blaine asked. Kurt nodded, flipping through one and making a face before shoving it back in the bag. Blaine sighed. "Do you want me to stop and get a new one?"


"No..Ill be fine." Kurt said, leaning back in his chair.


"Okay." Blaine said as he continued driving.


As they drove, Kurt was fidgeting, shifting in his seat, and looking around. "How much longer?"


"We still have quite aways to go."


Kurt sighed dramatically, pulling his seat belt off.


"Kurt." Blaine sighed. "You really should wear that."


"Why? You're not gonna wreck.."


"I don't feel safe if you don't wear it."


Kurt groaned, pulling it back on and pressing his forehead against the window. Blaine just took a deep breath and turned the radio on. Kurt closed his eyes, humming along softly.
They drove a while longer before getting a call from Finn saying he was hungry.
"Does that mean we can stop?" Kurt asked, perking up.


"Yes." Blaine chuckled. "Where do you want to stop?"


"Anywhere." Kurt said seriously.


Blaine nodded, taking the next exit and stopping at a little diner. Kurt quickly got out, groaning as he stretched.


Blaine sighed as he got out. "Jesus."


"Hm?" Kurt asked, cracking his back as Finn pulled up in the truck behind them.


"Just feels good to stand."


Kurt nodded as Finn got out and walked over to them. "Damn, I'm starving.."


"You're always starving." Kurt laughed.


"True." Finn chuckled as they walked in. Kurt grabbed Blaine's hand, squeezing lightly.


They were seated and got their drinks as they went over the menu.


Kurt leaned against Blaine, sighing happily as he looked at the menu. "I couldn't cuddle you in the car.."


"You can now." Blaine smiled.


Kurt grinned, nuzzling in the crook of Blaine's neck. "Moving is long.."


"It is. But it'll be over soon."


"What do you want to eat honey?" A waitress asked softly.


"I'll take the double cheeseburger. But can I make it a triple with cheese on my fries?" Finn asked.


"Of course." She smiled.


"Order for me?.." Kurt asked quietly, looking at his husband.


"The linguini for my husband and chicken finger platter for me, thank you." Blaine smiled.


She nodded, writing it down before walking off.


"So, are you happy about moving?" Finn asked.


Kurt nodded, peeling open a small pack of crackers and eating them. "New York is too busy."

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"True. It's not what I thought it would be." Blaine agreed.


"What do you mean?" Finn asked.


"I don't know. It just wasn't as amazing as I imagined."


Kurt nodded, sipping his water. "I'll miss it a little.."


"Me too. So much happened there." Blaine said softly. "But we'll go home, be with family and start out own family."


Kurt kissed Blaine softly. "We'll be so happy.."


"We will." Blaine grinned.


"I know Rachel will be happy to have you home." Finn said.


"I love Rachel." Kurt said, lighting up at the name.


"Rachel loves you." Finn said.


Blaine sat back and watched as his husband seemed to come more to life. He was so much happier than when he found him. Kurt smiled, going on and on about what they would do when they got to Ohio. They ate dinner and talked before getting back on the road. Kurt didn't seem to happy about getting in the car, but he was a bit less vocal about it
As night approached, they found a small motel and Blaine gave Kurt one of his sleeping pills to help him relax. Kurt looked up at Blaine and reached out for him. "Baby..Come let me hold you.."


Blaine nodded before crawling into bed and pressing his back to his husband. Kurt hummed, pulling his husband close. "Night guys" Finn smiled as he plopped into hid bed.


"Night Finn."


"Good night old brother." Kurt giggled.


"Hey, You're just as old as I am.." Finn laughed.


"You're still older." Kurt teased.


Blaine giggled. "You two are ridiculous."


"You know you missed it." Finn smiled.


"Ill get plenty of it when we move back." Blaine chuckled.


Kurt laughed before kissing Blaine's neck. "I love you, Blaine."


"I love you too, baby.."


The next morning came quicker than they would have liked. Kurt was in no mood to get out bed, especially with how tired his sleeping medicine kept him in the morning.


"Kurt.. We'll be late getting home." Blaine sighed.


"I don't care.." Kurt mumbled.
Thursday


Blaine groaned, giving in and rolling over.


"Kurt, come on. Both of you." Finn said, quickly ripping the covers from the bed, drawing a long whine of protest from Kurt.


Blaine sighed. "Baby, we should go."


"I'm so fucking tired."


"Sleep in the car." Finn shrugged.


Kurt growled, rolling out of bed and slumping to rhe bathroom. Blaine got up and pulled some new clothes on before making sure they had everything Kurt came out in Blaine's sweatpants, which were a little too short, and his T-shirt. Blaine couldn't stop his smile from spreading. "You're so cute."


Kurt rubbed his eyes, giving a sleepy smile. Blaine kissed his husband softly. "Why don't we let Finn take the car? You can lay down in the truck."


Kurt nodded, kissing Blaine again.


"Finn, you mind running to get some breakfast before we leave?" Blaine asked. "Just something simple."


Finn shook his head. "I'll be back."


"Lay down and relax. I'll put our bags in the truck." Blaine said to his husband.


"Wait.." Kurt said, pulling Blaine close as Finn walked out.


"Hmm?" Blaine asked, placing his hands on Kurt's hips.


Kurt smiled, pressing his chest to Blaine's. "You know.."


"I want to hear it." Blaine grinned.


Kurt blushed. "I want you.."


Blaine leaned in, kissing him deeply. Kurt gasped, before letting out a quiet moan.
"We have to be quick." Blaine whispered.


Kurt nodded. "Please..O-On the counter.."


Blaine growled, picking Kurt up and setting him on the counter. Kurt gave a small squeak, and smiled wide, pulling his shirt off.
"So sexy." Blaine breathed out as he pulled his pants down.


Kurt bit his lip. "Fill me.." He whispered.


Blaine gripped Kurt's hips after pulling his sweats off. He pulled his husbad closer and slowly slid into him. Kurt moaned deeply, spreading his legs wide. Blaine gasped, pressing all the way in. Kurt gave a sharp gasp, pushing his hips down. Blaine gripped his husband's hips harder as he thrust fast. Kurt cried out, arching his back.
"Kurt.. Fuck.."


"Blaine..Baby..Harder-ah!"


Blaine sped up, hitting his prostate roughly. Kurt nearly screamed, rolling his body and wrapping his legs around Blaine's waist.


"Fuck. Let me hear you." Blaine moaned, scratching down his chest. Kurt threw his head back, screaming Blaine's name between his pants. Blaine growled deep in his throat as he continued to hit that spot. Kurt whined, his voice jumping with each thrust. Blaine's moans grew deeper as he edged closer.
"Blaine..Blaine..Please..I-I'm so close.." Kurt gasped.


"Come with me.. Kurrrt.."


Kurt tightened, moaning as his back arched off of the table and his orgasm hit him. Blaine gave a loud, intoxicating moan as he spilled himself inside his lover. Kurt panted harshly, dragging his fingers through the come on his stomach.
"Kurt.." Blaine breathed out.


"Hmm?.."


"So good.."


Kurt smiled, giggling lightly. Blaine kissed Kurt before cleaning them up and getting dressed. Kurt smiled as he looked at Blaine. "I love you.."


"I love you too."


"Do I have to get dressed?.."


"You can wear the sweats." Blaine said softly. Kurt grinned, pulling them on.

Finn came back a few minutes later with their food.

Kurt bounced over to him. "What'd you get?"


"A breakfast bowl. A few bacon, egg and cheese biscuits. Juice. A few croissants. Two fruit bowls. Pick what you like."


Kurt grinned, pulling out a biscuit and a fruit bowl.


Blaine sat down and took a biscuit and croissant.


"You gonna eat more?" Finn asked.


"I'm good. How about you?" Blaine asked his husband.


"Hmm.." Kurt hummed before grabbing a couple of pieces of bacon.


"Take what you want." Finn smiled.


They ate, Kurt smiling to himself. Today would be a good day. Blaine rubbed his stomach as he stood. "Well, you ready to get this trip over with?"


"Yes." Finn said, nodding.


Blaine took the last sip of his drink and grabbed his bag. Kurt and Blaine climbed up in the truck while Finn followed from behind in the car. Luckily, they did most of the driving the previous day.
They pulled up to the house and Kurt grinned. "We're home!"


"We are." Blaine smiled. "Let's get some of it unpacked. Carole wants us over for dinner tonight."


Kurt nodded, smiling as he got out of the truck. They spent almost three hours unpacking before taking showers and getting dressed. Kurt wandered around the house, smiling wide.
"You think you'll be happy here?" Blaine asked.


"I know it.." Kurt said softly before his eyebrows kneaded together and his hand drifted to his hair.


"Baby? What is it?" Blaine asked, reaching up to pull Kurt's hands away.


"Just..Him..I can't.." Kurt whispered.


"What is he saying?.."


"I don't know..He's just laughing..And..Hes mumbling..I.." Kurt's breath started to grow faster.


Blaine pulled his husband close. "I know it's hard. Try to ignore him. We're here. He can't stop this."


Kurt nodded, bringing his hands up over his ears.


Blaine kissed the top of Kurt's head. "I love you.. I love you so much."


"I-I love you to...I..I just wish he would go away!" Kurt growled.


Blaine gasped. He still wasn't used to Kurt when he got this way. "I know.. I know, baby.."


Kurt reached up to pull his hair, grunting in protest when Blaine pulled his hand away.


"Stop. He wants you to hurt yourself. Show him you don't have to."


"But it helps.."


"Don't give into him, Kurt. You're stronger than that."


Kurt's bottom lip quivered before he pulled away from Blaine, suddenly angry. "You don't know how hard this is!"


"I'm just trying to help.."


Kurt turned away, looking down. "I-I know..It's. .I'm sorry..I can't just not listen..He sounds as real as you..And he's right in my ear all day..Just..talking..And no one can stop him.. not even this fucking medicine.."


"I know you can't just stop. I just start saying things, hoping you can focus on me." Blaine explained quietly. "I can't stand to sit back and watch you hurt yourself.."


Kurt turned around and looked at his husband. "I'm sorry.."


"Don't be."


"I shouldn't yell at you.." Kurt whispered. "This is hard for you too."


"It is.. But I'm trying. And I don't need to push you."


Kurt leaned against Blaine resting his head on his shoulder.


"I'm sorry.."


"Don't be.."


Blaine kissed Kurt's neck softly. "Are you ready to go?"


Kurt nodded, squeezing Blaine's hand softly. Blaine grabbed the keys and they headed to Carole's. When they got there, Kurt smiled as he saw Rachel waiting outside for them.
"Hey!" She grinned happily Kurt got out and hugged her tightly.


"Finally home." Rachel said happily.


"I love it.." Kurt said , smiling


"Good. We're so happy you're here."


Kurt nodded, smiling over at Blaine. Blaine hugged Rachel before they all went inside. Kurt smiled as he saw Finn and Carole inside. "Hey.."


"Kurt, how are you, sweetie?" Carole asked as she pulled him in for a hug.


"Good..Tired.."


"I made your favorite."


"You did?" Kurt smiled, perking up.


"I sure did." Carole grinned.


Kurt grinned, looking over at Blaine. He was grateful for being with his family, but Claude just wouldn't shut up.


"Go sit down. I'll bring it to the table."


Kurt nodded, grabbing Blaine's hand and pulling him to the table. Carole brought two pans of chicken enchiladas out and set them in the middle of the table.
Kurt grinned. "Thank you." He said happily.


"You're welcome, sweetie."


Kurt happily ate, trying to ignore the voice in the back of his head.


"So, you really want to help out at the shop with Finn?" Carole asked.


Kurt nodded. "Blaine said I could sit up front and do the computer work.."


"Well, if it gets too boring, you can come help me out sometimes." Rachel suggested.


"I don't think I'll get tired of Blaine a sweaty and dirty." Kurt chuckled.


Finn rolled his eyes. "You two just keep from doing it while at work."


"We will." Blaine said as he blushed.


Kurt bit his lip. "No promises."


Finn just sighed.


"Don't act like you've never had Rachel there." Kurt smiled before realizing how much they haven't tried. "Or at least thought about it."


"Kurt!" Rachel laughed, smiling.


"What?" He grinned.


"You're silly."


"You're just not adventurous."


"I think that's enough." Carole said.


Kurt chuckled, blushing lightly.
They finished diner and went to relax in the living room.
Kurt leaned against Blaine, humming softly. "You guys should come see the house.."


"Let's get everything unpacked first." Blaine said.


"It's so nice." Kurt said. "I want them to come look.."


"Okay."


"We can wait, though.." Kurt said softly, reaching up to trace Blaine's bottom lip.


"I don't mind. It's just kind of messy." Blaine said.


"We'll wait.." Kurt whispered.


Blaine nodded, holding Kurt close.


"You two are still sickeningly cute.." Finn said.


"I've missed seeing them like this." Carole smiled. Kurt blushed, hiding his face in Blaine's neck.


"You two wanna go out tonight?" Rachel asked.


"Where to?"


"There's a club not too far from here."


"Club?" Kurt asked, looking up. "Is there gonna be a lot of people?.."


"Yeah." Finn said.


"Oh.. I forgot. We don't have to." Rachel said quickly.


"Well..I..I think we could go.." Kurt said timidly, looking at Blaine.


"It's up to you, baby." Blaine said softly.


"I-I'm a little nervous.."


"We don't have to. Or if you want to try but need to leave, then we'll go. I don't mind." Blaine said.


Kurt nodded. "We can try.."


Rachel grinned. "It'll be so much fun!"


Kurt smiled weakly, giving a small nod.


"You want to meet us at our house?" Blaine asked.


"Sounds great." Finn said.


Blaine and Kurt thanked Carole for dinner before going home to freshen up. Kurt took his time getting ready, meticulously combing his hair and selecting his outfit. Blaine walked into the room in his tightest pants, a white button down shirt and red vest with a bow tie. He sighed heavily. "Do I like alright..?"


Kurt smiled wide, walking over to his husband. "You look perfect.."


"Thank you.."


Kurt leaned in, giving Blaine a soft kiss.


"You're so gorgeous.." Blaine whispered.


Kurt blushed deeply. Fluttering his lashes slightly.


Blaine grinned. "I love when you do that."


A smile spread across Kurt's lips as he looked down. Blaine always made him feel shy like this.


Blaine leaned in for a kiss. "I love you."


"I love you too...W-Will you hold my hand while we're in there?.."


Blaine nodded. "And I'll hold you close so everyone knows you're mine. No one will mess with you."


Kurt smiled as Blaine wrapped his arms around him to demonstrate. He placed his hands on Blaine's biceps and squeezed lightly. "You won't leave me?.."


"Never."


Kurt nodded, kissing him sweetly. "Thank you.."


"You're welcome." Blaine smiled.


Kurt rested his head on Blaine's shoulder, sighing softly. Blaine pulled apart when he heard Finn knocking on the door. Kurt pouted slightly, but followed as Blaine went to go let them in.


"Oh wow. You look amazing." Blaine told Rachel.


"Thank you, Blaine. You look awfully handsome yourself." Rachel smiled, smoothing down her dress.


"Thanks." Blaine chuckled.


They walked inside, looking around. "This place is beautiful.." Rachel said softly.


"I really like it." Kurt said.


"Me too." Finn said.


"So what's this club like?"


"It's pretty big, but it shouldn't be too busy.." Rachel said.


Kurt nodded, linking arms with Blaine.


"You guys ready?


"We are."


"Let's go!" Rachel smiled.


They all walked out and got into Finn's car. Kurt was bouncing his leg quickly as they drove. He couldn't help his nervous feeling in his chest.
"Are you sure you want to be here?" Blaine asked.


"Yeah..It'll be fine..."


Blaine kissed Kurt's cheek. "I'll be right there with you."


Kurt nodded, trying not to squeeze his hand too tight. They got out and walked up to the door. Finn paid the cover charge for everyone and they were let in. Kurt looked around with wide eyes. There were so many people.. Blaine wrapped an arm around Kurt and held him close. Kurt kept his hand on Blaine's chest as they navigated through the crowd. They found a spot and Blaine smiled softly. "Wanna dance?"


Kurt nodded, smiling as Blaine pulled him close. Blaine held Kurt as he started to dance. Kurt started to feel himself relaxing as he moved with Blaine. This wasn't that bad. Blaine turned Kurt around and pressed his back to his chest. He kissed Kurt's neck softly. Kurt hummed softly, letting his head fall back.


"This is fun." Blaine smiled. He hadn't had a night out since before finding Kurt.


"It is.." Kurt grinned.


Blaine looked over and saw Rachel grinding on Finn. "When did she get a little wild?" He laughed.


"When I helped her realize that she should be.." Kurt chuckled.


"Good for her." Blaine smiled.


Kurt giggled, turning his face to kiss Blaine softly. Blaine moaned quietly. This was perfect. Kurt smiled against Blaine's lips, rolling his body.


"You're so hot.."

Kurt gasped softly, looking up at him. Blaine grinned at Kurt, moving his body with his husband's.
About an hour later, Kurt was getting a little hot. "I need some water.." He said softly.


"I'll get you some." Blaine said.


Kurt nodded, grabbing Blaine's hand as they moved through the crowd. Kurt saw rachel through the bodies and told Blaine he was going to dance with her. He pulled away, squeezing through the crowd. Blaine continued to the bar. It took him a bit longer than expected to get himself a drink and water for Kurt. He walked over to Rachel and Finn. "Where's Kurt?" He called over the music.


"He was with you." Rachel said.


"He left to go dance with you.."
Saturday


"He never came over here.."


Blaine set the drinks on the table as he felt panic rising in him. "Shit.."


"Where would he go?.."


"I don't know, we have to find him..Fuck.." Blaine got out before walking into the crowd to search for his husband, calling his name. They all searched the club but didn't find him. Blaine ran a hand through his hair as Rachel caught up with him. "Where could he be?.."


Kurt couldn't breathe. He thought he knew the way home..But he had no idea where he was. There was trees..And a car would shoot by every once in a while, making Kurt jump and take a few steps into the ditch.
He couldn't find Blaine, Finn, or Rachel anywhere in the club. He started to panic with all of the people pushing and pulling against him. He had to get out. He blacked out and found himself walking down a back road with tears streaming down his face.


A car slowed down and a leggy woman got out. "Hello? Do you need help?" she asked.


Kurt stopped and looked at her for a moment. He felt like he knew her..
"I-I can't..I'm lost.."


"Kurt?" She asked. "Ohmygod!"


Kurt took a step back, his eyebrows kneading together.
"I'm sorry..I-I don't.."


"It's me. Brittany!"


"Brittany?..I don't know..I.." Kurt stammered.


"Dated Santana. We were Cheerios.."


Kurt just looked confused. "D-Do you know where I live?.."


"I know where your mom lives." she said softly.


Kurt nodded, letting her lead him into the car.


"When did you get back?"


"Today..Blaine and I moved back.."


"You're still with Blaine?"


"W-We broke up..For a while..But we're married now.." Kurt whispered. Thinking of Blaine made his heart speed up. He would be so mad at him..


"That's so great. You two were always so great together." Brittany smiled. Kurt nodded, wrapping his arms around himself. She pulled up into Carole's driveway and walked Kurt to the door.
Carole opened the door and looked between Brittany and Kurt. "Sweetie..What's wrong? Where's Blaine?"


"H-He's at the club. We got separated."


"Come inside..We can call him..Oh..You..You're Brittany from glee club..I remember you, sweetie, come inside.." Carole said softly.


Kurt walked in with his head down. He knew he needed to let Blaine know where he was but he was so scared. "Can you call him..?"


Carole nodded, grabbing the phone and dialing Blaine's number.


Blaine was frantically running to Finn's car when he heard his phone. "Hello?"


"Hey sweetie..Kurt's here." Carole said softly. "Brittany, one of Kurt's friends from high school, saw him and brought him here.."


"Oh thank god." Blaine breathed out. "I'm on my way."


"Drive carefully. " She said softly before hanging up.


Blaine turned to his brother in law. "He's at Carole's."


Finn and Rachel both sighed in relief. "How? .."


"Brittany found him walking."


They nodded, all of them piling into the car and driving to Carole's. Blaine hurried inside and found Kurt. "Are you okay..?"


Kurt nodded, not looking up at Blaine.


"Why did you leave..?"


"I-I couldn't find you..You said you'd be right back.."


Blaine shook his head. "No. You said you were going to Rachel but you didn't."


Kurt kept his eyes down. "Just take me home."


"Alright.." Blaine sighed before noticing the tall blonde. "Hey Britt. Thank you so much for picking him up."


"Your welcome." She smiled, hugging an unresponsive Kurt before giving the rest of the family hugs.


Blaine gave her their number before taking his husband home. Kurt stayed quiet in the car, staring out the window. They went inside and Kurt pulled off his shirt, walking upstairs to the room. "You said you wouldn't leave me.."


"You've got to be kidding me." Blaine sighed.


"What?" Kurt asked, looking back at Blaine.


"You ask me to get you a drink and say you're going to dance with Rachel. Then you blame me?"


"You could've told me to stay with you." Kurt said, looking in the drawer as he searched for a shirt.


"I'm your husband not your father. I can't tell you want to do." Blaine said simply.


"You're the only person I have to look after me right now..Don't put this on me.."


"You are not a child, Kurt. There will be times where I'm not with you. Part of getting better, is being able to do things on your own."


"Well right now isn't one of those times, Blaine! I'm sorry I'm not functioning well enough for you! But you shouldn't have let me walk off in a crowded club!" Kurt spat.


"You know what? You always try to blame me for what you do. You let me take the blame when 'Claude' put me in the hospital. I always say 'I'm sorry' even when I have done nothing wrong. Just to make you happy. I'm tired of it, Kurt. Do you really think most people would've come back to this? No. But I did. This is hard for me too. But you constantly snap on me when all I do is try to make things perfect for you!" Blaine got out, actually yelling at his husband for the first time since they got back together.


Kurt just stared at Blaine for what seemed like long time before turning his eyes back into the drawer and pulling a shirt out. "I can't believe you right now.." He said under his breath.


"Why? For standing up to you? Think about it. How many things have you blamed me for? How many things have I apologized for that had nothing to do with me? You know that I blame myself for all of this. You're really going to throw this in my face?.." Blaine took a deep, shuddering breath, forcing his tears to stay in.


Kurt turned to face Blaine, something in his eyes Blaine couldn't place. "Listen. You try taking a cereal bowl full of fucking pills every morning and then you can tell me how to be emotionally stable! I don't know what I do, Blaine. I-I really can't even..I can't see why you're mad right now."


"I'm not mad!" Blaine said seriously. "I just can't understand why you always blame me. Are you trying to punish me? I already feel like shit about what happened to you. I know now that I could've changed it. But I didn't. I didn't know then. I blame myself every damn day. I feel like the shittiest husband in the world. And you know this but still blame me."


"I don't...You're not a bad husband Blaine..I-I don't blame you..I just.." Kurt sighed, looking up at the ceiling and bringing his hand up to tug at his hair.


"You just what?" Blaine asked quietly.


"I don't want you to see how much I fuck up.."


Blaine turned around. "Baby, no matter what happens between us, I'm not going anywhere. We live together. We're married. I'm not leaving."


"I don't mean to make you feel like a bad husband.." Kurt whispered.


Blaine sighed. "It's not really you. I just.. I feel like that's part of why Claude is still here. Because he knows that if I had picked you up that night none of this would've happened."


"Blaine..I always walked home.." Kurt said seriously.


"I shouldn't have let you." Blaine whispered.


"Blaine..Please stop.."


"So, keep in how I feel?"


"No..But don't blame yourself.." Kurt said.


Blaine sighed. "It's hard.."


"I know.." Kurt said, walking over to him.


Blaine took his husband's hands. "I'm sorry."


"No...I'm sorry..I should've waited for you..I shouldn't have left..It was my fault.."


"You're safe now." Blaine said softly.


Kurt nodded, resting his forehead against Blaine's. "I love you.."


"I love you too."


Kurt leaned in, kissing him softly. "I'm sorry I yelled at you.."


"Me too, baby.."


"Let's go to bed.."


Blaine nodded. He went to change before climbing into bed. Kurt followed, cuddling up to his husband.
"You're perfect, Kurt. Don't think anything else. I love you.."


"So are you..I love you too.."


Blaine smiled as he kissed Kurt.


Kurt hummed softly. "Lets not fight ever again.."


"I'd love that."


The older smiled, kissing Blaine again.


"Goodnight."


"Night.."