Kurt looked up and saw his husband and gave a small smile. "Hey."

"Hey baby."

"I've been reading.."

"Oh yeah? What about?" Blaine smiled.

"Babies.."

"What about them?"

"Raising them.."

Blaine smiled, going to sit by his husband.

"I don't think I can do this.." Kurt whispered, scratching at the healing cuts on his arms.

"Why baby?"

Kurt pointed to the page. "In order for a child to grow and be happy, they need two parents that can provide them stability, constant care, and a safe environment.." He read.

"You will, Kurt. When you're better. You're well enough to live here with me." Blaine said softly.

"Barely..." Kurt whispered.

"It's an improvement."

Kurt sighed, tracing his fingers over the picture of the mother and father, holding their baby and smiling. He wanted it more than anything.

"We'll get there, Kurt."

Kurt looked over at Blaine. "You really think so?.."

Kurt smiled, leaning over and kissing Blaine softly.

"I believe in you," Blaine said lovingly.

"Thank you.." Kurt said quietly. "I just get scared..I don't ever want them to see me switch.."

"I know baby. We'll figure it out."

Kurt nodded, sighing softly when a beeping went off on Blaine's watch.

Kurt sighed. "Do I have to take them today?.."

"Yes baby. You need them." Blaine said seriously.

Kurt nodded, looking down.

"I just want to keep us safe." Blaine said, getting up to get the pills.

"Keep us safe from me.." Kurt whispered, bringing his knees to his chest.

"No. From Claude."

"Even you said it, Blaine..He's a part of me.."

Blaine sighed, not knowing how to fix this.

"I remembered something today.." Kurt said quietly.

"What is it?"

"I was listening to that playlist you made me..Teenage Dream came on and It made me think about a school..Blue and red.."

Blaine bit his lip as he thought about that day. "The day we met.."

Kurt smiled. "I kind of remember it..You were..Short.." He giggled.

"Hey now," Blaine laughed.

Kurt bit his lip, holding back a grin as Blaine handed him the pills.

"You must have liked it because you married me."

"I think it's cute.." Kurt said softly, before taking the pills.

"I think you're cute." Blaine smiled.

Kurt rolled his eyes. "Whatever. ."

Blaine chuckled. "Are you hungry?"

"Nope..Come kiss me." Kurt said quietly. Blaine leaned in, kissing Kurt softly.

Kurt smiled, humming quietly. "I love your lips.."

"I love yours."

"Yours are so much better, though.." Kurt smiled, nibbling on Blaine's bottom lip.

Blaine gave a small moan. "I don't know about that."

"Why do you say that?.." Kurt asked, his hand traveling up Blaine's thigh.

"Because I know how good yours feel," Blaine whispered.

Kurt shivered. "But yours feel better.." Kurt said, kissing his jaw softly.

"You don't know that."

"Neither do you.." Kurt said, kissing back to his lips.

"So we'll agree to disagree," Blaine grinned. Kurt kissed the corner of Blaine's smile, giggling lightly. "You're extra kissy today," Blaine chuckled.

"I like kissing you." Kurt said, kissing his nose.

"I like it too."

"You like when I kiss you other places?"

"I love all of your kisses."

Kurt smiled, kissing down Blaine's neck. Blaine tilted his head back as he moaned softly. Kurt hummed, gently pushing Blaine's chest so he was laying down on the couch. Blaine let his eyes flutter closed as he relaxed. Kurt lifted Blaine's shirt, licking across his abs.
"Oh god.."

Kurt grinned, moving to his hips. Blaine smiled, rolling his body slightly.
"Ooh..Do that again..." Kurt whispered. Blaine moaned, doing it again. Kurt pulled Blaines pants down and quickly sucked his length into his mouth. "Ah!" Blaine gasped harshly, throwing his head back. Kurt hummed, bobbing his head quickly.
"Kurt.."

"Hmm?.." Kurt hummed.

"So good.."

The older smiled, sucking harder. Blaine let out a loud moan, relaxing against the couch. Kurt pulled off, licking up the underside.
"Baby.. You're so good.."

Kurt smiled. "Taste so good.."

Blaine reached down, dragging his nails down his chest. Kurt grinned, licking the tip. Blaine looked down to watch his husband. "No one else can do this to me.."

Kurt stroked him slowly. "Really?.."

Blaine nodded. "Only you."

Kurt moaned sofly, kissing up the shaft.

"Oh my god.."

"So sexy.."

Blaine mewled, rolling his hips up. Kurt swallowed him again, moaning deeply.
"Fuck.. Oh fuck.."

Kurt hummed, pushing down more so his nose was against Blaine's stomach.

"Oh god, Kurt!"

Kurt pulled off, gasping for air.

"Baby.. I'm close.."

Kurt nodded, pumping Blaine as he sucked the head. Blaine arched his back, giving a loud groan as he came. Kurt sputtered, pulling off as Blaine came across his swollen lips.
"So sexy.." Blaine whispered. Kurt licked his lips, dragging his tongue over Blaine's softening length. Blaine shivered. "Damn baby.."

Kurt moved up Blaine's body and kissed him deeply, letting Blaine lick up the come he didn't. Blaine moaned at the taste, pulling Kurt closer. Kurt whimpered, rolling his body.

"What do you want, baby?" Blaine whispered.

"Anything...I-I just..Need.."

Blaine flipped them over and kissed down Kurt's chest. Kurt whimpered slightly, looking down at Blaine. Blaine palmed Kurt over his pants. Kurt gasped shakily, wrapping his arms around Blaine.
"You want me to suck you baby?"

"N-no..Just..touch me..kiss me.." Kurt panted. Blaine nodded, pressing their lips together as he slowly pulled Kurt's member out. Kurt whined, kissing Blaine deeply. The younger stroked Kurt as they kissed. Kurt was trembling under Blaine. Blaine could already tell he was close. Blaine rolled his body onto Kurt as he moaned.
"Blaine.." Kurt panted. "I-I'm..I'm.."

"I know baby.. Let go."

Kurt thrust up, whimpering slightly before his stomach tensed and he came. Blaine stroked his husband through go release. Kurt hummed and moaned softly as he came down. "Blaine. ."

"You're so beautiful.."

"I love you.."

"I love you too," Blaine said lovingly.

Kurt smiled, kissing Blaine again. Blaine grinned. "I'm going to make grilled cheese. Want some?"

"Yeah.." Kurt hummed. Blaine kissed Kurt before going to the kitchen. Kurt tucked himself away and sighed. "Can we go to the park later?.."

"Of course, babe."

Kurt smiled, nodding.

After they ate, Blaine grabbed Kurt a light jacket and they headed to the park. Kurt wrapped his arms around one of Blaine's as they walked before sitting at a bench. "It's so beautiful out here." Blaine sighed.

"It is.." Kurt said softly. He let his hood down and rolled up his sleeves, letting the sun warm his skin.

"Hey, I'm going to grab some coffee. It's just right over there. I'll be right back, okay?"

"Okay.." Kurt nodded, letting his head fall back. Blaine got up and walked towards the shop. Kurt sat there, enjoying the weather when he heard a little voice.
"What happened to you?.."

He opened his eyes to keep a kid standing in front of him. "What?"

The little boy was staring at Kurt's arms. "How'd you get cut?..It's on your face too.."

Kurt froze, not sure of what to say. "It was just an accident."

"Are you okay?.." The little boy asked.

"I will be.. One day.." Kurt said sadly.

The little boy sat next to Kurt and ran his hand over Kurt's scabs. "Does that hurt?..."

Kurt shook his head. "No."

The boy nodded, looking up at Kurt as he pulled his hood back up. "You know..With all those cuts you look kinda scary."

That stung Kurt a little. "I'm really nice.."

"I know. Your eyes look nice." The boy smiled.

"Thank you. What's your name?"

"Devin." He said softly. "Do you want to play with me?"

"I'd love to. I'm Kurt."

"Hi Kurt. Come on!" He grabbed Kurt's hand and pulled him to the closest jungle gym, climbing up the ladder.

Kurt giggled as he followed. This one random little boy made him so happy. He hoped to have this with his own kid someday. He looked over at the bench and saw Blaine smiling at them. Eventually, a few other kids came over to join their game, all wanting to play with Kurt. Kurt laughed and played with them all for a while. Blaine watched on. It was nice to see his husband so happy and playful.
After a while, Kurt decided to return to Blaine, leaving the kids to play.

"Having fun?" Blaine grinned. Kurt nodded, a big grin on his face. Blaine handed him a coffee. "You look so happy."

Kurt took it and sat down. "I love kids." He said softly.

"They seem to love you too."

Kurt sipped his coffee happily, cuddling up to Blaine. They sat there, watching the kids until most of them were gone.

"Blaine?.." Kurt whispered.

"Yes baby?"

Kurt turned to look at Blaine before his eyes closed for a moment. They opened and the blue was even more brilliant. "He really wants a child, Blaine.." Elizabeth said softly.

Blaine gave a small smile. "Me too.. But I have to make sure Claude is under control of not gone.."

Elizabeth nodded, grabbing Blaine's hand. "He's trying so hard.."

"I know. I believe in him."

"Thank you..for being here.."

"I wouldn't be anywhere else," Blaine said softly. "No one understands why I'm still here. I get it. It gets really scary sometimes. But I love him.."

"You know he would never intentionally hurt you, right?.." Elizabeth said softly.

Blaine swallowed dryly. "When Claude came out and did that... Do you think there's a part of Kurt.. that wanted to do it..?"

"I don't..Claude is a manifestation of all of Kurt's anger and frustration. It bubbles to the surface and gets released in any way possible." Elizabeth said.

"Why do they want him to kill me..? I'm scared to sleep every night.. I'm scared of what I'll wake up to or not wake up at all.."

"Because you make him happy.." She whispered.

"Do you think he can handle a family..?"

"Honestly..I do..I feel like a child would help him. Help him see that he has to work harder to get better.." She nodded, looking up at the sky.

"Thank you," Blaine said quietly.

"It's what I'm here for.." Elizabeth smiled.

"I love when you come out.." Blaine admitted.

Elizabeth giggled, squeezing Blaine's hand. "I'm glad.."

"Will you be with Kurt much longer?.."

"Depends on if the medicine keeps working..It's hard for me to come out..I try to so you can have someone to talk to that understands Kurt.."

"I don't want him to lose you.. But if he doesn't take them, he gets worse.."

She nodded. "I understand..I know i'll have to go soon. And claude will be the last to go.."

"I'm scared for when he's the only one left.. He won't have anyone to put Claude down.. Tell him that Claude is wrong.."

"He'll have you.." Elizabeth said quietly. She gave a small smile before closing herv eyes. When they opened again, Blaine knew the blue-grey belonged to Kurt.

"How are you feeling baby?" Blaine asked softly.

"I dunno.." Kurt grabbed Blaine's wrist and looked at his watch. "Do you have to work tonight?.."

Blaine nodded. "I do. It's a short shift though."

"Okay." Kurt said, running his fingers over a cluster of cuts on his cheek. "Do you think I'm scary?.." He whispered.

"No, baby. Why would I think that?"

"That little boy said my scars made me look scary.."

"It's because he's little. He doesn't know about what's going on. But you weren't too scary for him to talk or play with you."

Kurt looked up at Blaine and nodded. He was right. "Just some days I wish I could just..Take a sponge and wash all of these way and never ever have to look at them again..I want to be beautiful for you.."

"Kurt," Blaine said, turning to face his husband. "I think you're the most gorgeous man. I love you."

Kurt had tears in his eyes as he looked down. "I just don't ever feel gorgeous.." He sniffed. "They're so..ugly.."

Blaine leaned in, kissing over a couple of the scars. "I love all of you. Your scars are a part of you. I know you don't feel it. But you are beautiful."

Kurt sniffed again, wiping a tear away. "Thank you.." They walked home and Kurt decided to go take a shower. He pulled off his clothes and looked in the mirror. Scars riddled his arms, his abdomen and hips. The tops of his thighs and his sides. He had no idea how Blaine could ever find this body beautiful.

Blaine knocked on the door. "Babe? Can I come in? I need to get ready."

"Umm..Yeah.." Kurt said, covering himself with a towel before opening the door. Blaine smiled, pulling Kurt close and kissing him. Kurt sighed softly, returning the kiss.

"I love you."

"I love you too.." Kurt said quietly, clutching to the towel.

"Are you okay?"

Kurt nodded, looking down. Blaine kissed his husband's cheek before going to turn the shower on.
"Are you gonna shower with me?.." Kurt asked quietly. He hadn't really let Blaine see him completely naked since that night they fought.

"I can wait if you want.."

"No..Its fine.." Kurt said nervously.

"Okay." Blaine said, starting to undress. Kurt watched Blaine, biting his lip. "You coming?" Blaine ask as he stepped in. Kurt nodded, slowly dropping the towel and stepping in. Blaine admired Kurt's body. Seeing the scars did make him sad. But Kurt was still so beautiful. "I could stare at you all day."

Kurt blushed. "I-I don't see how you think that.."

"Because you're perfect."

Kurt just shook his head, looking down.

"You are." Blaine said, cupping Kurt's cheek.

Kurt looked up at Blaine. "But you are.."

"And so are you."

Kurt sighed softly, leaning against Blaine. Blaine grabbed a wash cloth and started washing Kurt. Kurt tensed slightly, looking back at him. "Relax," Blaine soothed.

Kurt nodded, letting his shoulders sag a bit. Blaine leaned in, kissing a couple of Kurt's scars. Kurt looked back at Blaine. "You don't have to do this.."

"I want to," Blaine said sweetly. "I want you to see they don't change how I feel."

Kurt nodded, taking a shaky breath. Blaine continued down Kurt's body, kissing each scar. Kurt closed his eyes. Did Blaine really love every part of him? Scars and all?.. Blaine took his time, paying attention to each mark. Kurt tried not to let his tears overwhelm him as Blaine kissed over each cut. The younger looked up. "I love you so much. Each part if you."

"I love you too.." Kurt whispered.

Blaine smiled, standing back up. "Whenever you feel like you aren't good enough, I want you to think of how I look at you. How I think you're the most beautiful person in this world."

Kurt nodded, a tear slipping out, but quickly mixing with the water. Blaine leaned in to kiss his husband deeply. Kurt wrapped his arms around Blaine's neck, moaning softly.
"I don't care how long it takes. I will do this every day. I will tell you every day if it helps."

"I love you so much, Blaine. ." Kurt got out.

"I love you too, Kurt. More than anything."

Kurt nodded, hugging Blaine close. Blaine held Kurt for a few minutes before they finished up and got out. Kurt got dressed, watching Blaine as he got ready.

"You want me to bring anything home tonight?"

"Those little garlic rolls?.." Kurt asked.

"Anything else?"

"Nope.." Kurt smiled, laying back on the bed.

"Alright. I'll be home around nine, babe." Blaine said softly.

"I love you." Kurt smiled.

"I love you too."

Kurt nodded as Blaine walked out and curled up in the bed. After a while the phone rang and Kurt sat up in bed. He walked over to the phone and saw Carole's number. He carefully picked up the phone. "Hello..?"

"Kurt?..Hi sweetie."

"Hey, Carole."

"How are you doing?"

"I'm okay.. How are you?"

"Good. I was wondering if you boys would mind me bringing Finn up there to stay for a bit."

"Finn wants to see me..?" Kurt asked quietly.

"Of course.."

"I-I.. I'd like that.."

"So would I.." Carole said softly.

"When are you coming?"

"Would it be okay if we showed up tomorrow morning?"

"Oh uhh yeah. I-I need to clean.. I'll tell Blaine. Do you need us to pick you up?"

"That'd be nice." Carole smiled.

Kurt wrote down when they would arrive and their flight number before getting off the phone. He looked around at the house and sighed. He wanted everything to be perfect. He began to straighten up, making sure everything was in accordance and perfectly straight. Blaine wouldn't be mad if he used the cleaning supplies would he? Kurt assumed he wouldn't. After all he was trying to help. He went to the kitchen and sighed as he saw that the cabinet that led under the sink was locked. Where would Blaine keep the key..? He walked into the room and started his search. He checked the dressers and nightstand but found nothing.
Kurt looked under the bed and saw a shoe box. He pulled it out, after moving a few things out of the way and looked inside. There were a lot of pictures of Blaine. But he was with men Kurt didn't recognize.. Were these other boyfriends? Kurt sat and crossed his legs, pulling the box into his lap. There were a lot of guys. There was one that hit Kurt especially hard of them kissing. He was tall and had brown hair with dark green eyes. Kurt's eyes darted to the other pictures. There were a lot of Blaine with this guy..They looked really happy together.. They looked like a normal couple.. Kurt felt selfish for putting Blaine through this.
Kurt sighed, when a glint of metal caught his eye. Was it the key?..he reached for it and grabbed it, gasping as he lifted it. It was a ring. An engagement ring.. It was beautiful. Much more than either of them could have ever afforded. Why hadn't Blaine told him? Kurt felt a pain in his chest as he put the ring back in the box. He wanted so badly to ask Blaine about it. But that would mean he'd have to admit to going through his things. But Blaine wanted to marry this man..It hadn't always been Kurt. He said it was always him.. So why did he have this ring..? He gasped as he heard the front door open and scrambled to put everything back in the box.

"Baby? I'm home." Blaine called.

Kurt started to panic as he accidentally knocked the box over. Tears filled his eyes as he tried to quickly shove them away. Blaine would hate him.. Blaine set two dinner boxes down and walked to the bedroom. He saw the panic and tears in Kurt's eyes. "Baby, what happened?"

"I-I'm sorry I-I w-was cleaning and-and I saw this and I opened it..I-I'm so s-sorry.." Kurt stammered.

Blaine's eyes went wide as he saw the box. "Kurt.."

"I-I'm so s-sorry.." Kurt panted, tears streaming down his cheeks.

"No.. I'm sorry.." Blaine whispered.

Kurt looked up at Blaine. "W-why?.." he whispered.

"For not telling you.."

Kurt looked back down at the pictures. "You were gonna marry someone?.."

"I thought about it.." Blaine said quietly.

"Who?.."

Blaine sat down and sighed. "His name is Sebastian."

"Did I know him?.."

"No."

Kurt nodded, looking down.

"It wasn't meant to be.." Blaine whispered.

"But..You thought about marrying him.."

"Not really. Not until he proposed, I mean."

"And you said yes?.."

"I did.."

Kurt looked down. "So you wanted to.."

Blaine shrugged. "I no longer had you. I tried to move on."

Kurt looked down his heart pounding. "He touched you..A-And kissed you..And loved you..And you loved him.."

Blaine moved closer and took his husband's hands. "Please baby, calm down. I.. I left him.."

Kurt shook his head. "You said it was always just me!" He panted, his breath becoming shallow as Claude began to speak in the back of his mind.

"Kurt, shh.. Calm down, please.. I told you this.. I thought you didn't want me. But I left him.. For you. I couldn't get married without knowing for sure whether or not you and I had a chance." Blaine tried to explain. "I came to find you."

Kurt was shaking as Blaine pulled him close. "I c-can't..He touched y-you..He..He.."

"Shh, please.. Please.. Deep breaths, Kurt.. Calm.. Be calm.."

Kurt held his breath before gasping harshly, "Calm..." He repeated.

"Yes baby.. Calm. Don't let him come out. Don't listen to him. Listen to me.."

"Calm.." Kurt breathed out again. He tried to relax but all he could see was this Sebastian guy touching Blaine, kissing him, having sex with him..

Blaine held Kurt closer, rubbing his back.

Kurt clutched to Blaine, resting his forehead against his shoulder. "My Blaine. ."

"Yes. I'm yours. I married you."

"Mine.." Kurt almost growled. Blaine gasped, his body freezing for a moment.

Kurt looked up at Blaine. "You're mine.." he whispered before kissing him deeply. Blaine fell back, bringing Kurt with him and holding him close. Kurt moaned softly, kissing Blaine with everything he had.

"Kurt," Blaine gasped between kisses.

"I want you so bad..Just..Mine.." Kurt panted.

"All yours," Blaine whispered.

Kurt smiled, kissing Blaine again before flipping him over and pulling Blaine's ass up so he was on his knees and elbows. Blaine moaned loudly. He hadn't seen Kurt like this since before everything happened. Kurt pulled Blaine's work pants down and gripped his ass, leaning in to kiss and bite at the perfect flesh.
"Oh my god.. Kurt..."

Kurt spread Blaine's cheeks, gasping shakily as he saw the tight hole.

Blaine bit his lip as he heard the slight hesitation. "You don't have to.."

"No..I want to..I want to.." Kurt panted. "Looks so sexy.."

Blaine rolled his body at his husband's words.

Kurt leaned in,, dragging the flat of his tongue over Blaine's hole. Blaine sucked in a deep breath. "Holy shit.."

Kurt moaned. "You taste amazing.."

"Baby.."

Kurt leaned back in, running the tip of his tongue around the rim before pushing inside. Blaine couldn't help but to push his hips back. It felt so good. Kurt squeezed Blaine's ass and spread him wider as he fucked him with his tongue. "Kurt! Ah, fuck!"

Kurt pulled out, watching as Blaine's entrance shrank back to a tight pucker. "Blaine.." Kurt panted.

"Baby.. Show me I'm yours.. Only yours.."

Kurt got on his knees. "T-take your clothes off.."

Blaine got up, quickly removing his clothes before kneeling back down. Kurt pulled his off as well before spitting on his hand and slicking himself up quickly. Blaine turned his head to watch. Kurt was trembling slightly as he stroked himself. He needed this.. "I want you so bad, Kurt.."

Kurt nodded, lining himself up before slowly pushing into Blaine. Blaine grabbed his shirt, tangling his hands in the fabric as he felt the rough, dry stretch. "Ungh..!"

Kurt gasped. "Are you okay?.."

Blaine nodded quickly. "Been.. A long time.."

Kurt nodded back, looking down at his lover as he slowly pushed into him. Blaine panted under his husband. "Ohmygod.."

"Blaine.." Kurt whispered.

Blaine stayed still as he got used to the stretch. "Talk to me.. Please.."

"You're so fucking..Tight..Perfect. ."

Blaine mewled as he moved his hips. Kurt gasped softly, pulling out and slowly pushing in again. The younger moved his hips faster, feeling Kurt inside him. He had forgotten how perfect they were together. Blaine's moans got louder as Kurt sped up. Kurt pulled Blaine up so his back was to his chest. He moaned deeply. Blaine looked so beautiful.. "Kurt.." Blaine whimpered.

Kurt brought a hand up, cupping Blaine's cheek and moaning against his neck as he thrust faster. Blaine looked into his husband's lustful eyes as he edged closer. Kurt couldn't get enough of how Blaine felt around him..How he looked while Kurt was inside of him..This was all so perfect. "So close.." Blaine panted.

"Blaine..." Kurt groaned, his hips stuttering in rhythm. Blaine arched his back wildly, crying out as he came. Kurt filled Blaine as he tightened around him, groaning. Blaine leaned back against Kurt, breathing heavily.

"I love you.."

"I love you too.."

Kurt pulled out, panting softly. Blaine turned around to kiss his husband deeply. Kurt kissed Blaine back, loving how clear his mind was in this moment.

"I brought dinner." Blaine said, his voice hoarse.

"You're amazing..." Kurt smiled. Blaine chuckled as they changed into their pajamas and went to eat.

"Carole and Finn are coming tomorrow. ." Kurt said as they ate.

"Finn too?" Blaine asked. "That's great."

Kurt nodded, a bit nervous about it.

"I bought an air mattress. I'll blow it up tomorrow. You, Finn and I can sleep out here. We'll give Carole the bed."

Kurt nodded again. "That sounds good.."

"Are you feeling okay?"

"Yeah.." Kurt said softly.

They ate dinner before climbing into bed, sleep quickly taking them.