It had been 2 hours since Kurt had left and Blaine decided he would go to the rehab center. He knew he needed help and he needed Kurt. But he couldn't call The Recovery Place just yet because he couldn't stop crying to pick up the phone and talk. He decided he would call the next day. He wasn't going to drink that night, he was just going to watch videos of him and Kurt and remember why he wants to get sober. He is going to put his pain somewhere like writing the next hit song. Being a famous pop-star was awesome, and he wouldn't change it for anything... Well maybe one thing to have the love of his life back in his life.

He never meant to hit Kurt... Hell he was too drunk to remember why he did it... He just knows he regrets it more than anything. As for the cheating... He looked like Kurt and he was too drunk to know that it wasn't him and when he woke up next to him in the morning and knew what he did and he felt horrible... And why he started drinking? Well... There were a lot of reasons. One being because of his life as an international pop-star and he started partying and he just didn't know when to stop. Another was the stress was just unbelievable. 

He was watching the Christmas special he and Kurt were in back in 2011 and wishes he could go back. He wants Kurt back so bad it hurts!

On the plus side he has a verse of his next song written....

All along it was a fever

a cold sweat hot-headed believer

I threw my hands in the air, said, “Show me something,”

He said, “If you dare come a little closer.”

Round and around and around and around we go
Oh now, tell me now, tell me now, tell me now you know.

He went to bed around midnight crying himself to sleep.

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Kurt threw himself into designing clothes. He was the most famous fashion designer/ Broadway star out there. Everyone shipped Klaine. Kurt and Blaine, they were the couple everyone loved. He knew as soon as everyone found out they were over they would be devastated. Well everyone will find out soon, but he plans to keep it a secret as long as possible and he hopes Blaine does too.

Everyone knew Blaine had a drinking problem for the last 2 months. Kurt then realized he was crying again he put down the fabric. He went to the TV area and started looking through photo albums on his phone... 2 hours later he was looking at the last picture they ever took together. It was three months ago, right before Blaine picked up drinking. It was Valentines Day, Blaine was kissing Kurt's cheek!

He was sobbing again. He switched it to his wallpaper and looked at the time and realized he should get some sleep. He went and laid in his hotel bed. But he couldn't go to sleep all he could do was think.

'What is Blaine doing now?'

'Is he drunk?'

'Is he safe?'

'Is he fucking that guy again?'

'Is he gonna get help?'

'Is he as sad as me?'

'Does he care I left?' And the thoughts continued until Kurt cried himself to sleep.

Blaine awoke the next morning to a new feeling, a feeling he hasn't felt for months. He wasn't hung over. But all he wanted to do was make a Bloody Mary, with double shot of Vodka. No, no he won't, he had to stay strong for Kurt. He pulled the card Kurt gave him off of the nightstand. He looked at a picture of him and Kurt at Christmas picked it up and kissed it. Kurt left some of the pictures and took some. He picked up the phone and dialed the number on the card.

“Hello this is The Recovery Place Claire speaking, how may I help you?”

“Umm hi my name is Blaine, Blaine Anderson I was wondering if you had any open rooms?”

“Yes yes we do... What would you be coming for?”

“Alcoholism.” Blaine muttered.

“Ok and how long will you be staying?”

“Umm I don't know until I'm better? Is that ok?”

“Yes sir that's perfectly fine! When would you like to check in?”

“Tomorrow, so I have time to pack my stuff.”

“Ok that's fine... Just so you know when you arrive we will go through your belongings to make sure you didn't bring any alcohol, drugs or anything dangerous.”

“Ok.”

“Ok so payment....”

“I don't care how much it costs I want the best treatment I can get. I have plenty of money!”

“Ok sir when you check out we will give you the bill.”

“Ok thanks.”

“And sir?”

“Yes?”

“Today while your not here, please try to stay sober and if you need to talk to someone please don't hesitate to call! Or if you need to come early, just come!”

“Thank you so much it means a lot.”

“Your welcome. Good luck sir.”

“Thanks.” And they hung up.

“I'm gonna need it.” He said to himself as he got a suitcase out of the closet!

Kurt woke up and felt a pang of sadness! He hopes, he hopes to a god he doesn't believe in, that Blaine will get help... But what if he doesn't? Well then he'll just have to come up with another plan to get him to get help. He knew he couldn't let Blaine continue the way he was living. He hoped that him leaving would show Blaine that he is at rock bottom. But if it didn't? He would need a new plan. A plan he didn't have made yet but if plan 'A' didn't work there will definitely be a plan 'B'. But for now he is just gonna hope plan 'A' works and he won't need a new plan.

He got up and headed to the bathroom he looked in the mirror and saw his puffy eyes and tear stained face. He knew he needed to go to an interview at 2 and he couldn't be looking like a mess. He wanted to try to keep his and Blaine's break up a secret as long as possible. So he hopped in the shower and as soon as he got out he spent extra time on his moisturizing routine. When he was about to leave he took another look in the mirror and he looked like there was nothing wrong. Exept the light that is usually in his eyes were gone. But he knew that everything was wrong! Nothing was right. He grabbed his wallet and phone and opened the hotel door and was swarmed by paparazzi. Yup, it was gonna be a long day for Kurt Hummel.

Yup, it was going to be a very long day for Blaine Anderson. He was trying very, very hard not to drink! He tried to keep himself busy. Around 5 he was done with all of his packing and he had just eaten an entire pizza. He didn't want to think of Kurt because that would make him sad and he would want to drink. He decided earlier in the day he wouldn't think of Kurt until he got to rehab where he was away from alcohol. To keep his mind off of everything he turned on the TV and went to Vh1.

“Hi welcome back to Vh1 I'm Jenny McCarthy...” Blaine looked down at his hands and smiled sadly to himself when he remembered when he and Kurt were interviewed by her. His heart started to hurt. No, he couldn't think of Kurt yet he needed to be in an alcohol free place and he turned his attention back to the television and he felt that same pain in his heart. He was looking at his ex-boyfriend! He knew he should probably turn off the TV but he couldn't bring himself to do it so he rewound so he could hear the beginning of the interview.

“Hi welcome back to Vh1 I'm Jenny McCarthy today we have a special guest Mr. Kurt Hummel!”

Kurt did a little wave and smile. Blaine knew that smile, it was his 'I'm in pain but I need to act like I'm ok' smile.

“So Kurt how are you?”

“Umm well. I'm ok.”

“Ok so I take somethings wrong?”

'Oh yes everything is wrong nothing is right.' Blaine thought and it looked like Kurt was thinking the same thing!

“No just had a rough week.”

“Ok... So what's new with your career?” Blaine was grateful she wasn't prying anymore.

“Well I'm going to be playing Fiyero in Wicked on Broadway. It opens in the middle of July” That got Blaine smiling.

“Yes and your best friend Rachel Berry is playing Elphaba, correct?”

“Correct.”

“So is it fun working with her?”

“Yes! We have been in other plays together before so it's not different, but it's definitely fun!”

“Yes and this is your 5th Broadway Play you have been in correct?”

“Yes well with major parts, before I was famous I was just an extra.”

“Oh, would you mind listing your major parts that you have had?”

“Of course! I was Nick Arnstein in the Funny Girl revival, I was Guy in Once, Smee in Peter and the Star Catchers, Edwin Drood in the revival of The Mystery of Edwin Drood and now Wicked!”

“You have won two Tonys right?”

“Right!”

“And each of the plays you've been in has at least won 2 right?”

“Yes...”

“So how is your clothing line?”

“Klaine is doing fantastic! We are having a beginning summer fashion show in a couple of weeks.”

“That's great let's talk about the name... It's for you and Blaine... Blaine Anderson, Correct?” That got cheers from the audience!

Blaine's heart broke yet again and by the look on Kurt's face the same thing happened to him.

“Y-yes....”

“How are things with you too.”

Blaine didn't want the world to know that he hurt and cheated on Kurt.

“We’re- We're... We're a little rocky right now, but I think things can get better.”

Blaine's heart swelled Kurt believes they can get through this... He really, really hopes they can.

“-I'm Jenny and this was Kurt Hummel and we'll see you next time!”

Blaine didn't realize until after the show was over that he had tears running down his face. He ran to his bedroom and opened his song writing journal and started writing.

2 hours later he had the chorus written and had all the music written.

Not really sure how to feel about it.
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you.
It takes me all the way.
I want you to stay

He decided to get some sleep tomorrow was going to be a long day.

When Kurt got home he sat his Chinese food down. He turned on the TV. Blaine Anderson the movie was on. It was a movie about Blaine's life. The thing about Blaine's life it has a lot of Kurt in it... Well at least at used to and Kurt doesn't want to see how their relationship used to be. He wants it to go back. He switched the channel and watched a reruns of Friends until he cried himself to sleep.