July 20, 2012, 6:29 a.m.
Open Journal: Chapter 5-Just So You Know
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(Flash back)
"Oh my god Blaine i love this song!"
"It's just a song."
"So come on you odsessed with disney music."
"But this is Jesse McCartney"
"So."
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Kurt walked into the cafateria to see Blaine on the stage.
But this time he pulled Kurt on the stage with him and sat
him on the stool and Blaine sat on the stool across from
it faceing Kurt.
"Again Blaine?"
"You use to love this song and now is the perfect time to
sing it."
I shouldn't love you
but i want to,
i just can't turn away
i shouldn't see you
but i can't move
i can't look away
i shouldn't love you
but i want to,
i just can't turn away
i shouldn't see you
but i can't move
i can't look away
and i don't know
how to be fine, when i'm not
cause i don't know
how to make a feeling stop
just so you know
this feeling is taking control of me
and i can't help it
i won't sit around
i can't let him win now
i thought you should know
i tried my best to let go, of you
but i don't want to
i just gotta say it all before i go
just so you know
it's getting hard to, be around you
there's so much i can't say,
do you want me to hide the feelings
and look the other way
and i don't know
how to be fine, when i'm not
cause i don't know
how to make a feeling stop
just so you know
this feeling is taking control of me
and i can't help it
i won't sit around
i can't let him win now
i thought you should know
i tried my best to let go, of you
but i don't want to
i just gotta say it all before i go
just so you know
this emptiness is killing me
and i'm wondering why i waited so long
looking back i relize,
it was always there just never spoken
and i'm waiting here
been waiting here
mmmm.....
just so you know
this feeling is taking control of me
and i can't help it
i won't sit around
i can't let him win now
i thought you should know
i tried my best to let go, of you
but i don't want to
i just gotta say it all before i go
just so you know
just so you know
i thought
you should know
i tried my best to
let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gotta say it all before i go
just so you know
just so you know
"Oh my god Blaine you remembered?"
"How could i forget.It was important to you so it was important me"
"Blaine i dont know what to say."
"Just say you'll forgive me and give me a chance."
"Why you couldnt say all that before?"
"Because i was afraid."
"I was to.But i still told you."
"I know and i wish i would have told you.I wish i would
have told you everything.I wish i told you how important you
were to me.How beautiful i thought you were.How you made me
so happy.But i thought i would get over it soon but i didnt.
I still really like you Kurt."
"I like you to Blaine."
"So is that a yes?"
"Yes."
"YES!"
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Dear Journal
I caved.I couldnt help it.He gave me that look.Curse those
beautful eyes.He told me everything.He told me he really liked
me.I just wish he told me that before.But i forgave him i forgot
about the things he did to me in the past.But thats what you do
for the person you love i mean like.Wait did i just say i love
Blaine?