Hello....My name is Kurt Hummel. The son of Burt Hummel
and Elizebeth Hummel. Ive never had much luck with love.
Its not that I didnt meet guys. Because I did. I have just
always been socially akward. It was always they liked me and
i didnt like them or the other way around. Because of this small problem
I never had a boyfriend or even been on a date.
But this was all going to change the summer of 2013 when my best friend at the
time set me up with a boy who was all the wrong but said all the right.



It started out as my friend Rachel liking this bi boy.
She had never had luck with boys either but she wanted that
to change. So she called on her best friend for help.
So I did what any good friend would do and i facebook messaged him.
I told him about Rachels crush on him and he wasnt intrested.
Even though my job was done I couldnt help but still message him.

We had messaged quite I bit before Rachel told me he had a crush on me.
I didnt really like him more than a friend. But like any friend would do Rachel
kept bugging and bugging me about it. Until eventually he and I were dating.It started off
really well. He would message me all night and call me beautiful over
and over then send me good morning texts.

Things started off amazing. I thought he was the perfect guy.
But the problem was we never actually spoke in person.
And this led to problems down the road.
And by down the road I mean the yearly Sandusky County fair.
We had made plans to meet eachother there. And thats when things went bad.

Me and my friends were walking when we heard someone yell "Hey Kurt!
Heres your boyfriend!" from behind us. I turned around to see him. I
stopped dead in my tracks. They kept walking foward until they were in
front of my friends and I. My heart started beating fast and i felt my
face get red. I was so embarresed. I couldnt even talk to him.
I just walked in the opposite direction.

At the time i didnt thing it was a big deal. I though we would be okay and could
just try again another day. But little did i know this led him to start talking
to his ex girlfriend. He told her he was single and ended up cheating on me. My
world came crashing down. I was once so high but i only ended up crashing down.

This led to so many things. Once we broke up he got a girlfriend and became very
close with Rachel. All she ever did was talk about him and his girlfriend.
She still talked about them even when she saw it was killing me. I put on
a fake smile and just said "Oh." and smiled. I eventually became distant
with her as she got closer to him.

He and I decided to be friends. But that was impossible. He began to tell Rachel
how annoying i was and that he didnt even really like me. This led to the
depression and cutting. Soon i started to believe what he said. I thought
i was worthless and i would never be good enough for him.

After him I closed up and stopped trusting people. I didnt have any really
close friends because i wouldnt let anyone in. The walls I built up were
made of steel and i never thought anyone could break them down.

Until one day a boy liked my status on facebook. I knew this boy from somewhere.
Ive seen him somewhere. Little did i know this boy was a boy i met at the fair.
The boy i would soon fall in love with. The boy who walked past me and my friends
on his way to the fair. The boy whose name i asked. The shy boy i never thought
id end up with. The quiet boy with the dark hair and darker eyes.
The boy named Blaine Anderson.