Months went by and Kurt and I had texted back in forth. Not about us but about his life in New York and how glee club was doing back here. It was nice to be talking again. It felt just like when we were back at Dalton, before I realized that my entire world was right in front of me. He had decided to come back town for Regionals and it was awesome for him to be there. I knew that I was going to get him back then. Actually I had decided even more than that. I was going to ask him to marry me. I know that sounds insane but it had to be done. I didnt want any more stupidity from me coming in the way. I wanted to show him that he is my absolute love. My only love and would be forever. I had asked Burt for his permission and he laughed at me, well kinda. I mean he said no technically but only because of our age. He knew our love was epic and would stand the test of time so I decided to do it anyway. I mean its not like were going to get married right away. I knew we were too young, I mean I was still in high school. I just knew this was going to happen, but first to be boyfriends again.


I had planned this cute little picnic on the quad for us. He looked so cute in his purple shirt and army pants. I swear that guy just walked right out of a fashion magazine. He always looks so good. I had planned this amazing song to sing to him if it took some convincing but I didnt have to do it. He said something about an agreement he saw on Oprah or something. Im sure meant as a joke but I would have signed or done anything. Then he agreed. He said we could be boyfriends again and I swear my heart stopped for a brief second. It was the most incredible words that have ever come out of his mouth. The next I was hoping was just a single word- yes. He planned this amazing song and at the end, he kissed me and it was magical.


Before he went home I proposed. I know Burt said we were too young and that it didnt matter if I did it now or years from now, our love was meant to last. But I did it anyway. With the help of The Warblers, the school for the deaf and Vocal Adrenaline. I made roses fall from the ceiling where he ended his journey on the stairs where we met. I needed this to be special and something that hed never forget. Then came the best moment of my life. He said yes. I cant explain the feeling I had when I slipped that ring on his finger. I just know that Ive never been happier and from that day forward, he was mine and only mine.


Its year later now and we are still engaged and in college. As I look over to his side of the bed I can see him engulfed in this silly romance novel hes addicted too. Hes simply beautiful, hes just in a tank and pajama pants and I can see some spots where he missed washing off his moisturizer mask, Id never say a word, but it never really mattered what he was wearing he was just perfect.

He looked over to me, “Yes?"

I blinked a few times coming out of my thoughts, “Huh?"

“Well, you're staring. Can I do something for you?"

“Can't I just look at my husband to be and take in his unbelievable beauty?"

He blushed, “Well, I suppose." He smiled.

“How's the book?"

“Oh my gawd, its so addicting. I mean I never thought I could ever get addicted to these stupid things but this one, its almost like our story."

Ok I was intrigued, “How so?"

“Well Stacey and Todd dated when Stacey was working for this law firm that Todd was a lawyer at, then Todd cheated on her with the slutty secretary. Stacey then switched law firms and they never spoke. She tried dating this guy Roger but when she found out Todd was seeing someone she tried to spy on him and figure out who it was but so far she still doesnt know who it is. Her friend told her it was someone she knew but she just really loves him."

Umm, wow. Ya I guess kinda like that. I mean Kurt still doesnt know it was Sebastian all those years ago. I havent heard from him since the proposal. Which Im sure sucked for him. “Ya, um. Kinda hey. Does that make me Todd cause of that horrible thing I did or Stacey cause I loved you so much?"

He laughed, “Umm, Todd. Stacey is a little too fabulous for you." He laughed, “That reminds me, you never did tell me who it was you were seeing."

Oh. “Kurt, I mean does it really matter? It was so long ago."

“I know, but reading this kinda makes me wanna know. Who was it?"

Oh man. What am I going to say? “Uh. Well."

He put his book on the night table and sat to face me, “Blaine, come on I mean whats the big deal. Its not like it could be one of my exes or something."

I breathed deep, “It's probably worse than if I would have done that."

“Oh my gawd Blaine. Who was it? Oh my gawd was it Nick? He had a boyfriend."

“No no no. It wasnt Nick. But um he was a Warbler." I looked down, just say it. I mean it was so long ago, Kurt wont care. Would he?

“What Warbler could be so bad that..." He stopped talking and his eyes got big. “Please please say it wasnt Sebastian."

I looked down.

He jumped off the bed, “Blaine! Are you serious?"

“Kurt, he was. He wasnt that guy, he was a good guy."

“A good guy. After all that he did. To Finn, to glee club, Christ Blaine he almost blinded you."

I stood up and walked over to him and he backed away so I stopped, “I know. I know that but he explained things and we talked for a few months and he just wasnt that guy."

He looked to the floor, " I just, Im....I just dont know what to say."

“Kurt, it was so long ago."

He looked at me, "I know. Im just shocked and to be honest. A little grossed out. Oh my gawd, you slept with him."

I shook my head, “No. We never did that. I swear. It never got that far. I broke things off the day after the wedding. After you and me that night, I knew I didnt want anyone else, ever."

He looked at me and sat back down on the bed, I sat next to him. “Blaine, I just. Im sorry. It was years ago and were adults now. It doesnt matter who we were with. The point is we are together now and forever."

I sighed, “Thank you. And Im sorry too. I should have told you earlier."

He shook his head, “No, Im glad you didnt. I dont know if I would have reacted this well back then. And we may not be together now."

Wow. I was that close to ruining my future with him forever. “Ok. I love you Kurt and Im sorry if that hurt you."

He smiled, “It's ok. You dont still talk to him do you?"

I shook my head, "I havent seen or heard from him since the day I proposed to you."

“I'm kinda shocked he was there for that."

“I was too. Look, can we just lye back down so I can hold you and kiss you and make you forget all about this?"

He smiled, “Please, cause I pictured you two in my head and I would so much like that image burned from my memory."

I grabbed him and threw him on the bed and climbed on top. “Well then, Ill just have to replace that with something even better."


That night, I made sure it was extra special for Kurt. I used all my tricks and flicks and touches and kisses and made sure hes never forget it. And from that night on, Sebastians name wasnt mentioned even once.