It was the night before Mr. Shues wedding. I kinda wanted to ask Sebastian to come with me but I knew that was a bad idea. I had somehow managed to keep his identity a secret. Even from Sam and Tina. I had a talk to with him to explain why I couldnt tell anyone about us and why we couldnt be in public together. He understood completely. He knew it was his fault and how attacked I would be. He was cool with it just being between us. Also, I knew Kurt would be there. I dont know how I am going to be able to deal with seeing him alone minus Sebastian thrown in the mix.

I had been lying in bed that night texting Sebastian. I think most of our non relationship relationship was mostly sex, even though we hadnt gotten that far yet. It just felt so nice to be wanted so much and I couldnt deny that when he touched me, it just got me all hot.

Sebastian: so, what are you wearing?

Blaine: Well I'm in bed.

Sebastian: Go on.....

Blaine: lol. a pair of mckinely sweat pants

Sebastian: and?

Blaine: ? a smile lol

Sebastian: Thats hott. Fuck Blaine im already turned on

Blaine: Ya right

Sebastian: Do I need to send you a picture?

Ya right.

Blaine: Yes yes you do lol

The next thing I knew I received a new picture message. Oh my gawd he didnt. I opened it, oh my gawd he did. WOW. Umm. Thats hot. Now Im hot.

Sebastian: ;) told you

Blaine: I cant believe you just did that

Sebastian: You're totally blushing right now aren't you?

I totally was. I mean Ive been in the mens locker room but not the same. And I mean Ive seen Kurt erect but this is different. Its Sebastian. Its like its forbidden.

Blaine: No.

Sebastian: Ya, right. You so are.

Blaine: I just can't believe you did that

Sebastian: Tell me you're not hard right now

Blaine: No. Ive seen penises before. That was a lie. I totally was.

Sebastian: :(

Blaine: Ok ok. Im lying. I'm totally hot for you. Is that better?

Sebastian: Much much better. Now put your hand in your pants

Blaine: What???

Sebastian: Come on. Like you haven't sexted before.

Blaine: well, once.

Sebastian: So. Put your hand in your pants.

Oh my gawd I was doing this.

Blaine: Ok. now what

Sebastian: Start stroking it. I want you to picture me there. with my hand on your cock and slowly rubbing up and down

I did as he said. Mostly because it was what I was going to do later anyway.

Blaine: mmmmm

Sebastian: feel good?

Blaine: ummhmm. your turn

Sebastian: what should i do

Bing.

Kurt: Hey Blaine. I know its late and I'm sorry I haven't texted you in a while. I've been just so busy with work and school. I just wanted to say that I hope we can still do our duet at the wedding tomorrow. I miss you!

Shit! I forgot about that, why did he have to text now.

Blaine: Ya sure Kurt. Ill see you then.

Back to business. Seeing as if I still had my hand on my cock.

Blaine: I think its your turn to rub it a bit for me. Only im there. slowly kissing down your stomach.

Sebastian: Ohh ya. Now what are you doing.

Blaine: Im imagining you here with me.

Sebastian: Kissing you and licking my way down to your hard cock.

Blaine: Oh gawd ya.

Sebastian: What are u doin to me?

Bing.

Kurt: Great. I cant wait.

Blaine: Im pulling your pants off with my teeth.

Kurt: WHAT?

Oh no. Oh no oh no. Oh fuck.

Kurt: Omg. Are you sexting someone right now?

Oh shit fuck. How did I manage that?

Sebastian: Blaine?

Blaine: umm. sorry seb I gotta go. I made sure to check who i was sending it to this time before hitting send.

Sebastian: seriously?

Blaine: Ill explain later. Im sorry.

What the hell am I going to tell Kurt.

Blaine: Kurt that was not meant for you.

Kurt: No doubt. Do u have a boyfriend?

Blaine: Uh, no.

Kurt: Nvm you're umm busy.

Blaine: well not anymore

Kurt: WELL SOOOORY.

Blaine: Thats not what I meant.

Kurt: I dont think I wanna know.

Blaine: Im sorry. Besides you have a boyfriend now. What does it matter what Im doing.

Kurt: I just didnt think youd turn into a slut after we broke up......and i dont have a boyfriend

Slut? What? Wait, no boyfriend. Whos Adam then? Tina told me he was seeing some guy named Adam.

Blaine: A slut? Really Kurt? You think Id just fuck whoever. Whos Adam then?

Kurt: How do you know about Adam?

Blaine: It doesnt matter. I still miss you Kurt, and Ill always love you. You know that.

Kurt: Ya thats what it really seems like.

Blaine: You have a boyfriend. I tried to get you to forgive me. You moved on. What was I supposed to do? Sit here and pray youd come back to me?

There was silence for a good five minutes. Oh shit. Maybe I shouldnt have said that. We were trying to be friends.

Kurt: Im sorry.

Blaine: Look, I dont have a boyfriend. There is this guy Im kinda seeing tho. Im guessing thats who Adam is to you?

Kurt: Unexclusively.

Blaine: Exactly. Im sorry if I accidently put you in the middle of it. I know it would kill me to know.

Kurt: OK. Look, Ill see you tomorrrow ok. I need my beauty sleep.

Blaine: ok. Night Kurt

Kurt: Night Blaine.

That was not how I was hoping this night was going to end. And I was now soft. I guess Ill just go to bed. I have to make sure I give Sebastian an explanation tomorrow