Sebastian turned out to be someone completely different. He was telling the truth. We had been hanging out for about three months now and there was no signs of that guy I knew before. Kurt hadnt texted me in over a month now. We said wed still be friends but I assumed he was busy with Adam. His name still stung a bit to think of. His Facebook still said single but who knows for sure. All I knew was that I was actually enjoying spending time with Sebastian. I didnt tell anyone that we were hanging out though. I dont think theyd take that very well. The next thing I knew I had a new text message.

Sebastian: Hey Blaine Anderson.

Blaine: Hey Seb. Whats up?

Sebastian: I was thinking.........

Blaine: Ya?

Sebastian: Maybe it would be ok for me to take you on a date now? Like a real one.

Oh, wow. Um, I do really like him. And he is really hot. And Kurt wasnt even talking to me anymore. I guess that didnt matter anyway. Should I? I decided to text Sam.

Blaine: Hey Sam. I have a question for you.

I waited a few minutes for his respond.

Sam: Shoot.

Blaine: Do you think it would be too early to start dating again?

Sam: Did you get asked out?

Sebastian: Hello?

Crap. I answered Sam first.

Blaine: Kinda ya.

Sam: No. I mean its not 2 early. I mean Kurts seeing some1 right?

Blaine: Ya.

Sam: I say go for it.

Blaine: Thanks Sam.

Sam: NP. I wANNa hear about it later tho. Not the details but u kno.

Blaine: lol of course.

Ok so Sam thinks its ok. I mean he doesnt know who it is but he didnt ask either. Here it goes.

Blaine: Hey sorry Seb my mom called me. Umm, ya.

Sebastian: :) awesome. Tomorrow night?

Blaine: Sounds good. What were you thinking?

Sebastian: Dinner? Breadstix?

Shit. If we go to Breadstix people might see us there.

Blaine: How about I cook? At my place. My parents are gone for the weekend.

Sebastian: ;) sounds good.

Blaine: I didnt mean it like that.

Sebastian: Ok, Ill come by at like 6?

Blaine: Sounds good. See you then!

I got to school the next day and was instantly approached by Sam.

“So? Whens your date?"

“Tonight."

“That was fast. So do I know him?"

I thought for a second, “No, you dont." No one knows that Sebastian. Hes a completely different guy.

“Oh, well you deserve this you know. Even if you feel like you dont."

Tina had walked up at that point.

“What does Blaine deserve?"

“He has a date tonight."

Gawd Sam.

“Really Blainey Days? Thats awesome." She smiled, “With who?"

“Um, you dont know him. He goes to Dalton."

“Is it that blonde dude?" Sam asked.

“Thad? No, he has a boyfriend. Its a friend of his though." At least Im assuming they are friends.

“Well, in any case, you deserve a nice night out." Tina said as she put her arm around me and we walked to first period.


The end of the day came too quickly. There was no glee practice today cause of it being Friday and I had no idea what I was going to do for supper. I mean I dont cook. I burn soup. Kurt always cooked when we stayed in. And I think microwavable dinners would be a little sad. I could get take out and make it look like I cooked. No, Blaine. You can do this. I mean just find a simple recipe and follow it to the letter. Ill be fine. I can do this. Yep, no big deal. Its only my first date with a boy that isnt Kurt. OK. Home.



When I got home my parents had already left. They were heading to a convention in Minnesota. They had left a note and money for takeout. They werent too worried about leaving me home alone anymore now that Kurt and I had broken up. I looked at the clock. 4:13. Alright thats just under two hours to find something to cook and change. The changing part I had down. I went through my closet all last night to find something to wear. I think I found the perfect outfit. Now just to cook. I walked into the kitchen and stared at the stove. My arch nemesis. I found some of my moms cook books and skimmed through them. Why hadnt I done this last night? I flipped to the chicken section. Chicken had to be easy right. I had watched Kurt many times just whip things up with chicken. Oh look, Simple Barbeque Chicken, there that settles that.



An hour and some later I was changing into the outfit I had chosen. Some tight black slacks that Kurt had bought me and a light blue pullover. I thought I looked cute. I checked the clock. 5:55. Sebastian would be here any minute. I should go check on the chicken. I ran down the stairs and into the kitchen. Oh shit. Smoke was pouring out of the oven. I ran to the oven and opened the door. Smoke poured out. The doorbell rang. Double shit. Hes going to think Im such a loser. I left the oven door open and turned it off then slowly made my way to the door. I opened the door and Sebastian was holding two roses. One white and one red.

“Hey gorgeous." He said with a smile as he handed me the roses.

I smiled back, “Hey." I said kinda sad.

“What's wrong?"

I moved to the side so he could get a view of the smoky kitchen. “Apparently I really cant cook."

He smiled," Oh. Come lets see it cant be that bad right? I mean whats a little smoke?"

He grabbed my hand and we walked to the kitchen. This is the first time he took my hand. It felt different. Definitely not Kurts, it was stronger and rougher. Once we got into the kitchen he let go of my hand and walked to the oven, he put on oven gloves and pulled out the black chicken.

“Oh." He said, “Wow Blaine, um you really cant cook." He put the chicken on the counter.

I looked down, “Yes."

He walked over to me and lifted my head, “You tried and it was sweet. Ive never been cooked for before."

“You still havent."

He smiled, “Oh Blaine. Im just happy you agreed to this date. We could have been painting your grandmothers toes and Id still be happy."

I gave him a strange look, really. “Really?"

He laughed, “You get the point. How about we just order pizza?"

I nodded, “Ok. Ill call."

Forty-five minutes later the pizza arrived and we sat on the living room floor eating the pizza right out of the box.

“You know, Kurt never would have done this. Eating right out of the box with no plates or forks."

“Forks?"

I laughed, “Yah. He used a fork."

“Well, Im not Kurt, Blaine."

“I know. Im sorry I talk about him so much."

“It's ok. He was your first love. Your only boyfriend up to this point. Its bound to happen. But just so you know. Im not like him. Im me."

I nodded, “I know. And thats a good thing." I said then took a bite of my pizza. I saw Sebastian smile then lean over to me. Was he going to kiss me? Thats a little soon. Should I let him? Should I wait? Do I want to wait? I miss the connection and heat. "Umm."

“Don't worry." He said as he wiped sauce off the corner of my lip. “You just had sauce on your lip. I wasnt going to kiss you. Not if you're not ready for that."

Sebastian really was a different person. He should have started with this. The real him. People would have liked him much more. I breathed deep.

“It's not that. Its just the only other guy I kissed was Eli and," I looked down.

“And that didnt end so well."

I looked back up, “No not really."

“Look Blaine. You know how I feel about you but Ill give you as much time as you need. I dont want to rush you."

That was sweet. He is really sweet. Should I do this? And why am I super turned on right now?
“Thank you. I uh, trust me. I want to. Theres only so much masturbating a guy can do before he just misses the touch of someone else. I just dont know if its a good idea, at this point I mean."

He looked a little uncomfortable and started squirming a bit. Oh man I freaked him out.

“Hey. Im sorry, I shouldnt have said that. I mean its just that maybe not right now."

“Blaine, thats not the part of what you said thats bugging me." He looked down.

Thats when I noticed the bulge in his pants. Did I just turn him on? Like that much?

“If you really want to wait for me to kiss you. I suggest you never talk about masturbating ever. Like ever again." He smiled.

“I uh, umm." Oh shit. I could feel myself starting to rise. Oh I missed sex and he was hot. And obviously ready.

He looked down at my crotch as I tried to shift. “You know Blaine. I dont know if I can stay here anymore. I have the sudden urge to jump you and I dont want to ruin this."

I felt my lips getting dry so I licked them.

“That's not helping Blaine." He stood up. “I better go." He turned to leave.

I stood up and grabbed his shoulder, he stopped. What was I doing? Was I really ready for this? I know some parts of me wanted this, thats for sure. “Wait."

He was breathing a little faster. “Yes?"

I spun him around to face me and I saw the lust in his eyes. That look that said I want you now. I stared at his lips. “I dont want you to go." My breathing picked up and I kissed him. Actually, I kinda of attacked him. He felt so good. His lips were soft and plump. I sucked down on his bottom lip and he moaned. I missed making someone moan. It was almost better than the pleasure from receiving.

He moved us closer to the couch and laid me down. “Gawd, Blaine. I wanted this for so long." He said as he kissed my neck. “You taste so sweet."

He felt good, he definitely knew what he was doing. He hit all the right spots. He would kiss then flick his tongue over an area and it made me even harder. I moaned into his ear. He started to grind his hips into mine so I could feel his erection on mine. Oh fuck. He felt so good. I just wanted him right there. "Oh gawd."

He stopped and looked at me, still breathing heavy.

I was breathing heavy too. “What's wrong?" I asked through breaths.

He smiled, “Just wanted to look at you. Youre so beautiful."

I smiled, “Are you just saying that to get into my pants?" I laughed.

He laughed, “No, Blaine. Although I really want to. I think we should wait."

What? “What? Why?"
"Cause you're not ready. Just really horny." He grinded into my erection again. “Really horny. And it wouldnt be fair to your emotions."

I gulped maybe he does just want me. “Wow Seb. I didnt think youd be the one to stop this."

“Oh, Im not stopping this." He kissed me again. “But Im going to make sure it doesnt go any further. For the time being."

I nodded, “But you're not leaving are you?"

He shook his head, “No. Not yet." He smiled and kissed me again.

We stayed like that for the next hour or so before it was getting so hot he decided to leave. I liked that I was able to be that person for someone. Too much for the other to control himself. It felt nice. Kurt was always that for me. He was always able to control himself better then I could. I went back upstairs after he left and jerked off. Theres no cooling off after that.