Kurt decided that he has had enough of life. Of everything and everybody. He started writing. He was so upset and he was shaking so it was barely legible.

Dear Everybody,
Sorry that it had to be like this. I mean Im the only openly gay kid here at McKinley, and nobody respects me. This tourture is never going to end no matter how hard I try. Im never going to be good enough. I get threatened daily, beat up, slurs (and slushies) get thrown at me, and everytime I try to tell somebody,
they either dont believe me or basically tell me to get over it. Well now Im over it. Do you believe me now? Are you happy now? Im sorry dad. I love you,
-Kurt Elizabeth Hummel
Since he was crying while he wrote the letter, he got tears on the letter too. After he wrote the letter, he put it in his back pocket. He went into the mens locker room, just to grab a disposable razor cartridge. He went back in the girls locker room and called Finn. He picked up immedantly
"Hello? Kurt?"
"Yes?"
"Where are you?"
"Thats what I was calling about. I got a ride with Rachel going home. So dont worry about me." Kurt lied
"Ok. Bye!" Finn said.

Kurt lied. He was in the girls shower and he was about to hurt himself. First of all, he took the razor blade out of he cartridge. It wasnt that bad, and he only got 3 cuts on his finger. Not too bad, not too deep. He took his sweater off and whipsered "Im sorry dad". He then took the one inch razor blade and cut himself deep. One cut. The cut was a long cut, going from right below the palm of his hand, to between his elbow and his shoulder. The cut was so deep, that you could hear the blood pour onto the ground. Afterwards, he whimpered softly. After that, he started crying really hard. If he knew he would have died that day, he would have hugged his dad and told him that he loved his dad. Just when Kurt thought that he was going to die. He heard a scream. He doesnt know who, since after that, everything turned black.

-At the same time-

"Good job guys, hit the showers" Ms. Beiste said enthusiastically
"Ms. Beiste, we are out of water, can you get us some more?" a football player asked
"Ok. Emma, can you get the water from the girls locker room. Its in a orange container. You have to push it."
"Okay." Ms. Pillsbury said "Finn, can you help me?"

When they went into the locker room, they heard a faint little cry. Finn thought that he was hearing stuff. A few seconds later, it turned into a cryfest, with sniffing and bawling.
"Ill see who that is, and you bring the water to the locker room."
"Okay Ms. Pillsbury."

When Ms. Pillsbury tried to find out where the sound was coming from, she walked closer to the back of the locker room. She looked in the shower, and she saw a crying Kurt with a cut on his arm going from his wrist to almost his shoulder. Being the neat freak she is, she screamed. She screamed loud enough that the Ms. Beiste and the boys in the locker room rushed in to make sure shes ok. After they saw Kurt, some walked away, some laughed. Finn was in shock and opened the shower door to try to talk to Kurt. He was unconscious. Finn started shaking and told someone to call 911. Ms. Beiste called 911 and told them to come ASAP.

"He told me he was fine. He told me he went home. I shouldve known better." Finn sobbed. "Why would he do that to us. He was loved. Me, my mom, his dad, glee club, thet all love him. Why would he do that to himself.?"

Finn called his step-dad, Burt.
"Burt, come to the school, right now!"
"Whats up?"
"Its Kurt."
"Ill be right there."

After what seemed like forever, Burt made it to the school. Finn took his hand and ran to the locker room while explaining everything.

"I think Kurt tried to kill himself"

After that, all the color drained out of Burts face. He started to cry.

"Its my fault. I knew that he was acting different, but I didnt want to say anything" Burt said, wiping away tears. "I thought that anything I would say would make it worse."
"No its my fault. Less than 30 minutes ago people were bullying him. Some football players jumped him, and I didnt do anything. Im the biggest guy at the school, Im his brother, and I didnt do anything."

That made Finn wonder, how did Kurt stay calm after being bullied for so long.

"I guess that I never knew what it was like being bullied, so I never did anything."

After a few minutes of silence, Kurts body was rushed to the hopsital.

"Hes probably going to be okay. He just lost a lot of blood, we think he hit an artery" the paramedic said slightly uncomfortable. "You can visit him in the hopsital tommorow when hes a little better. I also think that maybe he should talk to somebody about his problems. By the looks of it, it was many things that stressed him out. Look at this." the paramedic passed Burt Kurts note.

When he read it, Finn couldve sworn he heard Burts heart break.

"He was loved. He just couldnt tell. He had too much going on in his life. I dont know what, and I probably will never know what." Burt sniffed.
"Its okay. You heard what the paramedic said."
"Sure, but he tried to kill himself. Thats a little rough. Maybe you dont understand, or maybe you are just trying to make it better, but if he tried to kill himself because of people here, that means he might do it again. That means he doesnt belong here."
"But what about Glee?"
"Glee Club will be fine without him."
"Im going to get a second job and Im transferring him to Dalton Academy."