"I seriously cannot believe you're doing this, Kurt," Mercedes said as she shook her head at him.

Kurt glanced over at Mercedes who was sitting close by and he rolled his eyes, then a small stab of pain stopped him from making a witty comeback. Kurt was currently lying on a padded table in a tattoo parlor, where the artist was hovering over him as the needle burned across the skin on his upper right ribcage. Kurt peered down to watch him and he couldn't help but smile in approval. He had wanted to get this done for a while and his trip to LA had been the perfect chance to. It did mean he couldn't go shirtless on the beach now, but he could live with that. "Sometimes pain is a necessity," Kurt commented.

"Man we should have that framed on the wall," the tattoo artistic said with a small chuckle.

Kurt saw Mercedes shake her head affectionately at him and he tried to remain still as the artist made the last finishing touches on his new tattoo. When he was done he stood up, made an approving nod and put down the needle.

"Okay we're done, have a look and tell me what you think," He told Kurt.

Kurt nodded and stood up from the chair and studied his frame in the mirror in front of him. Kurt began to grin at what he saw, it was small and nothing fancy but that was exactly what Kurt had wanted. Just below his upper ribcage, there were three letters, done in an artistic font; NLB. Which stood for 'Never Look Back'. The tattoo was just above a small circular scar and its proximity to it had been intentional.

"It's good, thanks," Kurt commented. "Mercedes, take a photo of me will you," He requested. Mercedes complied without protest, where she brought out her phone and the flash caused dots in front of his eyes. After Kurt was told how to care for the tattoo and after a temporary bandage covered it up he put his shirt back on, paid for the tattoo and he and Mercedes left the building a few moments later. "Well that's one big item off my bucket list, thanks for going with me," Kurt told Mercedes.

"Uh-huh, it's your freaking body Kurt. Just don't let this start you wanting anymore," Mercedes warned.

Kurt laughed, "Oh this is it for a long time don't worry, you won't see me turn into the next Adam Levine." Kurt reached forward and took her phone out of Mercedes' hand. "I'm just going to mail that photo to me, so I can send it to someone," Kurt muttered.

"To who? Sebastian?" Mercedes asked playfully.

"As if," Kurt scoffed.

"Then who? Because you assured me there were no more secret hooks ups or any hidden boyfriends remember," Mercedes pointed out.

Kurt paused. He let out a tired sigh, there was no real reason to hide Blaine from Mercedes, despite the fact that he knew he'd get teased about it, so he didn't bother to try. "I'm just sending it to a friend of mine," Kurt muttered in annoyance. "A friend who is not in anyway my boyfriend before you ask, or even a hook-up," he added smartly.

"Does this friend have a name?" Mercedes simply asked.

"It's Blaine," Kurt answered casually.

"Got anymore friends I should know about?"

"No, it's basically just those two and that's more than enough for me to deal with. Now didn't you say you were going to take me shopping?" Kurt reminded her.
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Over the last few weeks Blaine had come to discover that love wasn't always a many splendid thing. That in reality it could be very frustrating and nerve wracking, at least when it was one sided. Blaine had hoped that when Kurt had confirmed the idea of him having a secret boyfriend in LA was insane; he'd feel a lot better. But as the days went by he discovered that wasn't the case at all. More than anything Blaine missed Kurt, missed talking to him, seeing his face and hanging out with him on a regular basis. Kurt still sent him a text now and then so they were keeping in touch while he was gone, but it wasn't enough. Blaine had started to notice when he couldn't see Kurt in person, it was much harder to deal with his feelings for him. So much that it was only the third day Kurt had left and Blaine felt miserable. The worst thing was Blaine had no real reason to justify his blue mood.

New information had come into the picture; like that Kurt and Sebastian were hooking up. But that was almost old news now and Blaine had dealt with it as best he could. Now Blaine was struggling with a new problem, that as time went on, it was harder to keep his feelings inside. So much that Blaine wanted to run off into the sunset and after Kurt in LA, show up on his doorstep, or Mercedes' rather, and serenade him with a love song. But as mixed up as his mind had become he knew that was the worst idea possible and it wouldn't help. Blaine was currently alone, hiding in his apartment from the world. Blaine felt no desire to do anything in particular and he was currently lying on his couch with his guitar. His fingers gently brushing against the cords to create a fluid sound of notes over and over. Like they were ocean waves crashing over a beach, the soothing sound calming his chaotic mind, hypnotizing him into silence. But the peaceful serenity of the room was abruptly broken when the doorbell chimed and Blaine let out a frustrated cry.

He was in no mood for company and in his current state; the usual courteous and charming Blaine Anderson was berried under angst and anguish. At first he just ignored it but that only made the ringing increase until the doorbell was pressed over and over and Blaine had a feeling he knew who was on the other side of the door. Blaine got up from his spot on the couch with a groan over his stiff muscles and stumbled over to the door. "Shut up I'm coming!" he yelled in annoyance.

When Blaine opened the door he came face to face with Sebastian leaning there causally, the usual cocky grin on his face, though this was his charming one. Which in reality didn't look much different and Blaine sighed lightly at the sight of him. "What do you want?" Blaine asked.

"I'm here for your intervention, or Kurtervention actually. I heard from Nick that you've been locked up here, trying to hide from the world. I found myself wondering why and the answer came to me pretty quick. So I'm here to help," Sebastian explained as he walked into the house without waiting for Blaine to invite him in.

He looked around the apartments' entrance and whistled nicely, "Hmm this is quaint," he announced. Sebastian then pulled a long bottle out from his jacket to reveal it was wine. "Perfect place to get our drink on," he added.

"I'm not ready for any 'help' you have to offer, Sebastian," Blaine mumbled in annoyance. "Or rather, I don't want!" he warned.

Sebastian began to shake his head; his face full of mock remorse. Just as he had hoped Blaine had finally reached the key point. To where his pinning over Kurt had gotten so bad he had almost given up the will to live. Sebastian had been patiently waiting for this moment and now that it had transpired at last. It was time to make his move, taking care to wait till the key moment or all his hard work would be for naught.

"Fuck Blaine, you're sure a whiny bitch over Kurt, it's not becoming," Sebastian declared, being very blunt.

As he began to lecture Blaine and the state he was in, Sebastian headed over to his kitchen. Searching for drink glasses. "When someone as high spirited as you can't keep smiling, that's a cry for help. So here I am, coming to your rescue, like a true friend should," Sebastian continued. He soon found two wine glasses, brought them down and popped the cork of his bottle of white wine. After he poured each of them a generous glass he held out Blaine's drink, enticing him, with more than alcohol with a look. "You need to wind down, if you did... you'd realize how childish you're being, Blaine," he added smugly, taking a long swig of his own glass.

Blaine eyed Sebastian. He had half a mind to knock the offered drink out of his hand and kick his ass to the curb. But even when he wasn't feeling his best, doing something so rude, even to Sebastian was against his nature. As much as Blaine hated to admit it, Sebastian was right in some ways, he was dealing with his whole situation pertaining Kurt rather badly. If someone as self centred as Sebastian Smythe noticed, that was an apparent sign.

"I am not," Blaine whined. But then he heard his tone with the answer and he shut up. Admitting defeat Blaine stepped forward to take the drink from Sebastian and took a small sip. "At least... I'm not trying to be! You're inhuman, you wouldn't understand the complicity of actually feelings, ones as strong as love," Blaine accused.

Sebastian didn't react, nothing fazed his cocky manner and this time it was no difference. He simply shrugged at the statement, not bothering to say anything in defence. "Considering what you've turned into, can't say I mind," he countered.

It was time to move the night along and to do so Sebastian knew exactly what to say next. "What I'm trying to figure out is what happened to render you into a whiny brat? Kurt doesn't have a beau stashed up in Hollywood. You were right there, shouldn't that make you happy?" Sebastian pointed out. It wouldn't be long now, by his gauge, Sebastian figured tonight would be the night Blaine would come to his senses. Which meant he'd finally take what Sebastian was offering him.

Blaine grumbled. He wasn't enjoying the interrogation all that much, but he had to admit getting everything off his chest that Blaine had fought to keep inside was very freeing. "I... I don't know! Fuck! It's just... I miss him! Sure he doesn't have a boyfriend but that's because Kurt doesn't want one! That fact just proves that I've been kidding myself all along, if I thought I'd be able to change his mind. I can feel the chemistry between us, I know it's real and I know he senses it too," Blaine vented. In reality Blaine had no idea if Kurt felt anything at that level, but the romantic in him wished with all his heart he did. "I don't know what to do!" he blurted out.

Sebastian cool mannerism didn't falter; it wasn't time to go the kinder route yet. Right now Sebastian needed to be so cruel it would actually be kindness in the end. "You haven't done anything to change his mind though," he accused.

Blaine narrowed his eyes at Sebastian, why did the taller man think he had the right to judge Blaine about his actions towards Kurt. It made him uneasy, like in his own way, Sebastian was jealous but that seemed impossible. "Have you?" he demanded.

"Have I what? Tried to do something to change how Kurt feels about you or me? It's not to both for the record. I'm not your fucking cupid, Blaine, I only look after myself. As for Hummel... don’t know what you were hoping for. But what Kurt and I have going on right now works, because neither of us wants more. All we get from each other is sex, simple raw and no-strings-attached intercourse. I'm inhuman as you said, I never catch feelings," Sebastian answered.

"Ever afraid that you might?" Blaine said too quickly to stop himself.

Sebastian shook his head; surprised that Blaine had the guts to ask him. "No, never. I go looking for hot ass to fuck, not someone to mess my life up with affection. Stop making this so complex, even when I don't believe in it. Love is just an emotion, a chemical response in your mind. As far as your brain goes aren't you suppose to call the shots? If you want Kurt so badly then reach out and take him. He wants to fuck you, even you must realize, I sure do, say yes to what he can offer," Sebastian urged, when in truth he knew Blaine wouldn't go for this ploy and he was counting on it.

"I don't want him just for his body, I'm not you," Blaine argued with resentment.

"I'm not objectifying Kurt buy using him for sex, he's using me for all I got," Sebastian challenged.

"Lord you two are so fucked up!" Blaine muttered in anger.

"And yet you say you love Kurt, funny that."

"I don't have to stand here and take this Sebastian, even I have limits," Blaine warned.

There it was, the point Sebastian was waiting for, time to go a different direction entirely. "Fine then, take some much needed advice instead. Sleep with Kurt, it might just make it easy to deal with those pesky feelings."

Blaine finished his drink in one large gulp, what had he done in life to get to this point he wondered. "I'm not you, I don't want my body to be used for sex, not again," Blaine muttered.

Sebastian raised an eyebrow; here wasn't something he hadn't anticipated, some of Blaine's personal history about sex seeping out, but it could prove to be useful. "I'm guessing some jackass did you wrong, turned you off to the joys casual sex can offer. Don't let one bad experience, or however many it was make you miss out. Kurt wants you, I'm not lying and you're well aware. It's your own fault you two haven't hooked up. Now look where it got you," Sebastian accused.

"You're full of it, Kurt doesn't want me, and he just wants my body for sex," Blaine barked back in anger. But the second the words left his mouth he was hit with an onslaught of guilt. How could he say something like that about Kurt? When did choosing to have casual sex make anyone a bad person? Blaine had no right to judge Kurt's life style, or Sebastian's for that matter but then, he also didn't have to live them either. "Wait... I didn't mean it like that, I know Kurt wouldn't..." he began but faltered.

Sebastian leaned over to Blaine and placed a hand on his shoulder and when Blaine made no move to push away from the contact, he saw it as a green light to press onwards. "So? What's wrong with that? It's a compliment really, why deny yourself the pleasure. Kurt won't disappoint,"

"Because that's not what I want from him!" Blaine shouted.

Sebastian glanced over and noticed Blaine's glass was empty and that was his cue to up the game, he pushed the wine bottle and glasses far out of Blaine's reach. His one hand remaining on Blaine's shoulder all the while and Sebastian came to stand in front of him. "I can see you're hurting in here," Sebastian whispered, placing a finger over his chest, where his heart was. Sebastian ran his hand along Blaine's back, softly caressing his tired muscles. Making sure that Blaine didn't give him any visual cues to stop. What he saw in Blaine's eyes wasn't fear, or real anger either, he was emotionally worn out and it was time to give him a jump-start. "You need to relax," Sebastian whispered.

"I don't know how..." Blaine stuttered. Normally Sebastian intense look of seduction never affected him in such a way. But here he was, hovering over Blaine, offering so much with only using his eyes and facial expressions. Blaine began to catch onto what would happen next but when the moment came, Blaine did nothing to stop him.

Sebastian lips were on Blaine's in the blink of an eye and he kissed Blaine with passion so urgent and raw, Blaine couldn't pull away. Wanting to keep him interested and go with the flow, when the first kiss lead to a second and a third, Sebastian changed his tactics. To the point of mimicking the way Kurt kissed and knowing Blaine had lock lips with Kurt before, he knew it was the hook shot. That choice cause Blaine to no longer remain passive and stepped up to give in to the sensation and enjoy the experience.

Blaine closed his eyes and before he knew it, no longer was he kissing Sebastian in his mind, it was now Kurt. Kurt's soft lips on his own, Kurt in his arms, tugging, pulling at him, making him want more and more. Blaine knew deep down it wasn't, but his imagination took over completely and the illusion strengthened. The result of all his pent up sexual desires, combined with the emotional need and he was easier to fool. Where Sebastian wasn't really doing anything to make the illusion work, it was all Blaine's doing.

Just as when Sebastian knew it was time to act, he also knew the value in knowing when to pull things back. After giving Blaine one last electrifying kiss, he pulled back causing their mouths to break apart. Blaine opened his eyes and while Sebastian could tell he had come out of his daze, desire still remained. "You sure?" Sebastian murmured in Blaine's ear.

Blaine shuddered, he wasn't sure, not by this point. He should of felt guilty and ashamed at what he had allowed to happen. Instead he felt a heat well up inside him, one he could barely control, and he wanted more. In fact it took every ounce of control he had not to go back for more. "What?" he stuttered?

Sebastian chuckled; taking a step back; he knew how to play this particular game very well. Even when it was rare for someone to take this much work to get into bed. Sebastian was enjoying the whole journey. "It seems to me your body knows what you want," He explained, his voice heavy with seduction. Sebastian brought his face close to Blaine, to where their mouths were mere inches apart.

"You think you're so amazing, are you proud that I want you so bad right now?" Blaine scoffed.

"You could have stopped me, at any time, don't point the finger at me." Sebastian countered. "You can use me, you know, I don't mind. Remember what I told you before, I know what Kurt's like in bed. I think part of the reason you're about to give in and sleep with me finally... is because you want to connect with Kurt on some level. I'm willing to help you with that, if you want to pretend I'm him then do it. It won't make you a bad person... fuck I swear Kurt is picturing you when we go at it sometimes," Sebastian said.

In truth his last comment was unconfirmed, Sebastian had no idea what Kurt thought about Blaine. Unlike the young man before him, when it came to Kurt's personal feelings, he was impossible to decipher. It wasn't so beneath Sebastian to use such tactics to get the results he wanted, since in the end he knew Blaine would enjoy the act just as much. "You want to fuck Blaine, right here and now. Here I am, ready to offer you some much needed release," Sebastian announced.

Blaine hardly knew which way to turn; his mind was struggling with countless morals. Oh how easy it would be just to give in and do it. Sleep with Sebastian and give the guy what he wanted, since day one. To forget all the emotional pain and inner turmoil falling in love with Kurt had brought. Forget it all, even for a moment, by having a heated fit of passion through sex. It had gotten to the point where Blaine wasn't sure if his decision to hold out for love had been the right one.

Would it have been easier if he had just slept with Kurt after they had kissed on out the dance floor? Would things be easier to cope with now if he had? Or would they be worse, because getting a glimpse of what being with Kurt was like, would only make him want Kurt more. Perhaps Sebastian was the better option then, with him Blaine could use him and not feel any remorse. Blaine could kill two birds with one stone, getting Sebastian to drop the subject after Blaine's no being changed into yes and use the answer to his advantage.

To relax his frazzled nerves, defuse some sexual tension and most of all; take his mind off Kurt enough to return to the real world. So when Kurt came back, being renewed, Blaine could keep on living a life were he could only ever be a friend to Kurt Hummel. Blaine eyed Sebastian up and down, his mind seemingly made up already. "Well... if Kurt's sleeping with you, why can't I do the same," he finally admitted.

"Exactly! Don't you deserve to feel good? I can guess that you're sexual encounters so far haven't been great, right? Time I showed you how to have sex and make sure your partner enjoys it just as much," Sebastian offered.

Blaine licked his lips. It was true that Blaine’s experiences with sex hadn't been very memorable. Not every time had been bad, a few had been quite satisfactory, but not enough and far too many years had passed since. Sebastian was right; didn't Blaine deserve to feel good? "I..." he struggled.

Sebastian saw there was still a small amount of reluctance in Blaine but he was close to giving in. Sebastian made no effort to sway him further, in fact he remained silent. Sebastian had said enough to convince him, by his judgement. Anymore and he might cross a line, Sebastian wanted it to be Blaine's choice in the end. In other circumstances he wouldn't have been so noble when it came to his sexual rules. Blaine was different though, only because, like Kurt, he had become a friend to Sebastian. He wasn't some random hook up Sebastian wouldn't see again, or more than in passing. So he wanted things to end well between them when the deed was over and done with.

Sebastian honestly didn't care if their hooking up would become a one time thing or lead to more. At the moment Sebastian was fully in the present and as usual, chose not to over think. He stretched out his arms to Blaine, as if to say, here's what I got, take it or leave it. "It's your call Blaine, you've heard what I can offer you. Now you decide if you want to take it. If it's no, I won't proposition you again, unless you approach me first," he assured.

Blaine could only stare at Sebastian, he had been expecting him to make some sort of move, it would of made things easier. Then Blaine could have told himself it had been Sebastian idea and Blaine had just gone along with it. But it didn't take long for him to figure out Sebastian was making it his choice in the end. Blaine realized when it came to offering sex; this was usual for Sebastian, or at least when it took some work to convince. By this point Blaine certainly knew what his body wanted and what his heart desired, he couldn't have. So Blaine forgot what he had thought before when he had shot Sebastian down. He forgets about everything at the moment, even his feelings for Kurt.

Doing such was the only way he could allow himself to give in. Take everything Sebastian could give him, even when it was only sex. The encounter would be nothing but physical and Blaine had no idea how rewarding it would be, pleasure aside. But he felt no need to consider the negatives; Blaine could live with the outcome. Because there would be no side effects, not like there would be if the man before him were Kurt. His love for Kurt meant sleeping with him could never be simple, never casual, no matter how hard he tried. His mind made up, Blaine stepped forward and with out any warning kissed Sebastian full on the lips and the kiss was not chaste.

When Blaine initiated the start of their night with a kiss, Sebastian didn't remain passive for long. Blaine's bold move had revealed his choice and now Sebastian planned to show him how it was the right one to make. With sensual precision Sebastian launched his attack on Blaine's mouth, manipulating and guiding but there was little need. Blaine, to his bemusement was a very skilled kisser and he was nearly surprised about how aggressive he could become. In their heated embrace, Sebastian slowly urged Blaine backwards, until his back touched the end of the kitchen counter. Bringing Sebastian to press his body against Blaine's as they continued to get the feel of things. The whole experience was very different to when Kurt and Sebastian had locked lips. There was no holding back, for either young man, no heated tension between them.

Sebastian didn't give much attention to figure out how it was exactly different, since he was quite occupied. But as their making out continued, he got a bit wiser to the contrast. Unlike Kurt, Blaine was holding nothing back, kept nothing hidden, leaving himself open. Normally Sebastian would of commented on how that was a risky choice, even for his standards. But it was slightly intoxicating, being given so much trust, even when it came to kissing. Sebastian now began to wonder how such vulnerability would transpire in the bedroom. To get to that point, Sebastian needed to up his game and show a little more of his talents. Before doing so, Sebastian once again began to mimic Kurt's mannerisms as they made out. At least when Kurt chose to take on the dominant role, changing one key point and did his best to kiss like he imagined Kurt would if he dropped his guard fully. The choice did the trick and Sebastian knew it had been the right call.

"So what do you want here, Blaine?" Sebastian whispered, catching the bottom of Blaine's lip with his teeth. Just as Kurt did to him on a regular basis. "Do you want to keep his tame and not let it go past making out fully clothed?" Sebastian asked. "Or do you want to take the next step..." Sebastian continued, making his touch lighter, teasing Blaine's body a little.

Blaine shuddered as Sebastian hand lightly grazed over his groin, fuck he knew just how to touch Blaine enough to get him wanting more. "I... I want..." Blaine stuttered and he was rendered silent for a moment. When Sebastian began to grind his hips back and forth, rubbing his thigh against Blaine's now hardening cock trapped in his pants, there was no helping himself. Screw it, he wasn't doing anything wrong, no one could judge him. "I want you to fuck me Sebastian, so you better make it good," Blaine answered with a half moan.

While Blaine movements in response certainly proved he was on board, true to Sebastian's nature during sex. Or at least when at first his potential sexual partner had been hesitant, he needed one final check to do the deed. Since back in his earlier days of learning the rules and games to fornication, a couple guys he had fucked afterwards, whined he had been taking advantage. Never enough for them to say anything to others, but it still bothered him to this day.

Why in the world would someone as hot and talented as Sebastian ever have to resort to forcing in any way? During his little inner monologue Sebastian hadn't slacked off, he had used the time to kiss Blaine over and over, until now he stopped. "You sure, I don't want you say I forced you in anyway once the sex is over," Sebastian warned.

Blaine no longer had to think of his answer, there was no doubt left in Blaine's demanding body. Only the raw and carnal need it craved was all that remained. Sebastian was now the one to stop and it was getting old and annoying. Blaine growled in protest when Sebastian began to pull away and he latched onto his hips, pulling him back. Bringing their fronts together and Blaine figured he'd have to work a little bit to convince the taller man fully. After proving his case with a number of long and hard kisses, he smirked at Sebastian. "Does it look like you're forcing me?" he taunted seductively.

Sebastian let out a throaty laugh at Blaine's reply; who knew there was such a sexual deviant behind Blaine's polite exterior. Oh yes, Sebastian was very much looking forward to discovering how Blaine got down and dirty, with his new sexual freedom. Before he could get to that, there was one final detail Sebastian needed to know, his own role in their sexual encounter. "Okay, we both know what we want to happen, sex and all it's orgasmic rewards. Now who do you want me to be during? Kurt or myself? I don't care what the answer is either, as long as I get to come," Sebastian offered.

'Why did does he have to ask me that!' Blaine thought with a silent cry. Blaine instantly felt guilty but then Sebastian was giving him the option. Blaine knew it was a stupid idea, to the point of being wrong in some sense but he had stopped listening to his brain a while back. "Kurt," he breathed.

Sebastian reaction to Blaine choice was to smirk at him for a second and then he resume kissing him as Kurt would. Sebastian had expected the answer and he had been telling the truth when he said he didn't care. If anything just thinking how enrage Kurt would be was entertaining Sebastian. He had no plans to tell Kurt what happened that night and how, since he very much wanted to keep on living. No more thoughts to his roommate and fuck buddy, who was states away. Time to focus on himself and Blaine and move forward. "Sure, makes no difference to me. I'm going to mimic Kurt when he tops though. It's not the usual thing for us, he fucks good but I'm more often the top," Sebastian began.

"So Kurt's a bottom then?" Blaine asked.

"No idea. Kurt being a bottom for most of our sexual encounters has nothing to do with power. No matter if he tops or bottoms he matches me pretty good. You'll enjoy yourself though, I'm a pro with my dick." Sebastian declared. "For the record I'm a top, how about you?" he asked between making out.

Blaine shivered as Sebastian confident hands glided down his front, across his abdomen and grabbed onto the waist of his pants. "I uh... really don't know. I never had enough experiences with either option to know one way or the other," Blaine admitted sheepishly.

Sebastian raised an eyebrow, that made him curious. "Did you actually sleep around then?"

Blaine smirked at Sebastian. "Not by your standards, look I really don't want to tell you my sexual history right now, can it wait?" Blaine growled.

Sebastian chuckled. He brought his hands to go down Blaine's pants and got him all hot on bothered. "Fine by me, but I doubt I'll have the patience to hear it all. But there's nothing wrong with not knowing... and who ways you have to pick one. I might consider myself a top, but that doesn't mean I won't bottom now and then. That's the whole glory of being a gay man, we can have it both ways, why pass that up! Some guys pick one, others switch and there's nothing wrong with that. Just like there's nothing wrong with you chose to fuck; male or female," Sebastian explained as he changed things up and now slipped his hands up Blaine's shirt, caressing his bare chest.

"Do you always get this deep before sex?" Blaine gasped in response, surprised at how pleasuring the simple movement brought.

"Don't worry, I plan to go a lot deeper," Sebastian muttered and he wasn't talking about words.

Sebastian changed his focus from Blaine's lips, kissing him down his neck and finally coming to suck on his collarbone. The move was typical Kurt Hummel tactics and it was proving to work just as well on Blaine as it did for Sebastian. He still intended to imitate Kurt's mannerisms and habits during sex to keep Blaine content. Since he knew using his pent up desire for the snarky young man was his best resource to use to his advantage. But that didn't mean he was about to fully dive into the role. Mainly because when it came to sex with Kurt, there was always an underlining power battle between them. If Blaine and Kurt were ever to actually give in and get it on, the experience would be very different.

Just as fucking Blaine would be for Sebastian than when he and Kurt went at it. The three young men were all very different examples of the human race. Luckily for everyone involved at present, meaning him and Blaine, he was a performer. Which meant Sebastian knew how to keep his audience entertained. Sebastian was growing tired of their state of dress or rather keeping them on so he began to pull Blaine's shirt upwards. "There's too much fucking clothing between us," he growled.

Blaine no protests as Sebastian grabbed at Blaine's shirt and lifted it up over his head. Nor did he do anything to discourage Sebastian from starting to undress him, until his shirt fell to the floor.

Sebastian eyed Blaine's now naked upper torso and it was easy to tell he liked what he saw. Unless the cocky bastard was just putting on a whole facade to keep Blaine content but he hardly needed to bother. Blaine had been complimented, commented on and down right propositions so many times by Sebastian he knew what his true opinion was by now.

Sebastian chose to humour Blaine, wanting to keep the mood light and thus not too complicated. It was ironic that like with Kurt, there was no fear of emotions ruining their encounter. Because when it came to love, Blaine's affections were already claimed by Kurt, who had no idea the hold he had over Blaine's heart. Sebastian touched Blaine's bare chest with his pointer finger on his right hand, trailing downwards and ending at his navel. "Ah just as I thought, you have quite an eye-pleasing frame that you usually hide under sweaters and cardigans," Sebastian declared in approval.

No longer wanting to simply stand back and ogle Blaine, Sebastian knelt down, bringing his mouth to Blaine's chest. Grazing his teeth over his pectorals, stopping to kiss and bite playfully along the way. Blaine snapped his head back and let out a loud moan when Sebastian's hands during began to glide downwards and pulled their hips together. There was no rush of shame with what they were doing and despite Blaine's views on casual sex at present he had no second thoughts.

How could he when everything Sebastian was doing to his body felt so exhilarating, no wonder Kurt kept going back for more! Sebastian had total control over Blaine and he was fine to give up it considering the imminent rewards that would bring. For one thing Sebastian always went on and on how he took pride in how much his hookups enjoyed themselves. After getting a preview of what Sebastian was bragging about, Blaine was fine to lie back and let him do what he wanted.

Sebastian's head went lower still, as did his teasing of Blaine's skin with his mouth, until he came to the start of his pants. Sebastian met the obstruction head on and grinned deviously up at Blaine before beginning to undo the fly of his pants. It was very apparent, both visually and from when they were grinding before, how hard Blaine had become. So it came as no surprise when Sebastian pulled Blaine's cock out it was hard and ready for what he had in mind to do next. "For starters, Kurt gives good head," Sebastian declared.

Blaine had no time to comment at first, when Sebastian finally touched his cock, holding it in place for his tongue to lick the tip of his shaft. "Shit!" Blaine swore in response. The profanity only seemed to encourage Sebastian and he continued to lick and suck the sides of Blaine's length. "I'm surprised you'd admit that!" he admitted.

"Well who do you think showed him how?" Sebastian replied.

Due to his views on sex, like Kurt, talking in between foreplay was never an issue. It was only when he was right in the middle did he finally stopped being so chatty. All one had to do was balance their time wisely and to do so, Sebastian got back on track. Wrapping his mouth around Blaine's cock, darting his tongue along the head as he began to hum.

It was easy to act like Kurt as he took Blaine further into his mouth, because as far as blowjobs went there were only so many combinations you could do. Since Kurt knew how to use his mouth almost as well as Sebastian did, he just focused on making it good for Blaine, to get him in the mood to continue to better things. "He also has no gag reflex." He muttered when he slipped Blaine's cock out of his mouth and pulled back up to kiss him, his hand taking over on his ready dick. "How's this working for yah, Blaine?" he asked.

With a buck of his hips, Blaine managed to answer without giving any verbal cues at first. Bringing his hands to grab onto the sides of Sebastian's face. Kissing him urgently on the mouth, where his hand slip down his chin and next coming to rest on the dip in his shoulder, grasping with a gasp as Sebastian picked up the pace with pumping his cock. Wouldn't be long now, sure when it came to blow jobs it hadn't been three years, but even one year was long enough a wait. "Almost there..." Blaine grunted.

Sebastian smirked at Blaine, giving him one final kiss before pulling back. "Hmm already? Does that mean it's been a while since someone touched your cock beside yourself too? Or am I just that good?" he taunted.

"Won't answer until I come," Blaine countered.

"Fine with me, considering Kurt never bothers to fish for compliments. Time to get back in character," Sebastian admitted. With that confession Sebastian went back down on his knees and got to work on making up for the delay. Taking Blaine's cock into his mouth once more, only this time he slid it down his throat, as far as it could reach. When it came to gag reflexes, it had taken Sebastian more work back in his young teenage days to get rid of. But by now, he was a well-seasoned pro when it came to blowjobs.

"Holy fucking hell!" Blaine yelled out as the sensation set him fully over his limits and he came into Sebastian's throat and he swallowed it all down. Blaine had told himself he didn't miss the sensation of coming, or rather not reaching orgasm by himself. That id didn't feel any different if it was his own hand on his cock. But after having such an amazing climax from Sebastian's deep throating, he knew what the real answer was. That just made him wonder how it would feel when they got to the next part. "That was really good!" Blaine said with a weak laugh.

Sebastian stood back up; bringing his arms to wrap around Blaine's waist, pulling him close for another long kiss. "Glad to hear it, was I good enough for us to move to the bedroom? Not that I don't mind fucking you here in the kitchen honestly..." Sebastian began.

Blaine's eyes widened at the idea, but even he had his limits to how bold he could be. "Uh... I have roommates and while I don't expect them back anything soon. Knowing my luck, the second we'd start they would. So yeah, heading to my room would be a good call there," Blaine sputtered. 'Why am I saying good so much?' he thought to himself.

Sebastian leaned forward to lick Blaine's earlobe and give it a playful bite. "Shall we then?" he whispered sensually. After Blaine gave a satisfying shiver in response, where Sebastian enjoyed watching him gulp and simply nod. Sebastian took his hand and lead Blaine to where he assumed the bedrooms in the apartment were located. "That's where you'll really see what Kurt's like in the sac," he announced casually.

Blaine dug his heels into the carpet, bringing them both to a sudden halt, Blaine sighed when Sebastian eyed him quizzically, a smug smile on his face. "You don't need to bother... I'm sorry I even said Kurt's name back there," Blaine muttered in embarrassment.

Sebastian cocky attitude shifted slightly, to show a softer side but to anyone else who saw his expression, it would of seemed worse. "Why so bashful now? If that's what you really want, I don't mind obliging you," Sebastian admitted.

Blaine was caught off guard by the statement and he let out a long breath. "No, it's not what I want... not really. Just, I really don't want to think about that right now. Why are you being so nice to me anyway? You're finally getting your way and get to fuck me," Blaine grumbled.

Sebastian laughed. He knew if they kept talking they'd loose wood and quick and Sebastian most of all wanted to get to fucking. Of course to lead to that there was a bit of mopping up to do, before they could both get back into a sexy mind state. Sebastian inched forward and slipped his hand around Blaine's waist, giving his best bedroom eyes.

"Because I'm an actor Blaine, this is all an act, well at least most of it. Normally I don't know my sexual partners enough before to give them what they want. But you, Blaine, are different. It's taken me a long time to get you to this point and unlike most, it was worth the effort. What I didn't bet on was you becoming my friend, or Kurt's... to where you'll be sticking around in my life when we're done here. I see no harm in humouring you and your pinning for Kurt... I get the feeling you'd want it to be a little less intense, less angry than when Kurt and I go at it. If anything it's a change up to how I usually look for a lay, a challenge and I love those," Sebastian explained, all the while upping the sexual tone in his voice.

"Did you maybe think that the fact that this is all a lie could ruin things?" Blaine had to mention.

Sebastian attempts at a half genuine, half fake smile changed into his usual self-absorbed cocky one as he was presented with yet another challenge. To get a boarding mope-y Blaine back into the mood and he did so by using his second best tool to his cock; his mouth. Sebastian had plenty of practice honing his ability to touch someone in just the right way to turn them on at an alarming pace with Kurt. So it didn't take Sebastian long to succeed in getting Blaine so horny from the combination of his experienced hands and lips, that he craved more.

Blaine moaned and decided if he was going to cave and give into the experience, he might as well enjoy himself to the best of his ability. No remaining passive, he was fine to let Sebastian call most of the shots but only to a certain degree. Blaine felt the need to prove while he hadn't gotten much of a chance to improve on his sexual abilities, he wasn't a complete novice. "Care to make things even?" Blaine offered.

Sebastian laughed; he was enjoying this new side of Blaine Anderson so far. "You're going to blow me in the hallway? Hot," he snickered.

Blaine gave Blaine a look of superiority and confidence, "I might not be Kurt, but I find the idea of seeing if I've gotten rusty appealing," Blaine sassed.

Sebastian went along with the change up and showed he wasn't a power hungry asshole, at least not all the time. He merely watched Blaine with bemused interest as he knelt down and made fast work of unzipping Sebastian's fly and brought out his cock. He had been expecting Blaine to make some witty comment about his size but no such ego-boost came, instead he simply got to work. For a split second Sebastian was tempted to put a poker face on and give no reaction to the mouth work his dick was receiving but he wanted Blaine to make him come. "Not bad, had better but... this is pretty good," Sebastian chose to say.

Blaine didn't take the bait; instead he just kept on fucking Sebastian with his mouth, switching up and never sticking to one move. Eventually Blaine could tell by Sebastian's body cues and muffled sounds what he was doing was working for him. As he continued to bob his head up and down on Sebastian's length he quickened his pace when he felt Sebastian's body begin to tense up.

Sebastian let out a soft moan, running his hand through Blaine's hair and grabbing hold at the moment of climax. Blaine ended up swallowing his entire load down without choking and Sebastian had to hand it to him, he had misjudged the dapper young man a bit, much to his delight. "Nice handy work there, Blaine. I could give you some tips later to do any better... but right now, bedroom," Sebastian growled.

"Who will you be when we get in there?" Blaine asked warningly, proving he hadn't forgotten the matter of Kurt from before.

Sebastian rolled his eyes, "If you insist I'll drop the Kurt act and just go with it. Either way I'll make it an experience to remember for the both of us. But after the way you just blew me, I think you will as well. What fun," Sebastian said.

Blaine rolled his eyes playfully back at Sebastian and took his arm, leading him towards his bedroom. Once he reached the door, he paused. "Wait, what about protection?" he asked.

"I always have an emergency supply on hand, in my back pockets. But it's only enough for one round. If it's been three years, that probably means you don't bother stocking up on lube or condoms huh?"

"Actually... I do have some, none I bought myself but there's a stash in the bathroom. Nick got them for me, which I didn't ask him to do! He said something about they're for if I change my and need protection quick," Blaine admitted.

"Ah, a true friend indeed," Sebastian laughed.

"Well I'm not going to thank him, least not for as long as possible," Blaine replied as he opened the door to his bedroom and gestured Sebastian to head inside. "I'll just go get the necessary supplies then," Blaine muttered as he darted off into the bathroom.

Sebastian strutted into Blaine's bedroom, not paying attention to the scenery around him, instead stripping off all of his clothing with ease. "Hoping we do it more than once then?" he called out.

"I don't know! Can't we leave one detail to spontaneity?" Blaine groaned.

By the time Blaine returned to the bedroom he found a now fully naked Sebastian waiting for him, standing at the edge of Blaine's bed. "That was quick," he said.

"Yeah well don't expect anything else you experience tonight to be," Sebastian assured him. "Now take those pants off and get over here." he ordered.

Blaine didn't bother to make a witty comeback as he threw the box of condoms and tube of lube on the bed and stopped in front of Sebastian. Still wanting to go through with it when things had stopped enough for him to think, he pulled down his pants and his boxer briefs soon followed. Never the less it still felt odd, but the heat induced by Sebastian's lustful eyes scanning over his now naked body made the all the difference. That and the slight pride he felt when it was clear Sebastian approved. "Am I deemed worthy to be fucked then?" Blaine asked, using crude language for once.

Sebastian for once didn't answer with sultry words, he was ready to act and to do just that was for him to grab onto Blaine's shoulders and kiss him full on the mouth. Blaine responded eagerly, marking the start to their crossing the line, where their friendship turned physical. As they both really got into the act, Blaine found himself almost forgetting it had been three years since he'd last had sex. In reality even back when he was eighteen, his sexual encounters hadn't been so numerous that he even felt rusty now.

After all, how hard was remembering where your cock went really, to over simplify fornication. Never the less Blaine was still relieved when he discovered for the most part his body knew what to do on instinct. Any making up that needed to be accounted for was left to Sebastian who knew just how to compensate. Sebastian began to push hard down his shoulders and Blaine took the less than subtle hint to get on the bed. Once seated on the edge Sebastian came to hover over him, continuing to kiss him the whole while. Blaine scooted backwards up the bed till he was lying out on it and Sebastian stretched out on top of him.

"So are you remembering where everything goes yet?" Sebastian taunted as he settled his mouth on Blaine's neck and sucked at the skin until he left a red mark.

"I never got much of a chance to learn much... fuck!" Blaine blurted out as Sebastian's hands slid over his ass and began to caress it.

"Oh? Well then, make sure to take some mental notes," Sebastian almost purred as he began to rock his hips so their hardening cocks rubbed together. Blaine let out a desperate moan from the friction and captured Sebastian's lips with his own and kissed him. "Well you sure know how to kiss," he commented.

Blaine grinned. "Kurt said I was probably a better kisser than you actually. Now I realize he would of known for sure," he admitted.

"That fucker..." Sebastian muttered. "Well here's not here to join in on the fun we're going to have so screw him, later though," he added and he began to move his head downwards along Blaine's body. Even though Blaine had told him he didn't have to act like Kurt, Blaine had no idea what Kurt was like during sex anyway. So Sebastian began to bite and kiss Blaine's skin like Kurt did to him on many occasions until he reached his hips. Sebastian's left hand began to circle Blaine's right hip and the other hand took hold of his ready cock and guided it to his lowering head and mouth.

"Didn't we already cover this part!?" Blaine blurted out as he bucked his hips forward.

"I guess I should get to prepping you for sticking my cock up your ass. Funny thing, when I fucked Kurt he was a virgin. When he fucked me it had been two years since I last bottomed and now with me going to fuck you, it's been three. That's a lot of fingering work and I find it somewhat ironic," Sebastian explained as he sat up on the bed and reached for the tube of lube a few inches away.

"You hadn't bottomed for two years?" Blaine said in surprise.

Sebastian shrugged. "Didn't find the urge to before that. But Kurt worked for it, which was the deal we made. If Kurt won the sing off he'd get to top finally," he explained.

Blaine eyes widened in surprise. "Are you serious?"

Sebastian just shook his head at Blaine's reaction and he returned to hover over him and began to turn him over so Blaine was kneeling on the bed, much like the position Kurt had been in when they had first met and fucked. "Why are you so surprised, just forget about that... or do you not want me to get you ass ready for my cock first? Going to hurt like a bitch if I don't," Sebastian warned as he coated three of his fingers with lube and made Blaine spread his legs further apart to reveal his asshole and Sebastian didn't wait to hear his answer as he began to circle the ring of muscle.

"Oh god yes do that! I know first hand what it's like if you don't!" Blaine shouted as he felt the cold sting from the lube.

Sebastian positioned himself up properly and slowly inserted a single finger into Blaine's entrance and he felt Blaine's whole body begin to tense up. "Did some asshole get careless with you, Blaine?" he asked as he began to slowly move his finger in and out. But even when he was taking care to go slow Blaine's tense body didn't begin to relax. "Relax damn you! Or else I won't be able to get my dick in you," Sebastian barked in annoyance.

"Fuck... I'm trying too... just the last time I was in this position it didn't go all that well. I guess my body remembers the fact," Blaine hissed as he tried to force himself to relax. He was being stupid because he knew Sebastian was being considerate despite his normal nature and Blaine wasn't rewarding him at all. As much as he knew it wouldn't turn out like the last time Blaine had sex, his mind wouldn't let him trust Sebastian enough to ease up and unclench.

"Well you better do something to get your ass to loosen up here..." Sebastian muttered as he fought the resistance and slipped another finger in and began to spread them apart.

"Shit!" Blaine winced as he felt a twinge of pain. "Sorry I know you didn't mean to... fuck!" Blaine swore in frustration.

"Think about Kurt," Sebastian suddenly said as he leaned forward and began to kiss the small of Blaine's back softly in attempts to calm him down.

"What?" Blaine asked as he arched his back all of a sudden.

"Think about Kurt and how you supposedly feel about him, don't think about me. Picture that it's Kurt that's fingering you right now, trying to make you feel good... do it... I have a hunch here," Sebastian urged softly as he let his touch become a bit more tender as his free hand glided over his back and sides, causing Blaine to shudder.

Blaine was about to protest but his mind quickly obliged to start thinking about Kurt and it was oddly easy to fool himself into picturing it was Kurt's strong but gentle hands on his body. When he managed to do that his body slowly began to ease up and Sebastian was able to continue stretching him out and get him use to sensation it brought. "Yes... it feels good... oh god the stretch... Kurt, I-," Blaine almost whimpered as Sebastian began to slowly pick up the pace of his fingers moving in and out of him.

Sebastian didn't bother to say anything in case it would break the illusion and he focused on fingering Blaine. His own cock was throbbing with the need to release and it was almost not worth it, but like with Kurt and countless other virgins or near ones like Blaine, he made himself finish the job before he could take care of his own pleasure. "I fucking deserve a medal," Sebastian muttered under his breath as Blaine let out a loud moan.

Blaine began to move back onto Sebastian's fingers, increasing the pleasure it brought as the pain began to lessen. "I'm... I'm good, just fuck me please.. I need you inside me, now!" Blaine pleaded.

"Hmm not so fast Blaine, you're not ready yet," Sebastian warned as he slipped a third finger in and Blaine flinched lightly. "See, don't get too hasty we have lots of time here." Sebastian said with a chuckle. He had already hurt one friend by letting himself get angry enough to forget about holding back any control and he wasn't about to do it again. Sebastian didn't like to feel emotions, guilt most of all, since hurting someone during sex was the only time he ever felt remorse in any capacity. When Blaine's tight muscles had relaxed enough, Sebastian withdrew then and he pulled a condom out of the box and tore open the package. "Ready for me now?" he asked Blaine.

Blaine just nodded. "Fuck yes!" he shouted.

"Good thing, I can't wait any longer, I can only do so much," Sebastian muttered as he rolled the condom onto his cock.

Only when Sebastian began to guide his cock to Blaine's entrance Blaine suddenly pulled back and he made an angry growl as he grabbed onto his hips to keep him in place. "To late to back out now, I want your ass, Blaine," he warned.

"No not like that... I want to... I want to see your face," Blaine told him, his voice almost commanding instead of begging.

Sebastian threw his head back and let out a mocking laugh, proving even during sex he could still be a jerk. "Are you fucking kidding me, Blaine? Keep that sappy dribble out of this, I want you to enjoy yourself but I'm not your fucking boyfriend. It won't be Kurt's face you'd see anyway," he pointed out.

"I know that! Just.... you're an actor right, so prove it!" Blaine snapped.

"That's too much work, the act stops when my cocks in your ass, Blaine. I might do some of Kurt's moves during sex here, but I'm not him and really I doubt he would want to fuck you missionary style either," Sebastian said, he was losing his patience. The need to come was over powering his need to be in control and the first desire began to overrule the second when Blaine broke free of Sebastian's hold on his hips and turned around. So he was now face up with his back lying on the mattress, he reached up for Sebastian and kissed him.

"Have you ever fucked Kurt in this position then? Or do you avoid eye contact usually? Afraid to look him in the eye and see him come when you're inside him Sebastian?" Blaine taunted. Enjoying the small break in character to his usual polite attitude. Blaine wasn't about to become a jackass, not by a long shot but Sebastian deserved the treatment a bit.

Sebastian was not enjoying this new side of Blaine at all, he swore under his breath and pressed his body up again Blaine and began to tease his as he rutted against him. "Don't try this game with me Blaine, you're bad at it," he warned.

"Shit! Then let's stop playing, take what you've been working so hard for," Blaine declared as he brought his hands to press on Sebastian's tailbone and push his cock closer to where it needed to go.

Sebastian snarled and since he was too hard to put up much of a fight, he relented. He had fucked Kurt missionary before anyway and he wasn't the only one. Despite Blaine's taunts the eye contact with any of his sexual partners never meant anything, hence why he rarely bothered. In truth he liked the amount of deep penetration the angle could bring but he could get the same overall effect with doggy style, another oldie but goodie.

Just the last time Sebastian had been in the same position, with Kurt, he had seen first hand the pain in Kurt's eyes towards the end. There was no way in hell Sebastian wanted to relive that but he'd already learned from that mistake, like all the ones before. But Sebastian stopped his current train of thought, he wasn't some sentimental weakling, he was Sebastian Smythe and this was his stage. "Fine, but if we're doing it this way I'm going to make it my way. Spread those legs, Blaine." Sebastian ordered and when Blaine did what he was told Sebastian pushed Blaine's legs up and brought himself between them. When they were fully in the position he wanted, Sebastian guided his cock forward and pushed into Blaine's hole, still making sure to go slow enough.

Blaine tried his best to remain still and keep his body laid-back as Sebastian penetrated further inside, filling him up. He felt the familiar twinge of pain but it was nothing like in the past. Sebastian skilled finger-work had gotten his Blaine use to the stretch enough that the pain was bearable. Not to mention barely registered compared to the pleasure brought on. "Oh my god! Oh yeah, I like the feeling of this... so good," Blaine moaned.

Sebastian took the praise to heart, or rather, if he had one since that was left to be proven and didn't immediately begin to thrust his hips. "Feel grateful then." Sebastian barked. "I'm seriously not fucking any virgin ass for a while after this, too much work," he grunted as he began to pull out as slowly as he could manage.

"I'm not a virgin and I thought you liked tight ass?" Blaine challenged.

Sebastian welcomed the snarky banter; he wasn't expecting his sexual encounter with Blaine to have any anger. He began to slowly pull back out of Blaine, until only the tip of his cock was left inside. Sebastian took a second to look at Blaine's face and saw him nod as he bit the bottom of his lip. Sebastian moved his hips forward and pushed back inside, repeating the movement as he slowly picked up the past with each forward thrust. "How's this feeling then? Better than the last time?" Sebastian asked with a smirk.

Blaine grabbed the back of Sebastian's neck and kissed him, decided to show him the answer instead of saying anything. Sebastian continued to rock his hips back and forth and he ran his teeth over Blaine's shoulder and lightly bit him, like Kurt liked to do to him. The response it brought was even more than Sebastian bothered with. "Shit!"

"That move was Kurt's if you're wondering, he tends to get... bitey," Sebastian told him.

"I hope he gets faster soon too! Just give me more... I need fucking more," Blaine cried in desperation. He wanted to feel more, to experience more; it felt so good, it had never been this good for him before. "Shit! Yes like that... oh god!" Blaine shouted as Sebastian began to slam into him with increased force and speed.

"Like it a bit rough huh? Kurt's like that too and he's far more snarly," Sebastian chuckled as he braced both his hands on the side of Blaine and began to pound into him, but kept himself back just enough so there would be no risk of hurting Blaine. "Shit you're almost as tight," he hissed.

"Oh... fuck I'm not going to last at this rate!" Blaine cried out.

"Not fucking yet! I'm not as ready to come like you are... just think I'm Kurt or something, if it helps," Sebastian barked as he made it easier to imagine by bringing his head to the side of Blaine's face as he thrust into him.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck! It's... I can't!" Blaine shouted, it was too hard to hold back and not come at that instant.

Blaine tried to hold himself away from orgasm and he let his mind have enough control back to think about Kurt and imagine he was the one deep inside him at that moment. It didn't totally work at first, Sebastian's grunting sounded nothing like Kurt's voice. But just thinking about how badly Blaine wanted it to be Kurt on top of him, berried deep inside his ass helped. The sensual image of Kurt's face from the photo Sebastian had sent him formed in his mind and the illusion was complete.

"Kurt... oh my fucking god, Kurt, yes!" Blaine shouted. New strength rushed through his veins and Blaine suddenly wrapped his arms around Sebastian's waist, clinging to his thrusting hips as he was fucked into the mattress.

"Holy shit Blaine... I didn't think it would work that well," Sebastian shouted as he felt Blaine's tight hole clamp around his cock.

"Shut up if you keep wanting it to work!" Blaine ordered as he rocked with Sebastian, his hips bucking. Blaine then moved his legs to come back down on the bed and he began to push upwards, bringing his arms to arch his backside up in the air. Sebastian caught on real quick and grabbed onto his hips and came into a crouching position, keeping them semi suspended as he grabbed onto Blaine's hips to keep them in place.

"Fuck yeah this works!" Sebastian shuddered as he began to slow it back down a bit and prolong reaching orgasm. "You got a great ass... I don’t know how someone prick didn't enjoy it fully," Sebastian muttered.

"He did... he just didn't care if I enjoyed his cock," Blaine hissed as he was brought back to reality. Luckily he was far along now that it wouldn't be long till he would succumb, a fact that Sebastian seemed well aware of. "But thankfully you're not him cause... fuck I'm going to come, Sebastian," Blaine breathed.

"Already? No I kid, you've done great so far. Guess I'll let you," Sebastian told him as he suddenly unfolded his legs and pressed Blaine back down on the bed and began to thrust into him, bringing his hand to pump Blaine's cock and he felt the familiar sudden rush, the clenching around his cock and last of all the loud moaning of Blaine as he finally came.

"Hell I'm coming!" Blaine shouted as his body tensed up for the last time and he felt the heat collect in his stomach, rush through his body and out his cock as he came into Sebastian's hand. Sebastian didn't give him any chance to stop and rest now that he had reached orgasm. He had his own release to deal with still. "Any time now, Sebastian," Blaine growled as he continued to pound into his ass. Blaine didn't want to have to tell him that he was starting to feel sore but he'd have to soon.

"I'm getting there... move why don't you, don't just fucking lie there. Kurt never does, unless he's already tired," Sebastian barked as he slowed himself back down and pushed back into Blaine with less force, he knew Blaine must have been feeling some pain at this rate.

"Oh like this?" Blaine suddenly said as he brought his hands to glide over Sebastian's ass and suddenly insert a finger inside and Sebastian shot up in alarm.

"You fucking bastard!" He shouted but the surprise attack did the trick. Sebastian gave one final forward thrust and felt the reward of blessed release surge through him sending him over to finally climax. "And I fucking win!" he yelled as he came hard inside in triumph.

"What?" Blaine laughed weakly. "That's what you had to say when you come? My god... was it a race to you?"

"Sometimes you can't control what you say during sex, Blaine," Sebastian replied as finished pulling out of him, tying off the used condom and looked for a trashcan, he finally spotted it and growled; of course it wasn't within reach. "Be glad I'm not just throwing this on the floor," Sebastian muttered as he got off the bed and threw it away properly.

Blaine could only watch Sebastian come back to the bed and lie back down beside him casually. At first the room was silent, only the sound of their heavy breathing could be heard. Blaine swallowed gulps of air to try to recover and he noticed Sebastian was grinning at him now.

"So, was that a good experience then? Wish it hadn't happened?" Sebastian asked him.

Blaine smiled awkwardly, "No... Wait no, I mean no that I don't regret it happening! Yes to the first, it was good for me... I mean I'll be sore for a day or two from it, but nothing in comparison to the last time I had sex. So thank you Sebastian, I can see why Kurt puts up with you for sex."

"Compliments are welcome, but don't expect me to be too flattered. I did most of the work there but that doesn't diminish the pleasure for me. I also figure you're too sore for anything else now... if you want this to be more than a one time deal," Sebastian commented.

Blaine paused. "I don't know... I don't want to be your second fuck buddy Sebastian, the fact that Kurt and I would be sharing you if I did... lord! Is too much to handle."

"You do realized I have sex with a lot of other guys than just Kurt."

"But not as often I bet," Blaine told him.

"I'm not ashamed to admit that Blaine, so I don't what you're trying to accomplish here. You'll get no confession out of me, I'm not you, and I’m not in love with Kurt. I really don't even like him that much, but he's hot and the arrangement we have is working so far. Whenever it doesn't then I won't miss it." Sebastian declared. "Speaking of Kurt, want me to keep this from him? He'd deserve it considering how little we know about his life," Sebastian asked.

"Uh... yeah I think it's best if we keep this between us... for now anyway. I know there's no need to but this complicates things, at least for me," Blaine muttered.

"Just keep feelings out of sex, Blaine."

"Don't worry, none of my feelings are for you," Blaine laughed.

"Right then, I'm going to go," Sebastian muttered as he got up from the bed and began to collect his clothing and started to redress. When he stopped to look at Blaine and saw a slight frown on his face. "The fuck Blaine, you just got laid and you said it was good, try to be happy about it," he muttered.

Blaine just glared at him and brought his arm to rest above his head as he looked away and began to stare at the sealing above him. "It was good, just as I said... this isn't what I wanted to happen. I may not regret it and in the end it doesn't mean anything, but that's the whole thing. We just had sex and it meant nothing to me and I know it didn't for you. I don't know if I can let sex be like that for me. Is it so wrong that when I'm intimate with someone I want there to be some feelings, even to go so far as it being love? Picturing Kurt during helped me yes but it also makes it harder to deal with now. I just... I fucking want him, not just his body, all of him and I don't even know what he's even like completely!"

"You're asking the wrong person Blaine, nothing I could say on the matter would make you any happier. So this is my cue to leave, but don't worry... I won't just disappear from your life now that I got to nail you finally. Because again unlike Kurt I'm not afraid to admit I've gotten use to having you around. Sides, there might be another time when we decided to fuck so there's that possibility to look forward to. I'd even be willing to let you top." Sebastian said as he pulled his shirt over his head. Now fully dressed Sebastian walked over to Blaine on the bed and kissed him. "Take some advice here Blaine, don't over think. Just let the experience relax you a bit, so maybe the crap in your life, all thanks to feelings, is easier to deal with. I find that works the best with sex," Sebastian said with a grin.

"Right Sebastian, thanks I guess and uh... I'll try to remember that. So I'll see you around then?" Blaine commented as he sat up on the bed and watched him head to the doorway of the bedroom.

"Yeah, try to survive the wait," Sebastian said with a laugh.

Blaine shook his head at Sebastian and his normal cocky nature, he felt a little guilty with their sexual experience being so short, after such a build up. But then, he knew if Sebastian still wanted more stimulation it wouldn't take him much to find it. At least with Kurt gone on vacation Blaine knew Sebastian wouldn't look to his fuck buddy for play. Armed with that fact Blaine had intended to try to calm down and do what Sebastian suggested but the universe had other ideas. When Blaine heard the front door open he didn't panic, since he knew it was only Sebastian leaving.

Then he heard a second voice, one that was very familiar and when Sebastian's followed he let out a large groan. Couldn't he get a break once in a while? Of course Nick had to choose that exact moment to return home, just in time to catch Sebastian before he left. Any chance of dodging a bullet and trying to convince his roommate nothing sexual had occurred was pointless. Even if Sebastian didn't make it clear himself, Blaine was still naked lying on his bed and his shirt was on the kitchen floor.

"Why, why me of all people!" Blaine groaned as he got up off the bed. Wincing slightly, leaning over to retrieve his now crumbled pants off the floor. "Why couldn't I at least of avoided this," he grumbled. Blaine was too worn out to redress quickly enough and he barely got his pants over his ass before there was a knock on his door.

"Blaine? I know you're in there! You decent?" Nick called out in a smart-alleck tone as he headed down the hall where their bedrooms were.

"Almost, hold on!" Blaine muttered as he finished zipping up his fly and opened the door to find Nick beaming at him. He knew it would of been useless to try to hide in his room; Nick would of just barged in without warning. "Can I help you?"

"Nice sex hair, Blaine," Nick said in approval.

"Shut up," Blaine groaned. "Look I know you can't help yourself to tease me like this.... but... can you try to be civil here." he pleaded.

Nick chuckled and slapped Blaine's bare shoulder with is hand. "Oh Blainey, even getting laid can't help your spazz-ing nature. I mean I'm surprised it was Sebastian who did the deed but I myself said you needed to get some action and let loose."

"Well I don't feel all that subdued, don't get me wrong it was amazing, Sebastian knows how to use his cock but... I feel kind of... pathetic now that I gave in and let it happen," Blaine admitted as he stumbled out into the kitchen to get his shirt.

"Blaine, you're not a lovesick fourteen-year-old pinning after some guy. I know if you really regretted it you wouldn't of let it happen. On some level you wanted it and there's nothing wrong with that. You having sex with Sebastian doesn't mean you don't love Kurt less either. If anything I bet your feelings for him helped make up your mind to go for it," Nick suggested.

Blaine rolled his eyes and he began to make a pot of coffee. He wasn't in the mood to get drunk since he knew it wouldn't help. "Am I always so easy to read?" he moaned.

"Yep, it's just how you are Blaine, you're giving nature usually holds nothing back. Which is probably why this whole thing with Kurt had been hard for you to deal with. You're so use to being honest with people."

"Maybe... but it's annoying how you always know what to say."

"It's easy to give advice when it's someone else's life Blaine, specially yours since we know each other so well. But it's not like my own love life has been perfect. Being straight doesn't make it any easier you know. Okay no that sounds douche, because I know it's harder for you! But that's not my point. Heck you've been there, through all my heartaches, break ups and being dumped or even cheated on! How many times did you constantly have to hear me whine over a girl? Or have girls come after you asking about me? Even with Stephanie and how well it's being going lately, we've had our share of drama. Remember the time I had you come pick me up in the pouring rain because we got into a huge fight?" Nick began to list off.

"Yeah I know, but this doesn't really help me with my plight right now?" Blaine pointed out.

"What plight? My god Blaine, you had sex! Not got dumped! Try remembering that. It was good though right? Sebastian's a prick usually, but you don't seem that bad off to me. Like when you walk and everything."

"My god, Nick! No I'm fine, sore yes but it has been a while for me. The sex was great, better than I expected," Blaine admitted.

"Well just focus on that satisfying fact for now," Nick urged.

Blaine nodded with a sigh, "It's a start," he agreed. _____________________________________________________________________________

The blazing sun, the crashing waves upon the hot and crowded beach, the smell of fresh salt air, these were all things Kurt had never really bothered with, until now. Despite all the people around, ruining what could have been a peaceful scene of serenity, this didn't bother Kurt either. From his viewpoint on his lounge chair under a large sunshade umbrella, properly protected from the sun's harsh rays. A cool drink in hand and Mercedes' dark chocolate body reclining on her own chair beside him, were all things that made Kurt Hummel a very content person at the moment. "Now I could get use to this," Kurt told her with a grin.

"Mm-hm, it might not be some tropical beach in the Bahamas but it's enough for me," Mercedes declared in agreement.

Kurt had been content to watch the waves until a very attractive young man walked by and he felt inclined to get a better look. A pleasant surprise was when the topless eye candy with the six-pack noticed the attention, a flirtatious smile spread across his face. Kurt grinned back invitingly, trying to decide if he'd do more than look by this point. "The scenery is just as nice I bet," He commented.

"Look at you, getting all the attention," Mercedes teased.

At that comment Kurt's mind was made up and he looked away from the guy, giving him no further attention and soon he continued down towards the water with little remorse. Kurt was well aware of the looks of interest he had been getting since he'd arrived in California. Heck he'd be out getting gas the other day and a well-tanned Adonis had offered Kurt his number right there and then! What had been surprising that not all of his admirers had been male, something that never happened usually.

"Why'd you let him get away?" Mercedes demanded.

Kurt's eye-roll in response would have been visible, if not for the dark sunglasses obstructing Mercedes' view. "Because I didn't come here to get laid, sore ass aside, I'm here to rest and recharge," Kurt scoffed. Finding action in LA was the farthest thing from his mind, he needed a break from sex. The injuries, though they were barely that, he had sustained from his and Sebastian rough sex act had basically healed over the last five days. But that still didn't mean he was ready to jump back on the horse just yet. Most of all because Kurt had no intention of abandoning Mercedes for any amount of time, he was here to visit with her after-all. Besides, there was no way to know if him looking for a romp wouldn't lead to disappointment or more pain. "Fuck it's hot," Kurt complained, choosing to change the subject entirely.

"Well you had to go get a tattoo so you couldn't take your shirt off... or go in the water. In fact we should get out of the sun soon because the heat can't be helping it heal properly. You want it to scar and match the burn mark you have below it?" Mercedes' warned.

Kurt sighed, "No, just let me finish my virgin margarita here and we can go," Kurt began but he noticed Mercedes' began to giggle over him saying the word virgin and he rolled his eyes. "What are you, a child?" he complained.

"Sorry but I can't help myself, you saying the word just reminds me that you're not longer one," Mercedes commented.

"Yeah well neither are you. I certainly haven't forgotten you calling me after you lost your virginity to Sam before you moved out here. You said it was the perfect goodbye since long distance would be too painful," Kurt muttered. "You told me far too many details as well, I was traumatize for weeks!" he added with a shudder.

"Yeah well I've heard far too little detail from your own first time as far as I'm concerned. I pretty much had to tickle out of you that you were the bottom for it," Mercedes muttered in annoyance.

Kurt glared at her though his blue eyes were hidden behind his large sunglasses. "Well I'm a private person, Mercedes."

"You didn't always use to be," She almost snapped. When Mercedes' saw the cold look Kurt gave her in response she sighed and regret washed over her. "I'm sorry Kurt, I didn't mean to... it's just.... I can't not notice how much you've changed. Why didn't I notice before I moved away? Were you hiding it from me? Are you hiding even now what you've turned into? I know you had some hard things happen to you Kurt, but keeping all these secrets isn't the answer," Mercedes told him softly as she stood up from her chair and knelt down beside him.

The urge to use what came so naturally to him now to avoid having to answer such questions was hard to fight. Kurt didn't want to get angry with Mercedes, but he also didn't want to tell her his reasons in such a public space. Luckily she seemed to realize this and she sighed, touching his shoulder lightly.

"Come let's go, save whatever you want to say to me when we're alone in the car," Mercedes offered.

The pair of friends remained quiet as they packed up their beach gear and started the long walk back to Mercedes' car. The time to think did little good to help Kurt come up with what he would tell Mercedes or deal with her questions. He had foolishly hoped he could hide his new self from Mercedes enough that she wouldn't catch on. But like how back in SFS Kurt had trouble keeping his old self fully berried, he had been naive on that front. All Kurt knew was when they reached the car at last and piled everything into the trunk, there was no escape. Kurt turned to her and took a deep breath and let it out slowly. "So what do you want to ask me exactly? I can't guarantee I'll want to answer it... but I'll try," he offered weakly.

Mercedes came over and hugged Kurt softly first, making sure to mind where his tattoo was. "I just want to know why you felt the need to hide things from me, Kurt. What it something I did?" she asked softly.

"No, Mercedes, no, it wasn't you, it was me. I just... didn't want to worry you," Kurt admitted.

"Well that plan sure didn't work, for example," Mercedes began as she pointed to his rib and what was hidden under the fabric of his shirt. "You never really told me how you got that burn mark."

"That was just..." Kurt began to stutter but he didn't want to lie, not this time. "Travis did that to me, with a cigarette, he burned it into my skin," Kurt answered and waited for the reaction he knew the news would bring out in her.

"Are you fucking kidding me, Kurt? Why? Why didn't you tell anyone! That's assault, that's physical abuse... what I knew he did to you was bad enough, but this... oh my god, Kurt!" Mercedes shouted in pure shock.

"He did it because he wanted me to get angry and hit him, so he could charge assault on me. Probably make me known as a molester or worse. But I didn't give him the satisfaction, I didn't touch him. I just stood there and screamed from the pain at first. But as the adrenaline kicked in and then I couldn't really feel it. So I got up and left, left him standing there with nothing to more to use against me. Travis might have killed the romantic in me, left some bitter memories and ruined my reputation. But he didn't win; he didn't make me regret my choices. All Travis did was start me off in the direction to become the person I needed to be to survive and get out of that cow town. In some sense I should be grateful it happened, that's why I got the tattoo there. I never look back, but I also never forget Mercedes, I can't, no matter how hard I might want to. That cruel sneer I saw on Travis' face after we kissed will never leave me," Kurt explained to her. He turned back to look at Mercedes after a while to discover she was crying, her hands cupped over her mouth, muffling her quiet sobs. Kurt sighed; "Don't you start or you'll make me cry too, come here," he urged and swept her up into his arms, rocking them slightly.

"I don't judge you for how you've changed to survive Kurt, I love you no matter what. But I'm so sorry you had to," Mercedes whispered with a sob.

"Yeah... me too," Kurt croaked as he fought back the tears his eyes wanted to release.