Chapter 8

Rachel Berry had been minding her own business, walking to her next class, when a male student suddenly approached her and she became very still. She was quick to learn that being in University didn't mean the students here could be any less cruel. Rachel had met a lot of opposition and unfriendly faces, but even she had to admit there were far more friendly student body around compared to William McKinley. Her social status had been turned upside down since she was a senior back in Lima during her final year of High school. Where Rachel graduated as a National champion and thus became beloved by the student body at McKinley. Now at Nyada, being in glee club put you at the bottom of the social later and was a near death sentence. So far she'd managed to keep herself a float and avoided the glee club there like the plague to do so. Never the less Rachel waited with caution as the young man approached her fully. He was rather cute, with strawberry blonde hair, light build and a kind smile, but that meant nothing.

"Are you Rachel Berry? Kurt Hummel's roommate?" He asked all of a sudden.

Rachel couldn't hide the relief his question brought, ah, this was about Kurt, and she should of known. It made sense; in fact she was surprised the scenario hadn't happened sooner. She smiled at him, showing her reaction to Kurt's name being dropped. "Yes I am." she answered.

Relief showed on his face as well, when he assumptions were proven right. "Oh good, I'm Keaton, Kurt and I have some classes together. I wanted to ask you... does he... have a boyfriend? I've been dying to ask him out since the start of the school year but I was too scared and it took me this long to get brave enough! But now whenever I see him on campus he's usually on his phone, laughing a way with a big dopey smile on his face. So before I gather enough courage to ask him out, I need to know, am I wasting my time?" Keaton began to ramble at a frantic speed.

Rachel had no trouble understanding his babbling since she was use to hearing to fast talk and caught every word. But that didn't make her answer any easier, since honestly, she had no idea what Blaine was to Kurt, as per usual. Kurt hadn't told her how his date with Thomas yesterday had gone and his mood afterwards held no real clues. After thinking the matter over, Rachel decided it was better to go with the honest answer, or the best she could manage. "Um... actually Keaton, I'm not really sure what to tell you. There's someone in his life, but it's complicated. So my best is advice is to ask him yourself, I don't want to give you the wrong answer." Rachel explained.

Keaton nodded, "Thanks, I guess that's what I'll have to do then. Any idea where he is?" he asked.

Rachel shook her head, "Sorry no, he's around here somewhere." she replied with an apologetic smile. Once Keaton made his exit Rachel snapped into her dramatic mode, whipped out her phone and typed Kurt a text message.

Kurt! Kurt! A guy just asked about you! This is your warning!

What did he ask?

If you had a boyfriend, he wants to ask you out!

And what did you tell him?

That I really don't know, which I don't.

Oh god, why now! Crap! Someone's spotted me.

Why are you being so negative?

Because I don't want to date anyone, other than Blaine, Rachel.

You could have told me that!

I just figured this out last night. Uh, I think that's him, sorry have to go.

Good luck and sorry!
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After Kurt let Keaton down gently as he could, Kurt thought that would be the end of things. But he was very wrong, as the week progressed, three other guys, two of which weren't even from Nyada, asked him out. One happened at his normal bagel shop, the other occurring when he was on the subway. Why now of all times, when Kurt didn't want to be chased, were these suitors popping out of the woodwork and testing Kurt's patience. Kurt wasn't sure how to deal with the attention he was getting now, Blaine or no Blaine. He wasn't being narcissistic either, he knew he was semi attractive, but his features were a certain look, so he had assumed he wasn't everyone's type. In retrospect Kurt thought Blaine was far more attractive, so in the back of his mind, he feared that Blaine was finding the same sort of attention, even back in Lima.

The worst of it all was the two of them were right in the middle of exams, so they had little time for each other. It was two weeks away from winter break and Kurt was so busy with projects that he felt tired all the time. Which also made running away from guys who were bent on chasing him, though he was being dramatic, it wasn't like he was running away from a mob down the street, more tiresome. So far it had more truthfully been like this; a guy asked him for his number and Kurt was left to quickly say no without trying to seem superior, or rude. He had even resorted to actually giving the 'I have a boyfriend' excuse and using that lie wasn't very comforting. It was true he wanted to make the declaration a reality, but now wasn't the time, or place. They had enough to worry about, Blaine included, it could wait, or he hoped it could.

Finally on one less hectic Wednesday night, both Blaine and Kurt had enough spare time to Skype in the evening, but it was clear they were worn out from burning the candle at both ends. Blaine eyed Kurt's still figure from his spot on the bed and his heart went out to his friend. "Kurt, if you're too tired we can forget this..." Blaine offered.

Kurt might have been tired, but he was even more stubborn and he showed it in his face when he glared at Blaine. He deserved this, they both did, and after how much work they had been doing. "Blaine, do you want to talk me?"

"Of course I do!"

"Then I don't care how tired I am, I want to see your face and hear your voice. It's the only thing keeping me going." Kurt stated firmly.

Blaine's heart began to ache with longing, he wanted to be there with Kurt, lying next to him, cuddled up with Kurt in a warm blanket, massaging his sore muscles. Even when Blaine was only a senior in high school, his own tests had still been grueling. He wasn't as tired as Kurt, at least not physically, but his emotional exhaustion was making up for it. Blaine wanted to take the next step with Kurt already, so when they reunited on December 22nd, they wouldn't have to waste time with saying what they wanted. Blaine already knew by this point what he wanted, he wanted Kurt, he wanted to know that Kurt wouldn't go out on any more dates. That if Blaine got asked out himself, he could just politely say no because he had a boyfriend. But he was reluctant to tell Kurt this, because it could still be too soon and as usual, hard to say through a computer.

"Are you okay?" Blaine asked Kurt with concern.

Kurt sighed, but he didn't find the question annoying, it touched him that Blaine always put others well being over his own. But it also made Kurt feel like he didn't add up to Blaine's level of caring and that brought on the guilt. "There's no one word answer Blaine, I'm tired, worn out, but that's to be expected. I'm not ready to throw in the towel, school's a lot of work, with my final projects, but I'd like to think I'm keeping afloat. Only time will tell I suppose, but it's tough and a lot of pressure. Another student got cut from Carmen's vocal class yesterday." Kurt explained.

"Wow... that's intense, the competition there... how do you manage it, any of you?" Blaine asked in amazement.

Kurt gave a throaty laugh in response, Blaine was refueling his tired bones, causing him to perk up just a little and revert to his normal playful self. "Oh, it's not all bad, it's worth it in the end. We're just like any crop of university students, Blaine. It's just a different environment I suppose, yes there's a heap of pressure and it never leaves you... but it just makes you that much more determined to succeed. Not everyone's cut out for NYADA I suppose... I'm just trying to convince myself I am."

"Do you think I could be?" Blaine dared to ask.

Kurt smiled at Blaine with adoration in a way that went well past platonic, "I have no doubt in that Blaine, you're meant to be here. You'd thrive in NYADA, I can already picture you walking down the halls, with a charming smile on your face." Kurt began to explain as he pictured the scene in his mind.

"And a handsome Kurt Hummel on my arm?" Blaine added with a smirk.

Kurt opened his mouth, only to close it as he felt himself begin to blush. "Are you a mind reader?" he whispered shyly.

"No, we're just are picturing the same thing I think." Blaine admitted.

Kurt yawned, breaking their romantic mood and Blaine frown at him in concern. "Go to bed, Kurt." he insisted.

"No." Kurt whined, but his body had other ideas than wanting to argue with Blaine, which proved it when he yawned once more. His eyes began to feel heavy and he finally had to admit he was fighting a loosing battle. "Fine, it would waste power if I were to fall asleep with the laptop on. Sorry to cut our night together short..." Kurt began to say when he broke off into a large yawn.

"I'll be fine Kurt, sweet dreams." Blaine told him softly.

"If they're of you, they will be." Kurt whispered back.
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Rachel finally spotted Kurt make his way to the table she was saving for them at their favorite Italian bakery, with a hot chocolate, coffee for her and a piece of cake to share. It had taken him quite a while to return with their refreshments and Rachel was far too curious to not ask Kurt the reason. "What took you so long?" Rachel asked.

Kurt sighed, Rachel was in one of her moods where trying to dodge the question would be impossible and he didn't feel like lying to her. Besides, he was too tired to come up with a good one anyway. "A guy was trying to flirt with me, he asked for my number." Kurt answered casually.

Rachel's face light up in surprise, so it hadn't been just her imagination, Kurt was getting attention from guys. "Did you give him it?" she asked with wide eyes.

"No."

"Did something happen between you and Blaine?"

"No." Kurt repeated but more flatly. "At least not anything new. In fact, we're barely spoken all week." Kurt added with a moan.

"We're in the final stretch for exams Kurt, it's understandable." She pointed out to her friend.

"I know that, but it doesn't make it any easier. Especially when all of a sudden I've become desirable! I'm sick of being chased Rachel, or asked out, I know that sounds conceited... because others would love to be in my shoes. But... it's jarring on my already frazzled nerves." Kurt muttered as he took a bite of his pastry.

"Nothing seems to happen when you want it to huh?" Rachel declared.

"I hear you..." Kurt mumbled as he continued to chew.

Rachel looked at Kurt with concern, this wasn't like him, and it was true school was keeping her roommate occupied, but she had assumed somehow he and Blaine would still find time for each other. The fact that Kurt wasn't looking at his phone, or mentioning Blaine very that much was alarming. Try as she might Rachel had no clue why and as usual, she also didn't know not when to butt in. ____________________________________________________________________________

Rachel ended up proving how nosey she could be when two days later she noticed Kurt was getting worse and chose to take matters into her own meddlesome hands. By calling Blaine up, when Kurt was busy with schoolwork and by some miracle, she and Blaine were both free to talk. She called him up, from her hiding spot on campus, scanning the areas for any signs of Kurt, but the coast was clear and that was her green-light to go for it. "Hi Blaine." Rachel whispered to him through the phone when he picked up.

"Uh, hi Rachel... why are we whispering?" Blaine asked in confusion.

"Because knowing Kurt, he could show up at any second." Rachel answered.

Blaine made a face at that, the idea that whatever Rachel had to tell him was something she didn't want Kurt to overhear was worrisome. "What's going on?" he simply demanded.

"I wasn't sure if I should tell you, but clearly Kurt isn't so... I'm doing this. Blaine, Kurt is being perused... by guys. He's been asked out at least four times recently and I thought you should know." Rachel admitted.

Blaine suddenly felt like all the was air seeping out of his lungs, to where it was hard to breath. "I knew it! I knew Kurt was acting weird... it's not like him to keep things from me. Oh god... this sucks! Has he been going out on dates then?" Blaine muttered.

"No, he's been turning everyone down." Rachel said.

"Really?" Blaine commented, not bothering to hide his excitement over the fact.

"Look who's all happy now." Rachel teased.

"Can you blame me?" Blaine countered, his voice getting sassy. "So why are you telling me this?" he added.

"Kurt is getting annoyed and as usual stubborn, since he's not talking to you about it. So I'm appealing to you, make it easy for him." Rachel pressed.

Blaine sighed, how come people seemed to think relationships were so easy when they weren't directly involved. Giving advice or trying to help was good in theory, but sometimes it gave little help. "How?" he moaned.

"Tell him how you feel and what you want Blaine! I know you're both busy, but this isn't like you two..." Rachel pointed out.

Blaine sighed once more, but this time it was from his own frustration. Rachel was right; they had become strained over the last few weeks. The pair of long distance friends hadn't been able to keep their usual schedule and try as they might, promises were broken and plans had fallen through. Blaine was as much to blame for things as Kurt, despite his life being less hectic in comparison. He had been trying to keep his mind off Kurt, because when he thought about him, the aching void Kurt left in Blaine was unbearable. But keeping their distance wasn't proving to be any better, if anything, it was making things worse. "I'll call him, time to stop running from... everything, thanks Rachel." Blaine assured.

"Anytime." Rachel replied with a wink. ________________________________________________________________________________

But finding the time to have a real long talk with Kurt was proving to be near impossible. At night Kurt tried to stay alert and give Blaine his full attention, but more often what ended up happening was Blaine making Kurt go to bed. Which meant the next morning, Kurt usually had no time for a relaxing breakfast chat and Blaine was getting frustrated as time went on. Kurt was busy, he got that, but finding time to talk shouldn't be this hard, not for them. Blaine was beginning to suspect maybe Kurt had lied to Rachel; maybe he was being more social than she knew. When the weekend finally came, Blaine was fed up and not willing to put up with the neglect anymore.

Kurt! I know you're busy, but I'm starting to feel neglected. What gives?

Blaine finally had done it and the second after he sent the text; he felt horrible, petty and like spoiled a child. When Kurt didn't answer straight away he began to panic, until he heard the familiar sound of a Skype call and he remembered to breath. He clicked the icon and he saw Kurt's face appear, for the first time in days.

"I'm sorry Blaine, I have no excuse for my behavior..." Kurt began.

"No playing the villain Kurt, because you know that's not true. Yes you've been very absent and I finally chose to bring it up. But... I still know in my heart... it's not intentional... is it?" Blaine asked reluctantly.

Kurt found himself being very irritated at the accusation, no matter how charming Blaine Anderson could be; he still didn't always say the right thing. "Of course it's not, Blaine! How could you even think that?" Kurt blurted out in anger.

"Kind of hard not to when I keep getting a dial tone whenever I try to call you." Blaine grumbled.

"Are really gonna act like I'm the only one to blame? Because don't think I haven't noticed how distant you've been to me!" Kurt snapped back.

"Well it sure beats sitting around by the phone or computer, hoping you'll remember me."

Normally they would never be so quick to argue but the heavy stress of their hidden wants, combined with exams and seeing so little of each other was taking its toll. To where their tempers were escalating to the point of an outburst and in result making both teens immature. There would be no easy fix this time and being honest wasn't put into consideration either, it had gone past that point.

Kurt's whole body tensed up with anger, he hated fighting with Blaine but he disliked what he was accusing even more. "Grow up Blaine, I still have my own life out here! Don't you dare think I haven't wanted to give up and mope around over you? Because I do and I have, right from the start and it hasn't been a pretty picture on my side. But I reminded myself I've worked too hard to make it to New York and head towards my dreams. No matter how much I miss you, I have to focus on my schoolwork and keep my grades up. If I were to give you my complete attention to the point of neglecting everything else... then I'd probably fail. What would that do us then? I sure wouldn't want that sort of pressure or guilt on my worst enemy! I'm sorry I've been so absent but we knew this was bound to happen during final exams. What I didn't expect was you to become so petty over it." Kurt shouted to Blaine, never pausing long enough for his friend to get a word in.

Blaine had too much pent up frustration and emotion to listen properly to Kurt and what he was really getting at. He was quickly becoming more pissed off at his friend with every word, at himself and the world most of all. "I'm only human Kurt, no matter what you think and I can be very childish, believe me. Seriously if we knew it was going to be this hard then why did we bother?" Blaine grumbled in a moment's weakness. But the second he saw Kurt's hurt face he instantly came to regret his misjudgment. "Kurt..." he pleased.

Kurt wasn't willing to forgive and forget so easily, his expression hardening and he tried his best to hide his inner pain from Blaine. He looked at Blaine with neutral indifference when all he wanted to do was fall apart and give up. Instead he chose a different option, to let out his anger and without bothering to hold back. "Fine! Have it your way then, if you want me to walk away... then that's just what I'll do." Kurt snapped as he stepped out and stormed off and out of view from his web-cam. "Why did I bother to shut them down, fuck!" Kurt grumbled as he stomped towards the kitchen.

Blaine had of course heard that last part since Kurt hadn't tried to remain quiet and it gave him a much needed reality check. 'What in the hell am I doing?' he asked himself. Kurt was getting asked out and his response to each new suitor had been no. That had to mean something and Blaine forced himself to recognize the importance. "Kurt... wait... don't go!" He called out but it was too late, Kurt it seemed was past the point of listening to reason. "Great... now what?" Blaine grumbled under his breath.

It was easy to run away from a fight when the person you were quarrelling with was chained to a single location. With no way for Blaine to chase after and make him come back and act mature, Kurt was determined to resist his instant regret. Yet as he reached the kitchen table and away from Blaine's image it was no use, he didn't want to run. Not from Blaine and what he could become, Kurt wasn't even that mad at Blaine and his actions, he was angrier about their whole situation. Kurt deserved equal blame and he knew this was a turning point for them. Where the difficulty of long distance and how their attempts to remain friends wasn't working and they'd break apart become coming together. Or they could buck up, face one another and go back to being honest. Kurt already knew which option was the right one, there was no question. This couldn't be the end, not for them, Kurt wanted it to be a new beginning, the start to a new stage in their relationship. "Time to offer up your heart Kurt, it will be in good hands." Kurt told himself.

Before he could take his first step Kurt's phone buzzed from getting a text, which was from Blaine but there was no words, only a YouTube link. Frowning, Kurt clicked on the link and he heard the song 'Baby Come Back' start to play and Kurt shook his head with a cute smile. "Oh Blaine, you went there..." he muttered. Kurt walked back to his bedroom and his laptop, letting the music play and he almost felt like dancing along.

Blaine heard the music trailing right before Kurt reappeared on his computer screen, giving one of his flirtatious smiles.

"Cute Blaine." Kurt said as the song ended. "But I don't want to blame it all on you, that would get us no where. Thanks for waiting by the way... I'm sorry I ran off..." Kurt began.

"You're worth the wait." Blaine interrupted with an affectionate smile.

While the pair knew they needed to start talking to patch things up at first it was no use, not with emotions chocking down on them. Clogging up their throats and the sheer amount of what they wanted to say to each other, keeping them silent. But that only cause things to escalate and build until there was only one outcome, bringing explosive results.

"I want to be your boyfriend!"

"I want us to be boyfriends!"

Each confession was shouted at the exact same time so it was impossible to tell who had said what and there was no need. Their simultaneous outbreak only proved how in sync they were and how well Kurt and Blaine fit together. It all came back to their intense compatibility that was too significant to ignore or deny anymore. The end result brought both teen to stare at one another in shock, looking like a mirror image, when their shock changed from surprise, to delight and lastly; adoration.

"I want you Blaine, I don't want anyone else... just you, it could only be you. Please tell me I haven't missed my chance to have you." Kurt rambled, his voice showing how nervous he was.

"Oh Kurt, show's what you know... you've had me from the start. As far as I'm concerned you and I were in the stars." Blaine scoffed.

"Wow, that's so corny but perfect." Kurt cooed.

"I am what I am, Kurt."

"You're quoting a broad way song, way to up your charm."

"If we were in the same room this is the point where we'd kiss." Blaine stated.

"God, I want to kiss you." Kurt moaned in agony.

"Same here." Blaine agreed.

Kurt suddenly closed his eyes and puckered his lips together and when Blaine caught on, he did the same. Leading to their lips come to touch their computer screens looking very silly but fortunately no one was there to watch the tender but embarrassing moment. But when they realize what they were really doing was making out with a computer screen, the romantic moment passed. Where Blaine and Kurt broke out into embarrassed laughter.

"Well... we tried..." Kurt laughed.

"And failed but it's the thought that counts." Blaine added.

"I guess we should get to the needed apologizes now..." Kurt prompted.

Blaine nodded, more than willing to be the first one to go, starting before Kurt could. "I'm sorry... about before... I just, really, really miss you Kurt..." Blaine apologized.

"I miss you too, Blaine, you kneed to know... even when I was busy with finals... you never left my thoughts. You're always here, with me in spirit, in the back of my mind, and in my dreams. Whenever I felt weak or like giving up, I close my eyes and I see your face, I hear your voice and feel your arms wrap around me. You reach out to me and make feel safe and cared for, no matter where we are or where I go... you've always here with me, whenever I need you." Kurt explained.

It was the most beautiful thing Blaine had ever heard and hearing Kurt tell him with so much warmth in his voice sent him over the edge. Sure some parts didn't make sense but it didn't diminish the raw emotion he felt for Kurt in the moment. So it was no surprise to Blaine that he had started to cry but they were happy tears, mixed with sad. He still missed Kurt with all his heart but he hadn't lost him, he was gaining so much right now and he wouldn't shy away. Nothing that was in their way, not distance, time or their separate lives would stop him now. "Why didn't I realize how strong you really are." Blaine breathed.

"I might seem strong but I can be just as weak. I think the difference is how strong we've become because of each other." Kurt interjected softly.

"This is it then huh?" Blaine asked, feeling very giddy.

"I guess so... we should be proud of ourselves." Kurt sassed.

"We're dating." Blaine said in disbelief.

"We sure are, we've entered boyfriend land Blaine, let's hope it's a friendly place."

"You're so adorable." Blaine muttered with hearts in his eyes.

"Remember that, because my finals aren't over yet. One more week, then I can hold you again..." Kurt began but no matter how wonderful the current moment was, there was no helping his breaking down. He was happy, happier than he had been for ages and he was overjoyed that they were taking the next step. But at the same time there was no ignoring how hard it was for Kurt not being able to touch Blaine right now. He knew the change in becoming boyfriends wouldn't solve every possible problem or make it easier. The difference was, this time they weren't too afraid to hold back on the connection they'd felt from the beginning. "Think we're ready to enter a long distance relationship Blaine?" Kurt asked reluctantly but still smiling away.

"I'd like to think so... I guess time will tell but I'm going to remain hopeful because it's us. We can do this Kurt, we'll make it work and most of all... I want for it to be known that you're taken. Because I can't be there to run up and hug you whenever a guy tries to hit on you and shout 'Mine!" Blaine stated, causing Kurt to giggle and he started to melt from his cuteness. "Let's hope the new spreads quick." he added with a smirk.

Kurt laughed as he pictured that spectacle in his mind and the image brought back his playfulness. "I still find it hard to believe you're not being hit on Blaine." Kurt admitted.

"Kurt, it's Ohio... I use to think I was the only openly gay kid in the whole state." Blaine explained.

"So did I... Blaine... I don't know what's happening out here, but suddenly I've become desirable." Kurt finally admitted.

"I know, Rachel told me."

"She did? Oh that little busy body." Kurt muttered.

"I'm glad she did, it gave me the extra push I needed. She said four guys asked you out, is that accurate?" Blaine questioned.

While he disliked the break in their romantic mood, Kurt knew avoiding issues such as this would be a bad idea. He wanted to be honest with Blaine, especially since he was his boyfriend now and he wanted to make up for any past infractions. The air between the skyping couple wasn't strained either so another reason not to shy away. "It's up to five now... which I still find impossible and I'm not enjoying the irony." Kurt grumbled.

"Kurt, baby, you know I adore you... but you're lying." Blaine argued.

"What are you getting at..." Kurt asked warily.

"You like the attention, how guys showing interest makes you feel. Who wouldn't." Blaine began to explain when he saw Kurt narrowed his eyes in response. Causing Blaine to panic over the bold comment but he hadn't meant it like that. "Oh no! Now I sound like a real douche-bag... please forgive me!" Blaine pleaded with a weak groan.

"Maybe just a little but you're still right Blaine, I like the attention... because I've never encountered it before. But I like getting attention like that from you way more, if that wasn't obvious. Which is why I said no to the lot." Kurt began.

"What about Thomas?" Blaine countered.

"He's not included in the five I mentioned, after my date with him I knew it was no use. No one could compare to you and what we have. Why look for other options when you're it, you're just not in the ideal location yet." Kurt explained.

"One more week Kurt, then we can be together again, for close to a month." Blaine reminded him.

"These are going to be the longest seven days of our lives, Blaine." Kurt groaned.

"Can you try to make a little a time for your boyfriend during the wait?" Blaine pleaded as he made a puppy-dog face.

Kurt knew better than to try to resist that wide-eyed look and his heart began to melt. "Oh honey... Blaine... don't do this to me!" he begged. He sure would try to make time for Blaine but there was no telling if he'd manage, not with all the finals still coming up. "You know I'll try..." he whined.

"Sorry." Blaine muttered sheepishly.

"You're cute, so you're forgiven." Kurt told him playfully. _______________________________________________________________________________

Upcoming tests or not, Blaine and Kurt managed to spend the entire weekend together or as near as possible while there were living in different states. Both boys made sure not to neglect their studies and helped each other prepare for their finals during those blissful two days. Balancing the time in between by watching movies, listening to music and most of all; talking. Staring into each other's eyes as they were glued to their computer screens, taking their laptops wherever they went in their homes. Bringing the new couple to Sunday night where Blaine had the pleasure to help Kurt go over his lines for his acting project. Where there was little effort for their amazing chemistry to be proven and without little need to pull off as reality.

"Too bad the scene wasn't where two people hate each other, that would be a real challenge." Blaine said when the task was finished.

"Up for another treat?"

"You already know my answer will be yes..."

That claim was very true but Kurt wouldn't be denied from getting to ask his boyfriend all the same. "Can I sing you the song for my vocal class?" he asked cutely.

"The one for Carmen's class you've been so hush-hush about for the past few days? Yes please! Just wait... I need to prepare..." Blaine muttered as got up from his bed and went off camera for a moment.

"Prepare?" Kurt asked as he raised an eyebrow.

Blaine returned a moment later and waved a box of Kleenex in front of Kurt. "By stocking up on tissues, because the chances of me crying are pretty good." Blaine explained.

"Actually for once I didn't pick a super emotional song but there's a good chance we'll both cry by the end anyway. I might have gone so far as to pick a song that now holds context to our situation, which is sort of funny. I had been wavering on what number I'd go with and when we got together this was the natural choice." Kurt explained as he brought the sound file up on his laptop and got it ready for his mini concert.

When Carmen's final project for her class ended up entailing her students to pick a Broadway song, one that would make you sing right front the heart, Kurt was delighted but a little unsure. When it came to the matters of his heart Blaine was the main subject and the idea of trying to find a song to best express what he meant to Kurt seemed impossible. There were too many songs to choose from until he eventually made a final choice. Now Blaine could help prove how it had been the right tune to go with and he intended to fully sell his talent and his ability to project emotion.

"What's the song?" Blaine asked as he watched Kurt collect himself.

"I Chose Right from the musical 'Baby'." Kurt answered and with that, he hit play button and the intro began.

As I leave my single life behindr
Thoughts are kind of spinning in my mind
First I think about your
And I think about me loving you
And I think about you and me deciding we could be one
It's crazy I know, I wrestle with my pillow all last night

And I look at you and I know I chose right
Life's a very long road
And the crossroads come up right away
And it's so hard to know which way to go when you've barely begun
And Oh, the road you leave behind can shine so bright
And I look at you and I know I chose right

Now maybe we don't mean that much you and I
And maybe our balloon will never fly
And maybe no one cares if we let things go by
And maybe doesn't matter if we live or die

But if I'm making promises to you today
I wanna know I keep them all the way
And if I've not been good at meaning what I say
It's time now to try
So I think about you and I think about me loving you
Then I think of my friends who'll say they're in love when they're just havin' fun

But I say no no no if I am gonna love its with all my might
And I will be true, I will follow this through and I look at you...
And I know I chose right

During the song Kurt's eyes rarely left Blaine's face on the screen of his computer, wanting to serenade his boyfriend directly to show his feelings without needing words to make it clear. The part where the tempo picked up and became more whimsical couldn't of come at a better time, when Blaine had been showing signs of choking up. Kurt kept on singing, never faltering and projecting his voice with flawless effort, causing Blaine to laugh at his adorable face as he sung. There was a near slip towards the end when the last few lines became slower but he prevailed until the final note. Then came the tears and Kurt didn't try to hold back, not when everyone word he had sung was true. Kurt would follow through and all it took was one look at Blaine to know he had chose right, they both had.

It took a long time for Blaine to recover enough to speak and that was the same case with Kurt, so there they sat sobbing in front of their computers like weepy teenagers. There was no need to confess any feelings or express those emotions with words, which would come later. To when they were sure and ready to take that step, in their minds giving any confessions of love was still far off. The couple would be busy enough adjusting to becoming boyfriends. The lack of hasty confessions didn't lessen the moment, proving how strong their connection was in the moment.

"Say something." Kurt finally sobbed.

"I can't..." Blaine struggled. "You're... oh god Kurt! Don't make me try to tell you how much you mean to me!" he begged.

"What can we do then?" Kurt cried out.

"We can hold each other up." Blaine suggested weakly.

Kurt moaned from the bitter irony, "Through a computer?" he asked, his voice becoming a bit teasing.

"If anyone could, it's us." Blaine stated proudly.

Unbeknownst to the heart-eyed boys skyping, the sound of the loft's large door rolled back to reveal Rachel Berry creeping inside the apartment. Unsure if she would be interrupting Kurt's weekend with Blaine, when she knew how bad they needed it, she inched inside. Rachel had planned to stay out longer for her roommate's sake, even when his guest wasn't there in the flesh but it was so cold outside. "Kurt, I'm back!" She called out, projecting her voice with little effort.

"I'm in my room!" Kurt's voice croaked back.

For once Rachel's return was very welcome since it broke the tension and reduced the risk of further tears if they weren't careful. Not that crying their eyes out because of a beautiful song and cause they had gotten together wasn't that bad but it was a bit over dramatic. Besides Kurt was dying to tell someone about the change in their relationship status and Rachel was the lucky girl. Kurt pulled back the curtain around his room and strolled over to her with Blaine in tow as he carried his laptop along. His giddy smile looked slightly out of place with his face red and blotchy and his cheeks were still damp from crying.

Rachel noticed the matching state between both boys and her face instantly showed concern and then confusion. "Kurt... what happened to you two, are you okay?" Rachel demanded as she hurried over to get a closer look.

"Oh nothing, my boyfriend just rendered me to tears with his voice, so the usual." Blaine answered casually, his big smile breaking the illusion.

"Flatterer." Kurt cooed.

Rachel's whole face lit up with shocked delight and her mouth help open and something truly miraculous happened, she was rendered speechless. At first all she could muster was a high pitched squeal as she flew at Kurt with a tackling hug who barely managed to save his laptop and Blaine from being knocked out his hands. If she had ended up breaking his laptop Kurt never would of forgiven her but such a crisis was averted thanks to Kurt's quick reflexes. Eventually Rachel was able to speak once more but her excitement level hadn't gone down. "Boyfriends? Oh, my god, finally!" she cheered.

Blaine made a face, something didn't add up. "Kurt, you haven't told her yet?" he blurted out.

"I've been too busy being joined at the digital hip with you this weekend Blaine, remember?" Kurt muttered as he felt air being squeezed out his lungs by Rachel's tight grip.

"Groan all you want but this is payback, Kurt." Rachel sassed.

"Rachel, I get that you're pissed but please let him breath!" Blaine pleaded.

Rachel granted the request and released Kurt, more for Blaine's sake than his boyfriend's but her face didn't look angry. "It's pointless to be angry when there's way too much to celebrate! Now spill, if you wanna get back on my good side. I demand to know when, where and how did this happen?" she shouted.

"Well the where's easy, it was in the apartment and Blaine's room through Skype." Kurt remarked.

"I still want to hear every detail." Rachel urged as she bounced up and down.

"You're acting like the one who has a boyfriend now." Blaine teased but he started to worry he had overstepped. Until he heard Rachel and Kurt laugh in response and he gave a quick breath of relief.

"Now you're the one who needs to breath Rachel." Kurt said.

"I'll relax, but you need to give me something." Rachel begged.

"Rachel helped us get together, so we owe her Kurt." Blaine pointed out.

Reminding himself that filling Rachel up to date was just was he and Blaine needed right now, Kurt nodded and let Rachel drag him over to the couch. Starting at the beginning where they had fought and how that had lead to their finally admitting to each other what they wanted. By the time the story was finished, at least for now, the happy trio spent a good remainder of the night gabbing away and having the time of their lives. But all good things must come to and end and Rachel proved she could take a hint when she was becoming a third wheel to the new couple.

"Thanks for letting me hang out boys... but I'll take my leave now." Rachel said as she stood up and let out a long yawn.

"Tonight reaffirms that we're roommates for a reason." Kurt declared.

"It sure does, I had a lot of fun with both you and Kurt tonight." Blaine added with a warm smile.

Rachel leaned forward to touch the screen of Kurt's laptop and tapped on his nose pictured there. "Please tell me you'll come visit us soon, Blaine."

"I sure hope so, Rachel." Blaine answered as he grinned over in Kurt's direction.

"Oh, you can count on it." Kurt assured with a cute grin.

Once Rachel took her leave Kurt placed his computer off of his lap and on the bed and pulled the curtains around his room. So he could change into his night attire, only this time, he didn't bother to turn his laptop around so he was out of view. Blaine didn't catch on to what was happening at first, but when Kurt slipped out of his pants, his sharp gasp showed his reaction to the discovery. Kurt turned around and he saw Blaine was dumbstruck and Kurt swore, already a little turned on.

"K... Kurt! What are you doing?" Blaine sputtered off.

That look stopped Kurt from shying away and he chose to become more playful, sensual even. "Don't you want to see your boyfriend undress?" Kurt teased.

"Am I going to see you naked?" Blaine asked in shocked amazement. This was dangerous, he was getting aroused at the very thought.

This was one time where Kurt refused to back peddle and become mortified, he wanted such a wonderful weekend to send on a high note. So he got bolder still and went so far as to strip off his top layers until he was standing in front of Blaine dressed only in a thin tank top and his boxer-briefs that left nothing to the imagination. "You like?" Kurt asked, imitating Blaine's exact tone when Kurt first saw his Dalton uniform.

"Kurt... oh my god... fuck!" Blaine swore in disbelief and his crossed his legs, not ready to show Kurt the proof to how much he liked the display. "It's almost too much stimulation for me to take..." Blaine admitted softly.

Kurt finally felt his sudden act of bravery begin to leave him and the risk of mortification returned and at an alarming rate. He hadn't planned on this happening, Kurt had intended to have a bit of fun and tease Blaine a little, not this. Here he was, Kurt Hummel, standing practically naked in front of Blaine when they hadn't even touched on intimacy since becoming boyfriends. "This was such a bad idea, what was I thinking!" Kurt muttered as he went to his dresser and fished something to cover up with.

"Kurt... did I say I thought it was a bad idea? Would you please look at me!" Blaine coaxed.

When Kurt resisted his boyfriend's charm, causing Blaine to up the stakes. "I could make this even... would that help?" he offered playfully.

The got Kurt's attention and he dropped the shirt in his hand, frozen still for an instant before any second thoughts were ended at the idea of getting to see Blaine naked. "Oh dear god yes... that would really help me out!" Kurt exclaimed as he tried to keep his voice down.

Blaine chuckled as he watched Kurt hurry over to the bed and flopped down in front of the laptop, so only his face could be seen. "Are we going to have virtual sex?" Kurt asked.

"We could... if we both want to but as eager as we might be... we sort of bypassed this part. About what we'd do now that we're boyfriends... we touched on it when we first met. But we never considered this... as an option now." Blaine admitted.

"I think that's because it was hard enough to stay friends already." Kurt offered.

"Yeah, covering anything sexual might of been a bit premature..." Blaine added until he saw Kurt snicker and he rolled his eyes. "Hey did I laugh when you said the word 'hard'?" he sassed.

"Oh who are we kidding, whether alone or together... we're going to... you know... tonight." Kurt began.

"Jerk off?" Blaine offered, choosing to cut to the chase.

Kurt laughed and nodded at Blaine, "Exactly... and it wouldn't be the first time we'd done it while thinking about each other I'm sure." he added.

"I find no need to deny that claim because it's nothing to be ashamed of... and it's really hot when I picture you..." Blaine said as his turned on face returned.

Heart racing and cheeks turning red, Kurt was feeling quite flustered and equally turned on from how sexy Blaine looked. "Take your top off, right now." Kurt hissed through clenched teeth.

Blaine threw his head back and let out a loud laugh, quickly making fast work of his top and pulled it over his head and chucked it on the floor. "I like it when you get bossy." he growled. Blaine then got to see Kurt's reaction to Blaine's bare chest and how he inched closer to the screen until his fingers touched, as if he was trying to reach through their computers and caress his bare skin.

"Breathtaking Blaine, simply breathtaking. Almost makes up that I can't touch you right now." Kurt breathed.

Now it was Blaine's turn to get slightly shy but he wasn't in the mood to tell them they should stop. "Now can I see you naked? Please?" He begged with need.

The only thing holding Kurt back from doing what Blaine asked was how much the wonderful young man on his computer screen meant to him. Sex appeal aside, Kurt didn't want their connection to depend on being physical at this early stage. Still, he wasn't totally against the idea even when he was starting to hesitate. He'd need Blaine to help put him at ease and in the mood to be able to continue dressing down. "Blaine... I want to do this but at the same time, isn't it sort of risky? I keep thinking how that this might become a problem when we see each other next. That when we reunite in a week we won't be able to keep our clothes off!" Kurt explained.

Blaine was tempted to give a teasing reply where he asked Kurt if that was a bad thing but he didn't because no matter how horny he felt, Kurt was worth so much more than his teenage desires. "It could... but what it won't be, no matter what happens to us... is a mistake. I want to be with you Kurt, nothing could keep us apart, not even New York or the distance between us!"

"I'm just worried that... we could put what we have at risk just to have sex too soon." Kurt admitted.

"Try looking at it another way then? Look Kurt, before I'll say anything else I can't do this unless we're both on board..."

"I know, just like I know you'd never want to do anything to we're not comfortable with. Maybe going this far... might be our best option."

Blaine raised an eyebrow at Kurt, "Meaning..." he urged, not wanting to guess on his own.

"We have no choice but to be responsible right now and safe, we can't go too far between computers." Kurt offered.

"And if things get weird, all we have to do is close a window, another plus." Blaine added.

"It could also make us last longer if we get a little hint right now... to survive the week." Kurt said, giving another comment in favor of going for it.

"I think I have the deciding factor, we'll get to see each other naked." Blaine commented.

"Blaine, you had me at naked." Kurt cooed.

"Just to be clear, we both want to do this and we won't have any regrets?" Blaine questioned.

"We probably will on some level, but we'll get through it like we always do." Kurt assured.

The decision being made the next order of business was figuring out how'd they'd go through with it and somehow keep from getting too nervous at the same time. But fortunately Kurt knew how to use his superior wit for any situation and he realized their best weapon. "Get those pants off Blaine, if we're going to this... I want all the spoils too." he urged with hungry eyes.

Blaine gulped, as he felt weak in the knees from the look Kurt was giving him and he didn't feel like giving any arguments. He somehow managed to stand upright and stripped his pants off not looking Kurt's way as he did. So when he straightened back up he saw Kurt's reaction and again, the desire on his face made Blaine more relaxed. "Any thoughts?" he asked playfully.

"Talk about eye candy." Kurt stuttered.

"You're undershirt, take it off." Blaine growled.

Kurt didn't find the forceful tone in Blaine's voice at all pushy, on the contrary it was extremely thrilling and his cock was beginning to stir. He lost the second to last layer and soon stood before his laptop and Blaine, trying not to feel so exposed. "So... do we remove the final part next... or do we wait?"

"For what exactly?" Blaine asked, not giving his suggestion.

"I don't know... until we feel more sexy... which isn't easy for me." Kurt moped.

While Blaine knew the feeling, the need to assure and convince his boyfriend how desirable he was kept him moving forward. "Kurt, what is it going to take for me to prove how hot you are? You've got an ass that won't quit, a face above the rest and a body that... well... gets my motor going. You can't begin to imagine what I want to do with you right now..." Blaine described in a low sensual voice.

The confession helped Kurt gain enough confidence to prompt his boyfriend. "Tell me, I think describing will help us out." Kurt pointed out.

Blaine's rising cock was sure on board with the idea and his imagination was making it easy to go there but he forced himself to calm down. There was one more thing to do before they did this, because Blaine had no idea what 'this' would entail exactly. "Before we start anything... what are we wanting to do? Are we going to get naked and do nothing else?"

"Well I was hoping we'd do more stand here naked in our rooms, that seems like such a waste." Kurt admitted.

"Because if we end it there we both know the second we log off we're gonna take a ride on the alone train."

"Then why don't we ride it together?"

Blaine's mouth hung open and he gaped at Kurt, "Are you serious?" he blurted out, needing to confirm Kurt wasn't kidding around.

Kurt nodded shyly, "Yes... I want to help make you feel good Blaine, even if I can't do it myself. If I can't give any physical aid then I'd like to do what I can visually." Kurt explained.

"Fuck I want that... but part of me can't help but think this is happening so fast. I know I was the one begging to see you naked. But fuck my stupid hormones; I'd never forgive myself if things get weird. Not when we're so close to winter vacation." Blaine admitted.

Now it was Kurt's turn to be the bold one and reassure Blaine, which felt gratifying, not to mention freeing and he didn't feel afraid. "I know I'd find it easier if I masturbated with you, with your eyes on me... then if I did it on my own and alone."

"We can't go too far either, like you said before... so this could be a good testing ground for us." Blaine added.

"We prove a good case huh?"

"What about Rachel?"

"I'm not letting her join in." Kurt grumbled, though he was being sarcastic, hoping it would break the tension.

"Kurt, stop it, I'm serious, she could overhear us!" Blaine pointed out.

Kurt let out a sigh because Blaine was right and that could be a cock block knowing his luck. "If I tell her to put in some earplugs she'll be onto us either way." Kurt groaned.

"But at least she won't hear us." Blaine countered.

Kurt brought out his phone, hoping Rachel would know her place. "Fine, but I'm texting her... here goes..." Kurt muttered as he held his breath after hitting send.

Rachel, put some earplugs in and don't you dare ask me why!

Rachel remained silent and her response came back a second later.

You're unbelievable, but I'll do it and thanks for the warning.

Having evaded a possible awkward moment and shoving the thought that Rachel would ask him later out of his mind, Kurt turned his attention back to his nearly naked boyfriend. Gazing upon his undressed state quickly got his blood pumping once more, so that was something. "Okay... that's done. Now how do we... do this?" Kurt asked helplessly.

Blaine gave Kurt an affection smile, how was it possible that he could be sexy and adorable at the same time? Only he was in no mood to ponder that for long, instead he wanted to focus on helping them get to where they wanted to go, wherever that was exactly. "I'm not gonna go look on Google for search results right now. I think our best bet is to relax and tell each other what we want to see and do," he offered.

Flashing his boyfriend a devious grin, Kurt nodded and his look was boarding on sensual as he gathered the courage needed for the next part. It was still hard to try to be sexy when Kurt often felt like he was an awkward baby penguin stumbling around. But then he had the best tool available and he gazed at Blaine and drank him in with his eyes. Using the visual aid and how sexually attractive Kurt found Blaine and it did the trick, allowing him to calm down and for desire to take over. "Let's get things going then... allow me to begin." Kurt said softly, the sensual undertones causing a pleasant reaction in Blaine.

"Hey no fair!" Blaine whined but his protests weren't that convincing from the lustful look on his face.

Smirking away, Kurt hooked his thumbs under the waistband of his boxer-briefs and began to pull down, ever so slightly until his hipbones were exposed. "But I want to do this for you Blaine, so please let me..." he tutted.

"Okay." Blaine breathed lightly.

Kurt watched as Blaine shifted to sit further back on his bed, his eyes transfixed on Kurt where he didn't blink. Kurt bent forward and slowly began to lower the waistline of his briefs off his hips until finally they slipped off his groin and he didn't stop. Kurt bent down, showing his flexibility as he stepped out of his briefs and began to straighten up. Deep down Kurt still felt a little nervous but he assured himself that was all right. Blaine reaction was all the drive he needed and seeing the hunger and needed to keep going. 'Oh lord, it's turning me on.' Kurt thought to himself.

"Wow..." Blaine wheezed.

With that boost to his ego Kurt became more confident and started to make love to the camera, "Well... was this what you were hoping for?" He asked smugly.

Oh how Blaine wanted to shout and holler at the top of his lungs but that would be a very bad idea; it was still hard to keep himself under control. Kurt was naked, actually nude standing in front of him, on his computer screen fully exposed and loving the attention. It was hard to wrap his heard around what they were doing right now, if he had any sense left Blaine might of acknowledge it was a hasty move. But any common sense was overrode by how aroused Kurt was making him from his lack of clothing. 'Oh right, Kurt asked me a question, man it's hard to think.' Blaine reminded himself. "Fuck I wish technology was farther along!" Blaine swore.

"This isn't so bad... sure beats phone sex." Kurt countered with a smirk.

"I want to touch you so bad right now...." Blaine whimpered.

"If you tell me what you'd want to do to me, I can do it to myself." Kurt offered.

"What about me? If you haven't noticed I'm not naked yet." Blaine sassed as he pointed to his boxer-briefs.

"I'll live the wait, since you'll be worth it." Kurt assured.

Blaine wasn't willing to give into his boyfriend's whims, needing to keep things even. "Sorry, I won't take no for an answer... no touching anything until we're both naked and have recovered enough before we see what else we wanna do." Blaine insisted.

"Why the hell am I arguing!" Kurt muttered and he sat down on his bed, legs crossed like his being nude was nothing out of the ordinary. "Show me what you got, honey." Kurt urged.

"No size comparison..." Blaine warned with a cheeky grin.

Kurt rolled his eyes, "As if I would, no matter how HQ our computers are, it would never be clear enough. Besides, you're more turned on than me right now, it would hardly be fair." he stated. Kurt then realized what that sounded like. "But rest assured, the second those briefs come off, I'll be rising to the occasion." he admitted.

"Aren't we being cheeky." Blaine teased.

"Nice play of words there, Blaine." Kurt flirted back.

Feeling more than able, Blaine showed his boyfriend he could be equally sexy and put on a good show and he disrobed in a teasing manor like Kurt had. Receiving the same turned on expression in response on his computer screen as Kurt eyes widened. There was no mistaking how much the pair wanted one another during their little strip tease. When Blaine was fully naked he upped the performance by strutting and at the end he turned around, showing his backside to Kurt in its perfectly shaped glory.

"Sweet lord, that ass Blaine..." Kurt moaned lightly, fanning himself with his hand.

"I showed you mine, now you show me yours!" Blaine sassed.

Kurt stood back up and teased Blaine a little with proactive movements before revealing his best asset and Blaine in result looked like a dear caught in the headlights. "You win." he wheezed.

"I didn't realize this was a competition." Kurt teased.

"It doesn't need to be, you win by a long shot."

"Blaine, I don't want to stand here and argue who has the better butt!"

That comment made the pair breakout into cute laughter and they beamed at one another when they got it out of their system enough. Taking a moment to let everything sink in and what they were going to do, not to mention how they were standing in front of each other in the nude. It was true they couldn't reach out and touch each other but they chose to look to the bright side of what could be offered.

"So... we've seen each other naked..." Blaine muttered in amazement.

"We still are." Kurt corrected him.

"I can't believe we're doing this." Blaine stuttered.

Kurt's smile fell a little, "Is it too soon? Are we being crazy?" he asked.

"If we are, I'm too hard to tell." Blaine commented. "I want you, really bad right now..."

Kurt gave him an encouraging smile, one that sent shivers down Blaine's spin and he shuddered as he took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. He needed to pace himself if he and Kurt had any hopes of going to distance and have a fun night where it wasn't over in a flash. "Okay first things first, location... we should put our computers beside us on the bed. Like we're we'd exactly want to be if were together." Blaine suggested.

"Good idea." Kurt agreed as he set everything up, to where he was giving Blaine a perfect view to his side, just like he was lying next to him on the bed. "Like this?" Kurt asked.

Blaine nodded and took a deep breath, Kurt was very distracting and he was becoming impatient by this point. "Yeah... that's great, okay... let's do this!" he said with determination.

"Tell me what you want to see me do. Only... go easy on me... cause if I get too embarrassed this could end badly, or way too quick." Kurt warned.

"How come you get to go first? I don't like being the only one to get special treatment..." Blaine complained.

Kurt rolled his eyes when he found Blaine's considerate nature endearing but now wasn't the time for valiance. "As soon as you're good to go and on your way I'll join in. I'll try my best to tell you want I want too." Kurt began and he blushed before he could continue.

Ignoring is hardening cock so he could focus his full attention on Kurt; Blaine shifted his weight so he was lying comfortably on his side and where Kurt could still see his naked front. How did guys in porn do stuff like this and in front of a camera crew. When their eyes met Blaine saw it, the look of hunger and need and he knew his face showed the same. They wanted this, yes it was very sudden and not expected but the teens craved each other and needed some sort of release. If the couple had any hope of taking things slow when they were in person, doing this might help. Even if it didn't right now it seemed the best option and that was it. "... And then we'll help each other come, right?" Blaine coaxed.

"That's the plan at least." Kurt confirmed.

"So to get there... I'm going to tell you want I want you to do for me, okay?" Blaine started.

"Okay." Kurt repeated in agreement.

The trouble was it was quite difficult to voice the many things he wished he could do to Kurt's body himself. Kurt's encouraging look helped him manage and soon he let his libido take over and the bashful Blaine Anderson took his leave. When the sexual side of Blaine stepped up he suddenly had a much-needed epiphany. "I'm going to describe what I'd do to you... to make things easier for me to say. I think you'll get the idea anyway...." Blaine explained, going in a different direction on the fly.

"I will." Kurt confirmed.

Feeling giddy from his brilliant idea, Blaine ran with it and he started to picture Kurt beside him on his bed. "I'd be on you in an instant, hot and ready for you baby.... my hands exploring every inch of your naked body. Lightly at first, where my fingertips would barely make contact as they glide over your skin." Blaine started.

As Blaine described what he wanted to do, Kurt transferred those words and did them to himself, running his down his body gently, with so light a touch goosebumps formed on his skin. It didn't feel weird for Kurt to be touching himself like this, not when in his mind it was Blaine's hands on his body. Hearing Blaine's raspy breaths helped create the illusion and when he looked at Blaine it still didn't break. "Feels good." Kurt purred.

"Then when I've teased you enough to get you ready for more... I'd switch focus to your cock. Which by now is nice and hard and I'd make my way there, slowly still, since there's no rush. I'd put my hand on your... length? Wow, finding good words for penis is tough." Blaine muttered as he broke the mood.

"Not helping." Kurt warned.

Blaine rolled his eyes and quickly recovered, getting back on track with ease. "Sorry, I'd kiss you as I started giving you a hand job. With my body pressed against yours and I'd start to pump your cock with my hand... watching your face as I made you feel good. Hearing you moan my name..." Blaine continued.

"Blaine..." Kurt breathed as if on cue.

That did the trick and Blaine was well aware at how painfully hard he was now, all thanks to Kurt. "Okay... I've caught up baby," he groaned.

Kurt was ready for him and he managed to see to Blaine's needs while he was pumping his own cock, inching towards release. "I'd reach out, pull you close and give you a passionate kiss on the mouth. Then I'd bring proper attention to your cock to join in and make you feel good. With one hand on your cock and the other running down your shoulder, stomach and then hips. I'm making short work in finding your erogenous spots to make up for your head start." Kurt told him softly, his voice low and throaty.

Blaine put those words into practice and the result was for both boys to watch each other and used what they had to fully give into the experience. The biggest turn on was getting to see the desire for each other and the frantic pace they kept to educe an orgasm.

"Blaine... oh god Blaine, I'm getting close." Kurt moaned.

"Me too... Kurt... fuck... this feels so good." Blaine said with a shudder. "I'm not going to last much longer." he half sobbed.

It was an amazing feat, how even when they weren't in the same bedroom, they could fool themselves into believing they were together, giving themselves so much pleasuring, connecting on an even deeper level. The reality that it was their own hands on their cocks wasn't registered, instead, they used the intoxicating feeling of having each other watch as they pleasured themselves, make the difference.

"Shit Blaine, I'm coming!" Kurt shouted out as he felt his muscles spasm and arched he his hips forward, milking his cock until he finally came with shots of come shooting over his hand.

"I'm almost there... fuck this is hot, yes, Kurt oh yeah, mm." Blaine grunted as he too, finally achieved orgasm.

Having climaxed, the spent couple lay there panting for a while until as their heads started to clear that familiar bashful feeling began to return. As soon as Blaine and Kurt cleaned up their separate messes they came to lie back down on the bed, with their computers on the pillow opposite of each other. Blaine flashed Kurt a shy glance, he felt very sated but with the act over, the post orgasm state was a bit weird.

"Well... there goes our virtual virginity, wow..." Blaine exclaimed.

"I know... and I'm the one who started things." Kurt moaned, yep, he was definitely started to feel embarrassed now.

Fortunately for him, Blaine could tell and he would have none of that. "I pretty much begged you to let me see you naked, Kurt. We're both to blame for what happened," he pointed out.

Kurt sighed, he was happy, but also, slightly annoyed with himself and their moment of weakness. "Do you regret it? Should we even have any real regrets?" he asked shyly.

"Maybe, but I'm not going to, it felt really good. How can that be a bad thing? We somehow managed to pleasure each other when we weren't in the same room. That's pretty fucking amazing Kurt, and we're never done anything like that before... at least I haven't." Blaine admitted, his voice getting playful.

Kurt chuckled lightly, willing to play Blaine's game, since it made things lighter. "Neither have I and you know that already. I'm actually impressed we moved past how awkward that could of been and did It." he admitted.

"Well luckily we're very sexually attracted to each other." Blaine said.

"But what if this means the next time we see each other all we want to do is jump each others bones?" Kurt asked.

"We'll deal with that if and when it happens. But I have to say... it was great, but I don't think we should go there again for a while. Or we really will have a hard time reigning it in when we're together." Blaine suggested.

Kurt smiled at Blaine, wishing very much at the moment he could lean forward and kiss him. Instead he held his hand out, until the tips of his fingers were touching the screen. Blaine caught on quick and did the same, so their fingers were touching, or it appeared like they were. "So no regrets? We can wake up tomorrow and get through this?" Kurt whispered.

"I'm sure we'll feel a little sheepish, but after how good an experience it was, I'm willing to live with that." Blaine chuckled lightly.