When Blaine awoke the next morning he first thought he was back in his own bedroom, but as his mind began to work a bit more the memories of the night prior all came flooding back to him. He quickly looked over beside him to see Kurt was nowhere in sight. Panic filled him and he bolted up searching for where Kurt had gone to. But he stopped and calmed down when he heard noises coming from the bathroom. Sure enough a moment later Kurt stepped out dressed in a white bathrobe and was using a towel to dry off his hair.

Kurt noticed Blaine was awake and up now and he greeted him with a shy smile.

“Good morning.” he told Blaine softly.

Blaine just looked at him shyly at first, “Morning.” he replied.

Kurt came over to Blaine and leaned in to give him a morning kiss. “Sorry you had to wake up alone like that. I just wanted to have a shower so we'd be able to make it to school on time.” Kurt explained as he walked over to his dresser.

“Where's Finn?” Blaine asked as he glanced over at the wall divider.

“I believe he decided to sleep on the couch upstairs when he came home last night. Seems he figured we would want privacy for the night or something.” Kurt explained.

“He was right then.” Blaine added.

Kurt nodded with a chuckle and set to the task of finding a suitable outfit for Blaine to wear. He finally found a pair of pants that wouldn't be too tight. Kurt blushed lightly as he pulled out a pair of boxers, but because they hadn't gotten around to doing the laundry last night there was little choice. Kurt handed them to Blaine and gave him a sheepish smile. “I think I have just the sweater for you.” Kurt muttered as he went back to get it. Kurt turned around and revealed he was holding out a dark grey sweater.

“It's perfect, thanks.” Blaine told him.

Kurt went back to pick out his own outfit and passed by Blaine, who suddenly caught hold of his arm and stopped him. Kurt looked in confusion to see the concern on Blaine's face simply raised his eyebrow curiously at his boyfriend.

“How are you doing?” Blaine asked him.

Kurt turned to look at him and gave a deep sigh, he had been trying to not think about it. He should of known that Blaine wouldn't allow that to happen. “I'm not going to lie to you, Blaine. When I woke up this morning, it all came back to me, all the pain, all the despair and worry for my Dad. Although, seeing your handsome sleeping face beside me certainly helped.” Kurt quickly added.

“I talked to Carole this morning, there's no change in Dad, no sign of him waking up. I just feel like as the hours go by a little more hope dies in my heart. I don't know how to stop it from happening either... You are the most caring and wonderful boyfriend anyone could ever ask for, Blaine. I am truly grateful that you spent the night with me or else I wouldn't be able to smile at all right now. But this whole thing... it's still too much for me to handle. It's not going to be easy to cope.” Kurt explained to Blaine. “Especially when I go to school today and everyone will know and look at me different. I know the people who actually care about me will be concerned and try to show it. Which means a lot to me of course, but I just know it will remind me how much I could lose at any moment.”

“Kurt I don't think anyone would judge you for feeling like this, with what you have to face...” Blaine began, but couldn't think of anything to say in response that would end well.

“So, I just want to be clear, Blaine, if you see me break down at all, or looking sad. It doesn't mean that I don't appreciate what you've done and what I know you'll continue to do for me. It also doesn't mean I don't appreciate it either.” Kurt said as he came to kiss him on the lips lightly. “You go have a shower while I go fix our breakfast, okay?” Kurt told him.

Blaine just nodded and let Kurt go and get changed without having to worry about Blaine watching him.

“I'll leave your outfit on the bed here.” Kurt called as Blaine walked into the bathroom.

Once Blaine was safely inside the bathroom Kurt got dressed and took a seat in front of his vanity. He found himself filled with joy over what he and Blaine had shared last night. But mixed with that joy was a bone crushing sadness about his dad and guilt to how he was dealing with it. Kurt didn't regret his and Blaine actions but he wished they hadn't happened like that. Kurt forced himself to finish his hair and headed up to the living room. When Kurt reached it he paused to peer over and saw Finn was just beginning to stir from where he was lying on the couch.

“Morning, Kurt.” Finn said with a yawn.

“Good morning, Finn.” Kurt said weakly. “Sorry you had to sleep on the couch...” he added, trying not to start to blush.

“Don't sweat it, I didn't want to wake you up or anything like that...” Finn replied. “Here are your keys, I drove your car home. Mom’s heading back with mine now. Think you can give me a ride to class today?” Finn asked

Kurt just nodded, “Of course.” he added. “Blaine's having a shower so you can go grab your clothing for today or whatever. Breakfast will be ready soon too, though it won't be anything special.” he warned.

“I'm fine with anything.” Finn said. He stood up and stretched his stiff muscles for a moment. Finn then came up to Kurt and handed him his keys and hurried down to their room.

Kurt brought his attention to the task at hand, which was making breakfast for the three of them. He brought out a frying pan and let himself become distracted as he began to cook. Though Kurt knew no matter what he did today, he'd never be able to fully forget that his dad could die. Last night's frottage with Blaine had proven that more than anything. In reality, Kurt didn't want to forget his Dad, he just wanted to be able to survive what he had to face somehow. Even after dating Blaine for more than half a year now, it was still so hard to let himself depend on another person so much.

Finn returned eventually, being dressed and ready for the morning. Kurt put a plate of scrambled eggs on the table and Finn sat down in front of it. Finn muttered a quick thanks and began to eat, he was unsure what he could say without it being the wrong thing.

“I never got to say thanks for telling me so quickly about Burt yesterday. It meant a lot to me.” Finn admitted.

Kurt turned to face Finn for a moment, he couldn't manage a smile yet but his look softened slightly. “Thank you for telling Blaine right away and bringing him along.” Kurt simply replied and went back to cooking.

Blaine then walked into the kitchen, his and Kurt's book bags in his arms. He placed them on an empty chair and took a seat at the table. “Hey Finn, need any help, Kurt?”.

Kurt shook his head and put his and Blaine's plates on the table. “No need, I'm done.” he explained.

Kurt came to sit in between Finn and Blaine at the table and the three of them ate their breakfast in silence. Kurt was in truth glad for this, since if they had tried to talk to him he would have appreciated the gesture, of course. But Kurt doubted he could bring himself to respond fully just yet, it was too soon. He knew he should really not even go to school that day, but Kurt had told Carole the truth that he needed the distraction of it. He found himself so grateful that he had Glee Club in his life and friends who accepted who he was. Finn and Blaine were the physical proof in front of him, with the fact that they had picked up that he wasn't ready to talk.

When everyone had finished breakfast they realized they were in danger of running late. So Kurt let Blaine hurry him off to the car with Finn close behind. During the drive to school Finn and Blaine just began to talk to each other like it was a normal day. Kurt just listened to them and he drove as they chatted about sports and other interests they shared. Blaine had offered to drive himself but Kurt had admitted once again he could use the distraction. Things had so far been better than Kurt had hoped, until they set foot inside the school and noticed a few people look at him and begin to whisper. Blaine simply came up and insisted to walk him to his first class as he took hold of his hand. When they reached their destination Blaine hesitated, he didn't want to let go of Kurt.

“Keep holding on okay, Kurt? I'll see you at glee club.” he told him warmly.

Kurt nodded and gave Blaine his bravest smile, which turned out only to look weak. Finally he made himself let go of Blaine's hand and walked into the classroom.

Blaine stood still for a moment and watched him as Kurt sat down at his desk. All he wanted to do was run in and take Kurt away were he could comfort him alone. Away from all the prying eyes and people's sympathy that would only fall flat. But in his heart Blaine knew that it wouldn't be healthy or even logical to do. Even when Burt was lying unconscious with his fate unknown, life still went on. Kurt noticed he was still there finally and smiled lightly but mouthed for him to go. Blaine just nodded and walked away from the hallway, his mind elsewhere. He was full of worry, worry for Burt of course but also he was worried that when people tried to be there for Kurt, it was likely he would begin to push them away in defence. Blaine only hoped he wouldn't become one of those people; he would make sure he wasn’t.
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It was no surprise to Kurt that when he arrived at the choir room later that day, Blaine was already waiting for him. Kurt walked up to Blaine and took hold of his hand before Blaine could even offer it. Kurt knew it was risky for them to show PDA in school, but for once Kurt didn't care at all and he wasn't going to reject the strength Blaine was offering with his touch, no matter what other people might think.

“How's the day going so far?” Blaine asked him.

“About as well as I guessed it would be.” Kurt answered with a sigh.

The pair walked into the choir room with their fingers laced together. It was empty so far but Kurt was glad it was. It gave him time to prepare and try to give a brave face in front of his friends. Which was silly of course because in reality they were the only people beside Blaine who wouldn't judge him if he was an emotional wreck. Still Kurt didn't want to bring everyone down with him if he could help it. Because glee club and music was one of the few things Kurt hoped would be able to break him out of his depression, well aside from Blaine. Kurt and Blaine just sat together in silence, they hands still clenched together. The others started to all walk in and the sad atmosphere in the room was easy to notice.

Blaine dropped Kurt's hand and simply watched as a number of their team mates slowly began to approach Kurt, the concern on their faces being easy to see. Blaine was glad to see that Kurt allowed them to offer their words of comfort and thanked them. When Tina came up to him he even let her hug him silently in support. While Blaine could tell Kurt appreciated their small gestures of caring, it was plain to see it only reminded him more of the pain he was facing. It was clear that Kurt had already started to build an emotional wall around himself just to cope. One that Blaine would have to treat with care if he wanted to get past it.

Finn and Rachel made their appearance next and Kurt removed his book bag off the empty chair beside him. Finn smiled lightly and walked over to Kurt with Rachel in tow. She came over to Kurt and gave him a quick hug and offered her words of concern and support before sitting down beside Blaine.

Kurt was taking everything in stride but when Finn began to place his hand on Kurt's shoulder he knew he had reached his limit. He felt guilty about it but Kurt still waved his finger to say no and Finn pulled away from him with lighting speed. Kurt sighed and simply fought to regain the control he was quickly beginning to loose.

Mr Schuester walked into the choir room and immediately began to talk about Kurt and his situation. When Mercedes quickly interrupted him to explain she had been having trouble in what she wanted to say to Kurt. So she had decided to sing about it in typical Glee club fashion. Kurt had to admit if he were in her shoes he probably would have done the same thing. Even when the song turned out to be a spiritual one Kurt found he didn't have the heart to tell her not to.

As Mercedes began to sing Blaine found himself watching Kurt during most of the performance. Anyone who knew Kurt at all could tell he was truly touched by it, but while the song was movingly beautiful and Mercedes was singing it with all her heart, nothing- not even her voice- could reach Kurt at the moment. If anything, it was making him even more emotionally unstable over his dad and watching his face made Blaine's heart ache. He knew at that moment that trying to touch Kurt would end up in him only being pushed away.

When the song had ended Kurt gave his thanks but then began to tell everyone how he didn't believe in God. He wasn't in the mood to have to defend his beliefs as they all began to question him and Kurt knew he was losing any patience he had left.

Meanwhile during all of this Blaine found he could only listen, even when everyone began to challenge Kurt's own beliefs. He wanted to defend Kurt but knew it wasn't the time for that just yet, the whole discussion was making him feel uncomfortable. But when Kurt had reached his limit and got up to leave the choir room. Blaine shot up from his chair without even thinking and began to follow him. He stopped to look at Will and was relieved to get his nod of approval to go after his boyfriend. Blaine fought the doubt that was forming in his mind because he was unsure if Kurt would welcome his presence, but he quickly decided it was worth the risk to find out if he was wrong.

“Kurt, wait...” Blaine called after Kurt as he caught up to him in the hallway.

Kurt finally came to a stop and turned to face Blaine. “I kind of just want to be alone right now, Blaine...”

“They were all just trying to be there for you, Kurt.” Blaine told him softly.

“By forcing their beliefs on me? Thank you, but no. No one knows what I am going through right now. I refuse to let anyone pray for my father, when I know it won't do any good. I am not letting them try to make me feel better with false hopes, so they can just feel better themselves.” Kurt replied defensively.

“Kurt...” Blaine began as he walked closer to him.

Kurt moved away farther from Blaine, “What about you, Blaine? Do you believe in God?”

Blaine was surprised at the question that his mouth hung open for a moment. “Honestly I really don't know! But I do know that people should be able to believe in what they want...” Blaine muttered in reply.

“Oh, but I can't be allowed to not believe in the same thing? I'm not saying they can't believe in God, Blaine! What I am trying to say is I don't want them trying to shove it down my throat!” Kurt blurted out in frustration.

“I understand that, Kurt...but you need to realize that's not what this is about...” Blaine replied softly.

Kurt suddenly realized how unfair he was being to Blaine in Kurt's moment of weakness and became grief stricken in an instant. It was true Kurt had reached his limit of being able to keep his emotions in check and hold all his pain inside. It would be so easy for him to run away from Blaine and everyone else and simply go back to facing it all alone. But as he began to turn and walk away he came to a sudden halt. He realized he was running away from the last person Kurt ever wanted to run from. He slowly turned back to face Blaine and saw the shock on his boyfriends face and felt the tears begin to run down his own cheeks in response. “I'm so sorry...” he sobbed.

Blaine hurried over and Kurt didn't even let himself hesitate to allow himself to be wrapped up in Blaine's strong arms. It took longer than Kurt wanted for him to recover enough to even be able to talk again. Blaine seemed to notice this as he started to be the first to break the silence. “It's okay, Kurt... just forget about it, you have enough to worry over.” Blaine told him soothingly. "I'm sorry too, you shouldn't have to defend you're beliefs or lack there of." he added.

Kurt took a deep breath as if to burn the memory of being in Blaine's arms until he managed to bring his broken self together enough to pull away from Blaine at last. He didn't want anyone to see him in this state aside from Blaine. Kurt took a deep breath and exhaled slowly and began to wipe his damp cheeks with his sleeves.

“I hope you know how much you mean to me, Blaine.” he said as he forced himself to smile.

“Do you want me to come with you to see your Dad after school?” Blaine offered.

Kurt smiled a bit more and shook his head, “Thank you but no, I really do want to be alone for a bit, Blaine. But I'll drive you back to my place after school so you can get your car. I'll call you after I'm back from the hospital too.” Kurt told him.

“Okay, I'm going to head back and let you be alone for a bit to collect yourself. But promise me you won't hesitate to call me if you need me.” Blaine told him.

Kurt just nodded and he began to sniffle, “I promise.” he replied softly. Kurt just stood there and watched as Blaine headed back to the choir room. Afterwards Kurt headed off to go find a quiet spot where he could simply relax. Until he turned a corner and almost ran into coach Sylvester, Kurt froze at the serious look she was giving him.

“Lady, I'd like a word with you.” she told him.
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Blaine had known everyone would be surprised when they learned Kurt had sided with Sue's desire to stop them from singing spiritual songs in Glee club. Blaine himself had been just as surprised as they were now when Kurt had told him about it over the phone last night. Only unlike many of them, Blaine fully understood why Kurt had chosen to do so.

“I hope you're happy, Kurt.” Santana suddenly told him.

“Having the week of my life actually.” he replied weakly.

Finally Blaine knew things had gone too far that he could no longer remain neutral, he shot up in defence instantly at Santana's remark. “Why don't you lay off Kurt and focus on realizing what he's going through and maybe, I dunno, instead of attacking him, try to be supportive?” Blaine told Santana grudgingly. Blaine knew that his sharp words were out of character for him but he didn't care. He was in no mood to be Mr Nice Guy today and was through with holding his thoughts back, at least when they concerned Kurt.

Kurt simply took hold of Blaine's hand and pulled him to sit back down, telling him it wasn't needed.

“Guys, Blaine's right, back off of Kurt okay. He had every right to speak his mind.” Will told them all.

Blaine had been worried that Kurt had been pushed over the edge in glee club. So he was very relieved when Kurt actually came seeking him out for company. It showed just how much Kurt trusted him and it touched Blaine how Kurt refused to push him away like the others. During this whole ordeal Blaine had been worried he was either doing too much or not doing enough to help Kurt get through it all. It seemed that simply going with his instincts had been the right choice all along.

“Take me out on a date? I could use a happy moment.” Kurt asked Blaine.

Blaine could only smile lightly because no matter how much Blaine wanted to, it probably wasn't a good idea. All it took was one look at Kurt and he knew he couldn't say no to him. So again Blaine just followed his instincts and brought his arm to wrap around Kurt's shoulder. “Okay.” he replied with a smile.

But once they actually made it to the movie theatre Blaine knew his earlier assumption was correct. He glanced over at Kurt who was supposed to be deciding what movie they wanted to see. But instead Kurt seemed to be studying the floor intensely. Blaine sighed and shook him lightly to bring his attention upwards.

“Kurt, this is hopeless, why don't we just go to the hospital and see your Dad like I know you want to.” Blaine suggested.

Kurt sighed, “You’re right, who I am kidding. Let's just go... Dad could use some new flowers in his room anyway.” Kurt admitted weakly.

Blaine smiled warmly, “Then to the florists we shall go.”
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After their visit to the hospital it had been hard for the both of them to finally part ways. Kurt had to admit he had found Blaine sleeping beside him very comforting. So now even after it only being for one night he was missing his presence each night ever since. Kurt missed hearing his breathing almost as much as the feeling of Blaine's form pressed up against his back. Suddenly he heard his phone ring and answered right away as soon as he saw it was from Blaine.

“I really wish I could be beside you tonight, Kurt.” Blaine began, not even bothering to say hello.

“I do too... but I doubt your parents would be amused if you stopped coming home at night.” Kurt replied.

Blaine smiled lightly that even in his current state, Blaine was glad that Kurt's wit still managed to shine through. “I thought maybe I could sing you to sleep instead? Even if it kind of lame with it just being over the phone...”

“It's not lame, it's sweet. I'd like that, Blaine. Just let me get into bed here.” Kurt replied.

Blaine heard the muffled sounds of Kurt's sheets and he got into bed and under the covers. “Okay, I'm ready. Though I hope I actually won't fall instantly to sleep after you're finished. Because I will want still to say goodnight to you.” he told him.

“Okay, just lie back and listen to the sound of my voice. The song I chose has nothing to do with your situation directly. But I think the message works just as well.” Blaine told him softly.

Kurt smiled lightly and listened as the music began to start, Blaine's song, ended up being 'Two Beds and a Coffee Machine' by Savage Garden. It was a soft and slow song, full of emotion and Kurt let Blaine's beautiful voice wash all over him. Kurt found the tears well up and he fought to hold himself together. Because he didn't want to stop listening to Blaine as he sang to him. When Blaine finished singing the last line, Kurt found himself crying. “I love you, Blaine...” he said softly.

“Sweet dreams Kurt.” Blaine simply said warmly in reply.
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As another day at school was finally over it led to Kurt asking Blaine to come with him again to see his dad. Kurt had arranged for a Sikh to come and try acupuncture on Burt to see if it would give any positive results. He had wanted Blaine to join him in case it had no affect like he was afraid it wouldn't. If that turned out to be the case, Kurt knew he would need Blaine there. He clung onto Blaine's arm tightly as they two of them walked into Burt's room.

Only when they headed inside they found it wasn't empty. Mercedes, Quinn, Finn, Rachel and Carole where all around Burt's bed. While Rachel was singing Papa Can you Hear me to him. Kurt just stopped and watched them all behind the glass of the window. The emotion of the song almost managed to reach him as he watched Rachel gently touch Burt's forehead as she finished the song. But no matter how touching a scene it was Kurt couldn't forget how they had ignored his disbelief in God and Kurt couldn't contain himself any longer. He was fed up with everyone else thinking you had to turn to God to get through the hard times in life. Kurt let go of Blaine's arm as he stormed into the room and scowled at them. “What's going on here?” he demanded.

“We... were just praying for your dad.” Rachel explained.

It took everything Blaine had left in him to not intervene at that moment. As much as he loved Kurt it was obvious that he was taking things too far. Blaine went to the lean against the frame of the door and watched as the others tried to justify their actions to Kurt.

When the Sikh stepped into the room and Kurt simply asked everyone to leave. Blaine wasn't sure if he was included in that order, but he didn't want to take his chances. But as Blaine turned to join them to leave the room Kurt noticed this and reached out to take his arm and stop him. “No... not you, Blaine... I want you to stay.” he said softly.

Blaine smiled lightly and placed his free hand on top of Kurt's for a moment, “Okay, I will, I'm going to go get us some coffee from the cafeteria then.” he explained.

Blaine walked out of the room and hurried to catch up to the others, “Guys, wait a second.” he called to them. When he was relieved to see everyone came to a stop he hurried to catch up to them.

“Kurt... he just doesn't know how to deal with all of this. Which leads to him to start pushing people away.” Blaine began to tell them as he tried to think of how to justify Kurt's actions.

“We understand, Blaine, we only wish he could see how we're only trying to help.” Mercedes said in reply.

“Trust me, deep down he knows... it's just too much for him to deal with to show it.” Blaine said in response. Deep down Blaine wanted to comment on how going against Kurt's belief might of gone too far. But he knew better than what and what not to bring up.

“Just keep looking after him honey, I know it's what Burt would want.” Carole told him with a warm smile.

“I will, Carole.” Blaine answered with a small smile.

Blaine returned to Burt's room with two coffees in a tray a short while later. He found Kurt sitting on a chair beside his Dad’s bed. Blaine noticed the Sikh must have just finished applying the acupuncture needles on Burt's head. Blaine came over and handed his coffee to Kurt. He smiled when he noticed Kurt had already pulled up a chair next to him for Blaine to sit on.

“How's it going?” Blaine asked softly.

“No affect so far, but I knew this was likely. Yet it doesn't mean I'm giving up hope.” Kurt answered.

When the Sikh was finished with the session and left, Kurt and Blaine just sat there together for a moment.

“I'll stay with you the whole time your here tonight, okay? Let's just talk, I'm sure hearing your voice might help Burt come back...” Blaine offered.

“Yes, it might, honestly I feel bad how I sent the others away now. I was just upset that they were praying for him, when I never asked them to. But... I did find it touching that they wanted to reach him through song.” Kurt admitted.

“I think we've both found that music can express our feelings so much better than words at times. It can also reach out to others far better too.” Blaine said in agreement.

“I think that's what I need to do tomorrow for glee, to just sing... something... I'm not sure what though.”

“Why don't you just tell me things about your Dad for a while? I'm sure it will come to you.”
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It turned out talking to Blaine about his Dad the night before had been just what Kurt needed to do to find the perfect song to sing. Kurt knew he needed to sing to truly be able to express what he was feeling. Also just maybe everyone else would realize how hard it was for him as a bonus. So that his harsh words to a number of them at the hospital would be forgotten. Kurt interrupted Will and announced he wanted to sing.

Blaine watched him as he slowly walked up and began to talk to everyone, it was the same thing Kurt had told Blaine last night at the hospital. He found all it took was to look at Kurt's face for Blaine to start to get very emotional. But when Kurt began to sing 'I Wanna Hold Your Hand' by The Beatles he lost whatever control he had still completely. As Kurt's beautiful voice filled the room, all the hurt and pain he was conveying with his voice filled Blaine up, it was no surprise that he had begun to cry. Blaine didn't care if anyone else noticed how much Kurt was affecting him, for once he let himself go and face his own pain.

As Kurt sang the last line of the song to finish he sniffed and wiped away the few tears with his hand Kurt hadn't been able to stop. Kurt eyes went straight to where Blaine was sitting and he noticed that Blaine hadn't been so successful as Kurt had been in keeping together. Blaine's face was red and raw from emotion and his cheeks were wet from tears. It touched Kurt to the bottom of his core to see Blaine become this affected by his singing. During everything Blaine had held it all together for Kurt's sake so he could be there for him. Without another word Kurt simply walked over to Blaine, took his hand and pulled him up to hug him. They just stood there in each other’s arms and began rock back in forth. Everyone else in the room just kept quiet as they didn't know what to say or to do to help. Eventually Will noticed Kurt and Blaine needed to be alone so he called the class over for the day.

As they all stood up, a few like Rachel and Mercedes stopped to say a few words before they left. The grief stricken pair mumbled their quiet thanks but refused to let go of each other. When they were finally alone Kurt pulled a tissue from his pocket and handed it to Blaine. Kurt had made sure he always had an emergency supply now at the ready.

“Thanks... I Should be the one comforting you.” Blaine said with an awkward laugh.

“You are, Blaine... you have been from the start.” Kurt assured him soothingly. “You've been so selfless for my sake by giving me all of your strength. But it's clear to me that you need to let some of what you're feeling out at last. We can recover from this together, Blaine...you and me.”

Blaine took a deep breath and began to regain his composure once more. He gave Kurt a thankful smile and couldn't help but lean in and give him a kiss. They both knew it wasn't fair they couldn't comfort each other as other straight couples could. Even when it was something as innocent as a light kiss. Once they had recovered enough the two of them made way to Kurt's locker. They were so distracted at first they didn't noticed Mercedes walk up to open her own locker next to them.

As Kurt opened the door and began to put his books away, Mercedes looked at him from her own locker beside his.

“Kurt, can I talk to you for a second?” she asked him.

Kurt just remained silent as she walked over to him and Blaine, but didn't tell her no. Blaine looked at them both for a moment.

“I'll give you guys some privacy...” Blaine began to mutter.

“No, you can stay too, Blaine.” Mercedes said warmly before Kurt could say the same thing.

“I know you're going through a real scary time right now. But I feel like I don't know how to be around you anymore. I want to be there for you as a friend, like Blaine has been able to, but I feel so hopeless that I can't. I know you're not really spiritual or whatever but I feel like you're closing yourself to a world of experiences that might surprise you.” Mercedes told him softly.

Kurt looked at her for a moment and gave a small smile, “You’re right, I'm sorry.” he admitted. Kurt glanced at Blaine who smiled and gave him a small nod. “Blaine was right too, I shouldn't be pushing the rest of my friends away. Especially friends as fabulous as you.” Kurt added with a small smirk.

Mercedes smiled at that comment, she then gave Kurt a reluctant glance. “Do me a favour, one thing? Come to church with me this Sunday?” she asked him.

Kurt opened his mouth in alarm, he stopped himself to make sure he took care not to get defensive this time.

“Our church does this thing were we dedicate the service to someone and I got them to dedicate this Sunday to your Dad.” Mercedes told him with a warm smile.

Kurt paused again and found himself glancing at Blaine, Kurt was clearly uncomfortable with the idea. “I don't know...” he said softly.

“Blaine can come with us if he wants to and you get to wear a fabulous hat.”

Kurt and Blaine laughed lightly at that, Blaine gave Kurt's hand an encouraging squeeze. Kurt looked back to Mercedes and gave her a glorious smile. “Mercedes, you had me at fabulous hat.” he said in response.

“And I'll be there.” Blaine added as he placed his hand on Mercedes shoulder as he came to stand between them.

“Come on let's go to class.” Mercedes replied with a laugh.

As they turned to walk Kurt came and went between the two of them, bringing his arms to rest on their shoulders as they walked together.
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Blaine knew that even with the touching moment between Kurt and Mercedes, Kurt would still not be alright as they days went on. He noticed this especially when he came to see Kurt during their study period and Kurt told Blaine he wanted to go to the library to read. So Blaine had joined him and they found themselves sitting beside each other on the green couches in the corner. Blaine had opened a book and began to read it to Kurt. Who, he could tell was trying to pay attention to as Blaine spoke but he was still distracted with thoughts of his father. Blaine just went and took hold of his hand and that made Kurt smile lightly in thanks.

Kurt felt like just shutting his eyes and closing himself off from the rest of the world at that moment. If he shut himself up fully perhaps he could stop from breaking out in tears all the time, like he was right now.

Blaine noticed this and stopped reading and moved closer to Kurt's chair. “Don't go and leave me here alone, Kurt.” he told him softly.

Kurt forced his eyes open and turned to look at Blaine, who handed him a tissue and he thanked him as he began to blow his nose. “I'm sorry...it's just so hard to stay strong...I keep thinking what if my dad doesn't wake up? What if I have to decide if he...” Kurt began to say but he couldn't finish. It was too scary to even consider if Kurt had to make the horrible choice of if he had to pull the plug.

“I know it's hard but you also have to remind yourself, Kurt. It's just as likely that your dad will wake up. No one can tell you which one it will be... but you can't just think of the worse outcome.” Blaine told him, “I'm sorry, in my head it sounds good and when I hear me say it out how I see it doesn't really help much.”

“It does for me.” Kurt told him.
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Come Sunday morning Kurt had indeed picked a fabulous hat to wear for his visit to Mercedes' church with Blaine. He was touched to see that Blaine had even tried to look as good by letting Kurt pick his outfit for the day. So now the both of them walked down the aisle dressed very sharply. So much that they almost blended in except Kurt was by far more flashy than the most of the men. But this only proved that Kurt Hummel was back on track to becoming his normal fabulous self again.

Blaine walked beside Kurt as they were led by Mercedes to take a seat, Blaine ending up on the far edge of the bench. Blaine smiled as Kurt awkwardly did a little pray gesture, showing it was clear he was at a loss of what to do in such a situation.

Mercedes just rolled her eyes and guided him to sit down. She leaned over and told Kurt she had to go be with the choir and gave him a quick peck on the cheek.

Kurt watched her go and began to panic, he hadn't known he'd be left by her and soon began to feel uncomfortable. Because even when everyone was so far being very welcoming to him and Blaine. Kurt couldn't help but think how no one here knew who he really was. For once even with Blaine by his side offering his usual warm support wasn't enough. He hesitated as he felt the need to take hold of Blaine's hand and regain his courage. Fear ran through his head. 'What if they all guess Blaine and I's true relationship?' If they did would their acceptance quickly turn to judgement over his immortal soul?

Blaine saw the conflicted look on Kurt's face and just touched his shoulder for a moment, “It will be fine, Kurt.” he said with a whisper.

Kurt wasn't so sure he believe him but made himself calm down and bring his attention to Mercedes's as she addressed everyone in the church. He forced himself to listen as Mercedes spoke and made sure to take in the kind words she was saying about him and his dad. So when she began to sing with the choir Kurt found himself truly touched and was able to finally smile. He noticed Blaine had started to sway from side to side to the music. He glanced at him and Kurt smiled at Blaine warmly, Blaine then took hold of his hand and refused to let go.

Kurt was surprised when the people around them began to stand to clap to the music. All the while Kurt just remained seated as he looked around. He was unsure how to react until Blaine stood up and pull Kurt to his feet to join in. Kurt smiled weakly and then felt the woman sitting next to him take a hold of his free hand. Kurt smiled in surprise and nodded at her in approval. When the woman and Blaine let go of his hands to clap along Kurt just began to look around the room. Everyone was joining in and many of them gave him nods of support. As the song finished Kurt watched as they all clapped with enthusiasm along with Blaine and he finally joined in.

Once it became quiet again Mercedes then came to sit behind them as the service went on. During which Kurt tried to keep an open mind and see how kind they were all being to him and his dad. As soon as the service was over Kurt hugged Mercedes and walked hand in hand with her to the door, Blaine following right behind them both.

“Thank you so much, Mercedes. It means a lot to me. I might see a little bit how some people might find this sort of thing comforting.” Kurt admitted.

“I'm glad I could help you cope even a little, Kurt.” Mercedes replied.

“You've done more than that.” Kurt assured her.

“It's almost two, Kurt.” Blaine told him softly as he checked his watch.

“We have to go now, but I'll talk to you later alright?” Kurt told Mercedes.

Once they said their goodbyes Kurt and Blaine walked hand in hand to his car, “I thought maybe after the acupuncture session is finished we could sing something to my dad.” Kurt told him.

Blaine just looked at Kurt with love, “I think that's a wonderful idea.” he replied in agreement.
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Blaine had been out getting two coffees at the Lima Bean when he suddenly got a call from Kurt. His mind went straight to panic mode thinking that something regarding Burt had taken a turn for the worse. Blaine had planned to meet up with Kurt at the hospital after getting them some drinks. So he was worried because whatever Kurt had to share couldn't wait till then. Blaine quickly stepped out of the queue line he had been in and fumbled to answer his phone.

“Kurt, what is it?!” he blurted out.

“He squeezed my hand! Blaine, my Dad squeezed my hand!!!” Kurt yelled through the phone.

“What! Oh my god! Is he...” Blaine blurted out in surprise as relief rushed through him.

“He's waking up, Blaine! It's going slow but I yelled for the nurse to come right away. His brain activity is returning. They said he could wake up at any moment!” Kurt told Blaine, he could hardly hold his joy in.

Blaine had already darted out of the store and hurried back to his car, “I'm coming right over, Kurt. Go back to your Dad, I'll be there soon.” Blaine told him as he started his car up.

“Okay, love you, bye.” Kurt managed to say and turned to look at the nurses and doctors hovering over Burt now. He went back to join Carole and Finn, who had arrived just after his dad had took his hold of his hand. They simply came together in a big hug and shared their joy together. Kurt found himself wanting Blaine to be there to share it with them.

When Blaine arrived at the hospital he found Finn was waiting for him at the front desk. Blaine ran up to him.

“How is he?” he blurted out with even saying hello.

“He's good. Kurt didn't want to leave him when he's so close to maybe waking up.” Finn answered as they made their way to the room.

Blaine paused at the door when he saw Kurt standing at the side of Burt's bed and he was holding onto his dads hand. But then Blaine realized it was Burt who was holding Kurt's hand.

Kurt noticed them arrive and he flashed a grin at Kurt, it was the first time he had seen this expression on Kurt the whole week. “Blaine! I'm so glad you’re here!” He told him. Blaine saw that Kurt was crying but this time they were finally tears of joy.

Blaine came over to Kurt and because he was still holding onto his dads hand just came to embrace Kurt from behind. Resting his head on Kurt's back and wrapping his arms around his slim waist. “I am so happy for you...Oh who I am kidding for all of us.” he simply said with a happy sob.

Kurt smiled and just closed his eyes for a moment until he realized they weren't alone and blushed lightly as he glanced at where Carole and Finn where on the other side of the bed.

Blaine noticed this as well and let go of Kurt to stand beside him. He looked from Kurt's face down at Burt. Burt's head moved a bit and everyone in the room held their breaths for a moment. It was proof that Burt was fighting to come back to the people he cared about. Just has Blaine had told Kurt earlier.

The four of them all watched him quietly until the silence was broken by Burt's quiet voice.

“urt...” he struggled to say.

Kurt felt his dads grip on hid hand tighten even stronger and he looked up at Carole in surprise who hurried to grab the nurse.

“Kurt...” Burt finally managed to say as his eyes open up just a crack to fall on Kurt's face.

“I'm here, Dad! I'm here.” Kurt told him through his sobs and brought his other hand to cover Burt's.

Blaine stepped back to where Finn had retreated a few steps away from the bed as the nurse rushed into check on Burt. Carole came over to join them and brought her arms to wrap around each of their shoulders. Blaine was touched that he was being included with their joy, that it was almost like he was an honorary member of their little miss match family they had formed.

After Burt had spoken Kurt's name once more, he closed his eyes and his head sagged back down to the side of his pillow. His grip on Kurt's hand relaxed and was gone, Kurt looked at the doctor in alarm.

“What happened? Is he alright?” he asked quickly.

“He's just fallen asleep, he needs rest to be able to come back fully. But his vitals are returning at an encouraging pace. All that's needed now is time.” The doctor told them all.

Kurt let go of Burt's hand and came over to give Blaine a tackling hug, he was laughing and crying at the same time.

“I told you he was a fighter, Kurt! I told you!” Blaine shouted in excitement but he then remembered he was in a hospital and made himself calm down slightly.

“I guess you were right.” Kurt replied with a soft laugh.
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After the New Directions had ended up performing a powerful version of 'What if God was One of Us' in the auditorium that day, Blaine had found Kurt waiting for him at his locker when he had finished changing.

“Hey handsome.” Blaine said in greeting.

“Hey cutie.” Kurt replied playfully.

It was hard to believe everything that had happened in the past week had been real. Though through it all Blaine had been his rock for a great deal of it. Kurt came and took his hand, smiling because it was something he had done so many times since they had started dating now. “So my Dad has asked for you to come visit him at the hospital today after school.” he told Blaine with a warm smile.

“Really? He must be doing a lot better then.” Blaine said in reply.

Kurt nodded, “He should be able to go home by the end of the week. But he'll be confined to bed rest the whole time. It's going to take a while for him to recover but he will in the end.” Kurt told him.

“Well then I'd like nothing more to go see him with you.” Blaine replied.

When they arrived at the hospital and Burt's room, Blaine was greeted with the sight of seeing Burt sitting up in bed with Carole sitting beside him. When Burt noticed their arrival, a small smile spread across his face. “There he is at last, the hero of the hour.” Burt told him.

Blaine blushed bashfully as he and Kurt, still holding hands came over to stand beside Burt. “It's good to see you Mr... Burt, but I'm no hero.” Blaine told him warmly.

“I beg to differ, Kurt's told me how you've been there for him during all of this. I want to let you know how much that means to me. So I wanted to thank you in person.”

Blaine felt himself become overwhelmed with emotion, he glanced a Kurt who was smiling lovingly at him. He looked back to Burt and swallowed, “It was an honour.”
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Kurt opened the fridge door and paused and he looked back where Finn and Blaine where sitting at the kitchen table. The three of them had gotten together to work on some of their homework that had ended piling up over the last week.

“Finn, I've been meaning to ask you......what is with this sandwich that's been here all week with a 'don't eat' note on it? I've never seen you not eat something for so long.” Kurt asked him with a puzzled look.

“Oh, that's my Grilled Cheesus! I kind forgot about it .......” Finn muttered in reply.

Kurt and Blaine just glanced at each other with looks of sheer confusion and then stared back at Finn.

“Excuse me it's what?” Kurt blurted out.

“Just bring it here and I'll show you both.” Finn said as he held out his hand.

Kurt rolled his eyes and brought the plate out and handed it to Finn, who placed it on the table and removed the wrap.

“Now just look at it.” Finn instructed.

Kurt and Blaine leaned over to look at the sandwich half, which was half of a grilled cheese sandwich apparently.

“Why are we looking at a sandwich Finn?”

“Wait... is it just me or does that look like Jesus?” Blaine asked in amazement.

“Exactly! That's why it's a Grilled Cheesus!” Finn replied.

Kurt just looked at him in utter disbelief, he couldn't believe this had been what started his whole bit on religion this week. But Kurt decided not to call him out on that fact, things were just starting to get back to normal.

“Of course it is.” Kurt simply replied.

“Anyway it doesn't matter now, so...” Finn said and picked it up off the plate.

Kurt and Blaine watched in horror as Finn just ate it. It seemed that Finn had no seconds thoughts about eating a week old sandwich.

“What?” Finn asked them in confusion as he swallowed.

They looked at Finn and then at each other and found their answer was to burst out laughing in unison.