Despite the Internet's tendency to make everything dirty, Kurt and Mercedes were able to find enough leads to set Kurt's mental wheels in motion. That's why he ended up being very smugly content with the resulting date he had come up with. It had taken some creative researches, such as 'dates to say I love you' or 'perfect date ideas' or even something so corny as 'keeping the gay candle burning' but they had fished through it all and pieced together Kurt's whole itinerary for the magical day. At first Kurt had been a little disappointed that he had needed help eventually, but Mercedes had been so sweet that he couldn't refuse to take her offer. Besides, when it came to the actual set up, everything would be done by Kurt's hands alone, so that was a bonus. The challenge now was to somehow keep the big date from Blaine but so far, he'd managed to allude his boyfriend of anything special being around the corner for them. Kurt finally wouldn't have to keep his mouth shut for much longer, deciding to run the idea of a secret date by Blaine that night, during their evening together. He still didn't plan to let anything about the date slip, but just dropping one hint would make it easier over all. Kurt put that little plan into motion later that night. After spending a pleasant dinner with Blaine, they had opted to head back to Kurt's place. Blaine had tempted Kurt with the idea of watching episodes of Grey's Anatomy there and that made Kurt hop on board rather quickly. Honestly it wasn't like there was anything wrong with spending a lot of their time together indoors, even in the summer. Kurt decided to switch things up by suggesting they watch TV in the living room, instead than in his bedroom on his laptop. Just as Kurt had guessed Blaine found the notion very acceptable and they chatted away about it as they walked through the front door.

“I mean, I thoroughly enjoy us getting all squished up on my couch. But once in a while it's nice to stretch out and get really comfy.” Kurt commented as he put their shoes away.

“Also the bed is often too comfy that it ends up being distracting.” Blaine added with a laugh.

“I don't think it's the bed that ends up distracting us, really. Also, don't get any ideas like that tonight. The downside of us being in the living room is we're out in the open for all to see.” Kurt pointed out.

“As long as we get to cuddle I'm good.” Blaine assured Kurt.

With the decision made, the young couple walked hand in hand to the den and Blaine flopped down on the couch like a little kid would. Kurt in response simply shook his head, though his face showed his usual affection for his boyfriend and sat down beside him. Blaine scooted himself to the edge of the couch and allowed Kurt to push up beside him, resting his head on Blaine's chest. Nestled next to Blaine, Kurt moved Blaine's arms so they wrapped around his shoulder and once he was content, set to reaching for the remote.

Blaine watched from his view point as Kurt went through the DVR to find an episode to start with, just enjoying the scene. Dates were fun with Kurt and he enjoyed his boyfriend' s company wherever they went, but he treasured moments like this the most. Quiet little sleepy evenings, spent in each other' s arms, with no need to speak or show how they felt about each other with physical acts. It warmed Blaine to his core and left a fuzzy feeling of contentment in his heart. Blaine loved Kurt so much, so much that it was becoming clear he wouldn't he able to keep all his emotions inside for long. He was half tempted to just tell Kurt right there and then but he held himself back, somehow.

“What time to expect your dad to come home?” Blaine asked Kurt.

“In a few hours, I'm not really sure, why?” Kurt replied.

“No reason really, I don't plan to try to make a pass at you here or anything. Just... knowing our luck, he'll walk in right when I might be tempted to.” Blaine admitted sheepishly.

Kurt made a scoffing noise in response, since from the angle he was sitting in front of Blaine, he couldn't see him make an eye-roll. “I think we'll be alright, by just cuddling, that's harmless. Honestly, it would be welcome to show my dad we can control ourselves. You should have seen the look he gave me when I announced I was spending the nights at Mercedes'.” Kurt complained.

“I take it he thought you were sneaking off to see me?” Blaine offered.

Kurt nodded. “Yes, planning to get up to lord knows what... okay no, I know exactly what he'd think we'd be up to. I'm just not ready to submit myself to that amount of embarrassment and tell him we're choosing to go slow.” Kurt grumbled.

“He might not believe you even if you did but Kurt... he is your dad, parents tend to think like that.” Blaine pointed out.

“Did he tell you to say that?” Kurt demanded.

“What? No! Oh, god no!” Blaine sputtered in horror at just thinking of that scenario. “No, I just tried to look at it from Burt's angle. Not even considering the homosexual aspect of our relationship, we're still their little boys, I bet... who suddenly seem ready and want to do very older things.” Blaine added, trying to make sense.

“That's true, but I'm still not having that talk with him.” Kurt insisted.

Hearing the words, 'the talk' made Blaine think about another meaning they could have. “Has your dad had the talk about you... about sex, I mean?” Blaine asked suddenly.

“He hasn't, I think it's still too soon... and I certainly hadn't felt the need for that to change.”

“Not even a little now... with me in your life?”

“Where are you going with this, Blaine?” Kurt hesitated.

Blaine sighed, he had somehow said all the wrong things in the wrong way to and said the opposite of what he meant and had intended. “Forget it, it's nothing to worry about, Kurt, I guess since we've become boyfriends some subjects have a whole different meaning now.” Blaine muttered.

Kurt felt his heart begin to melt with how adorably flustered his boyfriend was becoming. He knew kissing Blaine on the couch in the living room wasn't a good idea. Not when his dad, Carole or Finn could return home at any moment. But sometimes, even someone as careful as Kurt chose to be a little impulsive. He proved this by turning around and pressing himself against Blaine and bringing their lips together for a tender kiss. The problem was, once Kurt got a taste of Blaine Anderson's lips it was very hard to regain control and be mature. r32;r32;This time it was Blaine to be the one to notice the signs that they were falling into a dangerous place. Choosing to stop their making out and to his relief, when he pulled Kurt back gently all that showed on his boyfriends face was an affectionate smile. 'God I love you, Kurt.' Blaine thought.

Kurt's heart began to race and it wasn't due to them kissing a second ago, there was so much love in Blaine's eyes, that it was easy to read. This hadn't been the first time he or Blaine had shown their true feelings without words. Kurt at this point knew Blaine loved him as much as he knew he loved Blaine and that idea almost made him faint, it hardly seemed possible. For the longest time Kurt had feared no one would ever love him as much or in the same way as he would love someone. Now, the prospect that someone did and it was Blaine, his boyfriend, was hard to accept as reality. But with Kurt currently snuggled up next to Blaine on the couch, he decided not to worry about it and enjoy himself basking in the glory of his life. “Grey's Anatomy and a warm boyfriend to snuggle with, what more could a guy ask for.” Kurt sighed.

Three episodes later and Kurt was currently resting on Blaine's shoulder and Blaine's cheek in turn was nestled on top of Kurt's head. Blaine's arm was still draped over Kurt's shoulder and his remaining free hand was entwined with Kurt's, their fingers laced together. It was at this point that they heard the door open and they managed to remain calm. After all, they were just sitting together on the couch, so they found no urge to move apart.

Burt stepped into the den a moment later with Carole close behind and they quickly noticed the happy couple on the couch. Kurt simply glanced from the TV to his parents and smiled at them in greeting. “Oh hey dad, hey Carole.” he said casually.

Blaine waved at them, using his hand that was still over Kurt's shoulder. “Hi!” he said in his usual friendly tone.

“Hi boys, is Finn home yet?” Carole asked them.

“No, I think he's still out with Rachel.” Kurt answered. Kurt then noticed how his dad was just standing there, silently watching them. “Is it okay if we watch TV out here now that you're home, dad?” Kurt asked, wondering if a game was on or something.

Burt paused for a moment, as if he was struggling with the answer to Kurt's question, he finally shook his head. “No, you're good.” he simply stated, smiling lightly and he followed Carole out of the living room.

“What was that about?” Blaine whispered to Kurt.

Kurt sighed, so Blaine had noticed it as well. “I have no idea... I mean it's not like we were doing anything. You're also no stranger here...” Kurt began to mutter. He hadn't thought about holding back from showing any PDA with Blaine at home. Outside and in public yes, but with his family, he had just assumed it wouldn't be an issue. “Should I be worried?” Kurt asked Blaine.

Blaine shrugged as Kurt got up from leaning on him and turned to study his boyfriends face. “I wouldn't bother with it too much, Kurt. It's like what we talked about before, I don't think it's about us being gay... it's more to do with his son having now a boyfriend.” Blaine offered.

Kurt nodded in agreement and then chose to forget about it and let their Grey's Anatomy marathon continue. It wasn't until they watched another four episodes that they turned off the TV and Blaine admitted he'd better head home. It was the opening Kurt had been waiting for, where he could casually slip in his wanting to plan their next date. “Say Blaine... I was hoping I could be the one to plan our next date.” He said in a cute voice.

Blaine could tell by the excitement on Kurt's face he was up to something, but Blaine found it adorable. “I'd like that.” he commented. “You always come up with the best dates, handsome.” he added with a loving smile.

“I'm glad you think so, cutie, so this Friday then? I think you'll like what I have in mind.”

“Is it so good that it's a secret?”

“Yes.”

“Then I think I'll REALLY like it.” Blaine laughed.

“Oh you...” Kurt chuckled as he stood up and walked with Blaine to his car. Once Blaine was inside he poked his head out the window and Kurt instantly leaned down to give his boyfriend a long kiss goodbye.

Back inside the house Burt Hummel silently watched the tender display from his viewpoint near the front window. He hadn't been trying to spy on his son, but it had been hard not to notice them, it was starting to be hard not to notice a lot of things when it came to Kurt and Blaine. As he watched them kiss for a second time he let out a long breath. Well, there was no denying it, his little boy was becoming an adult right before his very eyes. The fact that Kurt was currently kissing a boy outside wasn't a problem, or anything to the amount to worry over. Kurt was his son, no matter who he loved and Burt had accepted that long ago. What he hadn't realized was how hard it would be to deal with the fact his son had a boyfriend. He trusted Kurt and he was a good kid, one he was proud to call his son. While Blaine was caring, polite and Burt had grown to like him very easily, he also saw how much the two cared about each other. He was happy for Kurt, that his son had found someone he could be with and act natural around. But no matter how mature Kurt and Blaine could be, they were still teenagers. No matter how responsible Burt had seen them act so far, he knew it would only be a matter of time before they'd be doing things, things all guys wanted to do. Burt had been avoiding it, giving Kurt 'the talk' for a number of reasons: at first he had convinced himself it was too soon. Then after Kurt had come out to Burt, he had said they'd both need time to adjust. Now when Kurt had a boyfriend and Burt saw first hand, there really was no time left for excuses, so he gave in. 'The talk' could no longer be avoided, for his sake and Kurt's. It was time for them to jump that awkward hurtle. Burt knew Kurt would want to run from it, heck, so did Burt, but then, the Hummels never ran, so he had to do it.
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Come Friday night, the first order of business for Kurt was to figure out what to wear for the date. If he went too fancy and overdid it, not only it would risk him being far too over dressed in comparison to Blaine.; it also risked giving away his plans to Blaine before the reveal and thus, spoiling the surprise. With those facts to help him decide, Kurt made himself pick a semi-casual look that would still flatter every inch of his body. Kurt was half tempted to wear the infamous skinny jeans Blaine had first seem him in, but then that would really give the evening away. In the end it didn't matter what Kurt was wearing when he said 'I love you' to Blaine, all that mattered was he'd do it at long last and get to hear Blaine say 'I love you' back. Just imagining that idea set Kurt's heart a flutter and it took his phone ringing to break the romantic spell he had fallen under. Kurt bought up his phone to discover it was Mercedes and he quickly answered the call. “Oh hey Mercedes, I was just choosing my outfit for tonight.” Kurt told her.

“How's that going?” Mercedes asked in amusement. Picturing him standing before an immense pile of clothing.

Kurt actually was far better off than she was assuming, with only two final clothing options to choose between. “Alright, it's down to two outfits now... I'm leaning towards one at this point as well. Perhaps you can reaffirm my decision. Here, let me take a photo of each one.” Kurt muttered as he did just that.

Mercedes knew better than to try to get herself out of giving fashion feedback to Kurt, so she simply waited for the photos. The first combo turned out to be a pair of black jeans, a light blue dress shirt that had ribbed pleats down the front and long sleeves, with a light weight navy cardigan and a silk scarf. “The first one's nice, it's good to layer with the date being outdoors.” Mercedes said.

“I admit I do love the chambray shirt.” Kurt commented.

“The what?” Mercedes laughed.

“Never mind, what about the second one?” Kurt urged.

Mercedes brought up the second photo and she sighed, as she guessed, she had no idea which was the better option. Really what was the point when no matter what she said, Kurt would make up his mind on his own? Oh well, she'd try to humour him, since he had to be nervous about the date. The second choice turned out to be a pair of blue jeans, black turtleneck and a grey slim fit waistcoat to go over it. Mercedes frowned and she tried to think what to say. “How about you take the top from the first one, and use it with the second choice? Because wearing a turtleneck in this heat... is just crazy. Specially if you two want to make out.”

“Does everybody think that all we want to do is jump at each other's bones?” Kurt cried out in annoyance.

“What in the hell has gotten into you, Kurt?” Mercedes muttered.

Kurt groaned, what was up with him indeed, it was a whole plethora of things. “Sorry, I'm just.. under a lot of stress. Nothing bad, for once! Just... with me finally going forward with telling Blaine I love him and my dad constantly thinking all I do with Blaine is want to have sex... well... that's the reason for my sudden outburst.” Kurt grumbled. “But back to your suggestion about my ensemble, hmm... I think you've got something there. Thanks, Mercedes.” he told her.

“You' re welcome, now are you sure you don't want any more help? I mean you have a lot of crap to move around.” Mercedes pressed.

“Thank you but no, from this point on I kind of want to pull it off all by myself.” Kurt assured her. “But the offer is noted and appreciated.” Kurt quickly added.

“Okay then, if you promise you won't freak out I leave you be.” Mercedes teased.

“I'll really try.” Kurt sighed.

“Good luck Kurt, tell me all about tonight later.” Mercedes told him and let him go back to his big date night.

“Thanks, Mercedes.” Kurt told her with affection.

With his call from Mercedes done, Kurt turned his attention back to getting dressed in his outfit. Afterwards starting off to set up everything that was needed for his special date. Props and secret plans were quite fun and, he hoped, rewarding to attempt. When he was at last finished, only time would tell. Well no, it wasn't really all that ominous, he knew no matter what Kurt planned Blaine would love it. That was one of the many reasons Kurt loved his wonderful boyfriend so much. He looked forward to finally be able to tell him that in exact words. Planning, from outfits, to musical numbers and now dates was one of Kurt's strengths, only this time it would be so much more self rewarding. Kurt could already picture in his mind Blaine's reaction and that was the drive he needed. When the right moment arose, Kurt wouldn't back down, wouldn't choke. He'd say it, he'd look Blaine straight in the eye and tell him, how much he loved him. “Be prepared for one hell of a night Blaine Anderson, because you're worth it.” Kurt said as he lifted up another box.
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Blaine hadn't been expecting Kurt to take his insistence that his date for Blaine to be an actual surprise to find himself now blindfolded. Kurt was leading him somewhere, when Kurt had arrived at his doorstep early Blaine had gotten a quick hello, a kiss and then had a scarf tied over his eyes. Blaine found it amusing that Kurt didn't trust him to simply keep his eyes closed, so much for not trying to hype the date up. “While you putting out all the stops is endearing Kurt, I'd hate to fall and injure myself! All before even getting to see what your big surprise is.” Blaine muttered as he tried to keep his footing.

Kurt's face scrunched up with laughter and he tightened his grip on Blaine's arm, steadying him as he almost lost his balance again. Maybe Kurt was going a bit over the top with the reveal but considering the date would be the fated day when Kurt would allow himself to tell Blaine he loved him. Putting out all the stops in his mind was justified. “How can you be so graceful when you dance but helpless right now?”

Blaine rolled his eyes but realized Kurt couldn't see him doing it so let out a sigh too. The act was very convincing because Blaine was honestly loving every minute. “Well, for one thing I could see and we're not on a stage! Or are we?” Blaine muttered, his tone playful.

Kurt still kept on with his usual mannerisms with Blaine, this time shaking his head with a smile, even when Blaine couldn't see him either. “No!” he laughed and began to rub his shoulder affectionately. “Almost there cutie, you're doing great.” Kurt coaxed.

Eventually the couple arrived at Kurt's destination, after Blaine had been put in the passenger seat of Kurt's car and gone for a short ride. The length of the trip didn't give many clues to where they could be going and honestly Blaine wasn't trying that hard to figure it out. This was a side of Kurt he really enjoyed to experience, the planner who sometimes went into overdrive about things he cared about. The fact that Kurt was doing this all for Blaine made him feel very special and fortunate to be with someone so in tune with himself. “Now don't start worrying that whatever you've cooked up isn't good enough okay?” Blaine warned as he let Kurt lead him out of the car.

“I'll try not to... we're here though, just one little stretch to walk.” Kurt told Blaine.

Blaine felt the change from pavement to grass and he got the feeling they were going somewhere outside.

Kurt tried to keep Blaine guessing to the very end so their final trek to his backyard wasn't a direct route and finally, Kurt brought them to a stop. Kurt came behind Blaine and took hold of his shoulders to put him in the perfect position for the big reveal. “Now this might not be anything special... but I'm quite proud of my efforts and I know you'll like it... no matter how unimpressive the date really is...” Kurt began to ramble off.

Blaine's patience was running out by this point and he just let out an exasperated sigh and threw his hands up in the air. “Just let me see already or I'm gonna take this blind fold off myself!” Blaine threatened.

Kurt complied, realizing he was getting off track per usual and he began to untie the knot at the back of Blaine's head. “Fine, sorry! Here... we... go!” Kurt announced at at the word go he removed the blind fold, stepped back and waited for Blaine's reaction to the scene before them.

As Blaine's eyes were uncovered at last he kept his eyes closed for a moment, wanting to be able to call the shots a bit. When he finally opened them what he saw left him at a loss for words. They were indeed outside, with the light of the day still holding, though soon it would begin to fade into dusk. Blaine realized instantly they were in Kurt's backyard but his boyfriend had somehow transformed the normally mundane spot into a romantic backdrop like it was some movie set. A small bistro table with two chairs was sitting under a nearby tree. A dark red table cloth was draped over the round table, white candles decorated its surface currently being unlit. Even the wire backs of the chairs were strung with white christmas lights. Blaine's eyes went to the tree to see paper lanterns where hung up in its branches. Blaine was so transfixed on every detail that at first he didn't notice Kurt began to put on the final touches.

Kurt hated to tear himself away from watching Blaine's response, all of it extremely touching and romantic, and it was the physical proof to why he loved him so. But Kurt's job wasn't over yet, using Blaine's stunned state, he dashed off to light the candles, turn the christmas lights on and finally press play on his portable docking port. Kurt then returned to stand beside Blaine, eyeing him cutely and he couldn't keep himself quiet for any longer. “So... what do you think?” he asked softly.

At the sound of Kurt's musical voice Blaine snapped out of his trance and gave him a sheepish smile from his somewhat extreme reaction. “It's... you're... this is so...” Blaine struggled as he turned to look Kurt straight in the eye. “There are no words, all I want to do is break out into some epic love song right now.” Blaine breathed.

Kurt eyes widened, as appealing as that sound he didn't want Blaine to jump the gun and get to say any words of love first. So he just gave Blaine a playful smile and Blaine laughed happily and they shared a tender embrace.

Blaine kissed Kurt, soft and slow at first and then the second kiss showed a bit more passion, to the point where they both had to reel their desire back in a bit. “This is so romantic, Kurt, I love it.” he finally gushed, not tripping over the word at all.

Kurt kept smiling and he couldn't stop himself, he was so joyful that Blaine not only loved but appreciated all his efforts and their kiss a moment ago was the proof. “I'd like to say it was easy but, well, at first I wasn't sure what to do. But when I have such wonderful inspiration like you, Blaine... I figured the details out. I know dressing up my backyard might be seen as overzealous but that's what I went for. I had been considering we could have a picnic out by the water somewhere... but then there would be the risk of random strangers walking by and ruining the romantic atmosphere. Not to mention mosquitoes or having to lug all the props that far...” Kurt began to sputter off with one of his iconic rambling spurts.

Blaine was torn, he didn't want to keep stopping Kurt from babbling but he did want to start there date. “Everything is perfectly imperfect Kurt, just like you.” he said.

Kurt nodded and took Blaine by the hand and guided him to the table, stopping to pull Blaine's chair out. Blaine beamed at him and took a seat and watched as Kurt pushed his chair back and walked around the table. Kurt stopped to bring a bottle of what looked like champagne out of an ice bucket. Kurt poured them each a glass and noticed Blaine's curious look.

“It's just sparkling cider or my dad would be out here in a second worried we'll get all boozed up.” Kurt joked. “I seriously had to let him do a taste test before I could bring the bottle outside!” he explained as he took his own seat finally.

“Do you think he was being serious?” Blaine asked with a chuckle.

“I didn't feel like asking him to clarify!”

Blaine reached out to take his glass and he took a small sip, watching as Kurt revealed their dinner, which was homemade cheeseburgers, and Blaine kept on laughing and Kurt took the compliments merrily. They spent the start of their date and their meal having idle chatter between mouthfuls and soon they were both babbling away like two happy clams.

Blaine swallowed another bite of his meal and raised his glass to Kurt, who caught on quick and soon they were a mirror image. “I'd like to make a toast, to the most astounding, stupendous and tremendous boyfriend a guy could ever have: Kurt Hummel.” Blaine announced with affection.

Kurt let out a dreamy sigh as he leaned forward to clink their glasses together. “My, haven't we been using our dictionary.” he teased.

“You caught me red handed.” Blaine admitted.

“Though now I'd like to do the same and toast to you, Blaine Anderson... I could spend all night listing all the words that come to mind... so I'll just go with one; marvellous.” Kurt said as he brought his glass back for a second toast.

“To us...” Blaine added.

“And what we mean to each other.” Kurt responded.

Blaine saw the opening to say the words rising up in his throat and judging by Kurt's nervous yet giddy glances he felt the same. Right from the start Blaine knew what he felt for Kurt was reciprocated even without words of confirmation. That was one of the reasons he had been so fine with waiting so long to tell Kurt he loved him. He was about to consider saying it finally now as there was no pressure and there was certainly enough emotion in him until he saw with surprise that Kurt stood up and began to tidy up and put their now empty dishes away into a tub from under the table. Blaine raised an eyebrow at that, was there more in store? “Hey, what's your hurry? The night' s still young.” Blaine teased.

Kurt gave Blaine a coy smile as he kept tidying away and when that task was over he came over to Blaine and gave him a quick kiss. “Oh the date's far from over, but rest assured you won't be blindfolded for this next part.” Kurt said.

Blaine helped Kurt finish putting away the dishes and asked about the rest and Kurt assured he'd get to it later on his own. Blaine followed Kurt to be guided to his Navigator and Blaine simply smiled curiously. “So the rest of this surprise date is far enough we need to drive?” Blaine asked as he piled into the vehicle.

Kurt nodded as he started his car off and pulled out of the driveway. “Yes, but luckily the drive is very short.” Kurt answered.

True to Kurt's claim, ten minutes later Blaine got the feeling they had reached their destination and when Kurt pulled over and parked he knew they had. Kurt grabbed a blanket from the back seat and hurried over to the passenger door. Kurt seemed to be in a courteous mood, proving he wasn't the only dapper youth in their relationship. Blaine was more than willing to allow Kurt to opened his door and offer his hand and Blaine once more was lead towards the unknown.

Kurt brought his boyfriend to a certain spot, one he had scoped out earlier in the week, a patch of grass on a slight hill where there were no trees around to block the sky. Kurt brought out the blanket and laid it out on the ground. Sitting down he patted the spot beside him at Blaine, who smiled and joined Kurt on the blanket.

“Are we going to do some start gazing perchance?” Blaine asked, laying on the charm.

Kurt laughed and pulled Blaine into his arms, bringing them to lie back on the blanket, with his arm draped over Blaine's stomach. “Why yes we are, aren't we a clever cutie.” Kurt cooed.

For a good while neither teen felt the urge to talk, instead they just laid back beside each other and gazed at the glittering stars above. They might have been in Lima Ohio still but for the moment, it felt like they were off in their own little corner of paradise, meaning no matter where they went as long as they were together, joy would follow.

“Tonight has sure been magical.” Blaine said with a content sigh.

Kurt smiled and brought his hand to trail down Blaine's cheek and neck, running his finger along lightly on his skin, passing to glide his thumb over Blaine's bottom lip and Blaine caught his hand, kissing it tenderly. “I only hope any future dates won't seem dull in comparison now.” he said with a smirk.

Blaine laughed and brought his face close and kissed Kurt, allowing a little lull in their conversation to occur. The romantic air around the couple was building both hoped to the same point. “I doubt that's possible because the magic happens because of you.” Blaine began.

Kurt silenced Blaine by placing a finger over his lips and kissed him. “I love you” he breathed.

Blaine's eyelashes fluttered as he opened his eyes up to see Kurt gazing at him bashfully. He didn't ask Kurt to repeat himself or reply saying 'what?', he had heard him. “I love you too.” he said back without hesitation.

“We finally said it.” Kurt gushed.

“Where you waiting to for a while?”

“Yes, I've known I loved you for a while... I was just waiting for the right time.” Kurt answered.

Blaine smiled and turned to lie on his side, Kurt doing the same and the brought their faces close. Blaine ran his hand down Kurt's side and smiled at him warmly. “Me too, I think tonight just confirmed how much I love you and how it's been on my mind for a while. I was only holding back telling you because well... we might not have said it directly with words, but we could still feel the love between us.” Blaine confirmed.

“Whenever we serenaded each other I think our love shone through, that's why I'm fine with it taking so long to reach this point. Just think, now we can make up for lost time and say I love you to one another over and over...” Kurt began to describe, his voice getting all low and throaty.

Blaine laughed and kissed Kurt, “What about kissing? Hard to talk with our lips being occupied.” Blaine countered.

Kurt decided to show Blaine the answer by taking a long break to kiss Blaine, until he reminded himself that while they were currently alone, they were still outside and in the open. “That's how you say I love you with your lips and not form any actual words.” Kurt sassed.

“Message received loud and clear.” Blaine agreed.

Neither wanted the romantic moment to end but they both knew it was time to bring their date to and end.r32; “We should probably go, it's getting late.” Blaine finally said with a sigh.

“Yeah, my dad might come looking for us if we're not back soon.” Kurt replied jokingly.

“We can talk on the phone as soon as I get home, though.” Blaine offered.

“Good, I was just about to suggest that.” Kurt replied cutely as he stood up and collected their blanket.

Blaine got his turn to lead Kurt back to the car by the hand and he thought of another thing he wanted to do. He didn't mind at all that Kurt had got to be the one to say I love you first, not after setting up the perfect back drop to do so. “I love you so much, Kurt.” he declared all of a sudden.

Kurt opened mouth was closed and he beamed at Blaine, like he had heard it for the first time. “I love you too.” he replied.
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The following morning, despite feeling rather tired after talking to Blaine on the phone until the early hours, Kurt set back towards the back yard to finish his clean up job. His content and giddy grin that had never left his face since the night prior was the proof to his pay off. Kurt couldn't think of a more romantic and perfect scenario for when he and Blaine got to say the three most wondrous little words. Blaine loved him, even when he had known and suspected for a while, hearing him tell him face to face was a thrill he was thoroughly enjoying. So much that Kurt wasn't even aware of how obvious he was to his family and what had caused a chain reaction. At the moment Kurt was still unaware as he was humming merrily to himself, so he didn't notice his dad had been making his way over to his son, who was currently up on a ladder taking down the paper lanterns from the tree. Kurt heard Burt clear his throat to get his attention and he blinked, slightly startled. Kurt turned to look down at his dad and saw his neutral expression and Kurt began to wonder what he wanted to see him about. “Oh hi, dad, sorry didn't see you there.” He said casually as he stepped down from the later.

“I'd ask you if last night went well but that goofy grin on your face answers that question pretty good.” Burt explained.

Kurt felt the colour rise to his cheeks and he knew was blushing at the comment and he tried to move past the awkward feeling. “The date was pretty good yes, sorry... I know I should be more self conscious about my reactions. But I'm seriously in such a happy daze it's hard to remember that at times but I'll try.” Kurt assured. When Kurt looked back to his father and saw some conflict on his face his smile faltered a bit. “Is there something else you want to ask me?” he offered.

Burt nodded, clearly he wasn't enjoying himself too much but he pushed on. “Yeah, I wanted to talk to you for a moment, actually.” Burt began.

Kurt simply nodded, albeit warily, since he had no idea what could make his dad so resistant to talk. “Sure.” he simply replied.

Burt again simply nodded and looked around the back yard and let out a tired sigh. “Let's head inside for this okay?” he said as he pointed towards the house.

Now it was Kurt's turn to nod in reply and he walked behind his dad into the house and to the kitchen of all places. He gulped, he didn't like where this was going: he felt like a prisoner being lead to his end, to use a dramatic metaphor. His worst fears came true when he saw Burt toss something on the table and with further investigation he saw they were pamphlets. Kurt eyed them and saw the top one had the words 'boys with boys' written on the cover and Kurt's eyes widened with panic. “What are those?” he asked, frozen in place.

Burt wasn't enjoying the scenario any more than his son but he knew it was time to do this. “Those are some pamphlets I picked up at the free clinic. It thought it might help the process along. Because it has come to my attention that it's about time you and I have 'the talk'.”

Kurt looked at his dad with sheer and undeniable horror, shaking his head in denial. “No it's not...” he stuttered.

“Yes it is.” Burt argued firmly.

Kurt still refused to move to take a seat at the table, he wasn't frightened by the idea of learning about sex, on the contrary. After falling in love with Blaine and starting their relationship Kurt had slowly become more willing to explore that unknown side of being in a couple. But Blaine or no Blaine and no matter how desirable he found his boyfriend or how much they trusted each other, the idea of sex and physical intimacy on any level was still a pretty big thing to do. So far even he and Blaine hadn't breached the subject. At least not beyond confirming they wanted to take things slow and not even consider jumping into bed so soon. Before Blaine had come into the picture Kurt had been fine with not bothering too much about sex, he was a romantic at heart. Before Blaine, sex between teens only seemed to complicate and makes things worse. Despite all this, having the infamous 'talk' with his dad was the last thing he ever wanted to do. He proved this by sticking his fingers in his ears and beginning to sing 'lah lah lah.' like he was a child.

Kurt's attempts to escape proved to be futile though when Burt clamped his arms down on Kurt's shoulders and pushed him towards the table. Giving him no alternative but to go through with it. “You think this is easy for me? Okay, believe me I wanna do this even less than you do. This is going to suck for the both of us. But we're going to get through it together and we will both be better men because of it.”

Seeing there was little use to fight he simply took a seat and glanced at his dad, keeping stubbornly silent. Why now of all times? Kurt wasn't ready for this, having a boyfriend didn't make it easier to face.

Burt wanted to start so they could eventually finish, so he spread each pamphlet in front of his son. “Now first... most of the uh... mechanics of what you' re gonna be doing are covered in the pamphlets. So I want you to read them and then I want you to come to me and talk about it. Deal?” Burt said leaning it and looking straight at Kurt.

Kurt finally looked up at his dad after another delay of silence and he nodded. “Okay.” he said quickly but he couldn't leave it at that. As embarrassing as it could be for him and his dad in turn, he needed to make one point very clear. “But first I have to say that Blaine and I are not having sex, dad.” he decided to admit.

Burt took the news rather well and his subdued reaction showed he actually believed Kurt but he wasn't taking the bait. “That doesn't mean we shouldn't have the talk, Kurt. Far as I'm concerned it's long over due. Every kid should have this short of talk with their parents, whether they're in a relationship, are single or are straight or gay. I haven't been living up to my job as your dad lately, and it's come to my attention I gotta fix that. So we're doing this, Kurt.” Burt explained.

Kurt fought to roll his eyes, he knew his father was right but that didn't make the scenario any easier to face. So he simply let out a tired sigh and nodded in confirmation, standing up to go do what his dad had asked him. Only he seemed to be jumping the gun when Burt showed he had other plans.

“Whoa hey sit down, we're just getting started here.” Burt muttered to Kurt and when he saw Kurt remain seated he continued. “Now for most guys, sex is just, you know, it's a thing we always want to do. You know it's fun, it feels great, but, we're not really thinking too much about. You know how it makes us feel on the inside. Or, yah know, how... the other person feels, about it.”

Kurt just watched his dad, his neck turned up as he listened to him talk. “And women are different?” he asked.

“Only because they get that it's about something more than just... the physical. You know when you' re intimate with someone... in that way... You're... exposing yourself. Yah know you're never going to be more vulnerable and that scares the hell out of a lot of guys. I can't tell you, how many buddies, I've got, who have gotten in way to deep with a girl. Who said she was cool with just 'hooking up'.” Burt explained.

“But that's not going to happen with me dad...” Kurt began, leaving out his full thoughts on the matter. Because for one thing he wouldn't be hooking up with a girl and while being gay didn't change much. When it came to him and Blaine, Kurt knew when the time came they wouldn't be hooking up in the full sense, they were in love. But before Kurt could try to point this facts out to Burt continued on with his little speech.

“No, it's gonna be worse, because it's two guys. With two guys, you got two people who think that sex is just sex. It's going to be easier to come by and once you start doing this stuff, you' re not going to want to stop...” Burt started.

By this point Kurt could no longer remain quiet, he was very appreciative that his dad was willing to do this for his sake. He knew having 'the talk' with a son who was gay couldn't be easy, even when Burt had been nothing but accepting of Kurt's sexuality right from the start. He didn't want to share the personal details of his relationship with anyone, his father most of all but Kurt felt he had no choice. “Dad... wait, just stop for a second. I have to say something before you continue... I really appreciate this, I might not be showing it right now... but I do. But I need to say... do you really think it's gonna be like that for me and Blaine? I mean you've gotten to know him over these last few months, you know what he's like. I was telling the truth when I said we weren't having sex. This was a choice we made together and it wasn't taken lightly. But if and when we might change our mind and want to... I need you to know it's not just going to be sex for us.” Kurt muttered.

“Okay, that's fair to say... just as it's fair that while love changes, sex can make the whole act even more confusing. Plenty of kids get mixed up in having sex way too soon and they're not ready for the consequences, Kurt. You've seen that yourself at school.” Burt interjected.

Kurt rolled his eyes, “Neither one of us can get pregnant, dad.” Kurt groaned.

“Don't get mouthy... look I realized that with Blaine in the picture it changes things up. But what I'm trying to tell you is for your benefit. I like Blaine, he's a good kid and I'm glad you two are being smart. But you being with him doesn't mean you don't need to hear all this, okay? Just sit back and listen and then you can say anything you feel the need to, deal?” Burt offered.

Kurt sighed, “Fine... I can live with that, I hope.” Kurt admitted.

“Good... now as I was saying, Kurt, I'm glad you're already starting to realize sex means something. But I don't think you really know what that is. That it's doing something, to you, to your heart, to your self esteem. Even though it feels like, your just having fun.” Burt told Kurt.

“So what you' re saying is I shouldn't have sex, with Blaine or anyone else.” Kurt said flatly to his dad.

“I think on your 30th birthday, it is a great gift to yourself.” Burt joked.

Kurt's face cracked into a slightly amused grin at his dad' s attempt at humour, glad for the slight break in tension. He still chose to remain silent because he knew while he and Blaine wanted to play it safe and wait a while. There was no way in hell he would ever want to wait THAT long and he began to scoff on the inside at the very idea of waiting until he was thirty. “Like you'd wanted to wait that long.” Kurt muttered, but his tone was light.

“Kurt, all kidding aside... whether it's with Blaine or someone else in the future. When you're ready, I want you... to be able... to... do everything. But when you're ready, I want you to... use it as a way to connect to another person. Don't throw yourself around, like you don't matter. Because you matter, Kurt.” Burt finished.

Kurt took the words to heart and simply looked at his dad silently for a moment, thinking about everything his dad told him. He had valid points, Kurt had to admit, and he was confident he and Blaine would be careful when they reached that point in their relationship. The idea of connecting with Blaine on that level both made him curious and a little scared but he knew he'd want to go there eventually. But most of all, not suddenly, he didn't want their first time to be a let down. Kurt let himself a relax a little and recognized it had taken his dad a lot to talk to him about sex. After all it was less than a year ago Kurt had come out to his dad. Now there they were, talking like mature adults about a very adult topic. The fact that when Kurt had sex it would be with a guy didn't even really come into the picture and that gave him a rush of pride. He got a bit braver and collected enough nerves to ask a question that had formed in his mind. “Thank you dad... you're right, that sucked but we made it. So... it might risk getting awkward but can I ask you something now?” Kurt asked reluctantly, hoping he wasn't insane.

Burt gave Kurt an encouraging smile. “Sure, Kurt.” he coaxed.

Kurt took a deep breath, “How did you know... when you were ready to... take that next step with someone? I'm not saying I intend to anytime soon... I don't want to rush myself or Blaine. But how did you know when the time was right?” Kurt asked softly.

Burt brought his hand up to rub against his chin and he thought the best way to answer. He knew answering wouldn't encourage his son to have sex. But it was still hard for him to go there, when most of all he didn't have a completely right answer. “Well... honestly Kurt, it really depends on the person you're with and the situation you're in. Especially if it's with someone you really care about... you might never be really sure if the moment' s right. What you gotta try to figure out is when it's not. The best advice I can give is don't rush into things. Talk and tell your partner what you want, what you've been feeling and listen to what he has to say. Hopefully through communicating you'll both know.” Burt suggested. “That make any sense?” he asked afterwards.

Kurt nodded quickly, “Yeah I think so... so far being brutally honest with each other because we care has been going for us pretty well.”

“Then try not to let any pressure get to your head and you'll be okay. Because if you really do care about Blaine...” Burt began.

“I love him.” Kurt suddenly declared, noticing his fathers surprise but the change wasn't negative. “I know we're both really young so it might not seem possible. But I truly do love him, dad and he loves me.” Kurt explained.

“I'm happy for you Kurt, I really am. I also don't wanna lie to you though... the idea of you being in love already might take some getting used to. Not that I don't trust you and I've always wanted you to find someone so you could be in love. In my eyes I often forget you're not my little boy anymore, that you're growing up and so far I'm proud of the man you're becoming, Kurt. This was a big step for us to cross huh?” Burt commented.

“Tell me about it.” Kurt moaned.

“Anything else you wanna talk about?”

Kurt shook his head, “No, aside from I hope I haven't given you many examples to worry about... yah know concerning myself and Blaine.” Kurt admitted.

“No, my mind just gets the better of me sometimes, like it does for all parents with teenagers.”

“Glad to hear that then, I think I'll go down to my room and go over my new pamphlets.” Kurt started as he stood up from the table. Before leaving the kitchen he turned to face his dad and a warm smile spread across his face. “Thank you dad, not a lot of kids have dads who would be willing to step out of their comfort zone like this. It means a lot to me.” Kurt admitted.

“You're welcome.” Burt simply replied.

After Kurt left the room he let out a long breath of relief. The whole talk had gone better than he hoped but it still hadn't been a cake walk. In fact hearing the news that his son was in love already, was a pretty big deal. Burt hadn't realized they had reached that point already until Kurt had told him a moment ago. Sure, even Burt could look back and remember his own first love and more importantly the first time his feelings were returned. In reality, after seeing how Blaine and Kurt look at each other, it was hardly a surprise.

Kurt walked down the stairs to his bedroom, feeling heavy as he finally made it to his bed and flopped down on the soft surface head first. He still had the remnants of his date outside to clean up after but he hoped his dad would understand his wanting to take a break. Kurt let out a tired breath, he could have never anticipated what the day had brought. Kurt finally brought his attention to the pamphlets he had thrown onto the bed before his collapse. There was no harm in actually reading them, he owed his dad that much and himself as well. Kurt pulled himself into a sitting position and took a deep breath, held it and let it out slowly as he took the first pamphlet and read the cover.

“I mean what's the harm in being curious, this will sure be easier than searching online and having to shift through all the porn.” Kurt mumbled to himself.

Kurt unfolded the pamphlet to see what these supposed 'mechanics' were all about, though of course Kurt knew what gay sex entailed. Even he wasn't that naive, but as he read on he did learn a few things. Like while he had assumed not all homosexuals chose to take part in anal sex, some stuck to things like frottage and blow jobs and what not. The pamphlet worded such things far more politely but the information was all there. Kurt had known that protection was important but by the time he had read each pamphlet, he now knew exactly why. How even first timers like he and Blaine should still consider using condoms. Kurt took a moment to take all this new info into account but he still held firm to his decision that he wanted to wait until the right moment. While Kurt had no idea when that time would be, he knew was still far off into the distant future. Most of all, he knew the young man he had fallen in love with felt the same way.