Blaine was almost glad that Regionals were almost upon them- them being him, Kurt and their respective glee clubs- because after how much practice the Warblers were enduring, Blaine was looking forward to just be able to relax. He loved singing, of course, and Blaine had been delighted to discover he had a solo for the competition. In fact the word around Dalton was that once their current vocal leader in the Warblers graduated, Blaine was high in the running to replace him for the following year. For now Blaine was too focused on being prepared enough for Regionals, but Kurt was never far from his mind no matter how busy he got. In fact the song he had chosen for his solo, which had been approved by the council, was inspired by Kurt. He was looking forward to Kurt hearing the song first hand, which would happen since he had gotten his boyfriend a ticket so he could see the show.

It was later than usual for their normal Lima Bean meet up but both of them were determined to see each other as much as possible, despite their crazy schedules. Blaine’s smile widened instantly as Kurt came into view when he came to join him at their usual table in the coffee shop.

“Be prepared to get even more excited than usual Blaine Warbler! Because your wonderful boyfriend has secured your ticket to Regionals, well the one the New Directions are performing in anyway.” Kurt announce happily as he held the ticket out in front of Blaine.

“This is kind of eerie.” Blaine muttered in reply.

Kurt raised his eyebrow at Blaine in confusion, it wasn’t the reaction he had been expecting. “Come again?”

Blaine held up his finger to stop Kurt from asking anymore questions, reaching into his pocket inside his blazer jacket. He brought out the ticket to his own Regional competition and held it out beside Kurt’s still outstretched hand. “We’re on the same page again.” Blaine declared.

Kurt’s face turned to amusement and delight as they both took their tickets from one others hands and began to inspect them. “I don’t find this the least bit eerie Blaine, it’s splendid.” Kurt said in delight.

“It’s certainly romantic...” Blaine agreed. “And I am so there! This is another plus side to us not having to go head to head.” he added.

Kurt nodded in agreement, he was very relieved that they wouldn’t have to face such stressful first competition between them so soon into dating. Not that Kurt didn’t think they couldn’t have dealt with it, but he was glad it was avoided. “I feel the same way, cutie; and from looking at the date, the New Directions are up first.” Kurt commented.

“I’m really excited to see you guys perform as a group on a competition level.” Blaine admitted.

“While I’m curious to see if you’ll be getting a solo.”

“I dunno if I should answer that, Kurt, much as I’ d like to. It breaks the whole ‘don’t talk about competitions’ rule.” Blaine pointed out.

“I suppose I’ll just have to wait and see, whatever we end up doing for our performances, I know we’ll be equally entertained.” Kurt said.

“The Warblers go up a week later, I really hope you’ll win, Kurt. I know I shouldn’t say so since we’re on different teams. But I really hope you do, with all my heart. Because music is what brought us together, or at least somewhat. I want you and your friends to keep singing and competing.” Blaine said softly.

“Blaine Anderson, you keep saying these sweet things as time goes on. How could you ever think you’re not good at romance?” Kurt asked affectionately.

“I dunno, guess all I needed was someone as wonderful as you to bring out my inner Romeo.” Blaine answered.

“Does that mean I’m Juliet?” Kurt teased.

“Oh god no! Kurt, I’m sorry I never want to insinuate that you’re the girl in this relationship in any way because that’s crazy and I...” Blaine stuttered but Kurt began to laugh and Blaine rolled his eyes at Kurt’s outburst. “You’re not helping my guilt, Kurt.” he muttered.

“Blaine I’m sorry but you’re getting all worked up for nothing. I’ve never thought that I’m the girl as you just said. No, we’re both guys, the things we do, like who pays, who picks each other up, who initiates a make out session, none of those things, or anything that usual is defined by gender in straight relationships, matter to us.” Kurt explained.

“And I for one don’t care what anyone else assumes or thinks.” Blaine added, having recovered.

Kurt nodded, “So let’s remember that as we cheer each other on like obsessed groupies.” he suggested.
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But all it took was a piece of discouraging news for Kurt to wish that the wait for Regionals could be a little longer. Because at the discovery that Sue Sylvester was one of the judges, no one in the New Directions felt confident, and this was proving to be a hard thing to recover from.

Not that it mattered if they couldn’t, it didn’t take a genius to know no matter how hard they practised, their chances of winning, saving their club’ s fate, were slim to none. Kurt was getting sick at how unfair the world was being to the New Directions, his own personal struggles aside. It was clear to everyone that their spirits had been broken and that became very clear when they had gone to Mr. Schuester’ s. Instead of figuring out their set list like they were supposed to, all they could manage was to share their sorrow. All the work and struggles, all the moments of joy and fellowship, had been for nothing. The memories they had hardly made up for it either, their minds weren’t on song ideas at all. Instead they all shared stories and moments of the last year and their journey together. When they had all headed home, the night of sharing and sadness hadn’t helped them recover. Kurt was sick of crying, he had cried enough for a life time, but he knew it had only just begun. Even when Kurt thought of himself as an atheist, he thanked god that he had Blaine in his life. He was the light at the end of the tunnel, the one bright star to guide him out of the darkness. It was too late for them to meet up in person, as Kurt and his friends had talked for hours. As much as Kurt wanted to see him, Blaine’s soothing voice was almost as good. Kurt curled up on his bed as he talked to Blaine, for once not worrying over it being about him as usual. “I just thought for once... we’d all get a break, you know?” Kurt muttered through choked sobs.

Blaine wished he could jump through his phone somehow and reached out to Kurt. Only he knew his physical presence might not make much difference. Blaine wished he could be there none the less but it was far too late in the night. “I’m so sorry Kurt, I wish there was something I could do, for all of you.” Blaine said softly.

“You already are Blaine, by just being you.” Kurt said warmly in reply.

“Promise me you won’t give up Kurt, stay your usual sassy self. Because I know if you guys don’t give it your all, you’ll regret it.” Blaine pleaded.

Kurt sniffled lightly as he paused to blow his noise, his face was all red and blotchy from crying and he was glad Blaine couldn’t see him in this state. “We’ll pull together somehow Blaine, we always do.” he assured his boyfriend.
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Kurt took the words of encouragement Blaine had given him to heart and he was relieved to see everyone in Glee did just what he said they would. It was hard, but their drive to go out on a strong note, as a united force, pushed them forward, brought back their usual drive and if they did indeed lose, then they would know they hadn’t given up. For once all dramas and self centred thoughts were put aside, for the most part. Kurt himself walked onto their school bus, proud to be there, and to have made it this far. He tried to remember they’d managed to win Sectionals when their set list had been stolen from them, with barely any time to prepare. So there was still a chance they could win. Vocal Adrenaline might have the money, all the bells and whistles, but they lacked the most important part: a soul. As Kurt took a seat next to Mercedes on the bus, they both heard his cell get a text message.

Courage, Blaine.

Kurt began to laugh in amusement and he showed Mercedes’ the message, who rolled her eyes at him. Kurt wished he could have spent the entire trip texting Blaine, but Kurt knew Blaine was driving so he relented. Only the fact that there would be just enough time to greet him before the show was keeping Kurt at bay. Kurt barely managed to stop himself from bolting from the parked bus and into the building entrance, he wasn’t about to look reckless, but it was a struggle. All his attempts to be demure were defeated when he saw Blaine waiting for him inside. Both young men charged at each and met with a crashing hug, almost knocking the wind of their chests.

At first neither of them heard the quiet laughter, or the eyes on them from their tender display. Blaine glanced away from Kurt to discover they had caused a romantic scene and he blushed, feeling a bit sheepish. It was hard for them to keep their feelings for each other in control at times. In reality, Kurt and Blaine were still struggling with how much PDA they should show, in every new situation and location. Blaine and Kurt ended up pulling apart at the same time and they had the same embarrassed look on their faces. “This isn’t easy, trying not to kiss you right now.” Blaine whined.

“I know, we’ll just save it for after the show.” Kurt whispered to him playfully.

That only made Blaine blush even more and his imagination made him excited, so he forced it to behave, it was neither the time nor the place for such thoughts. “I’d say good luck up there, but I don’t think you guys need it.” Blaine commented.

Kurt laughed, “Why thank you cutie, for everything... these last few months, have been past my wildest dreams. Us meeting and finding each other, despite all the odds thrown at us, we’re the real winners. I’m not saying the results of today’s competition won’t effect me, whatever the outcome is. But whatever happens tonight, whatever happens in my life, I will never forget the joy you’ve given me.” Kurt said, as he struggled to speak, feeling tears beginning to well up. “Oh god, I’m just making this worse... we’re not singing any tearful ballads either!” Kurt cried out.

Blaine was at a loss for words; it was nearly impossible to contain the love he felt for Kurt at this moment. If Blaine had his way he would start shouting with all his might and confess to him right there and then, but it wasn’t the right time. Not yet, as romantic and wonderful as it could be, he knew there would be a better moment for those words to be said. “I wake up everyday thinking that I’m so glad you ended up with my coffee order, Kurt.” Blaine stuttered.“You’re right... trying not to turn into an emotional wreck here is hard.” he admitted.

With that confession Blaine and Kurt broke out in a quiet laughter, they had a feeling tender moments like this would become very common as time went on. A fact they were both looking forward to, but getting so emotional right now would do neither of them much help. Kurt had a show choir competition to sing in and Blaine had to cheer him on in the audience. Mercedes chose their finally recovering from their overwhelming emotions of love to interrupt them with a reality check.

“Hey lover boys, I hate to break it up but we’ve got to go, Kurt.” Mercedes told them.

Kurt glanced over at her, ignoring the word ‘lover’ being used and nodded. It didn’t make it any easier to let go of Blaine though. Finally Kurt relented with a long sigh, “I’ve got to go, Blaine...” he said.

Blaine gave Kurt a quick hug and stepped back, giving them enough space once more. “Good luck.” he told them with a wink. Kurt flashed him one last witty smile and they turned to head off back stage and Blaine was left alone. He sighed, wishing he could have joined them, even though it was impossible, because by joining them he meant in song, up on the stage, not just watching them form behind the curtain at a closer proximity. Since Kurt and him had met, the fact that they were on opposing show choir groups had been easy to ignore. Now that Blaine was at a competition event where he was forced to watch on the sidelines, it finally hit him full on. Blaine headed for his seat and wasn’t surprised to discover it was one of the best available, in addition to it being the closest to where the New Directions would be sitting. Blaine let his mind wander as it helped pass the wait time along. Blaine loved being a member of the Warblers, loved the idea of possibly becoming the lead vocalist for the upcoming year, but he loved Kurt that much more. Next year would be a struggle for them, spending it apart, for an entire school year. Blaine didn’t doubt that they’d make it work, since they had so far. But it didn’t make it any easier to deal with. He wanted to spend every waking moment with Kurt, and he knew his boyfriend felt the same way. Kurt had admitted this to him many times over during their lengthy talks. But so far, they hadn’t brought up the subject of being in different schools for their junior year. Blaine’s train of thought was interrupted when the room fell silent and the stage lights lit up. Blaine had no idea what type of performance the New Direction would do, or what songs, except that Kurt didn’t have a solo. It came as no real surprise to Blaine when the groups two leaders, Finn and Rachel, turned out to have a duet for the first number. What did surprise him was that they appeared from the back end of the audience. Blaine watched as Finn and Rachel began to walk through the audience towards the stage. The song they were singing was ’Faithfully’ by Journey and Blaine thought the it fit Rachel and Finn’s voices very well. When Finn walked past Blaine’s row, he nodded at Blaine and Blaine in turn gave Finn an encouraging thumbs up. As the singing duo ran up on stage, the curtains suddenly rose to reveal the rest of the New Directions. Blaine instantly began to search for one member in particular and it didn’t take too long to find him. Kurt stood out, though Blaine was probably bias in this assessment, but he was fine with that. Kurt was singing back up vocals in the back left side of the stage, even when he wasn’t a lead, Kurt managed to pull focus. This time his state of dress wasn’t the reason Blaine was so transfixed either. No matter what Kurt wore, even something as simple as a black dress shirt, black pants, and a gold tie, he always looked impressive. When the first song ended, Blaine set to work, standing up and cheering with all his might. He held back just enough so he wouldn’t loose his voice, because he had his own competition to go through, not to mention two more songs to cheer after. The music changed to ‘Anyway you Want it ’ and as the beat picked up, Blaine couldn’t sit back down. Instead he remained standing and began to bop along to the beat, watching Kurt and wherever he went along the stage. As the performance went on, Blaine felt longing begin to build in the pit of his stomach and coarse through the rest of his body. He wanted to be on stage with Kurt, with all of them, he wanted to be a part of their world. The struggles and drama they went through on a daily basis didn’t discourage him, nor did how much he liked being a Warbler. Blaine soon became conflicted with far too many wants and choices, to where he had to put them out of his mind, for now at least. At last the second song ended and Blaine cheered and clapped. “You killed it Kurt!” he shouted at the top of his lungs, hoping Kurt could hear him.

Kurt had indeed heard Blaine call out his name and his eyes instantly fell on his boyfriend’ s face afterwards. Kurt winked at him, letting Blaine’s smile recharge him and go that much more all out. It took all the professionalism in his body to break away from Blaine’ s gaze and return his focus to the task at hand. Just one more song, one more chance to show everyone in the room their amazing talent, one final chance to secure the New Directions’ fate. The final song was ‘Don’t Stop Believing’ which held so much meaning for everyone on stage along side with Kurt. As he danced and sang along, he realized this was what it was all about. Being up on stage with his friends, giving it their all, being a member of a well oiled machine. Through all of their drama, fights, clashes of ego and worst, they were in this together.

Blaine began to jump up and down and pump his fist in unison as the New Directions began to sing the ‘nah nah, nah nah nah.’ part of the song. They were very different to the Warblers’ a cappella sound, that was for sure, but it was refreshing. Before Blaine knew it the final song had finished and Blaine had saved just enough energy to cheer and shout with all his might. “Go New Directions!” he yelled. Blaine saw Kurt wave at him and quickly mouth ‘thank you.’ to him with a wink. Blaine grinned at Kurt, it had been an amazing performance, but would it be enough? There was still the other two teams, Vocal Adrenaline, most of all, to go. Kurt got his attention once more and mouthed and mimed ‘I’ll call.’ at Blaine before he ran off stage with everyone else.

Blaine had thought he would have to live through the torture of waiting alone for the next two performances, until his boyfriend brought forth his salvation in the form of a text.

Get your butt over here and congratulate me!

I’m allowed to go back stage?!!!

Yes, I’m here, don’t make me wait any longer. =(

I’m coming Kurt, no one can stop me!

This time, Blaine couldn’t care less if he had to face Sue Sylvester herself to get to Kurt, he was a man with a mission. He still didn’t want to bring that much attention to himself so he kept his pace regular as he headed backstage. He had little need to worry, with all the students around it was impossible to tell who belonged, and who didn’t.

“Blaine, over here!” Kurt called to him.

Blaine looked ahead and off to the side to find Kurt waiting for him, just as he said he would. Blaine didn’t even care who was watching them at the moment. He knew it was probably going too far for PDA, but Blaine was fine to face the repercussions of it later. So he felt no hesitation or bashfulness when he had planned to rush up and give Kurt a long kiss, only Kurt surprised him by beating him to it. Kurt’s lips were on his own in a flash and Blaine kissed him back with all his might as they embraced. The loving display didn’t go unnoticed and a number of the New Directions broke out into loud cheers.

“Way to go, Kurt!” Someone shouted.

“Get it on, Hummel!” Another voice that sounded male added.

Kurt was taken a back by his moment of forwardness, normally he would of described himself as not being too open the idea of PDA on this scale. But Kurt had been weakened from the whole musical number and by his love for Blaine. So he let it go, but he still felt very embarrassed as his friends edged them on, but it was all in fun and held no malice. “Sorry the show’s over!” Kurt announced.

Blaine got a little bashful, since he realized aside from Mercedes, Rachel and Finn, the remainder of the New Directions had yet to meet him. “Uh... so this is how I’m introduced to everyone?” Blaine whispered to Kurt.

“Oh right, sorry, but at least we’re not getting too frisky on the couch.” Kurt whispered back. He came to stand behind Blaine and pushed him towards the group ahead. Kurt set to properly introducing Blaine to everyone and he watched the hand shakes and mutters of greeting. Some were less interested, but everyone gave him some sort of acknowledgement at least.

Blaine then glanced back at Kurt, “You were amazing out there...” he started but he quickly glanced over the whole congregation. “... uh all of you.” he added.

Kurt laughed and they broke off a short distance away, to give themselves what little privacy they could manage in such a public setting. They were both relieved that Kurt’s comrades chose to leave them be and they got close to each other again. Until their foreheads were lightly touching, their chest pressed together and their arms clamped around each others sides. Kurt let out a content sigh, he was still feeling nervous about the results, but at the moment he choice to ignore them. “I don’t care what the judges say, Blaine, I’m a winner right now and nothing can change that.” He said, wiping a single tear away.

“Kurt, don’t you start or I’m gonna cry too.” Blaine struggled.

But they never got the chance for another tearful exchange, because, unbeknownst to them, a whole dramatic scene was taking place a short distance away. It was brought to their attention when they saw Finn sprint their way and almost crashed into them, causing the couple to tear apart in surprise.

“Quinn’s having the baby!” Finn blurted out.

“Oh my god is she okay?” Kurt asked in alarm.

“They’re taking her to the hospital, we’re all going with her come on.” Mercedes said as she ran up to them.

Kurt turned to Blaine, then to Mercedes and Finn. “But it’s... things aren’t done yet, can we go?” Kurt asked them.

Mercedes nodded, “Yes of course! Quinn’s our girl, she’s one of us. We should be there for her!” she answered, urging them to head off.

Kurt let go of Blaine and turned to him. “You can come with us!” he said as he went for Blaine’s hand.

Blaine moved out of Kurt’s reach as he began to shake his head. “No, I won’t intrude, Quinn just met me and for only a second. I’m touched but no, you’re going Kurt, without me, it’s where you should be. Don’t worry about me, I’ll be fine. Just keep me informed.” Blaine assured him.

Kurt was torn, he knew Blaine was right, but he felt bad for leaving him alone just the same. Kurt was about to head off and follow Mercedes when Rachel suddenly appeared and stepped in front of the pair. Rachel smiled and came to stand beside Blaine and took hold of his arm.

“I’m going to stay, to see how things go. Blaine can keep me company.” Rachel told Kurt with a small smile.

“See, I’ll be well looked after.” Blaine chuckled, giving Rachel an appreciative look in response.

Kurt could only nod once more, he touched Rachel’s shoulder for a moment. “Thanks, but be good.” he muttered and finally went to join the others as they waited for the ambulance.

Blaine watched them disappear and Blaine turned to look at Rachel, since their first meeting at the Lima Bean, this was still the first time they had been alone. “Thank you Rachel, are you sure you didn’t want to go with them?” he asked.

“I did, but I want to stay and watch Vocal Adrenaline, someone should remain and see what our chances are. I know you’re aware of the history we have with them, me most of all.” Rachel answered.

Blaine let the subject drop because he did indeed know all about how Rachel and Jesse St. James had dated, only for him to betray her. They made their way to the back of the audience area to watch Vocal Adrenaline’s turn to perform and Blaine saw first hand why they had become The New Directions’ bitter rival. Even before meeting Kurt Blaine had known about their talent, he was in a glee club himself after all. But nothing he could of imagined could prepare him for what he was shown. All the show choir groups of the country had good reason to fear them. Jesse St. James took the final song, it being Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen, and showed just how talented he was. Blaine knew the Warblers should be equally worried if they ever got the chance to go head to head with them. Blaine had to admit after seeing the performance, he was beginning to worry all the New Directions efforts had gone to waste, no, that wasn’t right. It didn’t make their efforts worthless, only that much more bitter if they couldn’t seal their club’s fate with a win. As Blaine and Rachel continued to watch the number in silence, Blaine began to wonder how things with Quinn and Kurt in turn, were fairing. He decided to check, in case Kurt had a moment to reply yet.

How’s Quinn?

Kurt’s reply came back two minuets later.

Good, she’s in the delivery room now. We’re in the waiting room, how’s VA?

Blaine decided it wasn’t the time to patronize Kurt by lying to him.

Honestly, amazing.

Thank you for being honest Blaine.

Even through texting Blaine could guess Kurt wasn’t upset from the bad news and he was relieved and proud of his boyfriend’s bravery. He knew with Quinn currently going through the pains of labour it brought forth the realization even bigger things were happening. It wasn't over yet either, talent aside, the results hadn’t been made. There was still room for hope, no matter how dire things got. Blaine put his phone away and looked at Rachel, who was standing at his side. Scowling, her arms crossed tightly around her as she was forced to watch Jesse sing. Rachel was clearly upset and somewhat emotional, but Blaine didn’t have the heart to point this out to her. He also felt it wouldn’t be polite to try to offer her any comfort either.

“I’m going to head back...” Rachel suddenly announced, not wanting to watch anymore.

Blaine gave her a sympathetic smile as she walked away and Blaine decided to head back to his own seat. Noticing the crowd’ s reaction to Vocal Adrenaline’s performance as he went, he stopped and waited at the end of the row, since it would have been rude to shift by everyone and make them stand up at the end of the song. He looked up at Jesse St. James and his eyes narrowed at him, as if Blaine was sizing him up. “Sometimes talent isn’t everything.” he muttered with confidence.
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Kurt and the rest of his teammates, minus Quinn and Puck, made their way back in time to hear the competition results. Blaine watched them all huddled together on stage, the sheer pressure weighed heavily on their shoulders being clear. Kurt was holding onto Mercedes’ hand in anticipation and Blaine shared their anxiety to the point where it was almost like Blaine was up there with them, instead of only in spirit. Aural Intensity ended up taking second place and Blaine politely clapped along with his fellow audience members. As Sue Sylvester brought out the winning results Blaine held his breath and he looked at Kurt and saw he was doing the same thing.

“Vocal Adrenaline!” Sue yelled out.

Blaine wasn’t actually up on stage at Kurt’s side, so he was forced to only watch the reaction and let down the loss brought as the world came crashing down upon them. Anyone else would have assumed the New Directions were simply upset about losing. But Blaine of course knew it was far more than that. The loss marked the end of their journey together, the end of the New Directions at William McKinley. Blaine hated that he was a simple spectator, that he wasn’t up there and couldn’t hug Kurt in condolence. Instead he did what he could and he forced himself to stay strong and look at Kurt, until their eyes met.

Kurt eyes fell instantly on Blaine’s sympathetic face, just standing there off in the distance, offering all his support and love. It didn’t make the pain feel any less soul crushing, but as usual, Kurt was glad to have him there. Kurt never stopped staring at Blaine as he watched him come up the aisle and towards the stage. He didn’t stop looking straight at him as Kurt somehow managed to walk down the stairs without falling. As they neared one another, Blaine silently reached out for him and Kurt took the offered hand in his own. Kurt began to silently lead him back stage; this time, he wasn’t leaving Blaine out of anything, not when he had earned his place among them.
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As the week went on Blaine could tell Kurt was trying his best to cope with the loss at Regionals. But Blaine could tell more than anything that it was past Kurt’s ability to endure. His attempts to remain positive made Blaine feel touched and inspired at how strong Kurt was. Kurt seemed determined not to drag Blaine along with his depression and Blaine knew what that meant to the both of them. So when they went out for a date a few days later, Blaine ignored the urge to coddle him. Kurt was a little more quiet than usual, but his wit still broke through the underlining despair enough that their usual playful banter wasn’t all that different. Blaine waited until they returned to Kurt’s bedroom after the movie to bring up something he had been considering all week to suggest.

“You know you can skip Regionals, I understand it might be to hard to... go through. All things considered.” Blaine began.

Kurt shook his head and he stopped Blaine’s selfless gesture by coming over to snuggle up beside Blaine, resting his head on his shoulder. Kurt needed to let Blaine know how he had been his rock during everything he had gone through, this time being no different. “No Blaine, I’m going to see you perform at Regionals with the Warblers. I really want too... no I need to...” Kurt assured him softly.

Blaine brought his arm to rest over Kurt’s shoulder, causing him to sink closer next to Blaine’s warm body. “As long as you’re sure.”

Kurt nodded at him and shifted out from Blaine’s embrace, who simply let him go. Kurt sat down on the couch and patted the empty spot beside him. Blaine raised an eyebrow, as if he was unsure what he had in mind. Blaine caught on and sat down beside Kurt on the couch and let out a small yelp in surprise as Kurt suddenly climbed on top of him. “Kurt... what are you doing?” he stuttered in surprise.

Kurt smirked at Blaine, as he began to decorate Blaine’s face with little kisses. “What, I’m not allow to want to kiss my boyfriend?” he teased.

“Is this what you really need?” Blaine asked as Kurt began to suck on his neck and he let out a small moan.

“Hmm? I just wanted to show you how sure I am. We’ve both noticed how down in spirits I’ve been lately.” Kurt murmured as he kissed and sucked on Blaine’s neck.

“Oh god... Kurt... you need to let up or this could get dangerous.” Blaine groaned in warning.

Kurt looked up at Blaine as he started to feel bashful by his forwardness. “Sorry.” he muttered as he climbed off Blaine’s lap and fell back on the couch, giving an annoyed cry as his back came to rest on the white fabric. “That probably wasn’t a wise move.” he muttered.

“I wouldn’t go so far to say that Kurt...” Blaine chuckled. “Just, you’re very skilled with your mouth.”

Kurt let out a throaty laugh and he watched as Blaine gravitated towards him until he was hovering over Kurt’s outstretched frame on the couch. Kurt reached up and captured the sides of Blaine’s face with his hands, he was still laughing happily as Blaine came down to kiss him. They kept giggling away in between their lips meeting, through the different types of kisses, some short and sweet, others long and passionate. All the while making sure to keep things under control and thus avoiding it getting too much for them to handle. Kurt let out a content sigh as Blaine mouth began to gravitate from Kurt’s lips, from the side of his mouth and trailed towards his neck. Just for a moment, Kurt wanted to forget about glee club, about their loss and how it meant the end. All he wanted to feel at that point and time was how lucky he was. He was probably being a little selfish and their current state might not be the smartest move, but neither of them were complaining. Kurt brought his hands to caress the back of Blaine’s shoulder as he slowly came to lie on top of Kurt. “Blaine...” he moaned.

The sound of Kurt’s voice and the sensual tone made Blaine shiver and he moved back up, so their lower halves weren’t touching. Blaine wasn’t so proper as to not use making out with his saddened boyfriend in hopes of lifting his mood. It seemed to be working anyway and Blaine brought his attention away from Kurt’s neck and back to his lips, giving him one final kiss.

That last kiss ended up bringing them to their breaking point. “Okay we’d better stop.” Kurt muttered and Blaine took the cue and sat back up. They both began to giggle sheepishly when they looked back at each other. The pair was glad that they’d stopped before Blaine’s ‘comfort make out session’ turned into something they weren’t ready for. Kurt got up, glided over to his vanity and took a seat on the bench. He looked into the mirror and began to fix his fair back into place, when something caught his eye, causing him to let out a loud gasp.

“What’s wrong?” Blaine shouted on instinct, as he shot up, ready to act.

“Blaine Devon Anderson, I could kill you right now!” Kurt practically yelled. When Blaine’s look of surprise changed to confusion. Kurt rolled his eyes at Blaine and he pointed to the left side of his neck, where a red mark was now very visible. “You gave me a hickey!”

Blaine began to blush and he recalled he might of gotten a little too eager when he was sucking on Kurt’s neck. “Oh right... um... sorry?” he muttered bashfully.

Kurt groaned and brought out his concealer that would cover the hickey up from teasing eyes. “I’m so not ready for the looks and comments I will get from this. Not from my classmates or god forbid my dad!”

Blaine came up to kneel beside Kurt at the vanity and he put his hands up like he was praying. “Please forgive me...” he begged with big puppy dog eyes. When Kurt remained silent, still glaring, he pouted ever more. “You can give me one... make things even.” he offered playfully.

Kurt finally broke under the adorable pressure Blaine’s look was building and he began to laugh. Kurt pushed at Blaine playfully and Blaine in result fell over dramatically onto the floor. Kurt snickered as he stood up, bent over and helped his silly boyfriend to stand back up. “As much as I want to, I’ll show some mercy. Save it for after Regionals and spare you the relentless teasing the Warblers would give you in result. After the competition though, I will hold no such promises, so be warned, Blaine.” Kurt said coyly, though he was acting.

“So either way, after Regionals, I win.” Blaine replied with a laugh.

Kurt found himself smiling in return, happy to know even with the end of glee club ahead of him still, he could remember how to laugh.
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When it came time for the Warblers’ turn at Regionals, Kurt found himself in a better state than he had hoped. After having time to let it all sink in, Kurt had begun to accept the cruel outcome. The chance for everyone in the New Directions to be able to show Mr. Schuester their gratitude in song had helped, just as much as Blaine had over the last week. Kurt was more than ready to show Blaine his thanks, but not by serenading him, though the thought had crossed his mind, but to cheer him on in the audience, his heart fully into it. Nevertheless it was still hard to return to the same building were they had lost everything, and to ignore the fact. Kurt pressed onwards, because once he was inside he would be rewarded for his bravery For returning on the battle field. Blaine had assured him that there’d be enough time to meet up before the show started. As Kurt headed to their designated meeting spot, Kurt heard his name called. Sure enough, Blaine Anderson was already waiting for him and like before, they held nothing back as they rushed into each others arms.

“Here’s my lucky charm! Thanks for coming Kurt, I know it must be hard to be back here... So it means a lot that you came.” Blaine told him.

Kurt was able to give Blaine a genuine smile, because he was truly happy to be there. “I wouldn’t miss this for the world, Blaine. Now can you finally tell me if you have a solo or not?” Kurt demanded as he began to shake him by the shoulders lightly.

Blaine couldn’t stop smiling like a fool, but Kurt’s face had the same expression so it hardly mattered. Blaine had also managed to keep the Warblers at bay so they weren’t being watched by them. “I’m happy to say I do indeed have a solo, Kurt. One I think you’ll really enjoy.” Blaine explained happily.

They stared at each other blissfully for a moment until Kurt saw Blaine glancing at his watch and he sighed. “How much time do we have left?” Kurt asked him.

“Not long, I should get back before someone comes looking for me.” Blaine admitted.

“Well I won’t keep you then, just when is your solo?” Kurt asked.

“I’m at the end.” Blaine beamed.

Kurt rolled his eyes, though his face showed amusement. “I should have known. Good luck Blaine, good luck to all of you.” Kurt said and his face suddenly got all mischievous, Kurt glanced around the building and noticed no one was looking at them. Kurt quickly gave Blaine a quick peck on the cheek, wishing it could be more, but it was still hard to get used to the idea of PDA.

Blaine blushed at Kurt and gave his hand one last squeeze before he let go. “Listen to the lyrics, for my solo Kurt... I mean every word.” he said cryptically.

Kurt furrowed his brow at the information and Blaine simply gave him a cheeky smile and strolled back stage, placing his hands behind his neck. During this Kurt just shook his head, having a big grin on his face. “You little cheeky devil...” Kurt muttered in amusement. With Blaine gone off to prepare for the Warblers’ turn for Regionals, where Kurt realized he had no idea if they were first, second or third, he went off in search of his seat. Kurt was amused, but not that surprised, to discover Blaine had gotten him a seat just as good as Kurt had for him. He took his seat and waited anxiously to when it would be time for Blaine’s solo. Kurt began to ponder what the song could be, all he knew is he’d probably be turned into an emotional wreck from it and he was fine if that was the case. To his relief and delight the Warblers turned out to be the first group up. Kurt began to clap when the curtain came up and the blazer clad glee club members were revealed. Kurt began to search for Blaine and he found him almost instantly, looking dapper and handsome as usual. Blaine had admitted during the New Directions’ turn on stage, that his eyes had never left Kurt. Even if Blaine hadn’t made the adorable confession, Kurt’s attention for his boyfriend wouldn’t have wavered. The guy who was singing the lead for the first number was good, Kurt was fine to admit. But Kurt was happy when the first song was finished and the second one started, the beat picking up slightly with the song change. Kurt found himself giggling over the the various poses and facial expressions Blaine made during the second number. Then it was over as well and the moment Kurt had been waiting for, and not very patiently, had finally arrived. Kurt held his breath as Blaine stepped forward and stopped to stand in front of the mic. Kurt’ s location in the crowd was dead centre so Blaine looked out and even with the blaring lights, they found each other with their eyes. Blaine smiled warmly and then closed his eyes for a moment as the music started.

Kurt found himself being overcome with emotion the second Blaine opened his mouth to sing. Once again he didn’t know the song. But Kurt could barely remember to breath as he listened intently, his full focus on the lyrics, each new word brought forth more tears risking to begin to fall.

Somewhere between my faith and fear
Out there beyond the truth
Within the reach of my doubting heart

I came face to face with You
I’ve never known a deeper place

Inside my soul, I’ve gotta say
I love the way You move me
My spirit’s alive

I can’t deny, You move me
I used to need the evidence
Right before my eyes

But Your love became the push, the pull
It took to realize
That You are the drive
The forward motion
In my life making me say

I love the way You move me
My spirit’s alive
I can’t deny, You move me
Yeah, You move me, yeah
You move me
My spirit’s alive, I can’t deny
I really love the way You move me

Oh, God, I love the way, yeah
You move, You move me, yeah

You move, You move me
You move
You move me, yeah

It surpassed everything Kurt could even begin to imagine, it was so perfect, it described their relationship so well. Like Blaine had looked up the song before he had said ‘you move me’ to Kurt that fateful day in Dalton. In fact Kurt knew he was going to ask Blaine if that’s what he had done at some point that night. But for now, Kurt would just try to pull himself back together after the song ended. Blaine’s face never slipped, he never broke down on stage, but that only showed how talented of a performer he was. Kurt knew the signs to tell just how much the song had effected him and Kurt let out a long content sigh. The Warblers came up and tackled Blaine, them all giving each other congratulatory handshakes and pats on the back. Blaine laughed with them and looked out directly at Kurt and even at the far distance Kurt could see him mouth ‘for you Kurt.’ and Kurt beamed at him. He blew Blaine and kiss and mouthed, ‘thank you.’ back as he began to mime wiping a tear from his eyes. Kurt realized he was still sitting in his seat, as it was hard to move his legs, but he pulled himself and began to clap and cheer as the Warblers left the stage. Kurt frowned, the downside to the Warblers being up first meant he’d have to wait longer for him and Blaine to be reunited. Or so he had thought until his phone vibrated from getting a text, it came as no surprise that it was from Blaine.

Kurt, you can come back stage, don’t keep me waiting. It’s torture!

Kurt began to laugh as he stood up and excused himself as he pushed past the people down the aisle and towards the back stage area. He had just enough time to clear the audience area and to where Blaine lay in wait before the next group started. Blaine waved at Kurt from his view point and held out his hand, which Kurt took right away. The hallway was too narrow for them to properly hug so they laughed together, their hands clutching to each others backs, making way to a larger space to express their feelings, without getting claustrophobic. Kurt hoped that this time, no one would go into labour to interrupt them. Kurt pounced on Blaine and came at him with such a tackling hug that Blaine’s back slammed against the wall with a small thud. This time Kurt didn’t care at all who was there to watch them, he wasn’t thinking about if it was the smart thing to do, instead all he could think of was how much he loved Blaine Anderson. It was hard enough not to push Blaine down on the floor and have his way with him, right then and there, for all to see. Instead he reeled his emotions and desire back in and kissed Blaine, but despite his holding back, the kiss was far too hot for public display.

“Oh my god Blaine get a room!” Nick shouted at them with a laugh.

“I think there’s a broom closet over there.” Trent added, sounding all sassy.

But Blaine wasn’t listening to their taunting, his whole being was focused on Kurt, the boy he loved with all his heart. It had been so hard to keep his composure when he sang the most perfect song, so perfect he could barely believe he had found it. Blaine had simply typed Move Me into itunes and had found the song, ‘You Move Me’ by Move in Motion. Changes to the original arrangement had been made, to make it more the Warblers style. Blaine had been worried that upping the beat to make it more catchy might lost some of the romance. Judging by Kurt’s rash actions to kiss Blaine with no qualms, proved him he had been worrying over nothing. Blaine finally remembered they weren’t alone, right time to stop the kiss, but it was easier said than done.

Kurt was the one to pull their mouths apart, the result making them both breathe hard as their hazy minds began to clear and recover. “I’m so sorry Blaine! I don’t know what came over me! I normally wouldn’t do that, kiss you in public, but I couldn’t help myself!” Kurt began to stutter quickly in embarrassment.

“Do you see me protesting? I mean yes, normally I’d expect we’d be able to keep it... in our pants for a lack of a better words...” Blaine said sheepishly, ignoring the big annoying grins on his friends’ faces a few feet away. “...but considering how moved you were from my song... I can understand the moment of weakness. I don’t think any harm was done either.” Blaine assured Kurt, he then turned to glare over at Nick, Trent and Jeff. “Right?” he called.

“No, it was very educational.” Jeff chuckled.

“Love is love right?” Nick added with a wink.

Kurt and Blaine began to blush as they eyed each other nervously, they hadn’t brought up the subject yet, there had been no confessions of love. It was clear to the both of them that it would happen soon, but they still felt nervous because it had yet to happen. They showed their love for each other in so many ways, without saying the actual three little words.

“I think that kiss showed it best but Blaine, that song... oh my god! You had to have found that before...” Kurt began to say as he got bashful, which was silly compared to the show he had just given Blaine’s comrades a second ago, and glanced over at the Warbler trio ahead. Kurt leaned into Blaine’s ear, to keep their conversation private. “Did you find that song before you said those wonderful words at Dalton?” he whispered.

Blaine smiled as he began to shake his head, “Would you believe me if I said no?” he asked with a whisper. Blaine wanted to continue so he could start to gush but before he started that process, he had three spectators to deal with. “Do you guys mind?” he asked, his voice remaining polite.

Nick, Trent and Jeff just grinned back and shrugged at the request and they passed the couple. “Sure, we’re gonna go back to our seats. Remember to be done by the time the results are announced.” Trent said as they went.

When they were more or less alone, aside from a few people passing them quickly by now and then, they could say what their inside mind was screaming. Blaine sighed and placed his hands on the side of Kurt’s face, bringing their faces close, but instead of kissing Kurt, he pressed their foreheads together. “It’s you Kurt, it’s all you.” he said softly.

Kurt almost ended up chocking on his words, as he leaned against Blaine, who was in turn leaning up on the wall, with his back to it. “Blaine... at that moment, nothing else in the world mattered to me...” Kurt began to say but he began to get too emotional to continue, he wanted to say it, that he loved Blaine, so badly, but he didn’t know how. “Blaine... I...” Kurt began and he failed once more.

Blaine noticed his struggle and he had a good guess at what Kurt was trying to say, as much as he knew it shouldn’t be forced in anyway. “Shh, Kurt, it’s fine, nothing needs to be said right now. Let’s wait till it’s the right time.” Blaine said soothingly.

Kurt smiled weakly, in a way the reply confirmed that they both knew they loved each other without saying it. But Blaine was right, Kurt wanted to tell Blaine he loved him when it felt right. As moving and wonderful as the current moment was, it wasn’t. “Okay... now what?”

Blaine pushed back off the wall and slipped his arm into the crook of Kurt’s elbow. “How would you like it if I told you that there’s a spare seat where the Warblers block is?” Blaine informed him playfully.

“I’d wondered how my wonderful boyfriend managed to pull that...” Kurt admitted, turning the witty banter back at Blaine.

Blaine simply smirked at Kurt as they walked down towards the assigned seating area hand in hand, Kurt looked at their hands and at the crowd. The audience was too busy watching the second group finish their final song to notice the display. Kurt was becoming very torn as of late: he wanted to be physical with Blaine, not sexually, but actually be affectionate in public, with no fears of repercussions. Kurt never wanted to be one of those annoying couples that kissed and carried on with no regard for who was forced to watch their display. But Kurt also wished it could be easy for them, as it was for straight couples. Kurt knew pretty soon he’d need to talk to Blaine about it, find out what his thoughts on the matter were. Because Kurt wanted to make clear that Kurt’s hesitance regarding PDAs didn’t mean he was ashamed of Blaine, their relationship or his love for both.

Blaine and Kurt took the short break between the second and third competitors to scoot down to the two empty seats where the rest of the Warblers were sitting. Kurt noticed a few of Blaine’s teammates wave at him and Kurt waved back with a friendly smile. Luckily there was no chance to tease them as the final group started their performance.

With Kurt sitting beside him Blaine he was almost able to fool himself into thinking they went to the same school. But Blaine knew in his heart that Kurt’s place was at McKinley and with the New Directions as opposed to Dalton and the Warblers. The non bullying policy would entice him for sure, but as much as Kurt would most likely adapt to Dalton, he wouldn’t truly belong. This realization made him think of the last time he was sitting in the very same building, where he had been wishing with all his heart that he was up on stage with Kurt. It made him begin to feel very torn and conflicted, neither emotion being more ideal. Blaine pushed such thoughts aside for later, he had a feeling come summer vacation he’d have a very big decision to make.

The last song of the final performance meant that Kurt and Blaine would have to part again and Kurt let him go, telling him one final good luck before the Warblers all headed off. Kurt didn’t feel like returning to his original seat and hoped he wouldn’t get in trouble by remaining. He hardly figured it mattered in the end, since the show was almost over. Kurt began to fidget nervously as he waited and watched the three teams gather onto the stage. It felt very odd to be on the other side for the first time, seeing all the anxious and nervous students. He wondered what the other two glee clubs situations at their schools were like, were they adored and worshipped like the Warblers were at Dalton? Or were they shunned and ignored like at McKinley? What did the outcome mean for their club, would it mark the end with a loss? Kurt found himself doubting the second question. ‘I’m here to cheer my boyfriend on, not get all depressed.’ Kurt reminded himself firmly and he tried to regain his cheery mood from before. Blaine had comforted him so much already after the loss at Regionals the week before and he refused to let Blaine give anymore of his heart away to Kurt. Kurt knew if he asked him, Blaine would give everything he could and leave nothing for himself. Kurt wanted to be just as giving, just as selfless at every turn. But it was hard to do so when the world had other plans for him and the New Directions. Kurt pulled back from such dreary thoughts just in time to hear who would take second place.

“The Dalton Academy Warblers!” The judge yelled out.

Kurt saw Blaine’s smiling face fall slightly at the announcement, but he quickly recovered with a polite grin as he began to clap. The three team captains stepped forward to take the trophy and they whole group took the loss very well. Kurt smiled with pride and he quietly clapped, so neither of them would be heading to Nationals. Oh well, they could console each other and it would be another special moment to add to their many so far.
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Regionals were over and past them, another competition year finished, the end of school term was also coming to a close. As the days went by, the school year end was quickly approaching, giving everyone time to dear with their disappointments and loss, until it was the final day of Kurt’s sophomore year, the final day for the New Directions. Kurt looked around the choir room and he knew they were all thinking the same thing. How hard it was to accept this would be the last time they would all be together like this, sitting in the same room, that over the last year they had gone from rivals to almost a mix-match family. Will Schuester stepped into the room and unbeknownst to his students, he was about to throw a wrench in their planned depression.

“We have another year!” Will suddenly shouted with joy.

What followed were cheers and cries of excitement, mixed with hugs and barely understood babbling. No one could believe that they had gotten a break, that after all their hardship, they were given a moment to shine. It took them far too long to recover but they managed, still in shocked but blissful denial. Kurt was smiling so much his jaw was beginning to hurt, but the pain wasn’t registered. They had another year, another year that he knew would have its usual share of angst, drama and god knew what else, but they would get to face it all together. Will continued to say he wanted to do his own song and sat down to sing a touching rendition of ‘Somewhere Over the Rainbow’. Kurt looked around at everyone during the song, noticing tears among some of them, Kurt included. They were all so glad it wasn’t over, if only Blaine were there to live this moment, Kurt began to wish. At the end of the song Kurt was attacked by numerous hugs by many of his friends and for once Kurt didn’t protest the gestures. Mercedes was next to hug him and Kurt squeezed her tightly, the joy he felt was hard to keep inside. Then Mercedes poked him in the side and he glared at her.

“Kurt, you have to tell Blaine!” she told him.

Kurt almost felt like punching himself for forgetting about Blaine, even for a mere second. “Oh my god Mercedes you’re right!” Kurt blurted out. He glanced at the clock, Blaine should still be in Warbler practice at the moment. Kurt figured calling him outright wouldn’t be a good idea, so he decided to send a text and he only hoped Blaine would be able to send an answer, and not bring any disruption.

WE GETS ANOTHER YEAR!!!!!

Blaine had been silently listening to his fellow Warblers going over their Regionals second place win and the last details of the school year. When he felt, more than heard, his phone begin to vibrate from getting a text message. He was tempted to ignore it but considering he knew it was most likely Kurt, it wasn’t an option. Instead Blaine tried to casually pull out his phone and glance at the screen as he brought up the text, hoping to go unnoticed. That didn’t happen when Blaine read the message, shot up from his chair and forgot everyone else in the room entirely! “Oh my god are you serious? WOO-HOO!” He shouted in uncontrolled excitement as he began to jump up an down, like an exploding ball of energy.

The room had gone dead silent and all eyes were on Blaine and his rare outburst, some gaped, others chuckled and Blaine’s closest friends broke out into barely controlled laughter. Blaine shook free of his trance and was forced to deal with the repercussions and he felt mortified, or he would have if he wasn’t still on cloud nine over the news the text had brought. “Uh... I’m so sorry... and super embarrassed, but I just found out some very good news.” Blaine explained sheepishly. He had to call Kurt, so he didn’t feel the least bit guilty about quickly excusing himself, darting out of the room, into the hallway and calling Kurt back.

Kurt answered right away, barely letting the call ring once. “Finally Blaine! I can barely contain myself! We get another year! New Directions gets another year!” Kurt said loudly.

Blaine laughed in reply, “You can barely contain yourself? I just made a fool of myself jumping up and down in the front of the Warblers!” Blaine began. “But who cares because I am so happy for you guys!” Blaine added with a yell. “We sooo have to celebrate!”

“We’re way ahead of you already Blaine. Rachel’s invited us over to her house after school for a glorious celebration. I expect you to be there!” Kurt explained.

For once Blaine felt no need to protest that he would be over-stepping, he didn’t ask if he should really come, nothing could keep him away. He wanted to be with Kurt in his friends, it would help him with a number of decisions he needed to make as time went on. “I’d like anyone to try to stop me from showing.” Blaine replied with a smirk.
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Blaine kept his word when a few hours later, he found himself sitting among his boyfriend and the rest of the New Directions. A big smile on his face, a glance of sparkling cider in hand, Kurt snuggled up at his side, and he was a very content young man. In fact he felt like he belonged there, as if he was some honorary member and that fact touched him a great deal.

“I’d like to give a toast.” Kurt began as he held up his glass, everyone soon joining him. “I think I speak for everyone that it’s been quite a year. Full of emotional highs and lows, neither being very easy. But through it all we all found each other, found music, and found out we’re not alone…and I, for one, am very grateful for that.” Kurt said, his eyes falling on Blaine at the end.

“To Glee!” Rachel cheered as she stood up.

“To Glee!” They all said, Blaine included, in unison.