March 22, 2013, 9:58 p.m.
Behind The Masks, Lies A Secret..: Chapter 14: Perfect Part 2
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“You're in love and so am I
But you're with some other guy
I should be the one by your side
He overreacted
Made you feel no good
I told you that he would
I knew that he'd make you cry
You're broken
Let me make it better
Glue you back together
Just give me a try
Pretty pretty please
Don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than perfect
If you get with me
I won't ever make you feel
Any less than perfect
You'll see
At school he made fun of your clothes
Tried to play you & say no I don’t hate those
He's so stupid
Here's how I know
What kind of genius would let perfection go?
He's conceited, only ‘bout himself
He loves nobody else
He ain't even fly
You're broken
Let me make it better
Glue you back together
Just give me a try
Pretty pretty please
Don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than perfect
If you get with me
I won't ever make you feel
Any less than perfect
You'll see
It's gonna take time
To heal that hole (he left)
Exactly how long, I don't know but
You got pain and I know a remedy
You gotta
Start kickin’ it with someone like me
Now you're overanalyzing all of your thoughts
Start to thinkin’ it's all your fault
But baby don't you go and blame yourself
He's just a douchebag [x2]
(You know it’s true)
I was hopin’
You'd let me replace him
I would straight erase him
Right out of your mind
Pretty pretty please
Don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than perfect
If you get with me
I won't ever make you feel
Any less than perfect
(You'll see)
Pretty pretty please
Don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than perfect
If you get with me
I won't ever make you feel
Any less than perfect”
Kurt gasped at how Blaine was basically announcing to the world that he wanted Kurt to be his. Blaine really wanted this didn’t he? Kurt didn’t know what he was doing but next thing you know he’s running down the corridor. Maybe it was too much to process at once. He was wanted. That’s all he ever wanted. Well that and to go to Parsons.
Blaine hung his head in defeat; Kurt didn’t want him.
“Hey don’t beat yourself up. You tried your hardest. You stayed up until like 3am remixing that song,” Blake comforted.
Blaine nodded. He didn’t think his words would help him.
~*~*~
Kurt literally had no clue where the hell he was going. It was barely his first day. His first day! & he already got serenaded. Although it was such a sweet gesture, there was something that screamed danger. He ended up in one of the student lounges.
Kurt’s first few breaths were a bit puffed from the running; he really needed to calm down.
‘OHHHH!! BLAINE!’
‘What the fuck?’ Kurt thought. The moan was coming from under one of the desks. He looked under the table and saw someone jacking off. He quickly shielded his eyes and murmured, “That is horrendously disgusting.” The guy must have heard Kurt because he opened his eyes. ‘Shit.’ he thought.
“Oh why hello. Care to join me?” the stranger suggested seductively. Apparently he wasn’t embarrassed that he was caught by the new student holding his dick.
Kurt said nothing, his blush said it all.
“Oh, a blushing virgin. How cute. You know you don’t have to be a virgin. I can think of ways to solve your situation,” he said in a deep intoxicating voice.
“Like I would ever suck your dick,” Kurt retorted. He quickly covered his mouth and turned away; he did not just say that out loud.
The stranger laughed, oh and not any kind of laugh, the kind of laugh where the predator laughs right before they get their prey.
“Princess, I can think of other ways to satisfy me.” Then he actually winked.
Kurt felt a shiver flying up his spine. He was seriously getting uncomfortable. “Too bad I don’t date meerkats.”
The guy gave him a smirk. “Who said anything about dating?”
“Oh god, you are so disgusting,” Kurt commented.
“Nope, just sexually aroused. Sebastian at your service by the way,” Sebastian replied.
Kurt didn’t say anything. He just left.
~*~*~
‘Sebastian? Why does that sound familiar?’ Kurt thought as he was walking to the dorms. He was too busy worrying about Blaine that he forgot he had left Warbler’s practice. ‘Shit, Wes is going to kill me!’ But all in all, he didn’t really care. There was no way in hell that he was going back there if Blaine was still in the room. ‘Oh well, I guess Wes is just gonna have to deal with it.’
He jumped onto his bed & looked through his phone for any new texts.
7 new messages
Unknown Number-3:40 pm
From: Rachel- 3:34 pm KURT ANSWER ME! D:<
From: Rachel- 3:33 pm U better not be telling finn what day it is… >:(
From: Finn- 3:29 pm help. rachels mad b/c i forgot whut 2day is. wht day is it?? D:
From: Rachel- 3:28 pm Finn is so clueless! He forgot that it was our half year anniversary! -_-
From: Santana- 3:20 pm Lady Lips, tiny Jew will not shut up, can u tell her to be before I goes all Lima Heights Adjacent on her ass? I gots no time for her whining. -_-
From: Mercedes- 2:59 pm Do u want to go to the mall later? I saw a cute scarf that wuld go fabbo with ur grey cardigan! ;D
Kurt rolled his eyes a bit at all of the texts.
Sent: Mercedes- 3:40 pm Sorry boo, I can’t :/ Mayb tmw?
Sent: Rachel- 3:40 pm No. I havent said 1 word to him, jeez -_-
Sent: Finn- 3:41pm *sigh... -_- How long have u guys been datin?
Sent: Santana- 3:42 pm Don’t worry, hinted finn on what day it is, Rach should be calming down by now. :P
Kurt finished with the texts from his friends and lied on the bed. “Wait there’s one more…” he said to no one in particular. Unknown Number…. Should he? He pressed ‘open’ & read it.
‘Give Blaine a chance. He loves you. & I know you do too. But you’re afraid, so is Blaine. But he’s willing to try once more, for you. Let him love you. You’re worth it, let him prove that. You’re not scared of falling in love; you’re scared of being rejected. You won’t be. “You’ll never know if you never try.”’
Kurt stared at for a long time. No movement or anything. Just staring.
‘This has to be from Blaine,’ he thought. He scrolled through his contacts looking for Blaine. Yes, he still had his number, although he would never admit it. He just didn’t have the heart to delete it.
Nope. They were completing different.
Shit.
~*~*~
Kurt was so confused on what to do. He got a strange message from someone, who most likely is stalking him, telling him to go out with Blaine. ‘No, it’s the fucking first day. I have standards,’ he repeated in his mind.
He lied on his bed to get some rest; he was finally starting to drift off when a soft rapping came from the door. ‘Maybe if I ignore them, they’ll go away.’
Totally did not happen.
“Ughh… WHAT?!” he yelled at Nick, Jeff, Thad, & Justin.
“You okay?” Jeff asked, sort of scared.
Kurt sighed and ran his fingers through his chestnut brown hair. “Just fine.” He tried to close the door but Thad’s foot stopped it.
“So if you’re ‘just fine’ then we can hang out, right?” he asked.
Kurt sighed again & reluctantly opened the door. “Come in.”
They all came in with a pleased look spreading across their faces. Kurt went back to his bed.
“So…spill. Why did you ditched?” Nick asked, falling to his side.
“I said I’m fine,” Kurt told him.
“I’m fine,’” Nick mocked. “P’fft, do you think we believe that?”
“You can believe whatever you want,” he simply stated.
“Kurt, Blaine wants to be your boyfriend, like really bad-” he tried.
“I already have a boyfriend!” Kurt exclaimed without thinking.
“Wait-what?” they all asked in unison.
“Who?” Justin asked.
“Umm..uhh..” Kurt searched for a name, “..SEBASTIAN!”
“WHAT?!” they all shouted in unison once more.
‘Shit, why was he the first one to pop in my mind?!’
‘Uhh..yeah. Sebastian & I are- we are d-dating,” Kurt looked like he was going to die trying to get the words out.
“You hear that killer? The princess is mine,” a familiar voice announced outside.
Sebastian.
With Blaine.
Shit.
Blaine looked at him with hurt, watery eyes. He shook his head and left.
Kurt gulped. ‘I think I just broke Blaine.’
“You're in love and so am I
But you're with some other guy
I should be the one by your side
He overreacted
Made you feel no good
I told you that he would
I knew that he'd make you cry
You're broken
Let me make it better
Glue you back together
Just give me a try
Pretty pretty please
Don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than perfect
If you get with me
I won't ever make you feel
Any less than perfect
You'll see
At school he made fun of your clothes
Tried to play you & say no I don’t hate those
He's so stupid
Here's how I know
What kind of genius would let perfection go?
He's conceited, only ‘bout himself
He loves nobody else
He ain't even fly
You're broken
Let me make it better
Glue you back together
Just give me a try
Pretty pretty please
Don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than perfect
If you get with me
I won't ever make you feel
Any less than perfect
You'll see
It's gonna take time
To heal that hole (he left)
Exactly how long, I don't know but
You got pain and I know a remedy
You gotta
Start kickin’ it with someone like me
Now you're overanalyzing all of your thoughts
Start to thinkin’ it's all your fault
But baby don't you go and blame yourself
He's just a douchebag [x2]
(You know it’s true)
I was hopin’
You'd let me replace him
I would straight erase him
Right out of your mind
Pretty pretty please
Don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than perfect
If you get with me
I won't ever make you feel
Any less than perfect
(You'll see)
Pretty pretty please
Don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than perfect
If you get with me
I won't ever make you feel
Any less than perfect”
Kurt gasped at how Blaine was basically announcing to the world that he wanted Kurt to be his. Blaine really wanted this didn’t he? Kurt didn’t know what he was doing but next thing you know he’s running down the corridor. Maybe it was too much to process at once. He was wanted. That’s all he ever wanted. Well that and to go to Parsons.
Blaine hung his head in defeat; Kurt didn’t want him.
“Hey don’t beat yourself up. You tried your hardest. You stayed up until like 3am remixing that song,” Blake comforted.
Blaine nodded. He didn’t think his words would help him.
~*~*~
Kurt literally had no clue where the hell he was going. It was barely his first day. His first day! & he already got serenaded. Although it was such a sweet gesture, there was something that screamed danger. He ended up in one of the student lounges.
Kurt’s first few breaths were a bit puffed from the running; he really needed to calm down.
‘OHHHH!! BLAINE!’
‘What the fuck?’ Kurt thought. The moan was coming from under one of the desks. He looked under the table and saw someone jacking off. He quickly shielded his eyes and murmured, “That is horrendously disgusting.” The guy must have heard Kurt because he opened his eyes. ‘Shit.’ he thought.
“Oh why hello. Care to join me?” the stranger suggested seductively. Apparently he wasn’t embarrassed that he was caught by the new student holding his dick.
Kurt said nothing, his blush said it all.
“Oh, a blushing virgin. How cute. You know you don’t have to be a virgin. I can think of ways to solve your situation,” he said in a deep intoxicating voice.
“Like I would ever suck your dick,” Kurt retorted. He quickly covered his mouth and turned away; he did not just say that out loud.
The stranger laughed, oh and not any kind of laugh, the kind of laugh where the predator laughs right before they get their prey.
“Princess, I can think of other ways to satisfy me.” Then he actually winked.
Kurt felt a shiver flying up his spine. He was seriously getting uncomfortable. “Too bad I don’t date meerkats.”
The guy gave him a smirk. “Who said anything about dating?”
“Oh god, you are so disgusting,” Kurt commented.
“Nope, just sexually aroused. Sebastian at your service by the way,” Sebastian replied.
Kurt didn’t say anything. He just left.
~*~*~
‘Sebastian? Why does that sound familiar?’ Kurt thought as he was walking to the dorms. He was too busy worrying about Blaine that he forgot he had left Warbler’s practice. ‘Shit, Wes is going to kill me!’ But all in all, he didn’t really care. There was no way in hell that he was going back there if Blaine was still in the room. ‘Oh well, I guess Wes is just gonna have to deal with it.’
He jumped onto his bed & looked through his phone for any new texts.
7 new messages
Unknown Number-3:40 pm
From: Rachel- 3:34 pm KURT ANSWER ME! D:<
From: Rachel- 3:33 pm U better not be telling finn what day it is… >:(
From: Finn- 3:29 pm help. rachels mad b/c i forgot whut 2day is. wht day is it?? D:
From: Rachel- 3:28 pm Finn is so clueless! He forgot that it was our half year anniversary! -_-
From: Santana- 3:20 pm Lady Lips, tiny Jew will not shut up, can u tell her to be before I goes all Lima Heights Adjacent on her ass? I gots no time for her whining. -_-
From: Mercedes- 2:59 pm Do u want to go to the mall later? I saw a cute scarf that wuld go fabbo with ur grey cardigan! ;D
Kurt rolled his eyes a bit at all of the texts.
Sent: Mercedes- 3:40 pm Sorry boo, I can’t :/ Mayb tmw?
Sent: Rachel- 3:40 pm No. I havent said 1 word to him, jeez -_-
Sent: Finn- 3:41pm *sigh... -_- How long have u guys been datin?
Sent: Santana- 3:42 pm Don’t worry, hinted finn on what day it is, Rach should be calming down by now. :P
Kurt finished with the texts from his friends and lied on the bed. “Wait there’s one more…” he said to no one in particular. Unknown Number…. Should he? He pressed ‘open’ & read it.
‘Give Blaine a chance. He loves you. & I know you do too. But you’re afraid, so is Blaine. But he’s willing to try once more, for you. Let him love you. You’re worth it, let him prove that. You’re not scared of falling in love; you’re scared of being rejected. You won’t be. “You’ll never know if you never try.”’
Kurt stared at for a long time. No movement or anything. Just staring.
‘This has to be from Blaine,’ he thought. He scrolled through his contacts looking for Blaine. Yes, he still had his number, although he would never admit it. He just didn’t have the heart to delete it.
Nope. They were completing different.
Shit.
~*~*~
Kurt was so confused on what to do. He got a strange message from someone, who most likely is stalking him, telling him to go out with Blaine. ‘No, it’s the fucking first day. I have standards,’ he repeated in his mind.
He lied on his bed to get some rest; he was finally starting to drift off when a soft rapping came from the door. ‘Maybe if I ignore them, they’ll go away.’
Totally did not happen.
“Ughh… WHAT?!” he yelled at Nick, Jeff, Thad, & Justin.
“You okay?” Jeff asked, sort of scared.
Kurt sighed and ran his fingers through his chestnut brown hair. “Just fine.” He tried to close the door but Thad’s foot stopped it.
“So if you’re ‘just fine’ then we can hang out, right?” he asked.
Kurt sighed again & reluctantly opened the door. “Come in.”
They all came in with a pleased look spreading across their faces. Kurt went back to his bed.
“So…spill. Why did you ditched?” Nick asked, falling to his side.
“I said I’m fine,” Kurt told him.
“I’m fine,’” Nick mocked. “P’fft, do you think we believe that?”
“You can believe whatever you want,” he simply stated.
“Kurt, Blaine wants to be your boyfriend, like really bad-” he tried.
“I already have a boyfriend!” Kurt exclaimed without thinking.
“Wait-what?” they all asked in unison.
“Who?” Justin asked.
“Umm..uhh..” Kurt searched for a name, “..SEBASTIAN!”
“WHAT?!” they all shouted in unison once more.
‘Shit, why was he the first one to pop in my mind?!’
‘Uhh..yeah. Sebastian & I are- we are d-dating,” Kurt looked like he was going to die trying to get the words out.
“You hear that killer? The princess is mine,” a familiar voice announced outside.
Sebastian.
With Blaine.
Shit.
Blaine looked at him with hurt, watery eyes. He shook his head and left.
Kurt gulped. ‘I think I just broke Blaine.’