June 24, 2012, 1:16 p.m.
Life Started When I Met You: The End At Last
E - Words: 1,481 - Last Updated: Jun 24, 2012 Story: Complete - Chapters: 21/21 - Created: Apr 06, 2012 - Updated: Jun 24, 2012 787 0 6 0 1
Mr. Schue assigned the club the task to sing a song that means something to you, something you’ve been wanting to say but couldn’t. That led to the conversation between the curly head boy and countertenor in the latter’s bedroom. “So Kurt, do you know what you want to sing tomorrow in glee?” Blaine asked lounging back on Kurt’s chest.
Kurt played with the loose curls he convinced Blaine to let lie. “Oh like I’m going to tell you. It’s a secret hun, you’re just going to have to wait till tomorrow afternoon to find out!” Blaine let out an audible groan that made Kurt chuckle. The two spent the night having dinner with the Hudmels and almost fell asleep in each other’s arms.
The next day couldn’t come faster from either boy and just as quickly as everything else had gone by in the last few months, so did their school day to the joy of everyone.
Sitting through Rachel’s hundredth love song to Finn and his in turn, as well as Tina’s teary song Kurt and Blaine’s hands never left the other. As Blaine’s turn came up, Kurt was getting anxious to hear what he has to say. Then Blaine started talking. “As you all know this song is obviously for Kurt.” Turning his attention towards his boyfriend, Blaine continued. “I love you so much Kurt, no matter what has happened in the past. It’s the past for a reason. Listen well because this is Your Song.” With a flick of his hand towards the band, Elton John’s melodies started playing.
It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live
Kurt could feel the tears building up in his eyes and couldn’t contain his happiness at the thought of this gorgeous man singing being his. His love was ever growing by the minute and Kurt could definitely see his future in line with Blaine’s.
If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you
And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world
If anything, Kurt should be the one saying how wonderful life was with Blaine in the world. Everything in their relationship started flying past Kurt’s eyes. Standing in the Anderson’s kitchen for the first time and laying his eyes on the beauty that Blaine Anderson is. Singing with him. Every kiss. The fights. The accident. Every feeling, thought, action passed through his mind watching Blaine sing to him.
I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on
So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen
The line about his eyes was a little clich� he had to admit, but he loved it all the same. Blaine finished and Kurt jumped up to give him a bone crushing hug. “I love you.” Was whispered into Blaine’s ear and he repeated the words right back. Mr. Schue gestured for Kurt to sing next so he watched as Blaine sat back down. With wet eyes Kurt started on the prepared speech he had for this moment.
“As you can all remember, back in September I wasn’t like this. I wasn’t happy, I was much more bitchy and I didn’t like many people. Then someone you all know well came into my life and changed me for the better. He took the time to know me and treat me a way that no one else had. I grew from our relationship and I fell in love with him. Every day with him is a gift and I wouldn’t trade it for anything. I’ve made my fair share of mistakes and have hurt him. This song is for you Blaine. An apology, a promise, and it’s completely true. So here it is.” Kurt ended with a smile and when he heard the song start he felt the nerves drip away. Looking towards Blaine, locking gazes with him, he sang.
Cold as ice
And more bitter than a December
Winter night
That's how I treated you
And I know that I
I sometimes tend to lose my temper
And I cross the line
Yeah that's the truth
I know it gets hard sometimes
But I could never
Leave your side
No matter what I say
Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now,
But I really need you near me to
Keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave I would have left by now,
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know myself
A flood of emotions soared through Kurt and he could admit to only recognizing half of them. This song was his way of telling Blaine how much he was sorry and how much he needed him in his life. He hoped that he could convey every thought into the song.
All along
I tried to pretend it didn't matter
If I was alone
But deep down I know
If you were gone
For even a day I wouldn't know which way to turn
Cause I'm lost without you.
I know it gets hard sometimes
But I could never
Leave your side
No matter what I say
Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now,
But I really need you near me to
Keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave I would have left by now,
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know myself
The song expressed him completely, and he was so glad that he found it. Kurt could see that Blaine had tears in his eyes and that made Kurt start crying again as well. Belting out the final lyrics was all Kurt was focused on.
I get kind of dark
Let it go too far
I can be obnoxious at times
But try and see my heart
Cause I need you need now
So don't let me down
You're the only thing in this world I would die without
Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now,
But I really need you near me to
Keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave I would have left by now
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know myself
Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now,
But I really need you near me to
Keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave I would have left by now,
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know myself
Blaine was the one person who knew Kurt better than himself and everyone knew it too. Mercedes couldn’t even say she knew Kurt as well as Blaine did. Blaine knew every little quirk, habit, like, dislike, and feeling that Kurt had. Knowing all of this was the one reason Kurt could trust Blaine completely.
Blaine got out of his seat and gave Kurt a hug and light peck on the cheek much like before. The two sat back down, closer to each other than before watching the rest of the group sing. Kurt rested his head on Blaine’s shoulder and felt a kiss being placed on his head. Kurt was waiting to start his future with Blaine and he knew he would get there.
Kurt never wanted to do anything in his life without Blaine, and now he knew that being alone wasn’t even a possibility anymore. From then on, Kurt always told himself that his life never really started until that fateful day the Anderson’s moved in across the street.
Comments
EPILOGUE PLEASE!
I'll think about it ;)
OH MY GOD OH MY GOD WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS SHIT MY FEELINGS OH GOD DEAR LORD WE ARE NO LONER ON SPEAKING TERMS JESUS THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL EM I CAN'T
Calm your emotions Michelle. You know you love me beyond compare. SO SHUSH. THIS WHOLE THING WAS FOR YOU ANYWAYS!
Awwwh :')So cute, I loved it<3You're awesome!
Thanks! <3