Sept. 15, 2012, 1:28 p.m.
Teach Me What You Know: Lesson 11: Making Amends
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The mention of Blaine's name pulled Kurt out of his daze. 'Blaine will lead us in our performance in Dalton's annual talent show' Wes announced. Suddenly Kurt was angry at his boyfriend.
I know he doesn't ask for all the solos but he doesn't exactly offer them to anyone else either! Kurt thought, Blaine smiling too much at his solo to notice the look of anger of Kurt's face.
Rage and what Kurt now realised was jealousy filled him as they practised the choreography for the song for the talent show. Blaine walked over to Kurt after Wes dismissed him. 'From what I can tell this song is going to be awesome' Blaine said, smiling.
'Why because you've got the solo in it?' Kurt said, trying not to sound too angry.
Blaine's smile vanished at the harshness in Kurt's voice. 'No, but I think we need to discuss this back in my room'
Kurt nodded, not wanting to make a scene for once. They walked to Blaine's dorm in silence, both not really wanting to argue with each other. They sat on Blaine's bed, Kurt finding it hard to look at him.
'What is this about Kurt? We are best friends as well as boyfriends, you have never got angry at me before' Blaine said.
This seemed to light a spark of anger in Kurt due to the underlying implication that Blaine was the victim. 'Well I've never noticed how much you enjoy getting all the solos before!' Kurt shot back, voice slightly raised.
'Do I detect a hint of jealousy?' Blaine asked incredulously.
'You detect a lot of jealously. Now I am your boyfriend I thought you might try and let them give me a solo for a change' Kurt replied, his voice dangerously calm.
Blaine misunderstood what Kurt was implying and said: 'what, so you thought you would sleep with me so I would get you some solos!' , Blaine regretting saying this as soon as he saw the look of pure shock and hurt on Kurt's face.
'If you really think that's why I had sex with you then you don't know me at all!' Kurt said his voice high with indignation.
'Kurt I-I'm S r' Blaine began, reaching for Kurt as Kurt got off the bed.
'Bye Blaine' Kurt said, tears in his eyes, as he walked out of the room. Blaine stared after him in shock, his hand still reaching out for him. 'Kurt, what have I done?' he asked the empty room. He suddenly came to his senses and ran out of room and saw to his dismay that Kurt was no where to be seen. Standing in the empty hallway Blaine felt a single tear roll down his face.
Determined to fix this he grabbed his phone from his pocked and dialled Kurt's number. He reached the answer machine. Another tear escaped when he heard Kurt's voice on the answer machine: You have reached my answer machine, probably doing my moisturiser routine so I'll call you back.
Kurt never turned his phone off. Blaine knew he had messed up big time. He gripped his phone tightly, determined. 'I will find you Kurt and fix this I swear.' Blaine stated, running off down the corridor.
Kurt was sitting at a table, tears running down his face. He didn't mean it did he? Kurt thought. We all say things we don't mean when we are angry. But he had no right to be angry!
He rested his head on the table, trying to control his sobs. If he is sorry why isn't he chasing after me begging me to forgive him? Kurt thought sadly.
Unknown to Kurt, Blaine had already gone to Kurt's dorm room, the choir room, the library, had called a now worried Finn (who had promised not to tell Burt in order for Blaine to live) and was now searching the streets near the school.
Where is he? Where would he go? Blaine thought, determined to not give up. He stopped dead in his tracks when he saw the sign of the Lima Bean caf� a few yards ahead of him. Of course! We spent so much time there together I would go there too! Blaine thought, running towards the coffee shop.
He saw Kurt with his head on their usual coffee table through the window. 'Kurt' Blaine whispered, so annoyed with him for hurting his Kurt.
'Kurt!' Blaine exclaimed, bursting into the coffee shop, causing Kurt to raise his head and look at him in surprise.
'Blaine?' Kurt asked in confusion, having had convinced himself that he was unworthy of Blaine.
Blaine sat down opposite Kurt and went to take one of Kurt's hands but Kurt pulled his hands back, determined to not let Blaine be forgiven so easily.
'What do you want Blaine?' Kurt said, annoyed that he had to continue to be hostile to Blaine but wanted to protect his pride.
'Just hear me out ok' Blaine said, the pain evident in his voice. Kurt nodded, still not facing him.
'I am so sorry Kurt. I have been out of my mind trying to find you ever since you left.' Kurt's resolve broke slightly at the news that Blaine had been trying to make amends after all.
'I misunderstood what you meant and so lashed out. Of course I realised my mistake. You would be the last person to use me Kurt and It is my own insecurities that made me think that you would.' Blaine continued.
Kurt looked back at Blaine, confusion written on his face. 'What insecurities?' Kurt whispered.
Blaine smiled sadly and replied: 'you're so amazing Kurt, I always wondered what you saw in me' Kurt's mouth hung open in shock. How did the confident, Dapper Blaine Anderson question what Kurt saw in him?
'You're the amazing one!' Kurt said, knowing he should still be angry at him but Blaine looked so genuine he couldn't be.
'Thanks Kurt, but I don't feel so amazing right now. Please don't leave me! I can't live without you because I love you.' Blaine said, not caring how desperate he sounded.
Kurt's resolve washed away completely at the complete look of genuine regret and love on Blaine's face.
'Oh Blaine I will never say goodbye to you' Kurt cried, grabbing Blaine and pulling him into a desperate and passionate kiss.
Blaine sighed with relief into the kiss, wrapping his arms tightly around Kurt's body pulling him impossibly closer. Blaine deepened the kiss, both boys unconcerned that there were probably hostile people in the coffee shop.
As Kurt moaned, they suddenly realised that it was probably best if they made up in private, rather than in front of potential homophobes.
'Let's go back to the dorms' Kurt whispered, sending chills down Blaine's spine. They ran hand in hand out of the coffee shop.
They practically ran back to Kurt's room, the anger from their fight turning into heated passion. Once in his room, Kurt pushed Blaine backwards onto his bed, kissing him so passionately that Blaine forgot his own name. The combination of: the anger that had now turned into lust and the tension at the prospect of never being with Blaine again, caused Kurt to rip Blaine's buttons in a hurry to get his shirt off so fast.
Blaine gasped at Kurt eagerness and undid his own belt, whipping his trousers and boxers off in one quick motion. Kurt smiled mischievously at Blaine, a plan forming in his mind. He undid his own shirt, discarding it after getting off the bed.
Blaine groaned in frustration at the distance between them. 'I am just getting something.' Kurt said wickedly, grabbing something from his wardrobe. He sprung onto the bed, pinning Blaine body with his own. Blaine moaned loudly, feisty Kurt still being a major turn on for him.
'You're sorry aren't you Blaine? Kurt said in an alluring voice.
'Yes' Blaine hissed as Kurt rubbed his clothed cock over his freed one.
'So you would do anything to make it up to me?' Kurt asked, grinding harder into him.
'Anything' Blaine replied, being genuine despite the arousal in his voice.
'Good because you're a bad boy who needs to be punished.' Kurt whispered, tying Blaine's arms to the bed posts with his favourite scarves.
'I do love scarves. This is the best use of them.' Kurt whispered into Blaine's ear before using two more scarves to attach Blaine's legs to the other end of the bed.
Blaine's eyes were wide as he watched Kurt tie him up. He had a feeling they were about to have the best make up sex in the history of the world. Smirking, got off the bed then took off his trousers, keeping eye contact as he shimmied his boxer briefs off his legs.
Kurt approached Blaine slowly, as he climbed onto the bed like a predator stalking his prey. Blaine watched Kurt in a trance as he straddled him, running his hands up and down Blaine's chest.
Blaine gasped into Kurt's mouth as Kurt raked his nails down his chest as he kissed him fiercely. 'Kurt' Blaine begged, wanting Kurt so badly it hurt.
Kurt smirked in triumph and said: 'now who's begging!' kissing his neck slowly before biting and sucking giving Blaine a large hickey.
'You will always be mine Blaine just as I am yours' Kurt growled, biting his collar bone.
Blaine yelped wishing he could reach out and tug Kurt's soft, brown hair. Kurt kissed down Blaine's muscular legs then caressed his thighs with his tongue. Blaine shivered underneath Kurt, calling his name desperately. Kurt sat on his heals, grabbing the bottle of lube from his bedside draw as an idea struck him.
'I'm going to get myself all ready for you baby' Kurt said alluringly, putting lube on his fingers before adding: 'and then I am going to ride you as you remain powerless'
Blaine let out a strangled groan, unable to form words at Kurt's statement.
His eyes widened as he watched as Kurt raise himself up on his knees and enter one finger into himself. I want to do that do to him so bad, Blaine thought as Kurt moaned at the pleasure-pain of his own finger filling him.
'Oh Blaine I can't wait to ride you' Kurt moaned as he entered another finger. Blaine tried to free himself from the soft restraints that were keeping him from his lover but failed.
The room was filled with Kurt's loud moans and Blaine's ragged breathing as Kurt entered another finger and began to fuck himself with them. Blaine whined, so desperate for Kurt's fingers to be his cock. 'K-Kurt. Please!' Blaine begged, feeling the most submissive and desperate than he had ever been.
'OK baby if you insist' Kurt said, removing his fingers and rubbing lube on Blaine's dick, Blaine groaning at the contact. Kurt positioned himself at Blaine's entrance, slightly shaking at the anticipation of riding Blaine.
Blue met brown as they stared at each other, as Kurt slowly impaled himself on Blaine's dick. Kurt let out a gasp as he was fully filled by Blaine, looking at Blaine's eyes screwed tight with pleasure.
Kurt held onto Blaine's hips as his body tried to accommodate Blaine's size. Soon enough he was ready, slowly rising off Blaine's cock before slowly coming back down onto it, earning a groan and a shudder from Blaine.
'Faster Kurt, please ride me' Blaine pleaded, the tight heat of Kurt surrounding his length becoming too much. Kurt rose off Blaine again, this time slamming back down both crying out in ecstasy as Kurt's prostate was nearly hit directly. Blaine wanted to hold onto Kurt body as he rode him but being powerless was still arousing.
Kurt's teasing of Blaine and the intense emotions of both previous anger and lust meant that Blaine wasn't going to last long. Kurt began to ride Blaine faster and faster panting and groaning as he watched Blaine tense and convulse beneath him.
As he pushed himself particularly hard onto Blaine he cried out as his prostate was hit, the sound pushing Blaine closer and closer to the edge. 'Kurt!' Blaine cried out, trying to warn him of his approaching orgasm.
'Hang on baby I'm nearly there!' Kurt said, riding Blaine harder and faster, his hair slick with sweat as his body used all his strength to bring them both to orgasm. Kurt gripped Blaine's hips so hard that it was sure to leave bruises but Kurt was too far gone to care and so was Blaine.
'Blaine, Blaine, Blaine!' Kurt chanted like a prayer, feeling his orgasm approaching. He began to ride Blaine slower but more forcefully, hitting his prostate with more force.
'Come with me Blaine!' Kurt cried as he released onto their stomachs. The look of complete bliss on Kurt's face as he climaxed caused Blaine to let go, filling Kurt up with his warm come. Kurt got off Blaine, untying Blaine in a post-orgasm daze, kissing the angry marks left by the scarves.
Blaine collapsed as soon as he was untied, completely worn out. Kurt held him tenderly, completely amazed at how mind blowing that was and so relieved that they were still together.
'If our make up sex is that good maybe we should fight more often' Blaine said sleepily causing Kurt to laugh.
'I agree but maybe next time we can just fight over which Disney movie is the best' Kurt suggested.
Blaine smiled and hugged Kurt tighter so glad he could touch him again and that he had managed to fix things.
'I love you Kurt I'm so sorry.' Blaine said.
'I know you are and I love you too' Kurt said as they both drifted off to sleep, exhausted from their eventful day.