KPOV

When Kurt lost consciousness he felt in a fitful dream.

He once again was on a roof. Lots of lights were around him. And he was dressed in a suit. He didn’t know what was happening but he was sure that he was there before.

He went further to the middle of the roof and saw a valerian and stepped closer to it. He had no idea what was happening in that moment. But he slightly heard music from behind. And he knew that song.

From the distance he heard a soft voice. He voice he had heard before and knew well. The voice got closer to him but he couldn’t see who that person was. He could only imagine who that would be. But he was sure he knew that man. Yes, it was a man. And he liked that man. Very much.

The focus on the other man got clearer and clearer and his voice got louder and louder.

Kurt smiled to himself since it was his favorite song of all times. And he always imagined it to be his wedding song.

The other figure got even closer to him and he could see that it was Blaine who was singing to him. Once again. Like when he watched 'Moulin Rouge' with his dad. But this dream right now felt so much realer.

Blaine put his hand on his hip and took his hand with his other hand – so that they were dancing together while he sang the whole time. ‘Come What May’ was his to-go-song and he loved it.

“You look beautiful. My husband!” Blaine whispered into his ear. “I’m so proud to call you mine from now on. Not that you weren’t mine before. But now it is official.”

“Wait. We are married? Like married married?”

“Yes, Silly. Where were you when you gave me your vows?”

“I gave you what?”

“You and I exchanged our vows earlier and we both said ‘I do’ in front of all our friends and family. And you make me the happiest person on earth right now!”

“We … We did?”

“Yes, we did. I was there and so were you.”

“But … But you are my teacher. How is that even possible?”

Blaine laughed wholeheartedly at this and pulled the other man closer to himself.

“That actually was a long time ago, sweetie. You finished high school like two years ago. And we both moved to New York since you got accepted to NYADA and you didn’t want to leave me behind.”

“So, does this mean we are not in the closet any more?” Kurt asked still not really understanding what was happening in that moment.

“Sweetie, yes we are. Look around. We are in New York City. Your family is here and so is mine. They all accept us and what we just did. And they are happy for us. Just look around, honey.”

And so he did. He saw his dad dancing with a beautiful woman who wasn’t his mum and who he wasn’t familiar with. He saw Finn in the other corner of the room who gave him a thumps-up. And he could even see people of his glee club dancing with them. And everyone was wearing smiles on their faces.

He even saw another elderly couple dancing with them and he thought that they looked familiar and a lot like Blaine. Gosh, that are his parents. His parents-in-law. They look just like him. They waved over to them and he waved back – without knowing any of them. Then he looked further into the room and saw Cooper Anderson. Wait, that Cooper Anderson? The one from the TV commercials? What is he doing here. Wait, Anderson as in Blaine Anderson? What is going on here?

He was really confused now,

“What is Cooper Anderson doing here? Care to explain?” He asked Blaine confused.

“Can’t you connect the dots, honey?”

“Obviously I can’t…!”

“He is my brother. And the both of you get along really well. Too well for my liking. Sometimes I think you like him more than me. But now we are married, I think he will get the picture.” Blaine said and winked at him.

Cooper waved now over at the both of them and looked truly happy for them as well. Kurt still couldn’t believe what was happening or what he missed. And how he even got to this point.

“But … But how did that even happen?” He asked his boy… no, husband.

“What do you mean? Don’t you remember a thing from all those past years?” Blaine asked concern in his voice.

“I … I no. I don’t. I remember that I went over to your place after you kissed me in the kitchen. And that we were watching movies. And kissed again, I guess.” He said blushing.

“Yes, that’s all true. And then you left my home to get to your home.”

“That I also know. But then. Nothing. What happened, Blaine?”

“I don’t know, Kurt. I can’t tell you. Maybe you should wake up so you can tell me. I love you, Kurt. Please, wake up… Please… I already miss you so much!”

Kurt started to cry now. Tears were running down his face. He couldn’t remember what had happened in all those years. The only thing he can remember is a car. A very fast car.

And that the car didn’t stop. The other person was crashing into him. And he could only think about Blaine in this moment… Nothing else.

I have to wake up from this nightmare. No, it’s beautiful here. But I want to know what happened. And I can’t leave my dad alone in this world. He needs me and I need him. He is the only thing left in my world. My mum is already gone. And I can’t do this to him.

And then there is Blaine. My beautiful Blaine. I can’t leave him like this. Not when we only got closer a few hours ago. I need to tell him that I want to be his boyfriend. I don’t care if I’m his student. I want to be with him. I want to marry him – at least some day. But I really want to kiss him again.

“Blaine, where are you?”

“Blaine? Baby? BLAINE!”

By now he was shaking from side to side in his bed and shaking his legs. He didn’t know what was happening at this moment. He felt stuck to a bed or something. He tried to move his hands but he couldn’t. 

He felt a hand which was holding his own hand. And he felt a pair of lips on his face. He knew who those lips belonged to. And he wanted to kiss them so badly.

“BLAINE!” With his last scream of Blaine’s name he slowly opened his eyes and looked into a pair of hazel eyes which were full of tears. And he didn’t know why...