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March 24, 2013, 10:34 a.m.


Finding Yourself: Chapter 7


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Story: Closed - Chapters: 20/? - Created: Jun 20, 2012 - Updated: Apr 13, 2022
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Author's Notes: hey guys! this chapter was hard for to me to write and i think its cause im pretty tired today and also i suck at writing dramatic situations but i hope you like! reviews make my day!!

 

Chapter 7

 

Kurt found himself being pulled into the small washroom stall, and then being pressed back against the door that had been pushed closed by Blaine. Both boys were panting and Kurt couldn't help but get hard at the sight of Blaine being so out of control.


"Blaine what are you doing?" Kurt was able to whisper out, as Blaine fisted his hand tighter into his shirt and brought his face so close to Kurt's that he could feel Blaine's breath on his lips.


"I don't know." Blaine answered, his voice deep and rough.


Truth was Blaine knew exactly what he was doing. He knew that he was in a bathroom stall that seemed to be getting hotter by the second with a boy that he had gotten off with barely 4 days ago. He knew that he had promised himself to not give into his urges. He knew that the second he let his mind take over that this would be all over. So instead of thinking he smashed his and Kurt's lips together, moaning loudly.


Kurt was surprised as Blaine forced his tongue into his mouth. He knew that this wasn't a good idea and that it would hurt so much more than before after it ended but as Blaine began tracing his tongue over his lips he decided to fuck it and bask in the moment. Kurt groaned and pushed forward wanting to taste more of Blaine, wrapping his hand around Blaine's neck, ignoring his back that was screaming in pain from being pushed up against the wall so abruptly by Blaine. He gripped Blaine's neck tighter moving his fingers up to tangle into the loose curls at the bottom of his neck. Kurt experimentally pulled on Blaine's hair making the shorter boy arch his neck and gasp. Kurt couldn't help but latch his lips onto Blaine's long exposed neck, listening to Blaine's moaning and cursing.


Blaine was surprised at how much he was enjoying the movement of Kurt's lips on his neck and the alternating tugs in his hair. He never thought that hair pulling and neck sucking would be one of his fetishes. He arched his neck further back hoping that Kurt would take advantage of the newly exposed skin. Suddenly somewhere in the back of his mind something clicked. Why was he enjoying this so much?! He wasn't supposed to! He knew that he would have to stop this, if he was serious about keeping the promise that he had made to himself.  So he did. But problem was Kurt wasn't listening.


"Stop." Blaine panted out, struggling to keep his eyes open. Kurt groaned and sucked harder on his neck.


"Kurt. Stop." Blaine said this time louder as Kurt grazed his tongue on Blaine's chest and then traveled all the way up to his earlobe. Blaine moaned uncontrollably as Kurt began nibbling on his earlobe.


"I said stop it you fag!" Blaine shouted suddenly, pushing Kurt away from him.


Kurt fell back onto the stall door stunned and disappointed. Had Blaine actually just called him that? It hurt. Kurt hated to admit it but being called a fag hurt. He understood know how it felt for those kids that had the misfortune of being picked on by the bullies at the school. He quickly stared at the ground hoping that Blaine wouldn't see the tears beginning to form in his eyes. He had never felt so embarrassed! How could he have been so stupid! He should have just let Blaine deal with being hard in the middle of the day.


After calming himself and feeling the urge to cry disappear, Kurt slowly brought his eyes up to meet Blaine's, who was standing at the other end of the stall.  Both boys stared at each other for what felt like hours. Blaine was struggling for words. Should he apologize? He had just called him a fag. Or should he simply walk away? He knew deep down that what he had done was horrible and even though Kurt thought he was hiding it well, Blaine could see that it had hurt him, and that killed Blaine. He pushed aside the part of his brain screaming at him that he had done the right thing if he intended on keeping the promise he had made and let the part that wanted to care and comfort Kurt take over. The tense air was sliced through with Kurt's musical voice.


"Blaine I understand that this is hard for you, but you don't have to be like this." Kurt said hesitantly keeping eye contact with Blaine.


Blaine took a deep breath and slowly stepped towards Kurt till their chests were practically touching. He placed his hands on each of Kurt's porcelain cheeks staring deep into Kurt's blue eyes. Blaine shut his eyes and softly placed his lips onto Kurt's. Kurt shivered and shut his eyes, his heart fluttering. The kiss was soft and tender and was so much more intimate then the night at the party.


But the kiss was short lived as Blaine pulled away, coming back to his old self before pushing past Kurt and walking out of the stall.

Kurt knew what the kiss meant. It said what Blaine wasn't able to say. Kurt trembled as he brought his fingers up to his quivering lips, sighing. He shut his eyes and leaned back against one of the walls of the stall, more in love then ever.




 

End Notes: there ya go! i hope you liked and please review! thank you so so much for reading! xoxo

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Hey! Thank you so much for the update! I'm in vacation and it's nice to have something to read from my favorite stories!  Wow! You've managed to surprise me! I didn't see Blaine pushing Kurt away at all but I guess it makes more sense like this and better defines Blaine's character! I can't wait for more! Your writing has improved immensely, i have to say! though I feel some things, explanations, practical details still missing. You leave a lot for the readers to figure out themselves and while sometimes it's a good thing, it can be overestimated. It's like.. It's like trying to picture the outlook of a person by looking at his skeleton.  I can give you an idea of what I, as a reader, am missing in this story. For example lets take the previous chapter when Kurt goes to the washroom to change. This is what happens in my head: Why did he go to he washroom to change instead of using the locker room like everyone else? Did anyone notice this? Has it something to do with Brittany being there or was he just reluctant to change on from of other boys? While he was on his way to the washroom did he realize that Blaine was there? Or did he forget? He couldn't have forgotten if Blaine had his attention earlier. If he knew Blaine was there how did he feel about finding himself alone with the boy? When he got inside the washroom, did he go straight to the stall or stopped to catch a glimpse of himself in the mirror first? Was there anyone else in the washroom? How comfortable did he find changing in a stall? With those tight jeans too! How long did it take for him to notice the noises coming from Blaine's stall? Did he immediately realize that it was Blaine? How did he feel when he understood that Blaine is jerking off so close to him? Once changed where did he put his clothes? When he left the stall and decided to knock on Blaine's door, did he do it with his clothes in hand? Why did he knock?  And here's a part I just don't understand. Why did Blaine open to stall door? Like just... why? Did he know it was kurt? How could he? Kurt had not said a word In the washroom and his appearance was obviously concealed by he door. Plus as I imagine it, Blaine had his shorts and boxer somewhere around his legs and hand on his cock jerking off.  He didn't even come. So while in that position he hears a mysterious knock on the stall door. First thought? I'd say panic. He fears that someone has heard him and figured everything out. So I really can't see what made him pull up his shorts and boxers and open the door. Plus he probably knew that those shorts do a lousy job at concealing boners. Anyway, When Blaine opens the door what does Kurt see? You mentioned Blaine's eyes full of lust but even if it was the only thing Kurt saw, the reader needs more. I've often encountered situations in books when he writer gives a full description of he place/person which I followed by "but he/she paid no attention to that" or "but the only thing he/she saw/ was focused on was...". That way the reader gets a broad picture of the situation. How did Blaine look? Did he open the door wide? And where oh where are Kurt's clothes that he changed from?? Everything that follows that scene was great! I was afraid that Blaine would turn a little soft but you've shown that he indeed has a mind of his own that can even overcome the desires of the body which for a teenage boy is impressive. And the fact that he just doesn't suddenly accept himself or agrees to give in to Kurt at the first chance makes the story 1000 times better! I simply can't wait for the inner war that's about to happen inside of Blaine!  Oh my god, you must think I'm a creep! Sorry!!! I just really like this story and I want to help! Hope I didn't scare you!!!!  Waiting for the update! Keep up the good work! I can't wait to see what's gonna happen next!!!

thank u so much for all the feedback u've been giving me throughout the story! it has helped me immensly while writing. ill make sure to be more descriptive in the next few chapters :) thank you again! xox

Honestly, when I first started reading I did not know if I would like it or not. But now....damn you, I'm hooked!! Haha I cannot wait for you to update, it's already killing me. xx

eee thank you!!! im so glad you like it!!! reviews really make my day, especially nice ones :)