Chapter 7

Kurt found himself being pulled into the small washroom stall, and then being pressed back against the door that had been pushed closed by Blaine. Both boys were panting and Kurt couldn't help but get hard at the sight of Blaine being so out of control.

"Blaine what are you doing?" Kurt was able to whisper out, as Blaine fisted his hand tighter into his shirt and brought his face so close to Kurt's that he could feel Blaine's breath on his lips.

"I don't know." Blaine answered, his voice deep and rough.

Truth was Blaine knew exactly what he was doing. He knew that he was in a bathroom stall that seemed to be getting hotter by the second with a boy that he had gotten off with barely 4 days ago. He knew that he had promised himself to not give into his urges. He knew that the second he let his mind take over that this would be all over. So instead of thinking he smashed his and Kurt's lips together, moaning loudly.

Kurt was surprised as Blaine forced his tongue into his mouth. He knew that this wasn't a good idea and that it would hurt so much more than before after it ended but as Blaine began tracing his tongue over his lips he decided to fuck it and bask in the moment. Kurt groaned and pushed forward wanting to taste more of Blaine, wrapping his hand around Blaine's neck, ignoring his back that was screaming in pain from being pushed up against the wall so abruptly by Blaine. He gripped Blaine's neck tighter moving his fingers up to tangle into the loose curls at the bottom of his neck. Kurt experimentally pulled on Blaine's hair making the shorter boy arch his neck and gasp. Kurt couldn't help but latch his lips onto Blaine's long exposed neck, listening to Blaine's moaning and cursing.

Blaine was surprised at how much he was enjoying the movement of Kurt's lips on his neck and the alternating tugs in his hair. He never thought that hair pulling and neck sucking would be one of his fetishes. He arched his neck further back hoping that Kurt would take advantage of the newly exposed skin. Suddenly somewhere in the back of his mind something clicked. Why was he enjoying this so much?! He wasn't supposed to! He knew that he would have to stop this, if he was serious about keeping the promise that he had made to himself.  So he did. But problem was Kurt wasn't listening.

"Stop." Blaine panted out, struggling to keep his eyes open. Kurt groaned and sucked harder on his neck.

"Kurt. Stop." Blaine said this time louder as Kurt grazed his tongue on Blaine's chest and then traveled all the way up to his earlobe. Blaine moaned uncontrollably as Kurt began nibbling on his earlobe.

"I said stop it you fag!" Blaine shouted suddenly, pushing Kurt away from him.

Kurt fell back onto the stall door stunned and disappointed. Had Blaine actually just called him that? It hurt. Kurt hated to admit it but being called a fag hurt. He understood know how it felt for those kids that had the misfortune of being picked on by the bullies at the school. He quickly stared at the ground hoping that Blaine wouldn't see the tears beginning to form in his eyes. He had never felt so embarrassed! How could he have been so stupid! He should have just let Blaine deal with being hard in the middle of the day.

After calming himself and feeling the urge to cry disappear, Kurt slowly brought his eyes up to meet Blaine's, who was standing at the other end of the stall.  Both boys stared at each other for what felt like hours. Blaine was struggling for words. Should he apologize? He had just called him a fag. Or should he simply walk away? He knew deep down that what he had done was horrible and even though Kurt thought he was hiding it well, Blaine could see that it had hurt him, and that killed Blaine. He pushed aside the part of his brain screaming at him that he had done the right thing if he intended on keeping the promise he had made and let the part that wanted to care and comfort Kurt take over. The tense air was sliced through with Kurt's musical voice.

"Blaine I understand that this is hard for you, but you don't have to be like this." Kurt said hesitantly keeping eye contact with Blaine.

Blaine took a deep breath and slowly stepped towards Kurt till their chests were practically touching. He placed his hands on each of Kurt's porcelain cheeks staring deep into Kurt's blue eyes. Blaine shut his eyes and softly placed his lips onto Kurt's. Kurt shivered and shut his eyes, his heart fluttering. The kiss was soft and tender and was so much more intimate then the night at the party.

But the kiss was short lived as Blaine pulled away, coming back to his old self before pushing past Kurt and walking out of the stall.

Kurt knew what the kiss meant. It said what Blaine wasn't able to say. Kurt trembled as he brought his fingers up to his quivering lips, sighing. He shut his eyes and leaned back against one of the walls of the stall, more in love then ever.