March 24, 2013, 10:34 a.m.
Finding Yourself: Chapter 18
E - Words: 1,369 - Last Updated: Mar 24, 2013 Story: Closed - Chapters: 20/? - Created: Jun 20, 2012 - Updated: Apr 13, 2022 542 0 2 0 0
Long wait again, sorry! I got very busy with school seeing as it was the last few weeks before holidays. But now I have a two week break so hopefully I'll have some time to write! *fingers crossed* And I am blown away by all the great reviews I got on the last chapter so thank you so much to any of you who commented!
So in this chapter, there is SMUT, well at least my attempt to it. Anyways, onto the story! Enjoy!
Chapter 18
Kurt ran up the stairs to his room with a couple of bags in hand. His dad had completely splurged on him and he had gotten a ton of new clothes. He couldn’t wait to show Blaine.
“Blainey.” Kurt sing-songed as he swung the door of his room open. He was suddenly being pulled into a tight hug. Blaine nestled his head into Kurt’s shoulder, squeezing him tightly letting out a sigh of relief. Kurt dropped his bags and hugged the smaller boy back.
“Blaine? You okay? What’s wrong?” Kurt asked worried. He pushed Blaine back to look into his eyes. Blaine pulled Kurt’s lips to his and kissed him urgently.
“I was so scared that you wouldn’t come back. I thought something happened to you.”
“Blaine I don’t understand I’m not late or anything I just texted you like 45 minutes ago.” Kurt noticed Blaine’s tense body and knew that something must have happened.
“Come hear. Tell me what’s going on sweetheart.” Kurt sat on his bed and opened his arms to Blaine. Blaine’s heart warmed at the name and he smiled as he sat down onto Kurt’s lap. Blaine curled into him and Kurt hugged his arms around him.
“Someone knows.” Blaine said, his voice barely audible.
“Blaine speak up I can’t hear you.”
“Someone knows. And it’s not my dad, I’m sure.” Blaine repeated, louder this time.
“Well how can you be sure?” Kurt asked clinging onto the small chance that it was in fact only Blaine’s dad.”
“It wasn’t Kurt. This person called my phone and their voice was just-“ Blaine struggled for words. “I can’t get it out of my head, I just have such a bad feeling about this Kurt.” Kurt’s heart raced at Blaine’s words. Thousands of questions were running through his head at once. Who, how and most importantly what would Blaine do? He never thought about it till now but Blaine had a reputation to uphold and he knew that if this ever got out that both his and Blaine’s lives, as they knew it, would be over. He was suddenly for the first time since they had gotten together, worried about his and Blaine’s future. All he could do know was show Blaine that he loved him and hope for the best.
“I got a phone call and this voice, I couldn’t recognize it but it was so hostile, it just said fag. And holy fuck all I could think what if they found you and threatened you or even worse hurt you.” Kurt’s tightened his hold around Blaine, relieved that he wasn’t thinking of leaving him. He was tempted to let his know but he knew that it would serve no good. There was no way that his dad would put off his meeting; it would only make him worried for no reason. He had to be the rational one here.
“Okay Blaine, did you try seeing the caller’s phone number? Have you tried calling back maybe?”
“No I’ve been sitting here doing nothing for the past 45 minutes.” Blaine deadpanned.
“No need to get sarcastic babe. I was just making sure.” Kurt smiled and placed a light kiss on the top of his head.
“I know, I’m sorry and I appreciate everything your trying to do but Kurt someone knows. And as much as I’m proud to be with you, I see what Azimo and Karofsky do to those kids who are, you know, a little different. I just can’ t let that happen Kurt.” Blaine sighed before adding- “And after all you’ve been through, I don’t want you having to go through it again because of me.” Blaine said, caressing Kurt’s inner thigh, wishing that his touch could make the scars, that he knew were beneath the layer of fabric, disappear.
“I love you so much do you now that?” Kurt took Blaine’s face in his hands and pulled him back so he could look him in the eyes.
“And you don’t have to worry about me. I’m stronger than you think. And no matter what happens, we’ll get through this together okay?” Kurt smiled his eyes watering as he gazed into Blaine’s gorgeous hazel eyes.
“Okay.” Blaine whispered.
Kurt pulled him into kiss. They kissed softly and tenderly; with so much raw emotion that Blaine could feel his own eyes begin to water. Deeping the kiss, Kurt pulled Blaine on top of him so they were both lying down. Kurt brought his hand down to Blaine’s ass and gripped it tightly, eliciting a breathy moan from Blaine.
“Clothes off, now.” Kurt managed to say between kisses as he felt Blaine’s hard cock pressing against his thigh.
Blaine got up and took of his shirt and pants along with his boxers, Kurt doing the same. Blaine came back over to the bad, naked. He moved over Kurt and straddled his hips. He bent down to kiss him again, lips lingering.
Blaine kissed the corner of Kurt’s mouth before moving down to his jaw. Kurt’ threw his head back, enjoying the soft suction of Blaine’s lips as they moved down his jaw and neck.
He suddenly pulled Blaine mouth back to his, not being able to bear another second of teasing. His cock was hard and he needed relief. He sucked on Blaine’s lower lip and flipped them over so he was on top. Kurt began grinding into Blaine, slow and hard, watching him come undone. Blaine gripped tightly onto Kurt’s shoulder, meeting every grind with an upwards thrust of his hips.
“Kurt, I want you to finger me. Please.” Blaine practically begged beneath him. Kurt felt himself get harder, if that was even possible, at Blaine’s words and slowed his grinds, bringing his fingers up to Blaine’s mouth. Blaine took them into his mouth and sucked on them never breaking eye contact with Kurt. Kurt watched lustfully as the boy beneath him sucked his fingers in and out of his mouth. Kurt whimpered and finally pulled out his spit-covered fingers. He brought his finger down between Blaine’s legs, and lightly circled Blaine’s hole with his index finger. Blaine shuddered as Kurt’s teased his entrance. Kurt bent down and brought their lips together, as he slowly pushed his finger into Blaine’s hole.
Blaine moaned as Kurt began thrusting his finger in and out. He thrust up against Kurt and they went back to grinding as Kurt finger fucked Blaine’s tight hole.
“More” He half moaned and spoke as Kurt began attacking his throat. Kurt wasted no time and added another finger, scissoring and crooking them, till he found the spot that made Blaine scream.
“Fuck! More Kurt!” Blaine yelled, and Kurt added another finger, mercissley thrusting his finger in and out into Blaine’s sweet spot.
It wasn’t long before Blaine could feel the tightening in his stomach.
“I’m gonna come Kurt.” Blaine said. Kurt nodded deepening their kiss, his fingers thrusting harder and faster. Blaine brought his hand down to Kurt’s leaking cock and stroked it roughly as he gripped Kurt’s shoulder tightly with his free hand. He came suddenly as Kurt bit down on his lower lip. Seeing Blaine face was enough to send Kurt over the edge. He came moaning Blaine’s name. Thick white spurts of come shot of Kurt’s dick, onto Blaine’s stomach before Kurt collapsed on top of Blaine, out of breath. Blaine felt Kurt slowly pulling his fingers out of his tight hole, whimpering at the loss. He sighed as he rested his had atop of Kurt’s and ran his fingers through his hair, enjoying Kurt’s warm breath against his chest.
“We should clean up.” Blaine said kissing Kurt’s head, before lightly pushing him up. Kurt groaned and got up slowly. He stood up and held his hand out to pull Blaine up. They both went into Kurt’s washroom and cleaned each other slowly and tenderly. After finishing they walked back into Kurt’s room. Kurt went to grab pajamas for them but was pulled back by Blaine’s arm snaking around his waist.
“I want to feel only you tonight.” Blaine said as he placed a soft kiss onto Kurt’s lips. Kurt smiled running his thumb tenderly along Blaine’s jaw before nodding, and pulling him to the bed. They got under the covers and snuggled together. They exchanged soft kisses and I love you’s before shutting their eyes and falling asleep.
Comments
This chapter was really good. I love that Blaine first thought after getting the phone call was that something could have happened to Kurt. It is so much fun to see them in love and to see them supportive of each other. I can't wait to see what happens next.
thank you for such an awesome review! you've made my day :)