I was reading the current issue of vogue when i heard my door open
" haven't you ever heard of knocking" i said annoyed not even lifting my head from the magazine
"oh do you want me to come back later?" a familiar voice said , not one i was expecting
I lifted my head and saw Blaine in the doorway with a small smile
"Blaine! sorry i thought it was Finn" i smiled . i stood up patting out the wrinkles in my clothes and walked over to Blaine wrapping my arms firmly around his neck.
"Hi" he whispered and lightly placed a kiss on my lips
"hi" I whispered back. He wrapped his arms around my waist and lifted me up, carrying me all the way to my bed. He laid my head on the pillows and climbed on top of me. He kissed my cheek , then my nose , my forehead, my other cheek and finally he kissed my lips .
He Pulled away leaving me breathless
"you take my breath away " i told him. I looked into his eyes, there was something about his eyes that i just couldn't read , like maybe there was something wrong or something that he was worried about. All i knew is that something was bothering him.
He looked away . Okay something was definitively wrong with him.
"Blaine , whats wrong honey?" I caressed the back of his neck, he got off me and laid by me sighing deeply
"My Dad and i had a fight,"he stopped his voice breaking a little but then continued taking in a deep breath "he said that he was sick of having a 'faggot' son . He asked me why i couldn't be like the other boys his friends had. You know one summer he and i rebuilt a 58 Chevy , he said it was because he wanted me to bond with him , i just think it was because he thought that getting my hands dirty might make me straight," He turned toward me with tears in his eyes, his hand reached out to cup my cheek, he looked right into my eyes " Kurt, Never take for granted the relationship you have with your dad okay? Never . I would do anything to have that kind of relationship with my dad, Just promise me okay?" he begged me.
Tears were going down my face as so were tears going down his cheeks , i nodded
"i promise Blaine, i promise" i told him , he wiped away my tears and he kissed me deeply, I kissed back , giving him everything i had in me
We laid there until my dad came in , he seemed a little un easy but had a small smile on his face
" Hey boys , dinner is ready.." he started " Kurt can i speak with you for a minute" he asked
" uh yeah of course dad, uh Blaine will you give us a minute" i told Blaine
He nodded and want outside , i looked at my dad who sat on the corner of my bed.
" hey kiddo," he smiled and patted a seat next to him , i crawled over to him and sat next to him giving him a slight smile
"um Blaine, he , he's having problems with his dad?" he asked me sounding a little awkward
" uh yeah " i said looking down , a little embarrassed that my dad might have been there the whole time listening to everything we were saying
" He's good for you , blaine is. He's a very good kid" i looked up surprised by what my dad said , something i wasnt really expecting , i smiled a little
" thanks dad"
" I can go talk to his father if he needs me too , i know , iknow how hard it can be for him , for blaine , but just tell him that I'm here , if he ever needs an adult to talk to , or carole is also here you know for anything else that maybe i can't.. help you with ." i laughed a little under my breath , my dad was never the one with awkward talks .
" thank you dad , you don't know how much that means to me " i told him , he held my hand tightly
" and you too kurt , if you ever need to talk about anything , we are here , don't ever hesitate to come to me for anything" i nodded and gave him my best smile
" come here kiddo" he held his arms out and i hugged him tightly
" I love you dad"
" i love you too kiddo , now lets go down stairs before blaine thinks we forgot about him" he chuckled
" okay " i giggled and got up after him heading upstairs with him .
Blaine was sitting in the living room with Finn playing video games, i sat next to him and i grabbed his hand, he looked at me and smiled. he put down the controller and rested his hands on mine
" What did your dad say?" he asked a little worried
" He likes you blaine, he said you were good for me. He also said that he could go talk to your dad, you know about our situation, and he said if you ever need someone to talk to he and Carole are there for us" Blaine smiled and chuckled in disbelief
" Dude where'd you go , we were about to beat this guys ass!" Finn said referring to the videogame they were playing . Blaine looked at finn.
" sorry dude ..i got distracted" he said looking at me smiling , "thank you Kurt" he whispered. He gave me a quick peck and returned to play with finn. I smiled
" Boys Dinners gonna get cold if you don't come and eat" my dad yelled from the kitchen . Finn immediately paused the game, dropped the controller and ran to the kitchen. Gosh that was Finn for you , he never passed the oppertunity to eat , and he ate a lot.
Blaine chuckled at Finn and he stood up giving me a hand to help me up .
We walked hand in hand to the dining room and sat down beside each other
Blaine looked down at the food on his plate, a Burger, fries and side salad, he smiled.
"This looks amazing Mr. Hummel , thank you " Blaine told my dad , who gave him a reasuring smile
"Call me Burt " dad said returning to his food, Blaine's hand went under the table to my knee, i slid my own hand down to reassure Blaine and gave his hand a small squeeze.
We finished eating and we returned to my room. We cuddled in my bed , my head on his chest. My fingers traced his chest while his were carressing my arms
"blaine , why are you so perfect" i asked him still playing with his chest
" i'm far from perfect kurt" he told me
" you are Perfect to me " i said looking up at him , he looked back into my blue eyes and pecked my lips. He smiled and just kept staring into my eyes, He let out a small chuckle and a tear went down his face.
"How did i get so lucky to find some one like you kurt"
"well i don't know, how did you " I smirked and gave him a cocky smile , he giggled.
BlainePOV
I looked down at the beautiful boy, with pale porcelain skin and pure blue eyes as blue as the sky, and i couldn't believe how lucky i was to have him in this moment . He never seized to impress me with his beautiful words and his smile , his voice and god, those lips that i just want to swallow whole. Kurt was everything i ever wanted in a person . He wasnt just my boyfriend , he was my best friend . He understood me , he knows that something was wrong even when i tell him i'm fine , he does his best to confort me , and he's just always there when i just need someone to talk to or cuddle , like right now. Sebatian was nothing like Kurt , come to think of it sebastian was selfish , yeah he'd be there for me , sometimes; he would never go out of his way just to help me, okay maybe in the major things he would but the small things count too and kurt is just always there.
There was no doubt in my mind that I loved Kurt . I Love Him.
" I love you." I blurted out in a soft whisper , almost to myself but loud enought that i was sure kurt had heard me.
Kurt looked at me with wide eyes . Tears began to form in his eyes and a huge smile began to form on his lips. " I love you too Blaine" He kissed me passionately , his lips fitting right into mine , like they were meant to be.
I rolled us over so i was on top of kurt . I kissed him deeply , my tounge made its was to his lips and licked them eagerly for entry. his lips parted and he let me in, my tounge exploring every inch of his delicious mouth, his tounge entered my own mouth. I gently sucked on his bottom lip and he moaned softly which made me go crazy . I pulled away from our steamy make out and i connected my lips to his neck, sucking softly on the exposed skin of my boyfriends neck . I let out a soft grunting noise that even surprised me . I went down further to the exposed skin on his from the tight v-neck t-shirt he was wearing. A moan escaped Kurt's lips and he grabbed onto my curls, it made me crazy. I wanted him so bad .
" Kurt , i want you. I want you so bad" I pulled away from his chest to meet his lips again, my hands making their way under kurts shirt
" b-blaine , no , shit cold hands, no Blaine!" he told me but that didn't stop me
" i know you want your first time to be special , in a feild of lilac with sting playing in the back ground but its just about us kurt , it us and now , what can be more perfect Kurt!" i kissed him deeply and moved back to trying to take off his shirt.
"blaine stop!" he tried pushing me off and i saw tears in his eyes. Suddenly realizing what i was doing, i quickly got off him and sat on the corner of the bed away from him.
"Fuck! " I Hissed in frustration . I turned to kurt and saw him wiping away his tears , he looked a bit shaken up . I wasnt who he thought i was , but he didn't know that.
I crawled over to him and reached out to hold him . He flinched at first and i felt horrible but then he relaxed at my touch and he layed against my chest
"I'm so sorry Kurt " i whispered as a tear went down my face. I held him tightly and kissed his head. " I should have controlled myself , i should have stop when you told me , but i was thinking with my stupid dick and not with my head . i Swear it will never happen again Kurt. I promise."
" I'm sorry too blaine, i know how hard this is for you , but i'm just not ready for that yet"
" i totally respect that kurt , I love you baby"
" i Love you too blaine"