Sept. 11, 2013, 9:32 a.m.
Everything Will Fall To Pieces
Not The Same Without You: February.
K - Words: 969 - Last Updated: Sep 11, 2013 Story: Complete - Chapters: 12/12 - Created: Aug 25, 2013 - Updated: Apr 13, 2022 119 0 0 0 0
February was a painful month for Kurt. After having such an amazing Christmas and New Years with Blaine, it should've been easier for him to be away, but at the same time it was harder because he'd gotten used to having Blaine with him again.
What Kurt was dreading the most about February, however, was that he had to spend Valentines Day without Blaine. He was stuck at school, miles and miles away from the person that he loved on a day celebrating love.
Something that didn't help, was seeing Nick and Jeff all over each other – even more than usual.
Simply put, he missed Blaine. Like crazy.
"You okay?" Nick asked one night when Kurt let out an overly dramatic sigh after studying for two hours straight.
"I'm miserable." Kurt replied, practically throwing his textbook on the floor.
"Why?" Nick asked, moving from his bed over to Kurt's and sitting at the edge of it. "What's wrong?"
"I miss Blaine and it's almost valentines day and everyone's all mushy and...ugh."
"But you saw him last month."
"I know but I just...I guess I'm still not used to not seeing him everyday."
"You can still Skype him though, can't you?"
"Yeah but it's not the same. Then again nothing's the same without Blaine."
"Why don't you call him? I'm going to meet Jeff anyway so you'll have the room to yourself."
"Yeah...I guess."
"I'll see you later." Nick smiled, quietly leaving the room as Kurt dialled Blaine's number.
"Hey!" Blaine exclaimed down the phone.
"Hey," Kurt replied, laughing slightly at the excitement in his boyfriends voice.
"Is everything okay?"
"Yup, I just miss you...a lot."
"I miss you a lot too," Blaine replied. "Can I just kidnap you and lock you away in my apartment?"
"It's worrying how okay I would be with that."
"Unfortunately I can't do that," Blaine laughed. "I'm sorry."
"Fine," Kurt sighed dramatically. "Leave me here in Ohio, I'll be fine."
"I love you so much."
"I love you too," Kurt giggled. "You've managed to make me feel better already."
"Why, what was wrong?"
"Ugh, nothing. I was just being a moody teenager."
"I find that hard to believe," Blaine laughed. "Seriously, what was wrong?"
"It sounds stupid." Kurt groaned.
"Kurt."
"It's nothing I was just...I was annoyed because all I've been seeing recently is Nick and Jeff all mushy with each other because it's valentines day soon and I got jealous because I can't be mushy with you."
"That's not stupid," Blaine replied. "I get it. Trust me, New York is full of mushy people."
"I miss you so much, Blaine," Kurt replied seriously. "It's driving me crazy."
"I know baby. I miss you too."
"Blaine," Kurt said shakily, biting his lip. "I..."
"Your tone of voice is starting to scare me."
"I don't know how much longer I can go on missing you like this."
"Why does it sound like you're trying to break up with me?" Blaine asked worriedly, clenching his eyes shut.
"I'm not I just...I don't want to lie to you and that's how I feel right now."
"I know...I know that it's hard. There are times when I miss you so bad, it feels like the world is ending. But I get through it because I love you and I know that you're worth it."
"I just really, really wish you were here." Kurt replied, and Blaine could tell that he was crying.
"I know, baby," Blaine said, blinking his own tears back. "But I'm still there with you. All of the time."
"I love you so much." Kurt cried.
"I love you too, forever."
As it was Friday, Kurt went home later that evening and spent most of the night in his bedroom until Burt threatened to take his Vogue collection away unless he went downstairs.
"I'm here," Kurt groaned, pulling a chair out at the kitchen table and sitting opposite his dad. "Now why did you force me down here?"
"Firstly, I only see you three times a week so I shouldn't need a reason to want you to come down here instead of hole yourself up in your room," Burt explained as Kurt slumped down in his seat. "Secondly, I have something for you." He said, sliding a white envelope towards him.
Kurt looked at the envelope which had no writing on it and raised his eyebrow at his dad.
"Open it." Burt laughed.
Kurt took the envelope and carefully opened it, almost screaming when he saw what was inside. Tucked carefully inside the small white envelope was a plane ticket to New York.
"Oh my god...Dad!" Kurt exclaimed.
"Blaine called me a few weeks ago and suggested it, and I know you've been missing him a lot so... It's not until next month, but-" Burt was cut off by his excited son jumping out of his seat and enveloping him in an extremely tight hug, causing him to laugh.
"Thank you!" Kurt squealed happily.
"You're welcome," Burt laughed. "But you should probably call Blaine and thank him, it was his idea. He also convinced me to let you fly there by yourself."
Kurt let out another excited squeal before running out of the room and back up to his bedroom where he proceeded to dial Blaine's number.
"You sneaky little..."
"I'm assuming your Dad gave you the ticket?" Blaine laughed.
"I would be so annoyed at you for letting me cry over the phone to you when you were planning this all along if I weren't so incredibly happy right now. I can't believe you!"
"I wanted it to be a surprise," Blaine laughed. "I could exactly tell you to stop crying because you were coming to see me next month anyway."
"Thank you," Kurt replied happily. "Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you!"
"You're very, very welcome." Blaine said, smiling even though Kurt couldn't see him.
"Oh my god, I'm so excited!" Kurt squealed. "Not only do I get to see you, I get to go to New York and see your apartment for the first time!"
"You're too cute for your own good."
"I love you so much."
"I love you too, goofball."