“What the hell happened, Karofsky?!” Finn shouted at David, who had a facial expression that could only be described as confusion and remorse at the same time.

“I- I don’t know, I just came up to hug him, like I always do. Why was he so scared of me? It was like he used to look at me before-“ Karofsky wasn’t able to finish the sentence, and realization hit Blaine.

“You didn’t know about his accident, did you.” Karofsky looked up at Blaine with confusion and worry. “We got in a car accident, he can’t remember anything past Junior year. Before the kiss, before he met me.  He’s terrified of you because that’s all remembers.  He doesn’t remember your friendship, he doesn’t remember you came out or tried to ki- you know.” David looked devastated.

“So I scared him off because he thinks I’d hurt him?”

“Do you really blame him?”

“…No.”  Blaine touched Karofsky’s arm.

“Why are you here anyways?”

“It’s the first Yankees game of the season this weekend. Adam and I came to see it.” Karofsky’s partner put his hand on David’s shoulder, trying to comfort him.  Blaine nodded his head in understanding.

“I have to go find Kurt.  I can only hope he went back to the apartment, although, I highly doubt it.” Both Rachel and Finn nodded in agreement, knowing Kurt was going where he felt most safe. “Can you guys call Burt and let him know he’s coming home? I’m going to pack us a couple bags and I’ll fly out on a Red Eye tonight.”  With that, Blaine turned away from the group, abandoning the bar where his instruments were.  He had to find his love and make sure he was going to be ok.

**

Kurt stepped out of the terminal in Lima Allen County Airport.  He felt terrible for leaving Blaine without saying anything, but he was too scared to even think of anything but getting home.  He was certain Blaine could probably take it, and he just needed a little while to clear his head.  He didn’t know how long it would take, but being back in Lima felt so much more comforting than he ever realized it would.  He was about to head to baggage claim, but remembered he hadn’t packed anything and cringed.  I guess I’ll just have to see if I left anything in my room before I left.  He headed towards the doors, expecting to grab a cab for the rest of the drive home, only to be surprised by Burt and Carol waiting for him anxiously.  Carol looked worried, while Burt looked angry.  Blaine, Finn or Rachel must have called them.  He walked over to where they were waiting, head staring at the ground. Carol pulled him in for a hug when he reached her.

“I’m glad you’re safe, honey.” Kurt understood that she was talking about more than just his flight.

“Let’s get you home.” Burt said gruffly, before putting his arm around Kurt’s shoulders and directing him towards the car.

**

Blaine arrived at the Lima Airport alone and sad.  He hoped that Kurt was safe at home and that there was some part of him that still wanted to try.  He understood that there was a lot that Kurt had to learn, but he wanted to learn alongside with him.  He hailed a taxi and got in quietly and told the driver to take him to a hotel near the Hummel household.  It was 4 o’clock in the morning and Blaine didn’t want to wake anyone.  He only assumed that Kurt was exhausted and that he would sleep comfortably in his old bed.  Arriving at the hotel, he checked into his room and laid down on top of the covers of the bed in his room.  Blaine stared at the ceiling, missing Kurt until he drifted off into sleep around 6am.

**

Kurt awoke the next morning around 11am.  He was tired and slept in much longer than he used to do, as he remembered.  When he sat up to get out of bed, a feeling of emptiness and hurt filled his body, but he pushed it away, as it was a pain that he remembered well from his high school days.  He dressed in a pair of looser sweatpants that he found and a v-neck white shirt.  He had left a few plain clothes in his dresser, but knew that he couldn’t very well been seen in public like this.  He would have to go shopping with Carol today in order to keep up appearances. 

The kitchen was giving off an aroma that Kurt could only move towards.  When he reached it, he saw Carol placing fresh fruit on the table next to a stack of pancakes.

“I thought you might want brunch!”

“That’s sounds great, Carol. Do we uhh, do this often?” Carol laughed, which Kurt could only smile at.

“Yes, you used to help me make brunch every Sunday when we were all still in Ohio. You’re dad is at the shop, so you can go see him after we are finished.” Kurt smiled and sat down to eat, cheerily chatting away with Carol.

**

“I couldn’t catch him before he left, I am so sorry.”

“Blaine, I trusted you with my son! I thought you would be ok in New York, that’s the only reason I left! How can I trust this won’t happen again? He could have gotten lost of hurt, or something worse-“

“Burt, please!” Blaine pleaded with tears in his eyes. “I didn’t know David was going to be there. He didn’t know about Kurt’s memory loss. I would do anything to make sure Kurt is safe, I’d give my life for him!” Both Blaine and Burt were so caught up in their heated discussion that neither heard the garage door open and close, nor did they see Kurt standing listening to their altercation.

“Blaine, I just don’t know. Maybe it is best that he stay here.  He can go back to school next semester and maybe try again.” Blaine shook his head, wanting to speak, but Burt stopped him. “Can you honestly tell me that he is beginning to remember anything?” Blaine looked at him defeated and then looked down. “Kurt was fragile before he met you, you gave him strength, but it took time.  Why do we think this time will be different? I think what might be best for my son would be for you two to… to…”

“To what?” Blaine said, looking up, letting the tears fall freely.  Burt’s eyes were filled with pain as well.

“To maybe think about having a separation. Then you can come back every once in a while and see if you can rebuild the trust.” Blaine let out a choked sob.  Kurt couldn’t take the scene before him anymore and spoke up.

“Don’t…” Both men looked towards the door, surprised. “Don’t you think it would best for me to make a decision?” Kurt walked towards the center of the shop towards the two men and stood to the side of both of them.  They both looked at Kurt with hurt and worry, neither really knowing which way this was going to end up.  Blaine wanted Kurt safe, but never wanted to be apart from him.  Burt knew that Kurt would grow up and out of his fear, but knew it would also take much longer if Blaine wasn’t there to help him through everything.  They both were deep in their own thoughts, but broke free when Kurt finally decided to speak.

 “Blaine, you’ve really helped me.” Blaine gave him a smile at this, albeit a weak one. “But…” His smile faltered. “…I think my dad might be right. Not a separation, but maybe I should stay here. Get my things together.  I’m sure I’m supposed to be in New York, but right now, I don’t know that it’s the best decision.  I called NYADA this morning, asking about the possibility of taking the semester off already and they said that I would still be let back in.” Blaine didn’t say anything, just looked at Kurt with a pained expression, but nodded in understanding.

“I- I just don’t know what to do without you.” He whispered. Burt cleared his throat and told them he would be in his office, understanding that they needed alone time. “Kurt. Please come back. I know it might be selfish of me, but I’m trying to figure things out, too. You’re my everything.  I know it might be hard, but I- I…” He choked up again and looked away.

“Blaine, I’m sorry.  I don’t want to hurt you,” Kurt felt a pang in his heart, “But I need to do this for me. I’m sorry you wasted your money coming out here for me.”

“I’m not sorry.”