May 4, 2015, 7 p.m.
Kurt's blaine- A New Life: Sickness
E - Words: 3,823 - Last Updated: May 04, 2015 Story: Closed - Chapters: 2/? - Created: Nov 09, 2014 - Updated: Nov 09, 2014 196 0 0 0 0
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"Wake up sleepyhead," Kurt whispered, kissing Blaines ear from on top of him. Blaine let out a soft sigh, smacking his lips in response and his arm tightened slightly around Kurts waist where they found themselves in his sleep. Kurt smiled trailing kisses down Blaines face making his way to his mouth. He stopped before pecking Blaines lips with a teasing smile. "Come on sweetheart; Let me see your gorgeous eyes? I might even let you suck me off in the shower." Blaines eyes fluttered open with a small grin and Kurt laughed. "See I knew you were awake, my silly boy," He pulled Blaine into a lingering kiss, feeling Blaine relax underneath him. Kurt knew how much Blaine loved the feeling of his Dom husband holding him down on the mattress.
Blaine let out pleased moan as Kurts tongue made his way into his mouth, letting Kurt take complete control. They kissed for a few minutes longer, but Blaine cut their kiss short by lurching upward. Kurt went flying into the air, landing on the other side of their bed. He saw Blaine running as fast as he could to their bathroom. Within seconds the air was filled with the sound of Blaine puking.
Kurt nose wrinkled in confusion and shock at his subs actions and sudden departure, but quickly followed in concern. He found Blaine with his head resting on the toilet seat with tears in his eyes. "Aw baby, you okay?" Kurt asked, taking in Blaines state. His fingers made their way into his subs hair, stroking soothingly. Kurt reached over and filled a cup up in the sink for Blaine to drink. He started to hand Blaine the cup, but before he could, Blaine was puking again. Kurt set the cup down on the sink and took a seat next to his sub, rubbing his back soothingly.
Kurt quickly went through a list of what his sub had eaten before bed yesterday. Blaine had a study group for his music therapy class last night, so hed picked up food from their favorite Thai place and a cheesecake for Kurt from the bakery down the street. But none of that should have gotten his sub sick. Their Thai place boosted its A rating and Blaine had completely forgone the cheesecake, wanting to spend more time relaxing at Kurts feet as he Dom praised him for being so thoughtful. Blaines lunch consisted of celery, carrots, a juice box and his specialty turkey sandwich. His breakfast had been pancakes, eggs and bacon. Kurt frowned in concern, none of that should have made his Blaine puke. But Blaine hadnt been showing any signs of sickness before now, so what could it possibly be?
"Better, sweetheart?" Kurt soothed, his mind still running through what could be wrong. Kurt continued rubbing across Blaines back trying to do whatever he could to make his sub feel better.
"Im really nauseous sir," Blaine admitted tearfully, letting his head fall against his Doms shoulder. Kurts arms came around Blaines waist to hold him close. Kurt grabbed the cup off the sink and held it out to Blaine. "Drink this, sweetheart. Itll make your throat feel better. Youre going back to bed."
"But sir-" Blaine pleaded.
"No sweetheart, youre not going to school today. I cant bear to think of you getting sick when Im not there with you," Kurt explained softly, and took the cup from Blaine when he was done.
"Sir, I need to present today. Its a big part of my overall grade," Blaine worried. Kurt kissed his head once before picking his Blaine up into his arms and carrying him back to bed.
"Ill call Jacklyn and ask her to switch dates with you." Kurt kissed Blaines forehead and tucked him back in. "Ill be right back, sweetheart. I need to call your doctor to see if we can get you-"
"Sir, I dont need to-" Blaine argued, but trailed off at Kurts glare. Blaine looked down, ashamed. "Sorry Sir."
Kurt let out a sigh and ran his fingers down Blaines cheek. "You know I dont like it when you interrupt me, Blaine."
"I know Sir," Blaine admitted his head bowing in submission.
"And you know I dont like it when you put your health on the line," Kurt told him in annoyance, his arms crossing over his chest.
"Im sorry, Sir." Blaine apologized, restraining the urge to get up onto his knees.
"Say it for me, sweetheart," Kurt demanded
"My health and wellbeing is important to Sir. He only wants the best for me." Blaine recited looking to Kurt for guidance. He saw his Dom smiling but still clearly expecting more. "And I shouldnt interrupt Sir when hes speaking?"
"Good boy." Kurt leaned down and kissed Blaines cheek, running his fingers across his Blaines face until he reached Blaines chin and tilted it up slightly. He gave Blaine a brief kiss before bringing his hands around down to Blaines neck to take off Blaines collar. Blaine made a sound of discontentment. "Sweetheart, you just threw up, you might have swollen glands" Kurt explained in a worried tone [SB27] as he placed his Blaines collar on the bedside table to store when he was done calling the doctor. Kurt stood up after a minute of carefully looking over Blaines neck for any swelling. "Ill right back, honey-bee. You keep your cute little butt in that bed."
Blaines doctor ended up having an opening around noon so after laying with his sub for about an hour, he decided to coax Blaine up to get ready.
"Do you feel well enough for a shower sweetheart? Or should I draw you a bath?" Kurt asked, his fingers soothingly running through Blaines hair where his head rested on Kurts chest.
"Ill do it, Sir!" Blaine told him eagerly trying to sit up, but Kurt dragged him back down.
"No! And if you dont stop rejecting my attempts to take care of you, Im going to have to punish you." Kurt told him with a hint of annoyance. "Bath or shower, Blaine?"
Blaine shrunk down with a look of shame. "Im sorry, Sir. I just want to be your good boy. Id like to take a bath though."
"Youre sick, sweetheart. I dont want you do more than you should." Kurt explained, his voice soft but commanding. Kurt squeezed Blaines hand as he climbed off the bed. "But once youre better, Ill let you run all the hot baths you want. Alright?"
Blaine nodded obediently in agreement, watching Kurt walk into their bathroom. He heard the water turn on and debated whether or not he should follow his Dom into the bathroom. He decided against it, wanting to avoid punishment. He knew his Dom just wanted the best for him and he was still feeling a little queasy.
Kurt quickly returned and scooped him up, bringing him into the bathroom. "Arms up!" Kurt told him cheerfully; haven already forgiven Blaine for his earlier hesitance. Blaine was quick to follow directions and soon his shirt was off. Kurt pulled off his pajama pants and set both on the sink. He carried Blaine over to the bath and gently lowered him in.
Blaine made a sigh of contentment as the water touched his skin. His sigh was quickly replaced with a sad groan when he saw Kurt talking off his own clothes. That was supposed to be his job! Had he done something wrong? Blaine dropped his head in worry, wringing his hands together.
"Its okay sweetheart, Im not mad. I just dont want you doing anything strenuous." Kurts clothes were set down with Blaines and Kurt headed over to the bathtub. He sat down behind Blaine and pulled him close, kissing Blaines neck.
They relaxed for a few minutes before Blaine made a small sound. "Sir?"
"Whats wrong?" Kurt asked in alarm scanning his Blaines body for any possible problem.
Blaine felt guilty for scaring his Dom, and explained "I just wanted to know if…"
"What is sweet boy?" Kurt soothed hugging Blaine closer.
"Can I still wash your hair?"
Kurt giggled in relief. "Of course, sweetheart. Always. " Kurt reached for his shampoo and handed it to his sub.
After bath time was over, Kurt picked out their clothes and helped Blaine get dressed. Once he was satisfied that his sub looked as immaculate as he could when sick, he dressed himself quickly. Soon they were almost ready to head out the door.
Kurt helped Blaine to the kitchen and headed over to their pantry to find Blaine a snack before they went. He knew Blaine was sick, but he still didnt like the idea of taking Blaine out on an empty stomach. And he didnt want his Blaine to feel like he was being bad for not eating.
Kurt came out of the pantry with a juice box and a granola bar, but stopped in his tracks when he saw Blaine. "Oh Sweetheart! No. Youre sick, honey-bee." He rushed over and tried to help his Blaine off the floor.
Blaines eyes filled with tears as he stood up "Im sorry sir." He covered his face trying to hide his shame for following his instinct.
Kurt gathered him into his arms. "No, youre not in trouble, sweetheart." Kurt reassured kissing Blaines head. "I just…I dont want you getting dizzy and falling over." He heard Blaine sniffle against his chest and sighed. Kurt pulled Blaines face out of his shoulder and looked at him. "Youre my good boy, okay?" Blaine nodded slightly. "I just dont want you kneeling when we dont know why youre sick, sweetheart. It would kill me if you got hurt."
"Okay sir." Blaine conceded wiping a tear from his eyes. Kurt kissed Blaine lightly holding him close.
"I love you so much, Blaine. Youre my entire world." Kurt admitted with a smile, rubbing their noses together.
"So are you, Kurt. My sun and my moon, my everything," Blaine told him with reverence
Kurt smiled and kissed him once more before grabbing his Blaines juice and granola bar and leading Blaine out the door.
They arrived at the doctors with ten minutes to spare. Kurt signed his Blaine in while the sub took a seat on one of the many chairs in the waiting room. When Kurt sat down, he let Blaine lean his head against him and played with Blaines hands until they were called in.
They were lead to a small room and the nurse took all of Blaines vitals, height and weight. And then she asked what the purpose of their visit was.
"Ive been feeling weird and puking for the last few days" Blaine admitted, his ears turning red at his confession. He didnt dare to turn to Kurt and see his reaction. Blaine knew he was in trouble for not telling Kurt sooner. The nurse didnt notice the discomfort in the room and assured them the doctor would figure it out, before taking her leave.
"Blaine?" Kurt asked accusingly, his voice hard.
"I didnt want to…to bother you, sir. You were busy and-" Blaine stumbled over his words nervously.
"How many days has it been, Blaine?" Kurt asked coldly.
"Five, sir" Blaine confessed with his head bowed.
"Well discuss this when we get home." Kurt crossed his arms across his chest, leaving no room for argument.
Blaine nodded, trying to push down how ashamed he was of himself for not telling Kurt sooner. They waited in silence for the doctor a few minutes. When she arrived, she gave them both a small smile. "So I hear youre feeling sick?"
"A little," Blaine sighed.
The doctor ran through a few brief tests, looking in his ears and mouth for any signs of infection before asking him to lay back. "Is it alright if I take a look at your stomach?" The doctor asked Blaine. Blaine saw Kurt give him a quick nod telling him it was okay, and Blaine told the doctor so. She pushed a little on his stomach feeling around before a look of confusion crossed her face. "You seem to have some hardness in your abdominal cavity."
Kurt gave the doctor an alarmed look. "What does that mean? Is he okay?"
"Well, Id like to do an ultrasound just to make sure its nothing." Kurt nodded and grabbed Blaines hand as the doctor lead them to another room.
"You should have told me sooner. What if somethings seriously wrong, Blaine?!" Kurt whispered accusingly as they walked into the room. Blaine blushed in embarrassment, knowing Kurt was right as he moved to sit down on the table.
The doctor got to work quickly and squirted a bit of gel on Blaines belly before bringing a wand to it. She looked at the screen and moved the wand around taking a few pictures. After a few minutes she stopped on a spot. "Huh."
"What is it?" Kurt leaned forward, scared, and took Blaines hand to squeeze it.
"Nothing bad, I assure you." She took several more pictures before turning back to Blaine and Kurt. "Were you aware you had that gene, Mr. Hummel?"
Blaine gave her a confused look before turning to Kurt hoping hed know what gene she was referring to.
"What gene are you referring to?" Kurt asked, feeling Blaines hand tighten in his.
"Well youre husband seems to be pregnant, and hes about 6 ½ weeks in. Congratulations! Youre going to be parents."
Blaine looked at her, wide eyed, trying to control his reaction until he saw Sirs. Kurt stared at the doctor with his mouth open in shock. "Parents?!" His eyes darted around the room trying to find something to focus on. His eyes finally landed on the image on the screen. It just looked like specks to him, but that was their baby. Kurt turned to his sub and gave him a tight smile, squeezing his hand.
The doctor smiled. "Ill let you too have some time to talk this over at home to decide what you want to do. For now I can give him some anti-nausea medicine and some prenatal vitamins." Kurt nodded in agreement and followed the doctor back to their room. The doctor quickly filled out Blaines prescription and sent them on their way.
Kurt was quiet on their way home, still trying to process what the doctor said. A baby, his amazing sub was pregnant with his baby. His eyes darted to Blaine every so often, taking in his reaction to the news. Kurt knew he was trying to hide his feelings until he knew what Kurt wanted, but it was clear as day that Blaine was overjoyed by the news. Still, Kurt needed to figure out the logistics of everything before he discussed it with Blaine. There was no doubt in his mind that Blaine would have this baby. Kurt didnt have it in him to deny his Blaine that joy.
Still it would take a lot of effort and a toll on Blaines body. Kurt didnt doubt that Blaine would be a beautiful pregnant man, but his Blaine had body images issues. He would be upset when he started gaining all that weight. And Blaine had another year of school and an internship at a prestigious hospital doing music therapy with kids. Would he still be able to do it when he was started to get big? And what would happen when the baby was born?
When they got walked through the door of their apartment, Blaine turned to Kurt questioningly. Kurts mind snapped back to the present and remembered Blaines lie from earlier. He hated to have to punish him after hearing the news, but Blaine knew he wasnt supposed to be lying about his health.
"Go into the bedroom and strip, sweetheart." Kurt told Blaine a little distractedly. Normally a lie about Blaines health would warrant a spanking, but if Blaine was pregnant was that really the best course of action? Kurt sighed, he couldnt risk it. He was punishing Blaine for not being forthwith about his health, and doing something that could hurt Blaine and the babys health was that opposite of helpful.
Hed have to put off any type of physical punishment until he was able to do some research and knew what was safe. Theyd also need to edit their contract to reflect it. Plus all the things that would need to be changed to make sure his Blaine were taken care of himself and their baby to the best of his ability. He didnt doubt that Blaine would try as hard as he could, but his Blaine sometimes forgot about taking care of himself in his eagerness to help others.
Kurt nodded to himself before grabbing their desk chair and bringing it into the bedroom. He found his sub standing by their bed with his head bowed and his hands clasped together. Kurt put the chair in the corner before walking over to Blaine and running his fingers up and down Blaines arm.
"You know why youre in trouble?" Kurt asked. Blaine hands twitched, but he didnt responded. "Sweetheart, I asked you a question. I expect you to respond."
Blaine let out a low whimper. "You. I. please, sir?"
Kurt brought his hand up to Blaines chin and tilted his head up so he could look into Kurts eyes. "Oh sweetheart, whats wrong?"
"Youre mad at me for the baby, arent you?" Blaine asked miserably.
Kurt gathered him into a hug, rubbing Blaines back soothingly. "No, honey-bee. I would never punish you for carrying our baby."
"Really?" Blaine asked relieved sagging against Kurt.
"Never. Im so sorry. I was distracted, I didnt even think that you might assume. " Kurt kissed Blaines head before pulling away. "But you still lied, sweetheart."
Blaine dropped his head down. "I know, sir. I didnt want you to worry for no reason." Blaine moved to crouch on the bed in preparation, but Kurt stopped him.
"No, sweetheart," Kurt sighed, holding onto Blaines arm. "Were not going to risk that."
"But-" Blaine started, his stomach filling with guilt.
"Sweetheart, youre going to go sit in the chair facing the corner and think about what you did, and why you did it. Then youre going to think about why you should never do it again," Kurt explained calmly. "When youre done, Ill be sitting right here waiting for you to explain it to me."
Blaine nodded in agreement before walking over to the chair and sitting down. "Thank you, sir," Blaine whispered before going silent.
Kurt took a seat on the bed deep in thought. He needed to figure this entire situation out. He knew his Blaine would need a plan for how all of this was going work for them, so he didnt needlessly worry. It would take a lot of research, but for his Blaine and the baby it would be worth it.
After about ten minutes he heard a noise from his sub. "Sir?"
"Yes, sweetheart. You may come here." Blaine moved out of the chair and crawled over to the bed, kneeling next to Kurt when he reached him. He kept his head down until he felt Kurt gently move his head to rest on Kurts thigh. Kurt gave him an expectant look.
"I didnt tell you because it didnt seem important," Kurt gave him an unimpressed look but let him continue. "I know that it was wrong, its just, Id get home and Id start to tell you but you looked so happy to see me, and Id put it off. And then it went on for a few days and I knew I was already in trouble. But I thought it might just go away." Blaine admitted sadly. "I felt so guilty, but I couldnt bear to take that smile off your face."
"Sweetheart, you know that when youre happy, Im happy. How do you think it feels knowing that my sub was feeling sick and dealing with it all on his own?" Kurt asked sadly, running his fingers through Blaines hair.
"I know, sir. But I know that I cant do that because not only will you be disappointed in me, but it might hurt our baby," Blaine reassured.
"Thats right, sweetheart." Kurt sat up and captured Blaines lips in a quick kiss. "Youre my good boy for acknowledging that the babys my concern now too." Blaine gave him a small smile, nuzzling against Kurts thigh.
"Sir?" Blaine asked with a hesitant smile.
"What do you need, sweetheart?" Kurt smiled down at him lovingly.
"I was wondering if I could wear my collar now?" Blaine asked, eagerly bearing his neck for Kurt.
Kurt beamed and cupped Blaine face in his hand before giving him a lingering kiss. "Of course, sweetheart." Kurt opened their bedside table and pulled out a nice wooden box. Kurt opened it to reveal fancy, but well-worn leather collar with the name "Kurts Blaine" in Kurts handwriting. On the other side that rubbed against Blaines skin was the word sweetheart. Kurt removed it from the box and gently placed it around his Blaines neck. Blaine sighed in contentment as it was fastened, and Kurt smiled down at his sub for a minute.
When Blaine opened his eyes, he found Kurts arms open in invitation with a teasing grin. "I need cuddles from my beautiful sweetheart." Blaine scurried up onto the bed and into his Doms arms. He quickly relaxed, wrapping his body around Kurt like a koala.
Kurt smiled at Blaine in amusement and let himself run his fingers through Blaines naturally curly hair for a few minutes before speaking again. "Weve got to change a few things in our life, sweetheart."
Blaine stiffened in his arms. "You dont mean that we have to stop-"
"No, no sweetheart. I just mean weve got to make some adjustments for the baby. Im going to do some research, but until Im absolutely sure whats safe and what isnt…"
Blaine nodded in agreement, burrowing closer to Kurt. "Sir?" Kurt hummed in response "Can I take a nap?" Kurt smiled kissing Blaines forehead.
"Of course, sweetheart. I canceled our plans for today to take care of you, remember?" Kurt teased, tickling Blaine side.
Blaine closed his eyes in contentment and was slowly drifting off before a thought occurred to him. He opened one eye and looked up at his husband. "Kurt?"
Kurt jumped slightly at hearing Blaine use his name. He usually kept to calling him sir, unless it was something serious. He tightened his hold on Blaine. "Yeah?"
"You do want this baby, right?" Blaine asked with a hesitant but certain voice.
"I wont deny that Im worried. But yes, honey-bee, I really do." Kurt admitted, letting his hold on Blaine relax.
"Okay, good. Me too." Blaine smiled, his eyes closing again in contentment. "I love you, Sir."
"I love you too, sweetheart."