After Christmas Kurt and Blaine were happier than they have ever been. They were that kind of couple who were always together. Snuggling, kissing, hugging. They did it all, in public. No one seemed to mind either. They were scared to be this way before because they didn't know how people would react, But everyone was just happy for them. They spent the next few weeks hanging out with eachother and everyone else in the glee club. Kurt had become really close to the new girl, Sugar. She couldn't sing but they still let her in glee club because she was a really talented dancer. She was hilarious and everyone in the club loved her to pieces. Blaine had gotten really close to Tina and Mike. Sometimes they would go on double dates with Kurt and Blaine. They usually went to the mall and shopped. Or to the movies. Blaine had also become great friends with Rachel, Mercedes, and Santana. Santana was suprisingly nice to Blaine and she always made him laugh. Some weekends, Kurt, Blaine, and all the girls would have movie marathons at Rachel's house, in her basement. They ordered pizza and made popcorn. They usually pulled an all-nighter. Kurt, however would go to bed suprisingly early everytime. And Blaine noticed that he would never eat the pizza. So one day while Blaine was at his house, he decided that he needed to bring it up.

"Kurt, i have noticed that your not really eating lately." He said as he grabbed onto Kurt's cold hand. Kurt immediately pulled away.

"I am, Blaine! What would make you say such a thing?" Kurt knew he was caught. He tried his best to lie his way through his sentences.

"Whenever we go to Rachel's you never eat the pizza and you go to bed so early. You have never made it through a movie, Kurt"
Kurt looked away and Blaine knew he was lying about this. He just knew it. He didn't understand why Kurt wouldn't eat. Kurt wasn't fat. He was anything but. He looked like he had gained 10 pounds but what would that make him? 101 pounds?

"I just don't like pizza ok? Can we just stop talking about it? Please Blaine!"

"Kurt, im not stupid. Please talk to me, baby? Im worried for you. You need to eat some food. I will go make you one of my famous grilled cheeses. Or i could make you some pasta? You love pasta, Kurt!" Blaine was on the verge of crying. He just wanted to help.

"Blaine, im not hungry right now. Maybe later, ok? You don't need to worry about anything. I am eating. I promise" Kurt knew he shouldn't have said i promise because he couldn't keep his promise. He wasn't eating and he didn't plan on eating anything for a while. He had gained a few pounds. He was up to 102 pounds, as of yesterday morning and he was feeling fatter than ever.

"Yes you are hungry, kurt! I can see it in your eyes. I know when your lying to me, baby. So please, come downstairs with me and let me cook for you. I will even wear that apron you got me that says kiss the cook."

"Ok fine! But can you make me brownies for dessert?"

Blaine just smiled at him and gave him a peck on the lips. Success, he thought as he dragged Kurt down the hallway. If only he knew Kurt was planning to puke it up later on.

They got to the kitchen and Blaine put on his apron and started to cook. Once it was finished, he got two plates and put the spaghetti on them. He handed Kurt the plate and they both dug in. Kurt pretended to enjoy the food but his mind was screaming "STOP EATING KURT! YOUR SO FAT. BLAINE IS GONNA DUMP YOU BECAUSE YOUR SO FUCKING FAT. STOP EATING THE FOOD! JUST SAY YOUR FULL! EWW YOUR SUCH A COW, KURT! BLAINE IS GONNA DUMP YOU AND YOU ARE GONNA BE ALONE FOREVER BECAUSE YOUR SO FAT! FATTIE! YOUR SUCH A FUCKING PIG! STOP STUFFING YOUR FAT FACE, FATTIE!!"

Blaine knew something was wrong so he decided to say something
"Kurt, are you ok?"
"Ya, baby, im fine! This food is so fucking good" He said as he shoved another fork full into his mouth.
His mind just kept screaming and telling him to stop.
Aftter they ate, Blaine decided he was gonna head home and spend some time with his dad before he went on his business trip. They hugged goodbye and Kurt ran to the bathroom to purge. He puked and puked until his stomach was empty. He layed on the bathroom floor and tried to recover from all that puking. He finally got up and checked his phone. 1 New text from: Blainey boo :)

He opened the message and it read:
 
Hey baby! im home. im so glad you ate some food. im really proud of you. im coming by in the morning to make us some breakfast before school. ily <3 night

He texted back:

Thanks baby! i love you! sweet dreams <3

He hated to lie to his boyfriend. He wanted to tell him the truth. He needed to. It was eating him alive. He had trouble sleeping that night. He was constantly lying to the man that gave him everything he wanted and had saved him. He was risking his life because he didn't want to upset his wonderful boyfriend. He didn't want to gain weight because he thought Blaine would break up with him. He knew he never would but something in the back of his mind was constantly telling him that if he ate, he would be fat and Blaine would leave him.  He finally fell asleep after countless hours of thinking. Next thing he knew, his boyfriend was jumping up and down on his bed and telling him to wakeup because breakfast was done. They walked down the stairs and there was a whole buffet of food awaiting Kurt.
"Thank you Blaine. This is wonderful" Kurt said as he headed towards the food. He grabbed a plate and started to pile food on his plate. Kurt was actually excited to eat for once. Blaine had made pancakes, sausage, waffles, eggs, toast, bacon, and lots of other yummy looking foods.

"Is that food I smell?" Finn asked as he walked into the kitchen "Oh my god, its a feast!" He walked over to Blaine hugged him as tight as he could. "THANKYOU! THANKYOU!THANKYOU!"

"Finn, calm down, your going to break my boyfriend!" Kurt said as he stuffed a piece of bacon in his mouth. His mind wasn't screaming at him for the first time in months. He enjoyed the meal without feeling bad about it. But after he finished, he couldn't help but go throw up.It became a habbit for him. He would eat a delicious meal and go and throw it up.  He left Finn and Blaine in the kitchen to clean up. He started to shove his hand down his throat, when Blaine walked into the bathroom.

"Kurt? What are you doing? Is this what you do everytime i make you eat?" Blaine looked devastated.
"Umm..I.. Im.. Im sorry, Blaine" Kurt said as he backed away from the toilet.
"Why? I thought you were getting better. I... I... thought i was helping you..."
"Im fat, Blaine. Im a fucking pig. I stuff my face like one. Look at me." Kurt gestured Blaine to look at his body.
"Ya, i am and all i see is a beautiful, skinny man who i love. You aren't fat Kurt! Your anything but fat. How many times do I need to tell you that before you believe me?" Blaine whispered as he started to cry. "Your perfect. Why can't you believe me? Don't you trust me? I would never lie to you. I just want you to get better."

All of a sudden they here a door open and Burt comes walking into the bathroom.
"What is going on in here?" He asked as he walked over towards Kurt.
"Umm...." Kurt couldn't get the words out of his mouth. He didn’t want to disappoint his dad, again.
"Spit it out, kid"
"Dad, i have been puking up all the food i have been eating.... for quite a while now."
"Kurt, why?"
"Im fat, dad"
"No your not. Im sending you somewhere. This is getting out of control."
"Dad, please don't! I will eat I swear."
"Im giving you a week to show me you are trying to get better or else im gonna send you somewhere. Im not trying to punish you, Kurt! Im worried about your health"
"Fine”

Burt left the room and Kurt just sank to the floor and started to cry. How could he get to this point in his life? How could he hit rockbottom? He has failed Blaine, his dad, and most of all, himself.

“Kurt, don’t worry! Im gonna help you get better. I want to help you.” Blaine sat next to Kurt and held him close. “We will get through this together. I promise” Blaine whispered into his ear and all of a sudden he felt hope. He felt like it wasn’t impossible anymore. Blaine was gonna help him and he wasn’t gonna go through this alone.