December 15, 2011

"Ok everyone, since its almost christmas, i have decided we are gonna have a christmas themed song week. So everyone find a christmas song to sing and be ready for tomorrow." Mr. Shue said as he wrote merry christmas on the board.

"Kurt" Rachel said with a smile planted on her face "What song are you gonna sing?"

"Im not singing a song" Kurt replied with a frown on his face

"Why not?"

"Because I just don't want to."

"Ok and where is Blaine?"

"Im not sure. He isn't answering his phone. Im getting kinda worried. Its been a two days, Rachel. I don't know what to do."

"Go to his house and see whats wrong with him. He is probably out at the mall trying to find you the perfect christmas present."

"Your probably right Rach. Thanks. Im gonna go there after school"

KNOCK. KNOCK. KNOCK.

Blaine's car was there, so why wasn't he answering the door?

KNOCK. KNOCK. KNOCK.

Still no answer. He got out his phone and dialed his number.

No answer......
He tried calling again and this time he heard Blaine's ringtone coming from the other side of the door.

He left a message.

"Blaine Anderson. Answer your damn phone. I am at your door and i can hear it in your house. Im worried about you. We have never gone two fucking days without talking. Are you okay? Im really scared....." He hung up the phone and decided to go to Blaine's window.

Maybe he is sleeping, Kurt thought.

He knocked almost knocked on the window but then he heard crying.
What the hell, He thought. Is he okay? Why is he crying? Should I open the window?

He decided he should go inside so he went to the front door and luckily it was unlocked.

He walked up the stairs dreading to see what was going on in Blaine's room. He reached for the door knob and turned it slowly. He opened the door and saw a crying Blaine laying down on his bed curled up in a ball.

"Blaine..... whats wrong... what happened?"

Kurt was more than concerned. He walked over to Blaine's bed and sat down next to him, Only to be pushed away.

"Im worried. You haven't talked to me in two days and i don't know why. Did i do something wrong?"
Kurt could feel tear drops running down his pale face.

"Please, baby, im just worried about you. I love y......" Kurt was cut off with Blaine talking

"YOU LIAR!" Blaine yelled at Kurt and he sat up to face his boyfriend.

"What Blaine? Why are you calling me a liar? I didn't do anything...."

Kurt was more than confused. He was angry at Blaine for accusing him of lying about loving him. Blaine just went back to crying and he curled up in a ball once more. Kurt started to rub his back and Blaine jumped up.

"What the fuck is wrong Blaine? I wanna help you but you won't tell me whats wrong"

"Nobody should love me, Kurt. Im not worth loving" Blaine put his head down and took a seat on the couch on the other side of the room.

"Blaine, i do love you. I will never stop."

"But im worthless, Kurt"

"Why are you saying that, Blainey? You aren't worthless at all. You are worth everything to me."
Kurt got up and kneeled in between Blaine's legs .

"Kurt... i... i.. need to... ummm... tell you... something... bu...but... don't... umm.. get mad..."
Blaine was crying hysterically and Kurt just got closer to him and kissed his hand.

"You can tell me anything, baby"
Blaine needed a few minutes to calm down. While he did, Kurt just held him close to him whispering i love you into his ear.
Once he was calm he started to talk.

"Kurt, i.. i.. was.. umm.. raped..."
Kurt just stared at his boyfriend unable to form a sentence.

"I was at the mall buying your christmas present. It was really late at night. The mall had just closed. I was making my way out to my car when i was grabbed and shoved into a van. They guy, he... ummm.. raped me....After he was done with me, he threw me out on the concrete and drove away. He wore a mask so i couldn't see his face. I layed there in pain for hours until a mall cop found me and called 911. I was sent to the hospital and was tested. He used a condom so i didn't catch anything but i was still raped, Kurt. I would've called you but i felt like a cheater. I felt nasty. When my dad arrived at the hospital, he told me I should call you but i refused. I came home and took a two hour shower. I hate myself and i would understand if you wanted to break up with me."
Blaine was crying again. Kurt took his hand and started to talk.

"Oh my god , Blaine. I would never break up with you. It was NOT your fault at all. You should've called me. I would've been there. Im so sorry" Kurt got up onto the couch next to Blaine and held him while he cried. They stayed like that for 2 hours until Kurt finally said something.

"Where is your dad, Blaine?"

"He had to go to work. He didn't want to but he just started a new job and they said he could'nt have the day off. I said it was fine and let him go. I thought about returning your calls so many times but i couldn't get the courage to even pick up my phone"

Blaine looked up at Kurt through his thick lashes and Kurt just pressed a kiss to his forehead.

"You are coming to stay at my house and I won't take no for answer." Kurt said as he pulled his boyfriend off the couch and pulled him towards the closet. Suddenly Kurt was pushd up against the door and being kissed. Kurt dipped his tongue into the shorter boys mouth and Blaine let out a whimper. Then he pulled away. He just smiled at Kurt and he was left standing there wanting more. But they needed to pack a bag for Blaine. Kurt was gonna make Blaine stay with him for as long as his dad would let him. He even thought about inviting Blaine and his father over for christmas. So when they got back to Kurt's house he told Blaine to go up to his room while he talked to his dad. He made his way into the kitchen and saw Carole standing over the stove cooking dinner.

"Carole..."

"yes honey?"

"I need to talk to you"

He sat down at the table and Carle went to join him. She handed him a gladd of water and sat down on the wooden chair. He just started to cry. He couldn't hold it back. He was supposed to protect his boyfriend and keep him safe but he had failed him. He hated himself for letting this happen.

"Kurt, what is wrong? Did you and Blaine have a fight?"
Kurt looked up at Carole, sniffled, and asked
"Can I ask you something?"
"Yes, honey, anything"
"Can Blaine stay here for a couple of days? He really needs me right now."
"Why? What happened?"
"Well, he was raped the other night. And he doesn't want to be alone. His dad just got a new job and he had to work today and he really needs me."
"Oh my gosh, yes, he can stay as long as he needs you, Kurt. Is he ok?"
"I don't know. He wouldn't talk to me for to days because he thought i would hate him. But i went to his house and found him curled up in a ball on his bed, crying, and then he told me what happened and he cried in my arms for two hours! Then i told him he was gonna stay with me and we packed a bag for him and came here. He is up in my room right now."
"Does his dad know he is gonna be here for a while?
"Ya his dad said as long as he needed to stay here, he could. I also have an idea. Since Blaine and his dad have noone else to celebrate christmas with, I was thinking they could come here? Blaine could stay in my room and his dad could take the guest room? You and dad will get along with him. You guys have alot in common" Kurt said really hopeful
"Ya thats fine. It will be nice to finally meet his dad. I will tell Burt what is going on. Now go upstairs and comfort him. He probably misses you already. Dinner will be ready in 30 minutes." She said as she pulled Kurt in for a hug and headed back to the stove before the food burnt.

Kurt walked upstairs to find Blaine under the covers, crying again. He felt so bad for him. He just wanted to hold him in his arms forever. Kurt went and sat on the bed and kissed Blaine's curls before pulling him into a hug. Blaine put his head against his boyfriend's chest and cried some more. Kurt's shirt was soaked with tears at this point but he didn't care he just wanted to help his boyfriend.